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2023.06.05 01:13 Designer-Treat-8789 Ep 41 of xyz . Pokemon said we broke ash and serena down and built them back up, it's time for clemont and bonnie to break. The way xy and xyz broke its characters and built them back up hit different
2023.06.05 01:12 Designer-Treat-8789 Ep 41 of xyz . Pokemon said we broke ash and serena down and built them back up, it's time for clemont and bonnie to break. The way xy and xyz broke its characters and built them back up hit different
2023.06.04 18:41 GeminiVenus92 How do you feel about trauma bonding as an INTP
idk if this is related to me being an INTP but I absolutely hate trauma bonding, I hate it with a passion.
One major reason is because I'm so open and honest about my life. The person trying to bond with me via similar trauma tends to twist and skew my words to match their trauma.
Me: fuck, my sister is so annoying asking me to do things all the time. I don't want to go pick up her target order 😒
person trying to trauma bond: why are you still talking with your abusive sister who treats you like a slave and always talks shit to you. your whole family is using you.
person trying to trauma bond being toxic: your family hates you, they only think of you as a slave . you're so stupid for doing xyz.
me: man wtf are you talking about? 😐
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2023.06.04 16:34 PerrinAyba Sculpting problem
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2023.06.04 13:47 IveDoneItAtLast Is FirstMate broken or do they know something we don't?
2023.06.04 08:49 RareGeometry Anyone else feel like you just don't know how to have fun/be fun?
Edit: I want to thank all of you who have commented, every single one of you, it has given me a lot of perspective and food for thought even after I've replied to your comments. Your words are rolling around in my mind and I feel like I need to make some major changes even if it takes sheer willpower, to be a good example of relationships and socializing, for my child. I'm going to make an effort because I don't want her to end up like me and she's a shy little independent, introverted being already so I have to make sure she has some skills to work with that. I'm actually a social introvert, as it were, very much thanks to my career making me outspoken because I had to be. I know I can figure this out.
I was just brushing my teeth before bed with the window open and overheard my next door and 2 doors down neighbors laughing and chatting on one of their decks.
Though I am friendly with both of them, and they both talk about having me over for these summer night deck visits all the time, they virtually never invite me. I've been invited maybe 4 times total in the 3 years living here.
Of course I understand they have a few more years of friendship but the one considers me her closest friend in our town. She shares her hard times and heavier stuff with me, but we don't really... do fun stuff
This has been a theme all my life. I've never been the fun one and I'm never invited to things because "I didn't think you'd want to come" "I didn't think it was your thing" "I didn't think your mom would let you" etc. .
My nmom was a bit more lax when I was really young, while my dad was alive. But once he passed (I was nearly 9) she tightened up a lot and nobody was around to temper her so she came down full force on me.
Besides the lack of social and relationship skills learning from an nparent, I feel like fun, being boisterous, being unfiltered, letting loose, whatever other phrases you could add, was sucked and taught out of me and my life experience.
I always had to look, act, talk a certain way because my nmom always told me it reflected on her. I was kept under a tight lead of "immediate obedience." I was absolutely allowed to roam nature and do quiet, solo things but not encouraged to, well, have fun and be myself and cut loose. Everything had to be calculated for some level if my nmom's reactivity or judgement. I was taught a lot about how to present this or that way and how certain behaviors were unruly and unbecoming. Also very strict about clothing.
I never went through a drinking, partying, experimental phase because I wasn't allowed. Even when I lived away from home my nmom found ways to torment me and keep a tight rein. It wasn't until I started my career and lived on my own I had some more freedoms but by then...I didn't know how and I was even sort of afraid of some of it? Not that I needed to go on some kind of spiraling bender walk of shame kind of event. But like, I just have this personality now where people continue to not invite me for hangouts and concerts and socializing, "fun" sorts of events. I get invited to go plant shopping, event attire shopping, helping plan things, occasionally thrifting but usually looking for a specific need like interview attire or mouse furnishings or corningware or something lol. Or I get asked to help with things, like not I'm having a barbecue wanna come over? More like, I'm having a barbecue and I need help with xyz can you do that?
I very much get treated like peoples moms.
I hear stories from wild adventures on camping trips and stuff from my husband and his mom/family and I absolutely cannot relate. Nada. We never drank on camping trips, it was never a group event, it was just my mom and I or my dad, mom, and I, sometimes my much older brother, and we did super quiet stuff and left no trace. My parents were/are supper hippie, survivalist, nature folks like that. Which of course has its place.
I just lie here in the dark in bed and hear the laughter and sharing stories and drinks and snacks and happiness and feel like I don't know how to have and be that and hope so much that my kids are more exciting but fear that my quiet background involvement will make them like me. Tomorrow or another day, while talking over the fence or out at the garden centre together, I'll hear about that time the neighbors got tipsy and did this or that or shared some story or experience and...I'm always just peripheral.
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2023.06.03 20:06 The-Pinapl- When exporting a model as an STL, it only keeps its scale sometimes, most times it comes out over 100 times larger than the scale in blender.
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2023.06.03 12:12 spanakopita555 Help! My girlfriend has HPV
So your girlfriend went for a routine doctor's appointment and then you found out it was something called a smear test and they tested for HPV. Wtf - your girlfriend has an STD?!!!
You should read the sticky post here to educate yourself fully, but to present a more concise primer, here are a few things in particular that you should know:
(NB: for ease, have written men and women but please assume people with penises and people with cervixes if you are trans, nb or other. I've also based this mainly on positive smear results rather than warts, because this is a more common incident that we see on this board) .
Having HPV is extremely normal:
- 80% of people will get genital HPV by the age of 45, and after a few sexual partners, your chance is close to 100%.
- Most infections happen within the first few years of sex life, so prevalence in late teens to early 20s is very high - almost half of women of this age will have an active high risk infection right now. For all types of HPV it may be as high as 70% for college-aged women. Note that the figures are probably similar for men.
Most people don't know they have it:
- Most HPV infections are symptomless,
- In most places, cervical smears are only done after a certain age and may only be tested for HPV after a certain age, too (e.g. 25+). This is because it's simply assumed that younger people will have HPV and it will probably go away with no problems. Cervical smears with HPV tests are designed to find those persistent cases that don't clear up, and can therefore pose a potential danger.
HPV can hang around for a while and recur later in life:
- Most infections clear up within a couple of years, but some last longer.
- A small % can come back even after immune suppression
- Therefore, even if you've been in a monogamous relationship for some time, it's still not weird for HPV to come up
Do I have HPV too?
If you've been having regular sex (genital or oral contact), even with condoms (which only mitigate but don't prevent HPV transmission), there's a good chance you share the infection. Maybe it came from her, maybe it came from you. Where it came from is both impossible to know and not very important.
(I've not seen data on dental dams but we know that female/female couples often share infections, too).
You should probably assume that you either have her strain now, or may have already immune suppressed it.
How can I have an STD? I've never had one before
STD panels only test for a small number of possible infections, and even if you have been practising 'safe' sex, it's still very possible and indeed probable to have something (look up the prevalence of HSV, for example). With HPV in the mix, there is a very high chance that you have had, have or will have 'an STD' in future.
In the modern world, because of the aftermath of the AIDs crisis, and our increased scientific knowledge, mixed with toxic purity culture, there is so much stigma around STDs. But HPV is something that's pretty much impossible to avoid - even virgins have a small chance of getting it, and with one lifetime partner the chance is somewhere between 20 and 70%.
If you are stigmatising your gf and/or yourself, just stop. HPV is not something you can ever fully prevent, unless you were to live life in a polythene bubble. No sex is truly safe, but we take the risk because, when consensual, it's a good, fun, natural part of a healthy adult life.
P.S. don't use the word 'clean' - nobody is 'dirty' for living their life, and that includes you!
Should I get tested?
If you have a cervix, you don't need to rush to get a test outside of your regular smear schedule. In fact, they may not allow you to do this. This is because smear tests are a cancer-screening tool, not an STD test. As there's nothing one can do about an HPV infection and most just go away, it's not considered clinically relevant to constantly test for it. Cervical smears are done on a schedule because they want to find those infections that stick around, so the person can be monitored and potentially treated if it becomes necessary.
If you have a penis, in most places, testing is not commonly done. This is because it's both unreliable in commonly used methods, and clinically not very useful.
Will I get warts?
If your girlfriend has been tested via a smear, it's likely that her infection is high risk. This is because most smear tests don't bother looking for the non-oncogenic strains. If you're not sure, she should clarify with her doctor. Most warts are caused by low-risk strains. While high-risk strains can cause warts, this is not hugely common so you should not expect to develop them (although it's perfectly possible to have more than one kind at a time, and in different parts of the genitals).
Can we still have sex?
Yes, regular partners can keep having sex, because you will share the infection already. You may wish to use condoms, which are shown to lower the viral load shared between you and therefore make it easier for the body to deal with the infection.
Can we still have oral sex?
If you're both unvaccinated, there is a risk that you share HPV16. This is the riskiest strain for oral cancer, so you might want to use protection or abstain from oral in that instance to lower the viral load in the mouth. However, if you weigh up the risk and feel that it is low enough to feel comfortable proceeding (e.g. she is vaccinated, or you know she has a strain other than 16) then sure, go ahead.
Should I get vaccinated?
Imo, yes. Gardasil 9 protects you against 9 of the most prevalent and riskiest strains, including 7 cancer-causing types and the 2 that cause 90% of genital warts. Although it's not proven to help a current infection, there's some limited evidence to suggest it *may* help regress more advanced abnormalities and support male bodies to produce antibodies against the included strains. Additionally, it gives you future protection against the included types (and you're unlikely to have had all 9).
Men can get vaccinated, too, and it's licensed up to age 45. You should search for ways to get it in your location - it may be free in some cases (e.g. in the UK, if you have sex with men, or in countries with health insurance if covered by your provider), or you may need to pay.
Am I going to get cancer?
Although high risk strains of HPV can cause cancer, that doesn't mean they will. Relative to the numbers of cases, cancer is not a likely outcome.
Cervical cancer remains the greatest risk of persistent HPV (those infections that hang around for a long time) but keeping up with screening means that anything dangerous is likely to be caught in time and can be treated.
Oral cancer rates are rising and it's the greatest risk for men. That said, only 1% of oral HPV infections become cancerous. At the moment, there's no screening programme, because it's not a useful way to identify those infections that could persist and become dangerous.
The best thing to do at the moment is to go to the dentist regularly and ask them to check you out.
Penile, anal, vulval and vaginal cancers are not very common. You may be able to get an anal smear test, but it's not available everywhere. Otherwise, you should try not to obsessively think about this - many, many things in life give us a risk of cancer and we tend not to worry about them. Just keep a gentle eye on your health and do all the things you already know you should be doing to live a happy and healthy life.
Do I need to go on a crazy health programme?
No. There is some evidence that stopping smoking can help prevent HPV cancers, but you already know that smoking kills so why are you still doing it?! There's currently no data out there on weed or vaping, so you can make your own call on those ones.
Exercise, sleep, eating vegetables - all good things for your health and life. But most people's bodies just deal with HPV naturally anyway, and there's no proven routine or single thing you can do to absolutely guarantee anything.
If it makes you feel better to do something, and you feel like making a change in your life, however, maybe this is your wakeup call.
What about my future in dating?
As above: most HPV infections go within a few months to a couple of years, and almost everyone will have a past or current infection. If you are seeking new partners imminently (i.e. in the next few months), you may want to discuss it with them (e.g. check if they're vaccinated), but beyond this, unless you have a cervix and get a positive test result at your next smear, there's no obligation - it's really up to you (there is a lot of nuance here and different people will have different strong feelings on the matter).
What can I do to support my girlfriend?
Thanks for asking the most important question.
Your girlfriend might be worried, confused or upset. Many doctors are pretty rubbish at dealing with HPV-related stuff. Share any information you learn and make sure you approach HPV together in a non-judgemental way.
Ask if she wants you to accompany her to appointments, and afterwards, make her a nice hot drink, get her a blanket, bring her cookies, kiss the top of her head, you know - all the lovely partner things you can do to make her feel safe and loved.
Some people might feel weird about sex after diagnosis so please be understanding and keep communicating how you both feel. Acting entitled and pissy because someone won't do xyz thing with you is jerk behaviour and if that's your attitude, fuck right off.
Sex is not the only part of a relationship and if you need to pause on some things for a short while, nobody is going to die. Sex toys and masturbation are absolutely a thing.
If you are privileged enough to have a partner and a healthy, happy relationship, that is more important than an infection that almost everyone will get in their lifetime. Lots of us with HPV don't have this luxury, so don't be a fool about this - thanks.
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2023.06.03 07:39 Fickle-Cycle-5691 Has anyone gotten bullied before?
Hello all, here with my post again. I have been thinking of my experiences and would like to know if you guys face these issues too?
When I was a kid, I worked very hard in my academics because I wanted to compensate for Dyslexia. Because of this, my grades did improve.
I worked very hard, so hard that my teachers noticed and had a good attitude of me because of my traits.
I would become the favourite and I have to admit I often aim to be the favourite so that I can recieve extra help from them in my homework.
This lead to jealously from my classmates and I recalled the one time my teacher contributed to this situation by telling one of my classmates to buck up his work and be like me. They would say "xyz has Dyslexia and he got to where he is by hardwork, just like him you should work harder..." . As envisioned, my classmate perceive me to be the source of his misery.
I felt alienated in class, and due to a lack of social capital I got bullied.
In the workplace, this hardwork was transferred to my office and my colleagues do the same too, albeit more visciously as not only do I make them look bad, I am a strong compeititor for promotions.
Do you experience the same problems?
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2023.06.02 21:15 Seany_face Any feedback on this kind of combo chart?
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2023.06.02 12:05 mbdtf95 Someone hacked secondary official Fortnite account with 2 million followers, they put out a tweet promoting fake token telling Fortnite Twitter followers to send them ETH for fake presale... And in the end they managed to make (steal) a whooping ... 0.07 ETH ($139)
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So there's a story on this sub about how Fortnite's account got hacked and someone promoted their crypto like it's a big deal, so out of curiosity I went and found uncensored image of that deleted tweet and then checked the linked wallet address from the image wanting to know how much did that person manage to steal since it didn't say anything in the article attached and image of the tweet was censored. https://preview.redd.it/foeixbvevk3b1.png?width=745&format=png&auto=webp&s=e53af3553a06d8964984e66bbefc28e08e0bc7fa
After quick digging turns out that this hacker didn't do much damage. Only one person sent them some ETH to that wallet and that was 0.07 ETH transfer, which accounted to like $139 worth of ETH.
This is address of the hacker who put out this address https://etherscan.io/address/0xDa7d737c9c08A5868f0bb2B840Cb4c44a9bd782e
The account that sent it to that wallet is some person that holds the shittiest of shitcoins on their account https://zapper.xyz/account/0xd5f55d853bf3eddc0104a06482178e11d53bc788
. Currently that person has $350ish worth of solely shitcoins like BabyDoge and some other shitcoins that have weird names, which is I guess the type of person that would just send crypto to some random address promising them something in return for some reason. Still sad they lost 0.07 ETH, but damage could've been much worse when trying to scam an audience of young kids.
2023.06.02 11:34 Senior_Expert_4326 I don't have access to my keyframes anymore
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2023.06.02 02:15 frenchtickler616 Icons in viewport are purple and greyed out and I can't use the clothing, any fix for this?
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2023.06.01 18:42 throwmeawaywardbitch Game Over..Once you know your truth.
I just want to make something clear here to help some people out. I see that there are a lot of questions recently about :
"How to escape this prison planet" "Do we escape through the cheese hole grid " "Turn away from the white light and then go to source"
I aim to impart some gnosis or deep intuition i have learnt within myself and which currently forms my truth with you.
First lets go to the begginning.
You were once a new born child on Earth. You entered into this realm as a "Pure" spirit you could say, in that you have no awareness of the physical material world...yet. Right now you operate in the 5 senses. As a child you are just pure awareness, experiencing this physical world. What do children usually do? They play, they draw, they roleplay, they sing and dance, they live in the moment , they enjoy foods and drink and read and are honest with their emotions given the right environment of course. The message to take away about children is that they are the closest thing to pure awareness or a divine embodiment of creation in those first few years of life.
The first few years of a childs life is incredibly powerful given the right conditions.
As this infinite awareness of a child spends more time in this inverted world, it begins to be fed ideas..it is given a name, a nationality, a duty to attend school, duties to obey and not stand out of line, a duty to go to church or a mosque , a duty to do well in school to get a job to get money to then allow the best financial position to start its own family to.....create another child to follow in its footsteps..
You see, there is a very clever deliberate programming on this inverted satanic world.
They know children are embodiments of divinity. That is why they love children for very nefarious reasons as Im sure you may be aware of. The Loosh of a child is worth about 50 adult lives.
Unfortunately this is a system of great, great deception.
The vast majority of children lose this divine spark of God within them, as they make it through each milestone of life in this demonic world.
Eventually , you have the perfect creation.
An adult who not only has no recollection of itself prior to incarnating here, but also an adult that has lost complete connection to the spark of God within itself, thereby completely cut off from God/Divinity. Therefore, this creates a being that is completely acting and living in the flesh or of this world. The Gnostics called this a Hylic or a common phrase NPC here. Thats not to say they cannot realise the truth within them. I believe all can reach it, it is just way more work for them and the odds are just against them as theyve built a mental prison in their mind.
Somehow you have ended up here. On this website full of thousands of mini forums. You have ended up in a very niche one. One that aims to explore the questions that we are not supposed to ask. By being here, I'd say that you are very well on your way to reaching divinity within and therefore close to realising the ultimate truth
Well that leads me to the next part.
What is Truth?
Something in your life has lead you here. Eventually this world will fail someone so greatly, whether emotionally or physically or financially , to a point where looking out for answers no longer serves a purpose. How can it? Who can tell YOU the truth? Go and try for yourself. All roads lead to Rome. Eventually you realise , there is noone or no book, or no religion, or no Guru, or no New Age Freaky retreat that will impart enough of a spark to make you say " I GET IT!!!"
No, but what will?
Through my own realisations, I've come to realise that the "Truth" is a lot more evident than we are thought to believe.
I cannot tell you the truth, I can only show you what direction I am going. This must be realised within yourself.
What I can share, is that I believe the Key is actually YOU. Your imagination is the KEY. What do I mean? Remember the Inner childs connection to pure creative energies. Remember that your body has aged but your connection to pure creation never went, it was just dormant within you , layered and layred with festering , murky , stagnant pools of gunk , that you have accumulated living in this inverted world.
Go Back, rewind time in your mind. Go back to that child.
GET CREATIVE IN YOUR MIND
The Key is the crystalline imagination.
Close your eyes. Imagine where you want to be , what to experience, want to do , RIGHT NOW in your mind. Where or What do you want to do once your body has returned to Earth? Whats your hearts desire?
I'll tell you mine..
I imagine I am free. Sovereign. That I am living in the eternal cosmic universe outside of this time matrix. I imagine being in The Shire ( For any of you LOTR fans), in my Hobbit hole, with the smell of pipeweed, the smell of brilliant baked pumpkin pies and cinnamon, the sounds of creaky oak furniture as I walk on by, the sight of other free folk beings living in the eternal now. The feeling that " ALL IS WELL" There is nowhere I am going. There are NO lessons I need to learn. There is NO karma that I need to resolve by doing xyz. No there is just peace. To do what I please.. And once Im done there, I might go on some adventures and create or join other worlds or universes of my choice.
ANd I hold this image, so strong everday. I meditate on these images. I hold this very close to my heart. I create the intention to go within a portal in my heartspace where all this exists once my body has returned to earth..And all is well.
You see with this...there is no mind clutter, there are no beings I need to answer to ..there is just ME, an infinite creator being that will be there once again!
To me this is MY truth. This practice , in my experience has changed everything. Its Game over for this world now. Its all one bad dream, these entities, parasites or whatever, doesnt want you to harness this crystalline imaginative power..this is becauase this is the greatest power we have...to create and be concious of it.
Concious creation = Alchemical transmutation Both go hand in hand.
There is NO source There is No rope There is no Cheese holes to fly through There is only YOU. YOU are it. Whatever belief you you adopt outside of self will possibly be used to keep you tethered here to Earth. The key is to just take a big breath, drop it all. Go back to being born again Except this time you are a conscious Child What would you do? Its already there . Be creative Its the “way out” which is the “way in”
It really is that easy...its why they make this world so incredibily layered and confusing..
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2023.06.01 03:26 pixel__panda The worst feeling for me right now, is knowing that it just doesn’t matter how much I write / speak, how carefully I word it, or how compassionately & hopelessly I try to help him understand…
He will never understand me, or even genuinely try to understand me, if I need something from him emotionally or feel upset over something that happened involving him.
I’ve written a humiliating number of paragraphs. I’ve peppered in “I love you” and reassuring statements in between every ‘critique’ that I have. Still, this all just hit me after my last attempt at ‘opening up’.
I guess at this point in my life with him, whenever he prompts me to share my feelings (or in this case I basically just need to finally get it out), I more or less get a visceral reaction of panic, uncontrollable crying, absolute fear. I’ve never been this way. I couldn’t believe how my body was reacting to the mere idea of sharing my thoughts and feelings .. ESPECIALLY involving him & our relationship.
You know what f*king sucks? He actually sat through everything that I had to say and had been trying to say unsuccessfully for months. Granted we were on the phone, but holy moly, to have this feeling that he was open, listening, caring, maaaaaybe even a touch of possible empathy (ok that’s too far) .. I legit wanted to do a tap dance afterwards!
I told him to just take some time to process it and that I love him and want a future with him. I felt like I explained everything so clearly and with the entire tone and purpose of wanting us to work. It must have taken over an hour but he seemed to be handling it -fairly- well.
Two days later? Dive bomb. Crash. Complete guilt and desperation to UNDO UNDO UNDO. His ‘conclusions’ were, despite my crippling efforts, all the same: - “Yeah I just don’t understand” - “We’re not on the same page AT . ALL.” - “You berated me for two weeks and stonewalled me and now you want to keep doing it!” (Aka I had a emergency heart problems and told him I needed a break because things just kept getting worse and I made a point to mention to him how important it is he tries to be more compassionate to me to continue moving forward - this time is not like others, my LITERAL heart (health) is on the line.) - “I don’t care anymore I can’t make you wait for me to be better (???) just go ahead and be single like you want.” - “You broke me, I am physically I’ll from this!” (O the irony ….)
I could die trying to gain his unconditional love in these moments, to receive non-judgmental listening and some form of validation I’ve read about in all of the “communication” self-relationship-help articles. To feel like he suddenly thinks, “holy sh1t, this is serious, I should really try to listen and she seems eager for us to move forward together, we love each other” …
Why the hell am I imagining this?^ Why the hell am I not surprised? Why the hell do I fall forward to him like a sick puppy and profusely apologize, revoking ALL of the thought, time, effort and breath that I put out to BRAVELY (pathetic as that sounds) stand up for myself, my health, and my wellbeing - hell, even as an outsider looking in - KNOWING that his treatment has not been kind or fair?
How I cried and told him how horrible I’ve been and after everything I’ve done for myself the past month and a half, I cried for him back and told him how much I miss us and want to be back together.
This is sick. Who even am I? To top it all off, I’ve started lying profusely to him; something that I have, since entering the realm of adulthood and serious relationships, struggled too much with my level of empathy to even consider! Not even in my childhood and teenage life have I lied so much. I can only conclude to the current state of actually losing my mind, the plead for validation, love, care etc that I’m desperately seeking, a mix of both, xyz….
I can say that this current moment in my life is undoubtedly one of the worst … it could be the worst, actually, given I seem to have lost myself and am doing and becoming everything that is opposite to who I am.
I’m lost and I’m scared and this post has gone off the rails from my initial ‘brief’ rant idea .. I truly have never felt so alone I’m my life aside from the birds I sit with outside everyday (birding is saving me right now mentally tho idk how much more of the ‘real me’ is even there at the moment)
I’m grateful for this community and I have no idea what is going to happen, I don’t even know what the heck I WANT to happen, but I dream of better days.
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2023.05.31 19:16 UsedCicada9696 Discussion about Dating Apps
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> 2023-05-29 18:52
texting slows down after the first date? so far for the past 10 dates that meant it was over . but had a nice date last night and this morning we exchanged a few texts and she responded quickly but then i didnt here from her the rest of the day. i told her i wanted to see her again and she seemed visibly interested in me for the entire date so i just have to ask her out again. i just worry about the texting slowing down and if thats indicative. if she were really into me wouldnt she have been texting me all day? also for once i would like a woman to chase after me a little so maybe i shouldnt even text her for a few days and see what happens
: . . oy gevalt §
> 2023-05-29 18:53+1
: . . I thought you just wanted to get laid §
> 2023-05-29 18:53
: . . : . . yeah pretty much but i cant just ask her for sex §
> 2023-05-29 18:55
: . . : . . : . . I thought she was on Tinder or something
> 2023-05-29 18:58
something where asking for sex, or the free exchange thereof was expected(?)
: . . : . . : . . : . . its Hinge §
> 2023-05-29 18:59
: . . : . . : . . : . . : . . That's one of the worst dating apps. §
> 2023-05-29 18:59
: . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . worst how so? §
> 2023-05-29 19:00
: . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . It has a poor algorithm. OKCupid has a better
> 2023-05-29 19:05
algorithm, the more questions you answer on Okcupid and better match you might get. There's a questions about casual sex on OKCupid too.
: . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . i just want sex not a match lol §
> 2023-05-29 19:07
: . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . : . . Try Tinder or Plenty of Fish. Tons of messages
> 2023-05-29 19:09
wanting to just fuck on POF.
: . . : . . : . . : . . : . . I am not familiar with most dating apps
> 2023-05-29 19:00
But it sounds like it's similar to Tinder(?)
: . . : . . : . . : . . did you put up your Grindr profile yet? §
> 2023-05-29 18:59
: . . : . . : . . : . . : . . Found Sullivan's Grindr profile pic.
> 2023-05-29 19:03+10 link
: . . Relax, and stop over-thinking it. Patience. §
> 2023-05-29 18:55
: . . : . . i know im just sick of rejection §
> 2023-05-29 18:56
: . . : . . : . . Understood. Hang in there and best wishes. §
> 2023-05-29 18:57
: . . If you wait a few days, she will think you are
> 2023-05-29 18:57
not interested and will move on.
: . . If you play mind games,
> 2023-05-29 18:57
then there will have to be a winner and loser. Careful about playing games with the opposite sex, no one should lose their minds.
: . . : . . so just ask her out maybe tomorrow? §
> 2023-05-29 18:58
: . . I've never had these problems
> 2023-05-29 18:58
But then again I just let them talk about their favorite subject. Themselves
: . . Your desperate neediness is like a miasma
> 2023-05-29 18:59
a stench if you will
This is why you remain single
: . . : . . so wait a few days before asking her out? §
> 2023-05-29 19:01
: . . : . . : . . Show her your enthusiasm. Don't just wait for
> 2023-05-29 19:06
her to say something –– that is, if you are genuinely interested.
: . . : . . : . . Quit being so needy
> 2023-05-29 19:08+1
She is busy, she has a life. Texts should be FUNNY and to the point. don't expect long rambling messages.
When you ask her out, PLAN THE ENTIRE THING. Do not say "lets hang out"or be vague. Say "i'd like to take you to (insert example here) chinese since we were talking about how it's your favorite, and then to go see/do XYZ".
2023.05.31 11:50 Black_Hazard_YABEI Tentative Plot Preview of my Amourshipping fic (Pokemon A/S) Version 1.5
Fanfic name: Pokemon A(sh)/S(erena)
--------------------Continuity and Placement
After 1 years of MPM Epsiode 11
For Liko and Roy: Somewhere After Pokemon Horizon Epsiode 6-8 and it's subject to change
Protagionist: Ash and Serena (Of course)
Main Cast: Clemont, Bonnie, Misty, Brock, Gary Oak
Everyone will receive the Mega Evolution
Gary Oak become Professor before the fic starts. Dawn become Top Coordinator before the fic starts while May will become Top Coordinator by defeating May on screen.
May and Dawn will become Serena's rival.
Chloe is May, Dawn and Serena's apprentice
Pokemon Master scaling from best to worst: Ash >>>> Leon > all 6 Masters
Pokemon Coordinator scaling from best to worst : May >= Dawn > Serena > Chloe > Miette > Drew = Zoey
Pokemon Performer scaling from best to worst :Serena > May > Dawn > Aria > Chloe > Miette> Jessie
--------------------Change from Anime in this fanfic
- become smarter and more mature at beginning, but still a dense shell (slowly breaks)
- Use Aura and his superhuman strength very often
- Ash will not release any non Pikachu pokemon at beginning, Regularly use his old pokemon and keep switching his party except Pikachu, because in this fanfic, Ash want to spent more time with their old pokemon. However, as the times comes by, Ash will slowly have the fixed team that features with few Paldea Pokemon.
- Some of his Pokemon like Bayleef and Gable will be fully evolved
- Acknowledge that Team Rocket Trio have heart and will display Sympathy to them
-While Bond Transformation is exclusive to Greninja in anime ,in this fanfic bond transformation can also be accessed if the Trainer have unusual high relationship with their Kalos Starter (might subject to change in future) such as Serena-Delphox and Clemont-Chesnaut
- will slowly become a better battler than anime counterpart (become as strong as Clemont) , joining battle way more often and will even features with several back-to-back action with Ash
-Clemont's Chespin will evolve to Chesnaught because of some Lab accident which also blow up the Prism Tower(lol!)
-Up to 6 on hand Pokemon Limit still applys here, but can use some device to replace members in their party as they wish before entering battle, and it can be bypassed by simply befriend with other pokemon rather than caught them in pokeball
-Introduce various of team finisher move which will not be considered as one of the "4 moves"
-4 moves limit are still applies here, but trainers can bypass it by create their very own charge move on their pokemon
-Trainers can use all 6 pokemon at the same time
-Features tons of OC enemy, pokemon or the antagionist that are neither Pokemon nor Humans.
-Bonnie will become part of the team instead of Tagalong Kid and use squishy to help saves the day more often.
-Clemont will become more successful Scientist because he now got the more competent assistant (Clembot MKIII and his Chesnaught)
-Clembot will be upgraded to Clembot MKIII in this fic
-Arceus become way more loyal to Ash into the point that will makes Arceus angry enough to personally
Everyone will have their official age +1, except Ash who is still stucking at 10 years old (There'll be the story arc which explains why Ash was still 10 years old)
Team rocket trio will be sent to jail at ending of Team Rocket Arc because I feels like they're superfluous in the fanfic. But they might return if I can make use of them and appears as reformed person because they're not entirely bad person I think Liko and Roy will appear as side characters Greninja will be actively used, but there'll be few chapter where Ash didn't bring his greninja in his party Almost everyone will get Mega evolution Serena will move to Pallet Town and live with Ash, while Clemont, Bonnie and Meyer will temporary living with Ash as well Calem will appears in this fanfic as cameo alongside with Serena's Game counterpart
) , who will appears with Anime Serena at the same time I might consider to make the Pearlshipping Side Story which will take place before
--------------------Arc 1: The dream begins and reunion (ep 1-6)
-------------------- Type: Storytelling, Action, Romance, Amour Featured Characters: Ash, Serena, Clemont, Bonnie,
Miette, May, Dawn
Ash recieved the invite that will makes him reunite with his girlfriend, but he must deal with the plant from giant rock which will eventually not only makes him reunite with his girlfriend, but also reassamble the entire XY cast and makes the story looks like XY sequel (lol!)
Episode 1: Story begins with Ash saw the nightmare where the world being destroyed and even Arceus unable to do anything about it. Then Ash wake up and he just realized that he was invited to see the Pokemon Contest final (Serena Vs Aria) in Kalos, but when Ash went to Kalos, he saw his Greninja being unconscious because of being overworked for cutting wood so many years non stop without taking any break (Lol!)
Episode 2: It's only 1 hours before Pokemon Contest final starts,
Ash had sent his Greninja into Pokemon center. Meanwhile Bonnie and Clemont calls Ash that the plant from Giant Rock had nearing the Luminse City.
Ash and Lucario attempt to sense where's the source of those plant are but unable to. Meanwhile at this time, Greninja had been fully recovered and returns to Ash!
Episode 3: Greninja had been recovered!
With Greninja's help, Ash was finally able to find the source of the Giant Rock- on underground. Clemont used the newly devloped drill to make the tunnel so that Ash (with Pikachu, Lucario and Greninja), Clemont (with Luxray) and Bonnie (With squishy) will able to reach the underground and saw the core of those plants. With the combined effort of Pikachu, Lucario, Greninja, Luxray and Squishy, they was able to destroy the core and stopping the Giant Rock plant once and for all. Episode 4:
After the Giant Rock Plant Core had been Destroyed, Ash had found that the Pokemon Contest final had already begin. Ash was tried to reach Pokemon Contest as soon as possible. At first, Aria's excellent Contest skills makes Serena begin to self-doubt if she could made it, but Ash was eventally managed to arrives and cheers Serena, allowing Serena to unlock Bond Transformation on Her Delphox to become Serena-Delphox and become Kalos Queen
(Yes, I made her Kalos Queen that early because I have struggle to write Pokemon Contest chapters) First Appearance of Dawn Episode 5:
At last, Ash and Serena had finally reunion! To celebrating Serena become Kalos Queen, Ash was going to buy the new clothes for Serena as suprise gift so that Serena can put her Blue Ribbon back on her chest
, but Ash have struggle to do so because Ash know nothing about clothing style, but thanks to Diantha's help, Ash was eventally able to find the clothes that fits Serena and fits her Blue Ribbon. Episode 6: Ash and Serena say goodbye to Miette, Diantha and May as they moved to Pallet town.
But at the next day, they found themselves had been trapped inside the crowd as both are now become the celebrity and all of the billboard had their own face! Diantha will teach Ash and Serena must find the way to move around in public
--------------------Clemont single chapter (ep 7)
-------------------- Featured Characters: Clemont, Bonnie,
Meyer Featured Antagionist: Xerosic Type: Storytelling, Action, Humor
I made this chapter so that I can give Clemont bond transformation form Clemont's Chespin evolved into Chesnaught, first appearance of Clemont-Chesnaught and they have to move to Ash's house because Prism Tower had been damaged
Episode 7: Clemont was devloping the devloution device which allows the Pokemon to devolve if they accidentally evolved against their will. However, like most of Clemont's device, his devlution device went malfunction and begin to explode and accidentally fully evolved his Chespin into Chesnaught as well! Everyone was managed to escape, but the explosion was so huge that it blows half of the Prism Tower, leaving them homeless and have to temporary move to Pallet town to live with Ash until the Prism Tower had been fully restored. Meanwhile, Xerosic managed escaped from jail and separated Clemont from Bonnie and Meyer. Xerosic's power protector easily overpowers all of his pokemon and his chesnaught! Xerosic was teasing that Clemont's science is terrible, but Clemont determination that the science was supposed to be used for justice allows his chesnaught to unlock the bond transformation to become Clemont-chesnaught
, allowing Clemont to defeat Xerosic and sent Xerosic back to jail. Unfortunately, Xerosic was managed to damage the Prism Tower which forcing Clemont, Bonnie and Meyer to living in Ash's house temporarily until the Prism Tower had been rebuilt.
-------------------Ash pidgeot single chapter (ep 8)
-------------------- Type: Action First appearance of Mega Pidgeot Featured Characters: Ash,
Misty, Serena Featured Antagionist: Tons of Fearows
Despite Ash's pidgeot had officially returned to Ash, it's another questions of how long can his pidgeot live with his trainer.....
Episode 8: Tons of Fearow had invaded and caused the huge chaos in Pallet town and steals Serena's blue ribbon! Ash's Pidgeot had found that those Fearow are came from Viridian Forest. Ever since Pidgeot had reunited with Ash, those Fearow had rapidly reproduce, quickly take over the Viridian Forest and begin to spread out of nowhere! Those Fearow demands Ash's Pidgeot in exchange for those Pidgey and Pidgeotto's life and the Blue Ribbon. Ash and Pidgeot arrived Viridian Forest but those Pidgey and Pidgeotto told them not to leave his Pidgeot here because they thinks that the Pidgeot was belong to Ash and Ash refuse to leave his Pidgeot here. Those Fearow now attempt to hurt those Pidgey and Pidgeotto and ate the Blue Ribbon! Ash Mega Evolved his Pidgeot to fight against those Fearow but being slowly outnumbered by those Fearow. On the verge of Ash's Pidgeot's defeat, those Pidgey and Pidgetto had evolved into Pidgeot and helps Ash's Pidgeot to defeat those Fearow and give Ash back the Blue Ribbon, ending those Fearow's threat once and for all! Ash and his Pidgeot was bid farewell to those Pidgeot and give the Blue Ribbon back to Serena, now Ash's Pidgeot can live with Ash forever!
--------------------Ash single chapter (ep 9)
-------------------- Type: Adventure Featured Characters: Ash,
Misty, Serena Ash will caught Dunsparce in this episode
Epsiode 9: After 27 years of failure, Ash had finally caught his most longed wanted Dunsparce ! (which will later evolve into the rare 3 segment dundunsparce by TM him Hyper Drill)
--------------------The Muted Princess of Hoenn Arc (ep 10-12)
-------------------- Type: Adventure, Humor May, the Princess of Hoenn had been diagnosed spasmodic dysphonia and become inability to speak like Red
) did! Meanwhile, Ash and Serena being sent to Hoenn in very funny way and reunited with May and Max! This epsiode also features Featured Characters: Ash, May, Max,
Serena, Molly Featured Antagonist:
Team Rocket Trio (Epsiode 10 only)
Epsiode 10: Team Rocket trio caught Ash's Pikachu once again! Ash jump to the Team Rocket ballon to save Pikachu while having Serena caught his feet, but Ash had end up makes the Team Rocket ballon explodes and sent Ash, Pikachu and Serena to Hoenn! (lol!). May and Max meet Ash and Serena once again and was surprised why Ash would hugging Serena so tight and lying on the ground (lol)! Ash and Serena attempt greets May and Max but May didn't speak and respond with sign language! Max then told Ash and Serena's sad news about May become inability to speak because of the spasmodic dysphonia! Knowing that Jirachi will took 980 years to become useable again, Max decided to find which pokemon can cure May. Serena will get Absol in this epsiode
Epsiode 11: While May and Max was staying at their home to find if there's any pokemon to makes May can speak again, Ash and Serena went outside and saw the Absol laying down outside and end up seriously injured.
Epsiode 12: After Serena caught Absol, Max had found that the only way to makes May can speak again is to find the Unown, and Molly is the only person who can use Unown to make May speaks again. Ash, Serena, May and Max went to greenfield and found Molly to use unown to spell "May Speak" so that May can speak again
------------------Arc 3: Team Rocket invasion (ep 13-21)
-------------------- Type: Action Featured Characters: Ash, Misty, Brock, Gary Oak,
Serena, Clemont, Bonnie, Professor Oak, Korrina, Alain, Diantha, Mewtwo, Lugia, Butch and Cassidy (Flashback) Featured Antagonist: Giovanni, Domino , Dr. Namba (With Artifical Shadow Lugia),
team rocket trio (Redeemed in ending), various of unnamed Team Rocket Grunts and Artifical Pokemons
XY/XYZ cast had finally reassambled! But let's not forget about that they must deal with the very first and longest lasting villain organization-Team Rocket!
Epsiode 13: Gary had reunited with Ash
, where former had become the Pokemon Professor. Gary brings Ash and Serena to visit the extension of Professor Oak's laboratory (Clemont and Bonnie was here too!). Meanwhile, Giovanni had arrived the laboratory and defeated Professor Oak. Gary came out and fight against Giovanni once again and.....lose once again. Meanwhile, the Team Rocket Grunts kidnapped Professor Oak while they're battling and Giovanni had left the laboratory!
Epsiode 14: Giovanni kidnapped Professor Oak to Team Rocket base to make Professor Oak works for him. Ash and Gary was thinking about how to save Giovanni. Meanwhile, the Team Rocket trio appears once again and attempt to steal his Pikachu, but Misty and Brock arrives and saves Ash's Pikachu. Ash respond with a heavy heart as Ash aware that this might be their last time to prepare for trouble as Ash had decided to destroy Team Rocket once and for all (Yes, he feels sympathy for those Team Rocket Trio because he aware that Team Rocket Trio have heart) and Ash's pikachu sent Team Rocket Trio flying once again like usual!
Epsiode 15: Thanks to Clemont's science, Ash, Misty, Brock and Gary was able to track down the location of Team Rocket base. Clemont gives Ash the device which allows Ash to freely switch his Pokemon party anywhere and anytime. Ash, Misty, Brock and Gary went to Team Rocket base while leaving Serena, Clemont and Bonnie at Ash's house. Ash, Misty, Brock and Gary charging towards Team Rocket Base and begin the final battle against Team Rocket!
Epsiode 16: Ash, Misty, Brock and Gary fight against thousands of Team Rocket Grunts
who "Welcomed" them. They managed to clean the way and proceed, but Domino
appears and blocked their way! Misty and Brock decided to stay here to fight against Domino to let Ash and Gary reaching Team Rocket Base!
Meanwhile, Professor Oak had been tied into the chair which extract his knowledge about the pokemon.
Epsiode 17: Ash and Gary was finally managed to find Giovanni and Professor Oak. Giovanni transfer his consciousness into the Armored Mewtwo (this Mewtwo is different from the first movie one and it's nothing more than Giovanni's new body) while Gary was going to save Professor Oak. Serena, Clemont and Bonnie saw the news about Ash is fighting Armored Mewtwo and decided to head to Team Rocket base together with the help of met Korrina, Alain and Diantha.
Meanwhile, Ash had been defeated by Giovanni and being tied outside the Team Rocket base!
Epsiode 18: Clemont, Bonnie and Serena met Korrina, Alain and Diantha to rescue Ash
, but being interrupted by the artifical pokemon army and Dr. Namba. Korrina, Alain and Diantha decided to fight against Dr. Namba while Clemont, Bonnie an Serena stay to fight against those artifical pokemon to clean their way to save ash.
Meanwhile Giovanni was about to end Ash's life, but being stopped by Gary. Inside Ash's mental world, Aaron was teaching Ash to master Aura power. After Ash mastered the Aura power, Ash breaks free with his newly mastered Aura power and team up with Gary to fight against Giovanni.
Epsiode 19: Thanks to Ash and Gary's excellent teamwork,
in addition of Ash's mastered Aura power, Giovanni had been easily defeated and Giovanni's mewtwo armor had been teared apart.
At the same time, Misty, Brock had finally defeated Domino while Korrina, Alain and Diantha managed to defeat Dr. Namba and the artifical Lugia thanks to the Real Lugia (the one from M02) , while Serena, Clemont and Bonnie had defeated all of those artifical pokemon army. They all reunited with Ash and Gary.
Meanwhile, Giovanni still refused to give up, he used the knowledge that being extracted from Professor Oak to create the gigantic ultimate pokemon called Chimera. Giovanni insert his consciousness into Chimera and razed half of Pallet Town into ground!
Epsiode 20: Despite the combined effort of Ash, Gary, Misty, Brock, Serena, Clemont, Bonnie, Korrina, Alain , Diantha
, Chimera was proven too much for those heroes to handle! Chimera then begin to cover the entire sky with the black smoke which will slowly turns all pokemon all over the world into shadow pokemon! Seems there's nothing to stop him, the real mewtwo appears and team up with Lugia to helps those hero to fight against Chimera. Meanwhile, Ash's Greninja was managed to use his extrasensory to emulate almost all of Pokemon moveset while his Lucario's aura power had been enchanced which allows his Lucario to create the spirit bomb sized aura sphere. Ash, his pikachu, Greninja and Lucario eventally able to blown Chimera to pieces and sent Giovanni's consciousness back to his human body. Ash came in front of Giovanni and about to kills him with Aura sphere, but Serena, and later the newly arrived Team Rocket Trio pleding Ash not to. Following Giovanni, Team Rocket Trio and rest of Team Rocket member being arrested, Team Rocket had finally being taken down for good. Korrina, Alain and Diantha say goodbye to Ash, Gary, Misty, Brock, Serena, Clemont and Bonnie as Korrina, Alain and Diantha head back to Kalos. Ash and Team Rocket Trio made the promise that they'll be travel together once the Team Rocket Trio served their sentence Epsiode 21: Few days after Team Rocket being taken down, Ash, Gary, Misty, Brock, Serena, Clemont and Bonnie made the celebration for that.
--------------------Arc 4: Ash being dense shell (ep 22-24)
-------------------- Type: Storytelling, Action, character building, emotion
The world had back to it's peace following the shut down of Team Rocket. However, Ash's dense shell kick in ane he'll will learn the the hard way about what will happen for being dense shell
Epsiode 22: Ever since Ash become much stronger since the Team Rocket fight, he begin to become arrogant and addicted in Pokemon Battle! (Yes, typical dense shell Ash for ya) He begin to refuse other people's help and even end up having Quarrel with Serena! Ash ragequit his house and being attacked by Damian
, who is looking for revenge of his charamder's betrayal. Despite Ash become lot stronger since they last met, Damian's newly obtained Psychic power and his Charizards army (Mega charizard X and Y, Gigantmaxed Charizard and Shadow Charizard that Damian created with his Psychic power) was proven even more ahead of Ash, but Ash's bond between pokemon quickly turns the table! While Ash was about to defeat Damian, his Pikachu suddenly unleashed the large amount of power and went berserk!
Epsiode 23: Having his pikachu went berserk, Ash had slowly realized that he's only care about Pokemon and become megalomaniac had corrupted his bond with pikachu! He begin to feels sorry about how he treat his friends especially Serena. Ash was later apogoized to Serena and his friends and slowly reconcile with each other and discuss how to bring his pikachu back to control. With the combined effort of Serena and his friends, Ash was eventually able to bring his pikachu back to sense.
Episode 24: Those evil Malamar had finally returned to present and attempt to brainwash Ash and Serena once again
, but Clemont used his device to prevent the brainwash from happening! **Ash and Serena was quickly blows those evil Malamar into ashes but the energy crystals absorbs those evil Malamar's body and activated and quickly defeated all of their pokemon except Pikachu. That energy crystals attempt to shoot laser on ground and Ash have only pikachu left to stop that energy crystal! Ash's feelings resonance with pikachu which allows pikachu utilized that power once again to **create the deadly new move for pikachu: Ragnerok!
--------------------Single Pokeshipping chapter (ep 25)
-------------------- Type: Story telling, Action Misty must find the balance between traveling with Ash and her gym.
Episode 25: Misty had been tired of her having to do all three jobs from her 3 Irresponsible sisters, which making her leave her gym behind and went to Ash's house. Ash was suprised how Misty would willing to give up her gym for that Meanwhile, Damian hijacked Misty's gym and kidnapped Daisy, Lily, and Violet, to demands Misty in exchange her gym and her sisters. Ash and Misty worked together to defeat Damian and saved all 3. Misty's 3 sisters apogoized for over-reliance the gym operation to Misty alone and promised Misty that they'll become more responsible for their gyms. Misty give her gym back to her sisters and says goodbye to them.
--------------------------------------Alola Arc (Epsiode 26-37)
------------------------------------- Type: Story telling, adventure, action (ep 29-30, 33-35) Ash,Serena, Misty, Clemont, Bonnie and Brock will go to Alola and meet Ash's classmates. This might be the Only Story Arc where Ash's Alola classmates will have major appearance for a while Lillie will merge with the Shiny Nihiliego with same name
#Lillie) in this Arc Ash's Dunsparce will learn Hyper Drill and evolve into 3 segment dundunsparce in this Arc.
Episode 26: Ash,Serena, Misty, Clemont, Bonnie and Brock went to Alola for vacation and reunited with Ash's classmates. Ash and Serena will share their experience in those years
Epsiode 27: In order to prepare the Lomi-lomi salmon
. recipe for Mallow, Misty and Lana went to fishing the large sized Hawaiian Salmons. They met Cilan who was also fishing for the Hawaiian Salmons for his new recipes. Lana eventally managed to obtain the large sized Hawaiian Salmons and give it to Mallow.
Epsiode 28: Ash, Serena ,Brock and Misty went to visit Aether Paradise with Lusamine, Gladion and Lillie, Serena was so excited about the equalvent inside. Brock met Lusamine for first time and become horny and being instantly poison jabbed by his Croagunk and dragged away by Misty like usual (lol!)
Meanwhile, the parallel version of Lusamine
(from Pokemon Sun and Moon game) had went to this universe using the Ultra Wormholes and kidnapped the Shiny Lillie
#Lillie) (nihilego) for parallel Lusamine's evil deed!
Epsiode 29: The Shiny nihilego had been kidnapped! Ash and his Alola classmate must find the way to recuse the Shiny nihilego! Clemont attempt to create something that can sent them to another universe but failed. Meanwhile, Ash's Naganadel and Solgaleo appears from the Ultra Wormhole. Ash was confused why Naganadel would finds him while he's living with his friends on his own world, Naganadel said that his own world had appears thousands of Ultra Wormhole and being invaded by vile Ultra Beasts. Ash, Serena, Gladion and Ash's classmate become Ultra Guardians. With the help of Solgaleo to create the Ultra Wormhole, the Ultra Guardians begin to went to the alternative universe and save Shiny Nihiliego!
Epsiode 30: Inside the Aether Paradise of Alternative universe, the Ultra Guardians defeats all who stops them and was managed to find the Shiny nihilego which is trapped into the tube. The Alternative Lusamine was just seen to kicked the Alternative Lillie
out of her room and told the Ultra Guardians that she'll rules Ash's world. Serena, Lillie, Lana and Mallow went to fight against Alternative Lusamine while Ash, Kiawe and Gladion attempt to use their Z move to break that tube but failed. Serena, Lillie, Lana and Mallow was slowly being overwhelmed by Alternative Lusamine until Kiawe and Gladion aids them. Ash attempts to use his Aura to brute force that tube but seeing that the Shiny nihilego was taking damage as well! With Ash running low on options, Ash call out his Dunsparce and pray for his Dunsparce for helping him. His Dunsparce agrees and evolves into the rare 3 segment Dudunsparce. Ash's Dudunsparce use Hyper Drill to destroy that tube and sucressfully recuse the Shiny nihilego. At the same time, the Ultra Guardians had defeated the Alternative Lusamine. Ash's Solgaleo created the Ultra Wormhole to brings the Ultra Guardians back to their own universe!
Epsiode 31: Ultra Guardians and the Shiny nihilego had returned to this universe! Now the 1st anniversity party of Ash become Champion had finally begins!
Epsiode 32: Ash, Serena, Misty, Brock, Clemont, Bonnie, Gladion and Ash's teammate went to Pokémon Paradise Resort and have a relaxing bath before settling down in bed.
Everyone falls asleep. Meanwhile, the sky have tons of Ultra Wormhole appears.
Epsiode 33: Ash's gang woke up and was horrified about how the sky are being filled with Ultra Wormhole, Ash, Lillie and Gladion went to Aether Paradise while the rest are stay in Alola to sent those Ultra Beast back to their own place. Ash, Lillie, Gladion and Lusamine was horrified to see that the Alternative Lusamine (merged with Nihiliego) had appears to follow them into this universe.
Epsiode 34: Ash, Lillie, Gladion and Lusamine fought against the Alternative Lusamine and seemsly to defeated the Alternative Lusamine, but Alternative Lusamine suddenly wake up and about to directly attack Lillie! However, The Shiny Nihiliego (Lillie) merges with Lillie
(Artist: yu☀︎) and emerage unharmed. The 2 Nihiliego-Human fusion fight each other, but Ash's Solgaleo appears once again and push (with the combined effort of Lillie, Gladion and Lusamine) ,the Alternative Lusamine back to it's universe via the Ultra Wormhole!
Epsiode 35: Despite they finally get rid of Alternative Lusamine, the Ultra Guardians had been outnumbered by the Ultra Beast even with the combined effort of Guardian deities! Professor Kukui had found that the only way to sent all those Ultra Beast back is to combine the power of all 7 Z rings to shut down the Ultra Wormhole. Ash, Gladion and Ash's classmate had used the Z rings to create the giant rainbow laser to the sky to power up the Guardian deities's grand cross shaped beam to suck those Ultra Beast back to Ultra Wormhole and closing those Ultra Wormhole, ending the Ultra Beast crisis once and for all.
Epsiode 36: Ash, Serena, Clemont, Bonnie, Misty, Brock and Ash's classmate went to Treasure Island for fun.
Epsiode 37: Ash had saw the news about May and Dawn will appears in the final of Grand Festival in Galar; Ash then realized that he made the promise that he'll cheer up either May or Dawn in person should they managed to reach to the finale. At the same time, Misty had recieved the phone call that the 3 sisters will need Misty's help for Gym's Refurbishment. Ash, Serena, Clemont, Bonnie, Misty and Brock says goodbye to Ash's classmate as Misty heading back to her Gym and the rest heading to Galar.
-------------------------------------- Planned Future story Arc: -------------------------------------- Pokemon Contest Arc (Mittie vs Serena) or: Features with May vs Dawn, but I don't know who should win the contest. If May wins, Serena will encounter May and if Dawn wins, Serena will encounter Dawn. Serena will lose either way. Wallce Cup Arc(May vs Dawn, Chloe vs May, Chloe vs Dawn, Dawn vs Serena) or: countine the romance amour with Ash arc: (Should I? But I really suck at writing those)
Type: Action, Deconstruction Fic, drama, passion, Original Story, Fantasy, Meta In this Arc, Goh will learn the very harsh lesson of how Pokemon supposed to be treated. Although many chinese Amourshipping Fic have Goh as Villain or being brutally murdered, this Fanfic will instead makes Goh learns fear.
--------------------------------------May and Dawn Single Chapter
Epsiode 38: In Galar, May and Dawn will begin the rematch with very same
) they used Last time
. However, May's more superior skills had finally defeats Dawn and become second Top Coordinator. Ash and Brock comfort Dawn, with Serena become curious about Top Coordinator thingy and shared their experienced with Dawn. Meanwhile, Ash recieved the phone call from --------------------------------------Oizys Arc (adopted from this one shot):
Epsiode 39: Inside Hoenn, Serena sawing that May was doing rematch with Dawn, and May finally defeats Dawn and become Top Coordinator. Ash and Brock comforts Dawn and Dawn promised that she'll become another Top Coordinator. Dawn and Serena will also shared their experience.
Epsiode 40: Chloe finally determinate to caught more Pokemon for the future Pokemon
Epsiode 40: Ash worried about how Ash teachs Goh how to take care of Pokemon
, but Goh's dark side came to manifest as its own entirely separate, physical entity called Oizys, Goh's evil counterpart who is the psychopath pokemon hunter
(a parody of many chinese amourshipping fic features with Goh as antagionist), Goh was paralyzed with fear after witnessing his evil counterpart's cruelty and end up in coma for a while. Oizys steal all Serena's pokemon, all Ash's ace (including his Greninja) and almost managed to steal his pikachu but his pikachu managed to free all of Ash's ace and Serena's pokemon, Ash and Serena got the upper hand and defeats Oizys, but Ash being posessed by Oizys in front of Serena's eyes
and defeated almost every single Ash's traveling partner, all 7 Pokemon Masters , Gary Oak and Serena. But Serena was eventally managed to free Ash from Oizys control. After defeating Oizys, Goh finally wake up and learned the harsh lesson about how to take care of his pokemon.
--------------------------------------gossip Arc (adopted from this one shot):
-------------------------------------- Type: Deconstruction Fic, drama, Original Story, Break Fourth Wall, humor Warning: Another original plot which full of ridiculousness, filled with heavy irony and even fourth wall break sans Action. Please watch at your discretion! If you want something closer to Pokemon Anime, skip to Paldea Arc. Ash and Serena must find a way to debunk various of the fake news
(like Liko is Ash and Serena's daughter) that damaging their reputations and free Liko
from being cyberbullied. In addition, they'll also met Nemona marks the first appearance in this Arc and will join Ash's team!
--------------------------------------Paldea Arc 1
-------------------------------------- Ash and Serena finally went to Paldea for first time, Liko, Roy and Necoma finally join Ash's team in this Arc.
Ash, Serena, Roy, Liko and Nemona will meet Steven to obtain the Tera Orb to Terastalize their Pokemon.
Ash will also caught the Paldea flying type Pokemon here
--------------------------------------Kalos Queen defend Arc
-------------------------------------- First appearance of terastallize The new season of Pokémon Showcase begins! Can Serena Defend her Kalos Queen title?
--------------------------------------"Shipping War" Arc (adopted from This one shot):
-------------------------------------- Warning: This Story Arc features with full of ridiculousness, rather dark story, in-face towards TPC and filled with heavy irony and even fourth wall break etc. Please watch at your discretion! If you want something closer to Pokemon Anime, skip to Paldea Arc. Type: Deconstruction Fic, drama, Original Story, Break Fourth Wall, humor
After The giant blue bird had makes Serena and Misty , all Ash's female travel companion and even all humans in pokemon kills each other
until there's only 1 left against their will!
Ash was able to free all of his friend before any tragic happens but that giant blue bird absorbed Serena
and begin to spread all over the world! The only way to save Serena is to have Ash insert the feelings toward Serena into the water shuriken to open the hole out of Twitter's physical body so that Ash can save Serena.
--------------------------------------Ash's 10 years old truth Arc Prequel (adopted from this one
shot**):**-------------------------------------- Type: Deconstruction Fic, drama, Original Story, Amour, Break Fourth Wall, romance, character building, Action Warning: Another original plot which full of ridiculousness, rather dark story, in-face towards TPC, filled with heavy irony and even fourth wall break! Please watch at your discretion! If you want something closer to Pokemon Anime, skip to Paldea Arc. After Ash and Serena discovered the truth about Ash's being cursed with eternal 10 years old which might potentially eventally wipe away his character development and revert him back to the 10 years old stupid dense shell like in Uvona, Ash and Serena got psychological shadow and escape from reality by living in their own dream and refuse to wake up. However, Ash and Serena would eventually overcome their fear and . It'll also features with the cameo appearance of Calem and Game Serena.
--------------------------------------Fanfic Flashback Special Single Epsiode
-------------------------------------- Type: Crossover, Flashback After Calem being freed from Camel's possessing, Ash, Serena, Calem and Serena (Game) will meet each other and share their life experience before sending Calem and Serena (Game) back to their own universe.
--------------------------------------Paldea Arc 2
-------------------------------------- Ash, Serena
-------------------------------------- Type: Deconstruction Fic, drama, Original Story, Amour, Break Fourth Wall, romance, Amour, character building, Action Warning: This Story Arc features with full of ridiculousness, rather dark story, in-face towards TPC and filled with heavy irony and even fourth wall break etc. Please watch at your discretion! Tobias was revealed to be the "Ash's dream crusher",
so strong that not even the combined effort of 7 Pokemon Master can stop him! This Arc features with the return and the final battle against Oizys and Damian.
--------------------------------------Ash's 10 years old Arc:
-------------------------------------- Type: Deconstruction Fic, Original Story, Amour, Break Fourth Wall, romance, Humor Warning: This Story Arc features with full of ridiculousness, rather dark story, in-face towards TPC and filled with heavy irony and even fourth wall break etc. Please watch at your discretion! Last Story Arc where Ash is still 10 years old Ash finally defeated Tobias, but Ash's 10 years old curse had finally reverted Ash back to the tough dense shell. Ash's friend and Serena must find the way to break that curse to stop Ash from being 10 years old and bring the mature Ash back.
--------------------------------------Oshi no Ko crossoveIdol industry dark truth Arc:
-------------------------------------- Type: crossover, drama, Break Fourth Wall, Humor Warning: This Story Arc features with full of ridiculousness, rather dark story, heavy irony, fourth wall break etc. Please watch at your discretion! Ash finally grown up! Serena was being invited to went to Japan for the performance but eventually rejected after she discovered the shocking, ugly truth of the idol industry in Japan. Officer Jenny gives the secret mission for Ash, Team Rocket Trio (served their sentence), Latias and Team Rocket Trio's Ditto will camouflage as Serena, Dawn, May and Chloe to sneak into those idol industry and debunk the dirty act in idol industry in Japan, while the real Serena, Dawn, May and Chloe will appeals to her fans all over the world to boycott such dirty act in idol industry in Japan.
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