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2023.06.05 08:08 johnkkim Purchasing a home with Solar panels (QLD)

I’ve currently signed a contract for a property, settlement in 30 days.
The property has solar panels and it got me thinking whether the owner owns it outright or on lease / payment plans.
Is there any legal requirement for the seller to inform me or my conveyancesolicitor if there is any money owning?
Instead of asking the owner for me, the REA has told me “if they don’t own them outright, the solicitors will be notified”
Whereas my conveyancer tells me “there’s no way we can find that information other than asking the agent to obtain this information from the seller directly”
I’m a bit lost and would not want any surprises after settlement.
Any help would be appreciated!
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2023.06.05 08:08 aintartgreat she's dead, but I'm still mad

My mother in law is dead now, as of a few months ago. But im still mad at her. Before my boyfriend and I were dating, we were best friends. Literally JUST friends, not FWB. At that time my MIL and I got along. It was like that for about 2 years of what we now include in our "relationship ". Well anyway, things were fine then, she was a little annoying, with always complaining about her ongoing health issues. I get it, but if you are always negative thinking, you will only ever be miserable, but I tried to be nice. But once we started actually dating, things were... different. I felt less like she liked me, more like she was forcing it. I'd see texts from her saying things like, "are you sure she's who you want to be with". Now I also, don't know what all he had told her, we were struggling with his addiction issues a few times, and he definitely could have painted me in a bad light, to take away from his problems. But regardless of that, she should know that I wasn't a bad person, in fact it's very obvious that, while there has been slip ups, ever since meeting me, he's been moving in the right direction. But, she would always say little things, like she didn't want him with me. We found out we were having a baby, this would be her first and only grandchild, other than, kind of, my son from a previous relationship 10 years prior. She didn't even seem excited when he told her. She never told me congratulations, barely even acknowledged it, until it was my 3rd trimester. She didn't even come to my baby shower, blaming it on her health issue, but like c'mon make some effort, they only lived 20-30 min away at the time. So fast forward to more recently, our daughter about 18 months at this time, he (my fiance) had a really bad day of drinking, he was clearly VERY trashed, I went to cry in the shower, and he came in screaming at me, telling me to get out of his house, that I was saying things I didn't say. I said I just wanted to cry alone, I just needed to be sad, that the person I loved, is always going to be an addict, and until he's ready to work on that, or im ready to leave, this is how it is. But he wanted me gone. Obviously as any mother would do, I was going to leave with our daughter. However, he didn't want that, he wanted me to leave her with him, trashed. I wasn't having it, more happened, I ended up calling the cops so I could just leave. But they ended up arresting him for how aggressive he was when I was crying in the bathroom, not physically, but they said it didn't matter, I BEGGED them to let him stay home, and just make sure I could leave with our daughter, but that wasn't what happened. So anyway after he got out of jail, the binge continued, he ended up getting arrested again. I texted his mom to let her know, what all went down, and she BLAMED ME. She said if I hadn't wanted to take our daughter away he wouldn't have done what he did to get arrested both times. She actually thought leaving our 18 mo with her drunk son, would have been a better choice. I told her to get fucked, that i have done nothing but love her son, and that I would have been a bad mom to let her stay with her dad with as drunk as he was. I told her I was only trying to keep her informed, but that she had officially burned this bridge. So a few months later, he we went to visit them,(his parents) they had moved states away at this point, due to her health, and the harsh weather where we live. He wanted to bring our daughter, being that it would probably be the last time he got to see her,(his mother) with her declining health. I said absolutely not. He could either go alone, or bring us all, get an Airbnb, I'd stay there, and our daughter could go visit and come back to me. OR she could give me the apology I deserve, and we could all stay with them. But she wouldn't apologize, and he wasn't going to bring me and get an Airbnb. So alone he went. I still felt like I was owed an apology, I did nothing. Her son is an addict, who makes his own choices, he alone was responsible for what he did. I DESERVED an apology! It never happened. So she's dead now, her urn sits on our windowsill (I actually told him he should take her out of the box ) and sometimes I yell at it, "I still deserve that apology"
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2023.06.05 08:05 SirSavant_ I recently became PIMO and don’t know what to do next…

Preface… oh goodness, you know it is a long post if I have to write “preface” first thing. Thank you so much to everyone who stays and reads!!!I’ve been a TBM guy for nearly my whole life (I left when I was a super depressed teenager 9 years ago, went back 7 years ago). Baptized at 8, priesthood of Aaron at 12. Applied to go on a mission at 18, was “honorably dismissed” from serving due to passed anxiety and depression issues.
Married at 19 (3 months after mission dismissal letter, 6 months of dating before marriage), baby at 20, divorced at 21 (she just wanted a baby but not me. I don’t have to pay alimony, just child support, so hoorah!). To be clear, I don’t regret my beautiful baby girl (I’ll call her “A”), but I do regret that I didn’t wait longer to a - know my ex better before getting married, & b - to know my ex better after getting married to have a baby. But, the past is in the past and I am doing everything I can to be an amazing father to that little girl of mine. Fast forward to today, I am now dating an incredible woman (I’ll call her “V”) and have been for nearly a year. She and I are TBM at this point in the story.
My current beliefs: I believe in Jesus Christ, the Atonement, resurrection, and opportunity for everyone to live in Eternity with their loved ones. I have no idea what Eternity looks like because Jesus hasn’t spoken about it in the bible (at least, not the parts that I’ve read. I’m reading the NKJV for the first time because I never had the chance in the BoM church). I don’t believe there is any one person on Earth who has God’s power and allows us to use it. I don’t believe God will condemn anyone for being part of the “wrong” church. I think the only thing that matters is genuinely trying to be a good person. I have no issue with personal beliefs and practices of other churches, members of this church, agnostics, atheists, LGBT community, etc… I know a lot of people here are atheistic or agnostic. Just like I respect your belief system, please respect mine.
Story time… 2 months ago, I was at an Institute class with V (not my class, just visiting her’s) and A was with us for visitation. A was restless and wanted to run around and play in the church halls like any 2 y/o girl does. So, I took her into the hall and quietly chased her around. This is when I heard one of the teachers pose the question/statement to his students: “isn’t it so sad when people leave the church?”
This question seemed so off to me. First, I feel absolutely no sorrow when people leave the church. They are simply choosing to follow their own belief system and to be their own individual person. Wasn’t Jesus super accepting and loving of everyone? Second, it seemed manipulative to me for a teacher to suggest to these college students, who are just figuring out life, that it is automatically a bad thing when someone leaves the church.
Anyway, being a TBM at the time, I had no idea why someone would want to leave the church. My concerns with that question was the first red flag I actually noticed. So, being an incredibly curious person, I decided to google it. Queue the smug looks of every exmo in this community who know what I found, haha! All of my research came from a place of trying to disprove the exmos and anti-mos wrong, so I focussed on diving deep into any topic that concerned me. Each point of research includes exmo, neutral, modern LDS, and LDS archive sources to ensure I had all of the information. Everything in this post I validated from church posts or archives unless I explicitly state otherwise. The CES letter beautifully summarized (is 130 somethings pages actually a summary though?) everything I was feeling and also addressed something things I don’t actually find concerning about the church.
So, my concerns boil down to the following: *The First Vision accounts of who Joseph allegedly saw. Did he see an angel, just Jesus/God/spirit as one being (God), both Jesus and the Father, or both of them and a host of angels? Why did it take him 20 years to tell anyone about it? Why does the church teach that he immediately told people about it when he didn’t? Why did the church actively tell members that he did NOT see God or Jesus, but an angel, for ~40 years after the vision? Any other details of the first vision itself are of no concern to me as it feels like he was simply discussing different parts of what happened. Yes, I’ve read each account.
*Joseph started off his youth by treasure hunting and defrauding people of their money using his peep/seer stone. Sure, he could have just been a kid who didn’t know what it was he was doing (scams) but also… this goes against what I was taught about him being the most honest person you could meet (the phrase “more honest than honest Abe” comes to mind for some reason).
*He used his peep/seer stone to “translate” a large part of the BoM. Most of his translation efforts didn’t require the BoM to be visible or even be near him. I always imagined he held the Urim and Thumim over the plates to see the characters transcribed, much like live google translate. Additionally, his mother recalled him telling stories about the Lamanites and Nephites before the BoM was a thing (I don’t remember my source on this one or if I validated it with church archives). The BoM has many parallels with another book that it may be heavily based on (I forgot the name). The BoM lifts text straight from the KJV and includes non-JST verses that Joseph later “corrected” for the JST.
*He later “translated” the Book of Abraham from Egyptian Papyri which were just ancient burial records. He later “translated” the Kinderhook plates but they were fakes that some of his “disciples” pranked him with. His ability to translate seems fake at best… and a fake ability is no ability in my book.
*Polygamy and polyandry. Do I even need to list any details here? The fact he started the practices before the “revelation” to do so was received, had to manipulate Emma into “letting him” do it, was caught cheating at least once (Emma documented it), married teens, married already married women, wasn’t sealed to Emma until he was already sealed to 20-something other women, never sealed to his parents or children, etc…
*SEC fines. I thought my tithing money was being used to help the poor and needy. It’s frustrating to know it is actually being used to run a business. Yes, the choices the church made were shady but were also comparable to many other businesses. My biggest problem here is the lack of transparency and that my money wasn’t being used for the Lord’s work. If I want to support a business I’ll invest time or money. I prefer not to be scammed out of it by being told it is being used for service and providing for thosein need.
*BITE model. I won’t even start listing any of the items in the BITE model I have issue with. I think about 90-95% of the BITE model red flags are met by the cult. I mean church.
I spoke briefly with V about this a week or so ago, during a camping trip in which we got to share a tent. She was concerned we were sinning but I expressed to her I wasn’t worried about it. I told her I was struggling with the church’s history and current practices. Jesus didn’t teach not to sleep together, he taught not to cheat. She wasn’t ready to discuss it further so we decided to set it aside and we slept side by side in the tent anyway.
A couple nights later, she was feeling sick and wanted to stay with me. Normally she has slept on my couch but she chose to sleep with me in bed. I took care of her that night and the next day and we haven’t slept together since. We also haven’t had sex or performed any sexual acts together. I have no issue with pre-martially sleeping and/or having sex with her as it is a committed relationship that we both are committed to making last (obviously, this isn’t cheating).
Fast forward to 2-3 nights ago. She wanted to stay over again but was feeling guilty and anxious about it. I expressed to her I don’t want to make her feel guilty of anxious about sleeping with me. I gave her a standing invitation to stay whenever she wants but that I would support her in not sleeping together. Then the topic of my beliefs came up again. I told her slightly more but she wasn’t (and still isn’t) emotionally prepared to hear my concerns with the church. She’s concerned my leaving the church would cause her to lose her connection with Jesus (I told her I want to attend a non-denominational christian church with similar morals and beliefs to ours). She asked that we both speak with our bishops and I agreed.
I expressed my concerns to my bishop and it went slightly better than expected. He shared a story about when he was a missionary. Two months in, he met a super aggressive anti-mormon who attacked their beliefs for 30-minutes straight. They left without saying a word. Bishop says he has many questions still but has chosen to “shelve” them for now. He basically told me two things: 1 - to read a particular talk about dissecting difficult questions with V. 2 - that I would have to grapple with this and come to my own conclusion. He’s just grateful I have a strong belief in Jesus, regardless of if I leave the church or not.
V spoke with her bishop and he is convinced I won’t leave. He doesn’t know me very well. He also doesn’t know I would leave in a heartbeat if V would come with me. I know my TBM family would accept my decision. When I left as a teenager they still loved me. When my brother left they didn’t shun him one bit. I know they would do the same for me. But V… I don’t know.
We both got blessings tonight (I honestly believe anyone living a good life who is trying to follow Jesus can speak in his name) and I felt so much peace as I contemplated the direction I want to take my life in… except for the part of not knowing if V will accept me. The young men who gave the blessing stated that “my father in heaven is proud of me” and I believe that is in regard to my dedication to knowing the truth about Jesus, accepting everyone for who they are (including mormons), and forgiving the church as it is God’s place to judge them and not mine.
I adore V and genuinely want to spend my life and eternity with her. She’s the only reason I’m PIMO and not exmo. She clearly, truly loves me. She and I have dreams of raising a small family together, we often laugh together (even when discussing difficult topics such as these ones), and we are able to communicate very well. But, when I’ve asked if she would stay with me if I left the church she skirts around the question and tells me she is confident I’ll come back before I leave. She’s never been afraid to hear the details of why I am struggling with something, until I brought all of this up to her. I really want to tell her what I am feeling and why. I wonder if she won’t agree and choose to find another church together if only she would take time to understand.
She wants both of us to meet together with her bishop because he has a similar style of communicating as I do. I think she might maybe be willing to hear my side if her bishop is there. I’m not sure he’ll actually give me a chance to say my side though. If he does, I’m not really convinced she won’t be torn apart between me and the church. We have agreed to take this one step at a time and to try to figure it all out piece by piece. We’re still talking wedding plans or even eloping if we both still feeling confident in us (I won’t let any marriage happens if we aren’t able to reconcile these differences).
Anyway, I’m just really not sure what to do next. Help? :’(
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2023.06.05 08:05 aioli-boba Logitech GHub not detecting javaw.exe properly - PLEASE help me

The device I am using and that I'm having trouble with is the G502. I am happy to give any other necessary information, anything that will resolve the issue I'm having.
This all happened out of nowhere; as far as I'm aware, I didn't change anything with my computer that would cause this issue to arise. The game didn't update/change either (for the Minecraft players, yes I have tried vanilla instead of modded, and tried using both the new and the old launcher, and neither help).
I had a profile for Minecraft under the javaw.exe path, started playing one day, and it wasn't working. So, I tried using Task Manager to locate the file location and add it to the profile, thinking that maybe it changed. Doesn't help. I have checked the path using Task Manager at least 10 times, and tried adding that path to the profile and it doesn't work.
I thought that maybe the profile itself was wonky, so I deleted it and went to add javaw.exe to LGHub from scratch (mind you, lost everything for my Minecraft profile) but it didn't work. I have tried multiple times: I press "add game or application", find the appropriate javaw.exe path, and then nothing happens, no javaw.exe profile.
This leads me to presume that the fault is with LGHub and its ability to recognise javaw.exe, which is why I said so in the title. I could mistaken, it just seems like all evidence points to LGHub as the source of the issue.
PLEASE help me, anybody. I don't know what to do at this point, I am desperate and lost.
I am really really really REALLY trying not to have to uninstall and reinstall. I have 20 to 30 games with custom profiles, a number of which have macros. It would especially suck if I did that, and it didn't help.
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hooks: went to a performing arts high school, low income, legacy student, women in stem
intended major: comp sci or engineering (biochemical or biomedical)
stats: UW gpa 3.8 Weighted 4.8 (for ucs they only look at this gpa or a recalculated version of it) SAT: 660 ebrw 790 math took it once without studying gonna retake in august hopefully for a 1500+ possibly 1530+ superscored
coursework: took 12/15 aps offered 5 honors 12 aps (all 5s and 4s so far) 8 community college classes
rank: my school doesn’t rank but I know i’m in the top 9%
awards: -CM classical music awards and honors to the highest state and national levels (similar to abrsm if you know what that is) -music teachers association of california senior award -awarded money from boeing for making a rocket out of a soda bottle -national and state competitive dance titles
extracurriculars: -worked 2 part time jobs to support my family and younger siblings 1 was a manager position at subway 1 is a lifeguard at a local water park -attended an arts school where i went to school for like 10-15 hours a day. performed in over 60 shows in my highschool career (not including freshman year because covid) -performed 15 shows at the major theatre in my city lead and supporting roles -competitive dancer performed in 4 shows a year and 8 competitions -TAed for calculus and tutored students in math -worked as a student music teacher -graduating with a biliteracy seal in mandarin and iworked as a translator for foreign students at a summer school near me -helped start a science nhs chapter at my school (kinda a weak ec) i raised the money to pay for the club lol -generic nhs and csf + some random service hours
essays: i think my essays are strong esp my common app. it’s about why i love taking out the trash LOR: honestly probably mid
schools: mit, harvard, yale, stanford (legacy), usc (legacy), udub, ucberk, uci, ucsd, ucsb, ucsc, cal poly slo
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2023.06.05 08:00 nerdnomad1_ Priorities change in Friendship too. Please read till end please.

I joined my college last year feb. And the course I joined was the course I hated the most. But as my school friend( class 5 to class 8 then he got transferred but we were in touch till 12th) asked me if I am willing to join that course. I said yes. The reason was that he was my only friend and I didn't have any friend after class 8th. So I thought I'd be happy. He is a kind of extrovert though. He joined a college society. As he was living near delhi so he was travelling daily from home to college. And I was living outside delhi so I was staying in pg. Owner didn't allow any outsider for night stay. But sometime he had performances early in morning so I made him stay at my pg . And somehow my pgmates came to know that and complained to the owner. Itna sunaya na usne ki bs ...In November he told me ki lets take a flat. I agreed. We shifted. I was happy too ki ab toh time dega mujhe .( I was damn homesick). But uske wahi college society ke dost ,unke saath ghoomna. Subah 9 10 nikal jaata tha aur raat ko 9 10 aata hai. And in between this time I live alone. Shaam ko aate hue bhi apne doston ko le aata hai and bas unhi ke saath fir baat wagerah karta hai. No time for me. Aur uska ghar bhi paas hai toh friday saturday sunday ghar chala jaata hai. Tab bhi I am alone . Bhai mushkil hota hai kaatna time akele. I feel like crying par use bol bhi nahi sakta. Use lagega ki jealous hai ya freedom nhi deraha. What to do now. I feel like crying every day. Ab toh uske lie I am nothing now. Use bas ek room mate kj jarurat thi woh mai bangaya. Priorities changes yr. I know bhot lamba hogaya but I felt like sharing it.
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2023.06.05 08:00 spencethemench My experience so far

Hi. So I'm Wilbur, the body's host. Im 22 like the body, and a trans masc individual. I have been open with my DID/OSDD related experiences to close friends since around September of last year, though have been questioning events and actions far longer, spanning many years of dissociation and a horrendously shitty memory. I have very little to no communication with my alters (I prefer to call them my headmates) but my partner, also a system often will talk with them and one of them has even adopted my partner (the host of their system) as his son.
I have never quite had the experience of being one place, blanking out and being somewhere else. But whenever someone else fronts I feel like I "go back" and am kind of watching from afar but am not in control. Most of my system is full of fictives. (Which is an immediate faking red flag, I know.) Prior to a switch or someone else being near the front, I will be in a very dissociated state and very out of it. Prior to exploring plurality, I would lose hours, days and weeks of my life due to intense dissociation.
The body was diagnosed with GAD, depression in the teens. Due to our repeated and continued trauma I have not been able to go to therapy or any such things to seek help. I am also disabled and unable to get a "normal" job. My partner has seen me switch and I have little to no memory loss prior to switches, though sometimes the amnesia barrier will be there. All the alters have different names, accents and different wants and likes. It's been very scary and isolating as somedays will be loud and chaotic and then sometimes it'll go a week on of radio silence. Navigating it hasn't been fun and I was hoping to find some people who relate.
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2023.06.05 07:58 cleyooo Chronic Laryngitis Issues

Hi everyone, sorry if this is a super common type of post.
I'm kind of at my wits end. My laryngitis seems to be triggered by over-use of my vocal chords. However, I don't feel I overused them in order to be dealing with this flare-up. I basically added 2 extra hours to my daily work schedule last week, in the mornings, then worked normally at night. I do work that requires me to speak slightly louder than usual, but not much.

I'm aware that it's probably a case of an underlying issue making my larynx more sensitive to over-use, however, it's been months since I have dealt with a flare-up, and I've been carrying on business as usual. My ENT didn't see signs of acid reflux (silent or no). I've been smoking at the end of the day usually, and only one or two sessions.. and less days than usual, actually.. I stay hydrated, avoid caffeine for the most part, etc.. you get the drill.

I've heard the typical advice you'd find from google (and friends and family eurgh lol), as well as from multiple ENTs.
Anyone else dealt with this sort of thing? I want to keep doing the things I want to do - smoke occasionally (not a regular cigarette smoker iykwim), drink maybe once a month, and do my job normally without having to take time off to recover from just 2 extra hours a day -_-

Maybe I need to see an ENT again - it just gets frustrating when you are already doing what they advise and it's still bad. (I know I'm not doing those things now but I've been dealing with this for nearly 2 yrs on and off)

Any new perspectives or advice would be appreciated. All the best
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2023.06.05 07:57 LessPlum2168 I resent my family

I’m going to keep ages somewhat vague because I’ve seen seeing so many of these posts end up on tiktok, and both of my siblings use the app religiously. I (later teens), have a younger brother and an older sister (she’s in her late twenties I think). I’m sorry if this is kind of a mess, I’m pretty tired.
My family is the definition of dysfunctional. Nobody communicates, nobody helps one another, it’s just everyone on survival mode. And I’m the biggest victim of this. I’ve always been the black sheep of the family; I get picked on and yelled at the most when something mildly inconvenient happens. I cant even begin to recall how many times I’ve had to sit through the same “I do everything around the house” cryfest from my mother when she blows up and screams at anyone who even tries to help. We all just wait for the next tantrum on baited breath, and even then we’re all against one another still. Unravelling every family member’s flaws would take forever, which is why I found a rather comical comparison. Excluding my sister and her family from the picture, my family is like family guy. My father is lazy and doesn’t do anything to contribute. He just complains and complains. My mother is irate and overall a shitty person. My brother is the golden child who gets treated slightly better than me, and I have all my achievements and aspirations spat on and belittled in a “shut up Meg” type of way. I promise you I merely say this to try and cope by joking.
My mother is the most abusive to me. She always has been. She refuses to cut my hair despite how much I beg. My hair is naturally extremely thick, and my entire body aches after trying to wrangle it in showers. There’s been times I’ve nearly blacked out from how much effort I put in trying to keep it semi presentable. When it got really bad she would make an effort to embarrass me and shame me, and would yank on it with the brush. I had to hold back genuine screams of agony. It got to a point where I cried in the shower from the relief I felt when I had it cut. The problem is that it grows back really fast and it’s already getting hard to take care of again.
My brother and father are just useless. They belittle the women in the house and do nothing but eat and play video games all day. No matter how much we beg them to help, they do nothing. My father is an angry and abusive man. He’s not physically abusive, but he’s neglectful and verbally assaults anyone who makes him feel insecure. He’s a pathetic manchild and he’s teaching my brother to be the same way.
My sister has made everything worse. I’m always teetering on hating her guts and loving her. It makes me so angry. She’s had children when she was in a poor financial situation, and it’s come back to bite her on the ass big time. She’s stuck with a boyfriend who is also a manchild raising genuinely psychotic children. She recently moved to my state and stupidly decided to have a third child while already trying to financially recover from moving across the country just to live close to us. Now they’re at rock bottom struggling to find a home and are forced to live with us, making this house chaotic and a nightmare for my easily overstimulated ass. I hate her children, they make huge messes and bring home countless viral infections which have left me bedridden during most of my leisure time, and it’s driving me nuts. And their pets have done nothing but worsen my already bad allergies. Im miserable. My life is hell. I have no possible way of escape and sometimes I just consider running away to make it all end. All of these people are bigots and would disown me and leave me homeless if they learned I was queer, which is a death sentence where I live now. I try so hard to be the level-headed moral compass and the most accepting person, but it’s just so damn tiring. I live in constant paranoia, fear, and misery. I just wish my family was normal. I wish I had a clean home and am accepting family that lets me hang out with my friends. I know I sound selfish but I want to be allowed to play games like my brother too, I want to be able to go to restaurants and have things that actually cater my interests, and not the interests of everyone else around me. I hate spots, I hate guns and America and salt life, and yet it’s all they get me. None of that is nearly as important as the more toxic aspect of my family, but it’s still upsetting. I feel more like an accessory than a living, breathing human being. I just want to get out.
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2023.06.05 07:56 weluvmusic Beatport Top 100 Techno (Peak Time / Driving) June 2023

Artist: VA Title: Beatport Top 100 Techno (Peak Time / Driving) June 2023 Genre: Techno (Peak Time / Driving) Release Date: 2023-06-03 Quality: 320 kbps / FLAC
Tracklist: 1. Heerhorst, Teenage Mutants, PETER PAHN – Dark Clouds (feat. Heerhorst, Peter Pahn) (Original Mix) (5:55) 2. Bart Skils, Weska – Something More (Original Mix) (6:36) 3. Reinier Zonneveld, Carl Cox, Christopher Coe – Inferno (Space 92 Remix) (5:58) 4. Bart Skils – Roll the Dice (Original Mix) (6:08) 5. Victor Ruiz – Touch The Darkness (Original Mix) (7:33) 6. Charlotte De Witte – Overdrive (Original Mix) (6:48) 7. Enrico Sangiuliano – Physical Change (Original Mix) (9:58) 8. Blinders – Prayer (Part II) (Extended Mix) (6:20) 9. Andrew Meller – Born Slippy (Luca Morris Extended Remix) (6:40) 10. Marie Vaunt – Smile You’re On Acid (Extended Mix) (6:13) 11. Charlotte De Witte – High Street (Original Mix) (6:11) 12. The YellowHeads – Rocket (Original Mix) (4:56) 13. Bart Skils, Weska – Palm Strings (Original Mix) (6:36) 14. Charlotte De Witte, Enrico Sangiuliano – Reflection (Original Mix) (6:46) 15. Jay Lumen – Spacewalk (Original Mix) (6:56) 16. Space 92 – Gravity (Original Mix) (6:05) 17. Above & Beyond – VLEKNO (Extended Mix) (6:46) 18. The Rocketman, VERA – Love & Peace (Original Mix) (6:00) 19. HI-LO – BRAZIL (Extended Mix) (5:51) 20. Adam Beyer, Green Velvet – Simulator (Original Mix) (6:19) 21. Age Of Love – The Age Of Love (Charlotte de Witte & Enrico Sangiuliano Remix) (8:09) 22. Lilly Palmer – Fall In Love (Extended Mix) (5:42) 23. Maddix – Heute Nacht (Extended Mix) (5:14) 24. Township Rebellion – Placebo (Original Mix) (5:41) 25. Members Of Mayday – Mayday Anthem (Thomas Schumacher Remix) (5:03) 26. Eli Brown – Believe (Original Mix) (6:48) 27. Joy Kitikonti, Ramiro Lopez – Joyenergizer (Ramiro Lopez Extended Mix) (5:44) 28. Cosmic Boys, T78 – Laser Bolt (Original Mix) (6:38) 29. Spartaque – Cross the Line (Original Mix) (5:56) 30. Capricorn – 20HZ (Marco Lys Remix) (6:24) 31. Joyhauser – Wasted (Original Mix) (6:05) 32. HI-LO, Space 92 – Mercury (Original Mix) (6:05) 33. Charlotte De Witte – High Street (Edit) (4:33) 34. Jay Lumen – Spiritual Rave (Original Mix) (7:02) 35. Layton Giordani – Phantom (Original Mix) (6:22) 36. Laurent Garnier, 22Carbone – In Your Phase (Original Mix) (8:11) 37. Marco Faraone – Dangerous (Extended Mix) (6:42) 38. Christian Smith – Vortex (Original Mix) (5:20) 39. Gabry Ponte, Sisko Electrofanatik – Seven Days and One Week (Extended Mix) (6:31) 40. UMEK, Sam WOLFE – Mind Of One (Original Mix) (6:40) 41. Bultech, Justus Reim – Infinity (Original Mix) (6:01) 42. Greenwolve – Dispersion (Original Mix) (6:15) 43. Space 92 – Cooper (Original Mix) (5:56) 44. Nonameleft, Flanko – Time (Lampe Remix) (5:56) 45. Enrico Sangiuliano – Pulse Of Progression (Original Mix) (7:33) 46. Veerus – Infinity (Original Mix) (6:00) 47. Beckers – Switch (Alex Stein Remix) (6:53) 48. James Hype – Dancing (Extended Mix) (5:34) 49. Kyle Walker – One Time (Extended Mix) (5:07) 50. Layton Giordani – Life Moves Fast (Original Mix) (6:27) 51. Eli Brown – Make You Freak (Original Mix) (5:47) 52. Mha Iri – Never Go Back to Sleep (Original Mix) (5:50) 53. Danny Avila, Ramiro Lopez – Diablo (Original Mix) (5:55) 54. Boris Brejcha – Level One (Original Mix) (7:50) 55. Ango Tamarin – No Escape (Original Mix) (6:08) 56. HI-LO – PURA VIDA (Wehbba Remix) (5:31) 57. Mha Iri – Further (Original Mix) (6:50) 58. VERA – Timeless (Original Mix) (5:53) 59. Sam Paganini – Body Ride (Original Mix) (5:38) 60. Chris Veron – Bluster of the Moon (Original Mix) (6:17) 61. Marbox – Unconventional (Mozzy Rekorder Remix) (6:20) 62. Balthazar & JackRock – Take Me Higher (Original Mix) (5:34) 63. John Summit – In Chicago (Danny Avila Extended Remix) (5:40) 64. HI-LO, Layton Giordani – Rabbit Hole (Original Mix) (6:37) 65. Nonameleft, Flanko – Time (Original Mix) (6:24) 66. Alex Stein – Pretender (Original Mix) (6:25) 67. Danny Avila (ES) – Notre Dame (Original Mix) (6:11) 68. Greenwolve, Unknown Concept – Squid (Original Mix) (7:37) 69. Marco Faraone – Pressure (Extended Mix) (7:16) 70. Marbox – Green Eyes Speaking (Original Mix) (5:58) 71. Kaufmann (DE) – Unravel Me (Original Mix) (8:47) 72. Amelie Lens – Feel It (Original Mix) (6:05) 73. ANDATA – Play Hard (Original Mix) (6:00) 74. Deborah de Luca – Dreams Machine (Original Mix) (5:43) 75. Dario Nunez, DIAMOND EX – LOBOS Y CORDEROS (Original Mix) (4:57) 76. Fletcher Kerr, 2CD – Don’t Stop (Extended Mix) (5:39) 77. Belocca – Metamorphosis (Original Mix) (6:50) 78. Victor Calderone, Avision – Anomaly (Original Mix) (5:27) 79. Joyhauser – LIBERTY (Original Mix) (6:57) 80. Frankyeffe – Trust Me (Mattia Saviolo Remix) (6:30) 81. Metodi Hristov, Anna Tur – Binary Fusion (Original Mix) (5:58) 82. Sam Paganini – Rave (Adam Beyer & Layton Giordani Remix) (5:48) 83. GAGA, Mateo! – Rainbow Bridge (Original Mix) (6:41) 84. Drunken Kong – Rhythm Motion (Original Mix) (6:11) 85. John Summit – Revolution (Extended Mix) (5:28) 86. William Kiss – Like This (Original Mix) (5:47) 87. HI-LO, DJ Deeon – WANNA GO BANG (Original Mix) (6:20) 88. Karla Blum – Never Be The Same (Original Mix) (5:48) 89. Thomas Schumacher, Lilly Palmer – I Am Machine (Original Mix) (6:17) 90. Deborah de Luca, Robert Miles – Children (Extended Mix) (5:43) 91. Victor Calderone, Avision – Chemical (Original Mix) (6:21) 92. Martin Kinrus – Cosmic Energy (Original Mix) (5:24) 93. Bjørnson – Freddie (Original Mix) (6:36) 94. Nonameleft, The YellowHeads – Psychonaut (Original Mix) (6:40) 95. Eli Brown – Deep Down (Original Mix) (6:01) 96. Boris Brejcha – Up Down Jumper (Original Mix) (7:12) 97. Loco & Jam – We Touched The Sky (Original Mix) (7:02) 98. Space 92 – Reaktor (Original Mix) (6:31) 99. Clif Jack – Somewhere (Original Mix) (6:56) 100. Belocca – God of the Sun (Original Mix) (6:26)

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2023.06.05 07:56 Ituks Manager disciplined me abs issued an ultimatum as I was getting ready to discuss performance and promotion - what now?

I work in a fairly new industry in my dream job, with a role that is rapidly expanding and has the opportunity for several world firsts. About 3 weeks ago, my manager abruptly called a meeting where he said "we" were nearing the end of our patience over start times. I didn't previously see this as an issue because I'm frequently required to work very long hours due to managing multiple staff with hours ranging from 8am to 7pm. Seeing how serious he was, I immediately agreed to show up and leave at the given times each day. This has reduced my output, but my manager seems to be placated. I am fully aware the company is taking advantage of me, but I feel like I've grown a lot into the role, so I see it as an opportunity. I was actually getting ready to meet with him to pitch my case for promotion when this happened, as my contract did not stipulate managing others. Being chewed out without a single word about my achievements has really put me down, and another coworker confronted me about it today asking if something had happened because I seemed so negative over the past few weeks.
I would normally evaluate other options, but this job means a lot to me and it's the culmination of everything I've been working towards my entire life. I want to sit down with HR and my manager and try to explain myself, but I'm afraid to even talk to my manager after that event. What's the best way to breach the topic of feeling underappreciated and being disciplined at the same time? This is the fastest I've ever gone from loving a job to feeling stressed enough that everyone else is noticing.
Edit: typo in title: 'abs' should be 'and'
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2023.06.05 07:56 Compiled-Python-6184 WISDOM TEETH - ULTIMATE SURVIVAL GUIDE

Hi everybody. Like you, I was very very anxious about the idea of removing my wisdom teeth. I did a lot — and I mean a lot — of research beforehand and during my entire journey. I am now 9 days post OP, and thought it would be a great idea to compile all my notes 📝

As you might know, wisdom teeth extraction involves slicing your gums open in order to extract the wisdom tooth, buried below the gums. Sometimes, if your wisdom tooth is emerged, surgeons will be able to just pull it out without having to do any incisions. Nevertheless, you still need some type of numbing to block the pain, usually called **anesthesia**
There are two types of anesthesia you may choose from for this procedure:
- **General Anesthesia** is the most common form of numbing anesthetic used to prevent patients from feeling pain. In this form of anesthesia, you will be injected in the arm (vein) and will be knocked out cold temporarily. The dosage depends on how hard your wisdom teeth are to take out. Some will need to be asleep for 30 mins while others an hour. Surgeons will monitor your heart rate, oxygen, and pulse using an external machine.
- **Local Anesthesia** is the other form of numbing anesthetic used. Though less common than General, local is also a good option and is what I used personally. During local anesthesia, you are completely awake. Surgeons will inject anesthetics directly into your gums, and you will feel the sting almost identical to the flu shot but on your gums. Sometimes, surgeons will pre-numb your mouth using a numbing cream or numbing spray. Because you are awake during the procedure, you will feel *pressure* during the wisdom teeth extraction ie you will feel the dentist pulling your wisdom tooth out. There will be no pain besides the initial injection/sting of the anesthesia
*a quick note on brain~stuff 🧠* sometimes, surgeons can provide laughing-gas (Nitrous Oxide) which can make you feel a bit *happier* and less stressed about your current situation. Likewise, waking up from general anesthetia provides a similar dazzy effect. A FAQ is “will x make me admit my secrets?” Yes and no. It depends on who you are and how you react to the side effects. Some people will spill secrets and some will just laugh and have no idea what is going on. It’s important to note that surgeons understand this, and feel free to have your significant other sit in another room and explain why.

Fast for 8 hours before the surgery. No liquids or foods 8 hours especially if you are using general anesthetic for the procedure. Even if you are not using general anesthesia, it’s a good idea to fast so that you don’t accidentally gag and the food comes up… ew!
If you are using general anesthesia, it is required you have a friend or family member stay with you and be able to drive you home. Even if you are using local anesthesia, you should still prepare a ride just in case the pain becomes unbearable afterwards.
*A quick note on pineapples 🍍* a lot of people on Tik tok suggest drinking loads of pineapple juice to help with healing after the surgery because of a naturally occurring chemical known as bromelain in pineapples that helps inflammation. There hasn’t been enough research into this, but I say it doesn’t hurt to try. There’s no pain in drinking a glass of pineapple juice 8 hours the surgery (unless you wanna cut on sugars)

You finished surgery. Great! Now comes the greatest challenge, avoiding dry socket and healing completely

After you get your wisdom teeth removed, there will be a hole where they once were. This hole will bleed for the first 5-8 hours and is normal to ooze blood. Eventually, a **blood clot** will grow over this hole and stops bleeding. **YOUR GOAL IS TO KEEP THIS INTACT IN ALL COSTS**. If the blood clot is dislodged you will get a painful condition known as dry socket. This is when the blood clot was dislodged (removed) and now the hole is wide open with the nerves exposed. It is a risk from day 3 - day 10, with high risk being from day 3-5

Dry socket is hard to spot, so it is mainly diagnosed with symptoms. The most obvious sign is if you see a blood clot outside your mouth. As in you’re brushing teeth and suddenly a massive blood clot (looks like strawberry jam) falls off into the sink. If you happen to swallow this clot unknowingly, here’s other symptoms: extreme, throbbing pain all throughout the jaw and even extending to the temples, more bleeding even past day 1

**NO SUCTION** No spitting, sucking, straws, kissing, blowing nose, vacuuming chip crumbs with your mouth literally whatever causes suction for the first **TWO WEEKS**
Why? Suction can pull the blood clot from the hole. Simple.
Other tips: don’t work out or do anything to raise blood pressure for first two weeks. This can affect blood formation and slow healing. Also, when gargling don’t swirl the liquid (it might catch the clot) instead, tilt your head and open mouth simply when ready to discard water.

For the first hour - 2 hours, bite on the gauze to stop bleeding. You can also use a teabag (non emptied), the tea leaves have medicinal anti bleeding properties. Do not brush or rinse mouth for first 24-48 hours. Don’t wanna mess with extraction site. Apply ice on your cheeks to reduce face puffiness.
Follow medication instructions. Use the chlorohexidine mixture if provided according to instructions. Set alarms for your antibiotics if given.
Sleep a lot. The more you sleep, the more your body has time to repair repair repair!
After 2-3 days, resume light brushing and flossing. Keep doing salt water or chlorohexidine rinses as instructed. Keep taking antibiotics. Use a curved syringe to flush extraction site and get rid of food particles.

The ultimate goal is to let the extraction site heal. Avoid spicy foods (capsaicin can irritate gums), grains, crunchy food, chewy foods, or anything that can easily get stuck in the sockets or cause you discomfort and chewing. Avoid extremely hot things. I recommend:
- ice cream
- smoothies (NO STAW)
- bananas
- pancakes
- overcooked (soft) pasta
- **WARM NOT HOT** soups
- yogurt
- milkshakes (NO STRAW)
After the week one mark, you can pick up whatever you feel comfortable doing that at that point JUST NO STRAW/SUCTION UNTIL WEEK 2.

On that note, drink everything normally as if in a regular cup. Avoid straws.

Call your surgeon immediately. They will fill the holes with medicine. And follow the how to avoid dry socket steps.

You made it through the hardest part! Now, you’ve likely finished your antibiotics and no longer need to do chlorohexidine rinses. Still rinse your mouth after meals with salt water or use the syringe to flush your food. You can try going back to regular diet but no suction still. The risk of dry socket is basically close to 0 at this point, but be safe by avoiding straws until after week 2

Straws are welcome back! So is working out and basically having everything you used to have. Irrigate and flush the holes or rinse until the hole is completely closed which can take about three weeks to a 2 month depending on how fast your body heals. But at week 2 is when you’re pretty much safe from dry socket

## Irrigation
Sometimes, patients are given a curved syringe that they can fill with salt water. Aim directly at the hole and flush. You should see food particles coming out. You do not need to flush the top holes as gravity naturally lets the food fall.

Sometimes, surgeons stitch the holes closed for better healing. If that’s the case then you don’t need to worry about irrigation. The stitches will usually dissolve or fall out by day 7. If not, call your oral surgeon and ask if they can remove it.

### My stitches fell out on accident too early
No worries! Just treat the site as if you never got stitches. So flush the site and take extra care avoiding straws and suction

Keep taking care of the site by gargling and flushing it until the holes have fully closed (3 weeks - 2 months) et voila!

Do you see a pale white substance attached to tissue on your site? That’s a good sign and leave it alone that is granulation tissue or recovery tissue. After about three weeks the granulation tissue will become pink and eventually become one with your gums. If you see granulation tissue on neighboring teeth or not the extraction site do not panick. Just leave it alone as it will eventually fade into your gums anyways

You did it :)
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2023.06.05 07:56 alt_alt_alt_alt_ss Workplace haunting

Hey guys, just wanted a bit of advice about some things that have happened recently.
First off I work in a aircraft hangar working on private jets, the hangar is the oldest one on the airport and dates back to the late 30's. I always got a weird feeling about the place but never had any reason to suspect anything would happen. When I first started my job there wasn't much else going on in the hangar and I would quite often be alone from 6pm onwards for about an hour before I went home. One day the hangar randomly came up in conversation with a woman who works at another part of the airport and she said I quote "ooh I've heard some stories about that place, you wouldn't catch me working in there.". I asked my manager (who had worked there years before) about this and he seemed a bit sheepish and just said, yeah plenty of people have told me that they have had things happen to them here. I didnt think much of it until I was leaving work on Christmas Eve, walking out of the hangar (I was the only person in there all day) and I heard what seemed to be like a faint scream or howling coming from the far corner, I turned around and looked to see what it could be and it just kept happening. It was so loud it kind of sounded like a woman in pain???? I very quickly walked out of there a bit shaken up. A month or so after this I was at work doing a bit of overtime with one of my friends, he was sat in the van outside on the phone to his girlfriend and I went back inside to our stock room to grab a few things. I had been in there a couple of minutes and I heard three loud bangs/knocks on either the door on the side of the room (not the main door) or inside the fire escape hallway that the door leads onto. It was so weird because normally this would freak me out but I didn't feel scared at all. I'm my mind I thought it was my friend in the van playing a prank on me so I knocked back and just thought oh he's trying to scare me, 10 seconds later I heard the three bangs again possibly even louder. Now I'm scared solid, I immediately go to the door and walk fast out of the hangar (bearing in mind there is literally nobody else in there at this time of night) and I see him sat in the van smoking a cig still on the phone to his gf. This is the point at which I realize what just happened. It still makes the hairs on the back on my neck stand up to this day. Everyone that I speak to has had some sort of experience in the hangar and it's freaking me out. I'm now doing night shift 8-6am and haven't had any experiences so far at night but my friend that has just started working with me said to me the other night he heard footsteps in our new stock room (very close to the old one) and he said it was 100% coming from in the room and that it really scared him.
How do I deal with future experiences to make sure it stops, and is there any way I can deal with this? If I would of known what this was I wouldn't of knocked back. It's starting to affect my work and I try not to go anywhere alone in there anymore. Thankyou for reading my story any input would be much appreciated.
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2023.06.05 07:55 Liniera Post-op ileus & dysuria

I (35F, 155lb, 5'5") am currently dealing with post op ileus and dysuria following a laparoscopic cholecystectomy and I'm just trying to understand why this happened. The surgery went as planned outpatient, but I do vaguely remember waking up in extreme pain and nausea following surgery and was given diuladid and phenergan in addition to hydrocodone and Zofran. I was discharged as planned two hours after surgery. I went home and went straight to bed taking the hydrocodone and Zofran as prescribed throughout the day on schedule. I was able to drink Gatorade and an Ensure, but vomited when I tried to eat some crackers and chicken noodle soup in the evening. I took Zofran and my hydrocodone as prescribed and tried to sleep.
I had to return to the ER 24hrs after my surgery due to severe abdominal pain that was not responding to hydrocodone. I had a CT scan which revealed "Mildly dilated fluid distended loops of small bowel without transition point, which may be due to ileus versus developing bowel obstruction." When I complained of trouble urinating, they did a bladder scan and I was retaining over 450ml. I was admitted overnight and put on clear liquid diet only and given IV fluids, torodol, Tamulosin, and Zofran in addition to Miralax. The Tamulosin has helped the dysuria but I was still retaining 150ml at discharge. No signs of a UTI thankfully. The constipation finally broke this morning and I had severe watery diarrhea for several hours. I was discharged once I was able to eat a turkey sandwich without vomiting with Zofran. I am now home and haven't had a BM since I left hospital. They told me to walk as much as I'm able, so I did that. I've been drinking lots of water and eating frequent small meals despite no appetite. They told me not to take more Miralax at home due to the diarrhea, but I'm worried about the ileus coming back. Can it come back?
Why did this happen? Did I so something wrong? I had laparoscopic appendectomy last year, and didn't experience anywhere near this amount of pain. Since then, however, I have had a flare of ulcerative colitis (currently experiencing a mild flare of proctitis), CDiff, and gastritis. I also had post polypectomy syndrome several years ago after the removal of a couple large sessile serrated adenoma polyps. Is my gut just very sensitive and easily inflammed? Could this have been prevented somehow? Was I high risk for ileus and dysuria and didn't know it?
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2023.06.05 07:54 timinatorII7 Easy to make friends, difficult to keep them

After a post I made here a week and a half ago, plus some interactions with various individuals on and offline, I’ve come to the conclusion that I am autistic with 80-90% certainty. However, one reason it took me so long to realize this is because my ability to mask is very well developed. Good enough in fact that all growing up and through to today I have never had issues making friends. I was always very sociable, in that I was often well liked and nearly always had a good first impression on people.
Before I go on, let me know that this isn’t a brag, this is just to give context.
Some of the reasons I’m good with people is because I happened to be taught good people skills as a kid, I’m very empathetic, I’m highly interested in learning in general so I also like learning about people (which means I’m a good listener), I’ve picked up good habits from watching Charisma on Command and body language imitation of charismatic individuals from movies and in real life, and I let myself laugh anytime I feel remotely like laughing.
But right now, I have almost no friends that I hang out with consistently. The only time I talk to friends is to organize something or when I have a favoquestion for them. I have significant issues getting back to people when they message me, and I never talk to people “just because.” I’m comfortable with the situation I’m in, where there can be many days at a time where I don’t talk to anyone outside of work (I basically live by myself), but sometimes I wonder if something is wrong about it all. Is this just what happens when you’re a significant introvert, or does this sound more like autistic tendencies?
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2023.06.05 07:53 MyEyesSeePoppies I feel incredibly ashamed to post this, but I'm desperate

I'm not comfortable sharing much information about myself on this post, but should anyone be able to help me im fine sharing my name and contact number with that person privately.
Im 25f currently living in a hostel in the tuebrook area, specifically near the market/police station.
Im also a type one diabetic meaning I'm insulin dependent. I also have something called a freestyle libre 2, a diabetic piece of equipment that scans my blood sugar levels without having to prick my finger.
My insulin has been more than halved via my Dr these past several weeks due to eating less. I was over 18 stone in November last year so I was certainly morbidly obese and required a higher dose of insulin to manage high sugar . I'm still highly overweight as my last weigh in was 13st 9 in April. But I have lost a lot of weight with no change to my exercise levels.
Weight loss in my case is good obviously, however I'm experiencing hypoglycemia nearly every single day these past couple of months. My Dr prescribes me these 60ml glucose drinks which raise it back up, but hypoglycemia is a very unpleasant and frightening experience and I wish I could more easily prevent it.
I also have autism. Basically a picky eater but it's more severe than that. You know how people suggest that if your child doesn't wanna eat, you should just not give them anything? Yeah that happened to me once and I got to 16 days without food before my mother gave up. It's a food phobia. Before I was diagnosed with diabetes I basically just lived on sugar, hence my weight being so so bad
This is my issue I know. I'm literally living in a hostel I should be grateful to get any food. I wish I was different, but I can't. I went to a food bank and I thanked them, and my hostel for providing me with voucher to go, but I cried myself to sleep because I couldn't eat it. I'm aware my behavior is beyond pathetic. I haven't complained to anyone because I know it's my own fault.
Im used to hunger so until my finances improve I'm aware I'm going to have to deal with not being able to eat every day.
But I am going to end up in hospital again due to how bad the hypos can get. I've just had one of my glucose drinks but I'm sick of treating the symptom.
I asked my mother for £2 and she refused. She abandoned me when I was 15. She found me on the floor unconscious after I visited her at 19 and didn't even call 999. My mother literally doesn't care whether I live or die, and has gone as far as to tell me to end my own life.
If I ask for money I'll just be considered a addict trying to buy drugs.
If anyone could meet me around the tuebrook market or police station area with a loaf of bread and some butter, I would really appreciate it. I love toast and I'm paid Friday so that loaf will definitely get me through till Friday.
Im really sorry to post here
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2023.06.05 07:52 AustinYFZ Trying acid at 16 y/o (4 tabs total)

Well I'm Austin and I'm 16 y/o i tried acid for the first time with my brother and it started off with a tab each at 9pm on a Friday night. I had tried shrooms 3-4 times previously and I knew that acid was far more intense because I watch psyched substance lol(and I had plenty of insight from my brother) Anyways, around 20 minutes after we took the first tab , we said f#ck it and took another one. We figured might as well since i didnt want to feel like I missed out on anything. It all hit around 10:30 pm after we went to my sister's to grab some lasagna my dad sent with me when my sister and brother picked me up that night. we were having a blast dying laughing at the smallest things, it was so insane the feelings of being out of my body but still in it at the same time lol. My brother attempted to warm uo the lasagna but they didnt work because we were tripping so hard. My brother was sitting there with a fork in hand poking the lasagna with it in the oven and oven on. Yes I know how this could have went really bad and it almost did. As we sat there in the kitchen dying laughing watching my brother poke lasagna with the oven cranked on high, the though came over me what if we burn the house down, cause by this time we were starting to peak and I felt like I was losing control. I gasped after I thought this but it didn't send me spiraling into a bad trip as my brother heard me gasp and seen that I had this spooked look on my face. It didn't effect my trip what so ever. So I settled with a cup of lucky charms with a plate under neath because I could barely eat right lmao. I regret choosing lucky charms as a food to eat on acid because my mouth and jaw felt so sore. After i ate, we settled down watching funny youtube videos. Later in the night around 2am, my brother was ready to passout as both our trips were coming to and end and we were ready to crash, at least he was. As fascinated as I was and how good the trip went for me, i decided on taking another 2 tabs. My brother said to me "its up to you man, im all good, im going to bed. So i decided to drop the other two of course. After my brother watched me eat the other two, he said "you better buckle up". my brother fell asleep soon after but would turn over in bed to check on me because my body was (for lack of a better term) trembling or twitching mixed with slight giggles from the amount of acid I took and my body felt so stiff. I was completely fine and felt safe cause I knew it was just the acid. My brother finnaly passes out for good around 3am so that left me and his two dogs. I got bored of laying in bed so i went and sat on the couch I the living room as I waited for the tabs to hit me and the dogs basically huddled up in a little ball with me on the coach lol. It's so strange how animals act towards you when your tripping on psychedelics, especially shrooms. So after we huddle up , all I remember was me sitting there facing towards the curtains of the living room window. It was about 4am when I started staring at the window .I remember being so stiff, all I felt like doing was staring at curtains. And that was the last thing I remembered up until around 6 :30am. I'm still very curious till this day as to where my mind went for that long duration of time. I know I didn't sleep because when I clicked back Into or whatever the hell you wanna call it, I hadn't moved not a single muscle. All i remember is it being dark outside rhe window, and then boom, there was daylight. It was going on 7am and I finnaly got up and moved from the coach. I felt so so weird, words could not explain besides it felt like it wasn't my body that I was in. I went back to my brother's room to see him still sound asleep. Then I remembered I have a phone lmao, I hadn't touched it at all that night, as soon as I got on it, I texted my sister instantly because i wanted to share what i had experienced or try to. I thought it was crazy that as soon as I woke up and texted her , this was the exact time she had woke up, she said this herself. for the record my sister lives right next door to my brother as it was a triplex building. I told her I was walking over and it was going on 8am at this time. I was still tripping but no visuals , just feeling like a spaghetti noodle is the only way I can explain it lol. She thought I was insane because I told her about how much I had took. All together , I took 4 tabs of lsd, which I think is quite a bit now looking back for a first lsd/acid trip. We smoked a bowl of weed and chilled for a little while until my brother woke up. At this time it was 10am, and I still felt like I had woke up a hour ago, i was energized so me and my brother ended up deep cleaning his house for two hours. We were "geekin"as my brother called it because I know damn well ihadnt slept and we were cleaning every little spot of dirt or gunk we seen. Around 12 pm , I finnaly started to get a little bit tired, so I took a shower. Water be feeling some type of way on acid I tell you , but don't expect me to explain it cause I can't lol. I took a shower , my brother had warmed up sea food so I ate and crawled into bed at 1pm. Finnsly my I crashed and I slept for a total of 18 hours , tripping for a total of 16 hours straight , and was awake for a total of 31 hours. I woke up the next day at 7am feeling so so amazing , so clear headed, and better than I have ever felt in my life. I hope you enjoyed my little trip report on tripping acid at 16y/o
Let me know your thoughts, if you have any questions, please ask and I will reply to the best of my abilities.
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2023.06.05 07:51 notcoming123 3 months after we ended it.

Posted on here awhileback consistently about my(22M) 3 yelationship with my heavily depressed partner(22F).
Really bad things were happening to her in her life, and as a result the relationship was tanking. There was absolutely no affection coming from her for months because of how depressed she was, she even forgot Valentines Day until I brought it up the day beforehand. After a bad event caused by me freaking out due to that affection(no argument happened), we sat down and had the talk to end our relationship and just continue as friends. And maybe if things on her end got better, we could get back together down the line.
Honestly, 3 months out, I feel so much better. I can BREATHE LIGHTER. There's still that missing feeling in my heart for her, but genuinely my body just feels so much lighter. There's no more constant worry or dissapointment from a lack of needs or wants. I don't have to make sure she's okay 24/7, and while I care about her, she's not my direct responsibility anymore. My mind can actually relax.
I'm also starting to slowly realize I don't think her love was the best fit for me, and I need someone who can better respond to my energy. After 3 years of handling someone with severe depression, I'm worn out, and I think I'll search for partners who don't suffer from it. I just don't think I can go through such a relationship again...
We're still great friends though, and we talk nearly everyday cause we handled everything responsibly. So I say to those still going through it and are on the fence on ending your own relationship, please just do it. You won't be abandoning them, but putting enough distance between the both of you where you can support comfortably but not be affected by the 24/7 interaction and handling. You'll heal, and it feels good.
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2023.06.05 07:49 StickWithTheOpposite I need to have some fucking discipline

That’s all really. I made it 19 days up until the beginning of last month when I decided to drink on a whim. What a shitty whim.
I’m not at rock bottom per se, but I thoroughly remember how shitty of a habit this is, and yet I can’t stop. I keep going through a handle every weekend and stealing small amounts from the family liquor cabinet just to hold me over till I can make it to the liquor store.
I’m fat. I feel like shit. I don’t feel nearly as clearheaded as I did a month ago, and yet I keep doing this to myself. Sometimes I’m very convinced that this is just practice for when I eventually kill myself because that’s what it really feels like.
I need to stop. I’m sorry for this nonsensical ramble. I’ll probably delete it later. I just had to get it out there.
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