Auction gallery of the palm beaches
Blue Skies, Blue Waters and White Sands
2011.09.07 16:26 stangan214 Blue Skies, Blue Waters and White Sands
Pictures of islands
2017.09.06 23:54 viksra Barbuda
Barbuda is one of the 2 major islands that make up the Caribbean nation of Antigua and Barbuda. It's known for its secluded pink- and white-sand beaches like reef-lined Spanish Point, and North Beach, backed by palm trees.
2012.07.21 07:42 chris_cobra Fossil Hunting
/FossilHunting is a community for all of my fellow Fossil Hunters out there who are willing to share pictures/information about their latest fossil hunts, discussing the hobby, and to helping all of those fossil hunting newbies along.
2023.06.05 08:12 orthohuntington The Importance of Regular Dental Check-ups For Oral Health
When it comes to complex oral and maxillofacial procedures, finding an experienced and skilled oral surgeon in Huntington Beach is crucial. Whether you require wisdom tooth extraction, dental implant placement, or corrective jaw surgery, an oral surgeon can provide the specialized care you need to restore your oral health and enhance your smile.
An oral surgeon is a dental specialist who has undergone extensive training beyond dental school to diagnose and treat a wide range of oral and facial conditions. With their advanced knowledge and surgical expertise, oral surgeons can perform complex procedures with precision and ensure optimal results.
If you're experiencing pain or discomfort due to impacted or misaligned wisdom teeth, an oral surgeon in Huntington Beach can safely and effectively remove these problematic teeth. Wisdom tooth extraction is a common procedure performed by oral surgeons, providing relief from pain, infection, and potential damage to adjacent teeth.
In addition to wisdom tooth extraction, oral surgeons are also highly skilled in dental implant placement. Dental implants are a durable and natural-looking solution for replacing missing teeth. An oral surgeon works closely with restorative dentists to plan and execute the surgical placement of dental implants, ensuring a secure and long-lasting result.
Oral surgeons are also proficient in corrective jaw surgery, also known as orthognathic surgery. This procedure is performed to correct jaw misalignments that can impact speech, chewing, and overall facial aesthetics. By working closely with orthodontists and other specialists, oral surgeons can improve jaw function and enhance facial harmony.
When considering
oral surgery in Huntington Beach, it's essential to choose a reputable and experienced oral surgeon who is known for their expertise and patient care. A consultation with the oral surgeon will allow you to discuss your concerns, explore treatment options, and understand the recommended procedures.
Don't let oral and facial conditions hinder your quality of life. Find an oral surgeon in Huntington Beach and entrust your dental health to a specialist who can provide the expert care you need. Schedule a consultation today and take the first step towards restoring your oral health and achieving a confident smile.
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2023.06.05 08:12 ShamanKush Newschool Tree Cycler
| I just got this newschool tree cycler however I got lucky at my local Sovereignty drop and got a dream tube so I need to recoup some funds. Has some minor bloom mainly in the first inv4 from previous owner. Asking 900 plus shipping averaged retail for new school auctions is 1-1.2k if i remember correctly. This is definitely one of his cleaner tubes. It doesn’t bottom out even when flooded. Hit me up for more pics function or for any other questions pertaining the tube. submitted by ShamanKush to GlassSales [link] [comments] |
2023.06.05 08:09 shortcourtstyles 24F - Creative seeking banter and good company
Hello! Looking to connect with and meet some cool new people here as my evening is winding down. Feel free to reach out with a little about yourself if anything I described piques your interest.
About me:
I work as a designer but my interests span multiple disciplines—would love to chat and connect with fellow artists. Though I come from a more numbers-based background, I find myself feeling most fulfilled when I’m creating art.
Friends would describe me as creative, sociable, and witty though I do appreciate my time alone as well.
In my free time I enjoy staying active, exploring new restaurants, checking out art galleries, attending concerts (last saw Magic City Hippies and Cannons), and meeting new people. Been getting back into the swing of running again which has been a great break in my routine!
When I'm not creating, I enjoy watching movies (still working through the Oscars list), thought-provoking video essays, NPR podcasts, running, and spending time with friends. I love witty banter--let's discuss your hot takes on film, art, and history.
Some recent things I’ve been listening to and watching: The Rewatchables podcast, Ted Lasso, Succession, NPR’s Pop Culture Happy Hour
You!
Sociable, good conversationalist, has hobbies and interests, knows the difference between "your" and "you’re", has their life somewhat together
I'm not particularly interested in NSFW chats and am leaning more towards someone personable and fun who is well-adjusted and can hold a conversation. I'd highly prefer someone in a similar time zone if we hit it off, but it's not a dealbreaker!
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2023.06.05 08:08 lookbookfly21 Explore Goa's Paradise with Look Book Fly: Unforgettable Tours and Travel Packages
https://reddit.com/link/1414cbh/video/4v6rcufi454b1/player Embark on an extraordinary journey to the sun-soaked beaches and vibrant culture of Goa with Look Book Fly's exceptional tours and travel packages. Discover the hidden gems, indulge in thrilling adventures, and immerse yourself in the rich heritage of this coastal paradise. From luxurious accommodations to personalized itineraries, our experienced team ensures an unforgettable experience tailored to your preferences. Whether you seek relaxation on pristine shores or crave the excitement of water sports and nightlife, Look Book Fly's
Goa tours and travel packages offer the perfect blend of leisure and adventure for an unparalleled getaway.
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2023.06.05 08:08 ThrowRA_foryou Reveal too much too soon?
Went on a date with someone from Tinder. Thought it went really well, hung out after dinner at the beach for about 5/5.5 hours. Said they wanted to see me again and texted pretty consistently.
While we had dessert, she asked about my previous relationship and why it ended.
I told her that we wanted different things from life. One of those things was sex. My previous partner wanted to wait for marriage and we were together for a few years. It didn’t seem like she reacted badly to hearing I hadn’t had sex in a few years. And not even that she was the first date I had since the previous relationship ended a few months earlier. We texted pretty regularly the couple days after that nice evening.
A couple people I’ve talked to have told me it was a huge mistake to say both of those things, so I’m here asking if it was. I’m wondering if they’re right since I haven’t heard back from her about a second date in about a week.
So what say you all people of Reddit?
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2023.06.05 08:06 giraffe824 Pengusir jin dari rumah
| Was going house viewing. As I was looking through the house (it has been vacant for sometime), I saw this plastered on the wall The house was recently renovated (from the paint it looks renovated less than a year ago). Keep in mind, the house is entirely empty (no furniture, kitchen appliances, bed, wardrobe). The walls have been freshly painted white and parts of the house has been (nicely) renovated. No deco. No pictures. No fans. Nothing. Just renovated, now it is going to be auctioned off. The house is being sold cause the government is claiming back monies from an insolvent (bankrupt). Ironically, the person has been insolvent for over a decade yet the assets are only recently auctioned. My guess is that the insolvent family was going to stay there, then the pejabat insolvensi caught up with them and confiscated their assets. Then I saw this note - the note is a Google Image but the text and design were 100% the same. It feels a bit eerie. What do you folks think? FYI I am not a Muslim but I believe in ghosts. Haha. https://preview.redd.it/88r11ck0354b1.png?width=710&format=png&auto=webp&s=264526f69ebb22de464b164f9273fb5298286f6f submitted by giraffe824 to malaysia [link] [comments] |
2023.06.05 08:05 Competitive-Network3 [US][SELLING] SELLING ENTIRE COLLECTION! Part 1
Broke College Student need cash quick and am willing to bundle everything and anything for a hefty discount
resellers are welcome here lol
Ship FREE for orders $20 or more!
Will pretty much accept any and all offers that come my way.
Paypal gs shipped through usps media mail, shipping for figures will be more
Will ship the day payment is received.
Images Condition varies a lot, all are used mostly G3, some slightly better, some slightly worse
Figures:
Tu Love Ru Mikan Yuki Yukata ver. 1/8 scale FREEing (Open box) | $35 |
Ninja Slayer Yamoto Koki 1/8 scale Aquamarine (New in box) | $35 |
To Heart 2 Manaka Komaki Maid ver. 1/8 scale Kotobukiya (Open box) | $35 |
Nendoroid Honoka Kosaka Love Live! (loose in box) | $15 |
Nendoroid Umi Sonoda Love Live! (loose in box) | $18 |
Nendoroid Miyafuji Yoshika Strike Witches (loose in box) | $19 |
DVD/Blu-Rays:
El Cazador de la Bruja Part Two 2: Episodes 14-26 (DVD, 2-Disc Set) | $4 |
Millennium Actress (BLU-RAY + DVD) STEELBOOK *Case Broken* | $4 |
CLAMP Double Feature DVD SAVE Edition | $3 |
One Piece dvd season Five voyage one | $4 |
One Piece: Film Z (movie 12) bluray/dvd combo pack | $6 |
One Piece film gold dvd | $5 |
DBZ season 1 orange box set | $2 |
DBZ season 1 orange box set #2 | $2 |
The Disappearance of Haruhi Suzumiya DVD | $7 |
Escaflowne Ultimate Edition DVD Box Set English Anime. DVD, Extras, Soundtrack | $3 |
Japanese Manga:
OOP First Printing Pokemon movie manga | I don't know if these are a set but I am asking $45 on each of them |
Classroom of the Elite 1-5 G5 (new) | $35 |
Imouto sae Irebaii (A Sister's all you need) 1-4 plus extra story manga | $25 |
One Piece 104 (Gear Five) | $5 |
Hunter Hunter 37 | $5 |
Berserk official guidebook | $10 |
English Manga:
Wanted | $2 |
Wild ones | $2 |
1 2 Beast 1 | $3 |
Haganai 50% more fail | $2 |
Ultimo 1 | $3 |
Ultimo 2 | $4 |
Species Domain 4 | $2 |
Spirit Circle 3 | $2 |
Captain Harlock 6 | $2 |
Fullmetal Alchemist volume 1 (Foil book) | $4 |
Fullmetal Alchemist volume 2 (Foil book) | $4 |
Magical Girl Spec-Ops Asuka 1 | $3 |
Harukana Receive 1 | $3 |
Evangelion omnibus 1 | $10 |
Attack on Titan guidebook | $5 |
Attack on Titan 16 special edition | $5 |
One Piece omnibus (9 total) | $90 ($12 individually) |
Alita Battle Angel Deluxe edition (volume 1-3) | $20 (forgot to take picture of, will send upon request) |
Nausicaa (3-7) | $20 |
Battle Vixens 9 | $2 |
Overlord 1 | $4 |
Konosuba 1-3 | $7 |
Cage of Eden (4-7,10-11) | $15 |
Very Very Sweet 8 | $2 |
Momotte Lollipop (2-7) | $15 |
Haganai volume 1 | $3 |
Overlord 2 | $4 |
Devil part timer 3 | $3 |
Devil Part timer 4 | $3 |
Oreimo 4 | $3 |
Tokyo Ghoul (1-10, missing 3) | $20 |
Negima (lot of 6) | $11 (will sell individual if necessary) |
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2023.06.05 08:05 oogmar My brother is getting good at his hobby.
A few years ago, my brother, who is a nurse, decided to de-stress by learning how foam/paint/modeling putties work. He makes cosplay gear, if he ever intended it to be seen.
His first piece that he showed me was a web-spinner. It could hug the wrist and the piece fell into your palm, and you'd hit it and... aww, no web.
He moved onto tiny Mjolners. One hangs from my mirror. He had just gotten into his painting phase, then. After several minis, he made two majors.
He has made a full body Dr. Doom armor he wears taking his kids out on Halloween. He has made magnetic 90s-era Wolverine gloves, where you can snap the claws he made in and out.
Tonight he was playing with Hex foam (foam with a hexagon pattern carved in) and said, "I didn't like the way this was going, so I made it Donatello['s shell, Teenaged Mutant Ninja Turtles/TMNT]." He sanded the hex foam into an oval and just made a tiny belt and bow staff and wrapped it around.
By design, it's one of the best things he's made. And I'm proud of him.
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2023.06.05 08:03 uhmthinking really struggling with my body image and food, what am I supposed to do? Long, convoluted post.
*this is a long post but I wanted to provide plenty of detail + it’s late at night and I feel like shit lol. I have a therapist and nutritionist, but they’re through my school so I can’t have sessions with them when I’m not actively taking courses :(
I’m 20F and I’ve neverrrr had a healthy relationship with food, and I grew up with parents on different extremes of the spectrum: my dad eats too much and often eats so fast that he feels sick, and then he’ll get into this cycle of being “serious” about losing weight and start throwing out unhealthy foods and then the cycle just repeats. My mom on the other hand, I believe has anorexia or some similar form of an eating disorder. She told me today that she only eats four chips at a time. She starves herself when she knows she has to go to the doctor so she weighs less and has encouraged me to do the same.
I’ve been overweight for most of my life. My parents will frequently comment on it, and I remember once my dad found a picture from when I was like 9 and was talking about how skinny I used to be. I stopped going to the pool and beach when I was like 12 because I got so insecure about my body. But now, when I look back at pictures from that time, I look fine. My face is way skinnier and you can see my collarbones! Even pictures from like four years ago, when I was terribly ashamed of my body and trying to lose weight, I look fine! I was overweight then too, yes, but my parents made it feel like the end of the world and of course I internalized that. But I get so angry and emotional when I see these old pictures of myself and remember how much I held myself back because of my insecurities.
I’ve gained a ton of weight in college. I’m really insecure about it. When I lived at home I felt like I had to sneak food which led to me overeating at night, and of course when I got to college and had more freedom I just made terrible choices and bought a ton of junk food and doordashed all the time. In April, someone commented on my body in a room full of people, and it made me feel so ashamed I left the event early and for weeks I had trouble eating and felt sick and would throw up (usually self-induced) after eating. I eventually was able to start eating normally again, but being back home has been detrimental to my mental health and it’s started up again. I have an internship and had to buy some new clothes and of course that only opened comments about my body. My dad will sometimes get into moods where he comments on what I eat and how fat I am and how I’ll get diabetes. He’s told me before it’s coming from a good place and he wants me to be healthier but I feel it’s only having the opposite effect. My mom also makes comments and judgmental faces btw, but my dad gets more aggressive with it. I feel horrible. I hate leaving the house because I hate existing in my body. I’m trying to lose weight now and I’m having some success but it’s with unhealthy habits and I’m terrified. I’m worried I’ll never be able to have a healthy relationship with food. I hate having to eat and I can’t enjoy the foods I used to love.
I guess I’m asking if anyone can relate to this? Is it possible that my rapid weight gain has been in part due to my parent’s obsessiveness over my weight and body? Has anyone been able to mend their relationship with food? What can I do to help myself?
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2023.06.05 08:03 vukpopovic Extremely disappointed with the 13 Pro Camera.
I am no pro photographer but I have DSLR's. Lately I've been using my 13 Pro for most of my photography since it's right there, in my pocket, at all times. Yesterday I went to a friend's birthday and of course, we took pictures. I want to start off with the HDR. It's algorithm is absolute ass and ruins so many photos beyond salvation. Example, I go to take a photo of the sky and the street, take the photo, immediately enter the gallery and see the photo. It will look fine at first but when it finishes post processing HDR it will just do the opposite of what HDR is supposed to do. The street will be underexposed and the sky will be overexposed, but not blown out. Then, we have the white balance, ISO and Exposure algorithm. It works fine most of the time, but, as soon as it sees an GLIMPSE of a face, it will lighten up the entire photo, making the subject look okay but everything else washed out and way too light. And then, combine the two and you get a shit show. It does HDR, the sky is too light of a colour and the subject is just light with weird colour tones and the whole photo looks unrealistic and synthetic.
Here are some examples:
https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/1SiX4uGatpS1TtwgHtA0nRgrf8ug_BcSy It's literally so disappointing that the 13 Pro has an IMX989 that is basically getting fucked by the software, Hopefully they will fix this but I will most probably be switching to a Huawei.
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2023.06.05 08:03 EducationalWay405 Friend was arrested hours and hours ago in Daytona Beach and still not booked. What’s the process?
Hey all! I don’t live in Daytona, or the state of Florida for that matter. I was on the phone with a friend this past evening (Sunday), and the Daytona Beach PD/State Police/ or (I have no idea which) department showed up and my friend was arrested when she answered the door. She didn’t do anything wrong. It’s a long TLDR if I went into it. Not drugs, non violent, and deals with crazy (more then likely literally crazy) tenants.
This was around 9pm EST.
I hopped onto the Volusia County inmate info page and she still hasn’t been booked. It’s 2 am EST. What gives?
I see a few other folks have been booked this evening and they don’t seem that busy in booking tonight. The scanner is crazy, (y’all are wild!), but not many arrests. So wondering if she wasn’t arrested by Daytona PD or Volusia County if there is a different agency she could have been arrested by - and if so, where else I should look for her booking? Any ideas? Trying to get her bonded out if they allow it. I have called the jail and they say they do not have an inmate by this name but confirmed with a family member she was taken away as under arrest in handcuffs in back of police vehicle. Thanks for your help!
TLDR - Friend arrested in Daytona Beach at 9pm and no booking still at Volusia County Jail at 2am. Looking for other locations or time frame.
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2023.06.05 08:00 Kinsey916 Record of Subreddit, chapter 4
Apple snaps back to their usual cheery mood.
Apple: "Sorry folks, I forgot to announce the next fighters."
They say as they put their hand behind their head. They snap their fingers and point to the sky.
Apple: "Let's get right to it then, folks!"
Apple points to the East entrance.
Apple: "Hailing from Brazil, this next fighter has improved a traditional fighting style! Don't underestimate him, for his attacks are killing machines! His kicks can knock a tree down in one hit! Standing at 5'9" and weighing 117lbs, welcome,
u/IllustriousTear8707!"
A young Brazilian man walks into the light, wearing a tank top with Brazil's colors and a pair of black boxers. But on his head are a pair of pink headphones with cat ears attached. Apple throws their hand at the West entrance and starts the introduction.
Apple: "He came all the way from Japan! The legendary yokozuna of the modern day has come to claim victory not for himself nor his country but for his sport! Being the champ for twelve years in the ring, he fights to show others to never underestimate sumo! Standing at 6'4" and weighing 351 lbs! Welcome,
u/Ahrensann!"
When Ahren gets into the ring, the ground rumbles a bit. He wears a purple mawashi. Apple raises its hand, about to declare the next round to begin. But before they can, Tear stops them.
Tear: "I'm sorry to intrude, Pitou, but doesn't this sumo have some sort of ritual to perform?"
Apple shrugs, but as they do, Ahren lowers himself to the ground, touching the floor with his fist.
Ahren: "I only do that for sumo fights. This is not a fight, more like a slaughter."
Apple raises their hand and throws it down!
Apple: "Heaven or hell? Let's rock!"
In an instant, Ahren rushes at Tear. At 27 miles an hour, Ahren is about to slam his palm into Tear's face, but before Ahren can, Tear counters with a faster counterattack! He slams his foot into the side of Ahren's head. The attack is strong enough to send Ahren toward the ropes! Ahren lands on his back but gets up in no time.
Ahren: "What... Was that?"
Tear stretches his arms out, posing as if he were on a cross.
Tear: "This is my capoeira style. Do you like it?"
Ahren lowers their body again, preparing for another rush! When he moves again, he's slower than before. But Tear puts his hands in his pockets and stomps the ground, launching himself toward the sumo! Before the two collide, Tear goes for a frontal kick! His leg shoots up and hits Ahren's face, knocking him back up straight! To follow this, Tear spins and delivers a roundhouse kick! The last blow is powerful enough to send Ahren outside the ring, over the ropes.
When Ahren lands on his back, he stands back up. He's bleeding from his nose but starts walking to the ring again. Before Apple hits ten, he's back in the ring. When he stands back on both his feet, he points at Tear.
Ahren: "You're strong, but you can't win. If that was your strongest hit, I'm good from here."
Ahren sticks a thumbs down at Tear, and Tear smiles.
Tear: "You're wrong. My capoeira hasn't reached it's peak yet."
Tear T-poses, as his sweat glimmers in the light. With his face looking into the sky, he looks down at Ahren.
Tear: "Ahren, will you help me further my skill?"
Ahren doesn't react, their face stern as usual. Tear forms tears in his eyes.
Tear: "No matter. We'll reach the gods with my kicks in no time!"
Tear gets into a grappler's stance and rushes at Ahren. When he gets in range, Ahren goes for a palm strike but leans backward and throws himself back. Ahren goes past Tear, and Tear lands on his hands, going for a kick to the back. The strike hits Ahren's shoulder blade and knocks him unbalanced. Tear gets back on his feet, and Ahren turns around to face Tear.
Tear turns up his music and points at Ahren.
Tear: "You'll never touch me."
Tear closes his eyes and starts jamming to the music. Doing weird dances, confusing Ahren. Ahren rolls his eyes and lowers his body to the ground. Soon, Ahren rushes at Tear but faster than the first attack. Tear still has his eyes closed but soon starts singing.
Tear: "Imperial force defied, facing 500 samurai. Surrounded and outnumbered 60 to one, the sword face to the gun."
When Ahren gets close, he releases a barrage of palm strikes. But no matter how many he throws, none hit Tear. As Tear dances around each strike, he mutters a few more words.
Tear: "Bushido dignified. It's the last of the samurai."
In an instant, he hits Ahren in the temple with a kick.
Tear: "Surrounded and outnumbered!"
As Tear keeps dancing to his music, Ahren falls to the ground. A small dent in his temple. For Tear stabbed his temple with his hallux. Apple runs over Ahren.
Apple: "Are you ok? Do you want to surrender?"
Ahren snaps back to consciousness. Standing back up.
Ahren: "I had the most beautiful memory. My family and friends are watching me win my first victory. The odds were stacked against me, but I still managed to do it..."
Ahren formed two fists and slammed them into the floor, cracking the foundation.
Ahren: "BUT NO MATTER WHAT, I DIDN'T GIVE IN TO THE PRESSURE!"
Tear peeks open one of his eyes, looking disappointed that he didn't knock him out yet.
Tear: "Fine, guess I'll end it with this next one."
Tear starts spinning like a ballerina. Not stopping for a second. Ahren smiles and charges at Tear. The sumo rushes at the highest speed he's gone before as Tear keeps spinning, gaining velocity for each spin. Ahren gets in range, thinking, "He's spinning on his left leg, meaning he'll strike with his right. I'll have to be ready for it."
But when he gets closer, Tear squats and directs a kick to Ahren's left knee. Slamming so hard he breaks Ahrem's patella! A pain shoots through Ahren's body as he falls. Before his face can hit the floor, he catches himself, turning to see Tear standing above him. But to follow up with the assault, Tear does a front flip, landing the soles of his feet into Ahren's head, slamming it to the floor.
Tear walks away from the fallen foe, singing a different song.
Tear: "Fighting gold!"
But before he gets out of the ring, Apple taps his shoulder. Tear turns around to see Apple pointing at Ahren. Tear's eyes widen, seeing the sumo still standing. Ahren smiles with blood covering his face. He leans down and puts his hands on his broken knee, and soon a blue light comes from his hands. Smoke comes from Ahren and forms the shape of Florence Nightingale. When the cloud dissipates, he lifts his leg as if for a pregame ritual and slams it into the ring's floor.
Ahren: "Is that the best you can do?"
Tear's eyes fill with fury, having enough of this fighter. He pushes the headphones harder on his ears, trying to drown out all noise but his music. Soon, Tear's head is full of negative thoughts.
Tear: "SHUT UP!"
A large black smoke cloud forms behind him, showing the image of the Brothers Grimm, but in their hands together is a large book. They slam the book onto Tear, causing a burst of wind to push people back. The smoke engulfs Tear as it circles into a sphere. Ahren stops smiling, sensing the pressure of danger. Soon, out of the smoke cloud, Tear's headphones fall from the smoke.
The smoke expands, even making Pitou back up. A gigantic canine paw slams into the ring's floor. Soon, another one appears and does the same thing. Next, an enormous canine head comes from the smoke. It roars so loudly it causes the smoke to disappear, showing off the rest of this considerable-sized dog. Despite his new form, Tear manages to form a few words.
Tear: "Big... Bad... Wolf."
Instantly, the wolf rushes over to Ahren, its jaws spread wide enough to crush the sumo. But before it can kill him, Ahren catches the wolf's jaws with two canine teeth on both sides. The wolf pushes Ahren backward, closing to the ring's edge.
Ahren: "This... Is nothing to a sumo like me!"
The wolf rises itself, pushing Ahren closer to the ground.
Ahren: "Aw, screw it. You wanted my best? Well, here it is!"
While smiling, Ahren uses all his strength and headbutts the wolf's upper lip, knocking it back. He lowers his body and pushes all his power into his legs to jump at Tear. By shoving his head first into the beast, he pierces it and soon comes out the other side with Tear in his hand. Tear opens his eyes, finding them in the air. Ahren is holding him by his shirt's collar. With his other hand, he raises it and slams it into Tear's face with a downward strike. The blow is powerful enough to send Tear flying toward the ground. He soon hits it with a loud thud, creating a crater. Ahren lands ungracefully, landing on his stomach.
But soon, the sumo stands back up. Ahren smiles and hits his chest with a closed fist.
Apple runs over to Tear, already seeing him unconscious. He points at Ahren and shouts.
Apple: "Winner,
u/Ahrensann!"
The crowd cheers, never seeing a match like that before. Soon, two men with a stretcher come over and carry away Tear. Apple points at the jumbo screen and says the next pair of fighters.
Apple: "Up next, the first match of block B.
u/Masterpotato002 versus
u/King_Herc!"
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2023.06.05 07:59 thaworldhaswarpedme thaworldhaswarpedme #54 - The Lost Boys (1987)
08/01/2022 - 06/01/2023
Total reviewed: 464
Watched on: 4K Steelbook
IMDb Synopsis: Two brothers move to a dilapidated beach town and discover a dark and secret heart at its center.
Man. I have been sleeping on this one for 35 years. I mean, I've always wanted to watch it but it just kept never happening. It's heralded as one of the greatest vampire flicks in many an educated discussion as well as its consideration as a benchmark for the genre. And deservedly so! I fucking loved this movie! And of course I would because, if nothing else, this film is a perfect time capsule of the 80's in a way that few other of its contemporaries manage. The atmosphere the movie builds in its first act had me grinning in a comfortable nostalgia haze almost immediately. The boardwalk is just a great setting and everything from the comic shop to the run-down hotel to the amusement park are perfect. From the days of the Double Corey Era and brought to you by the directors of my favorite buddy cop series and my least favorite Batman movie comes this absolute gem of a film. But whom do I even enlighten with this review? Apparently I'm the only person who hadn't seen this film. There is exactly one review for this movie in this sub's 12-year history.
A killer cast is present including
Corey Feldman (doing his smoldering teenage schtick) and
Corey Haim (who is genuinely funny in this), but also
Alex Winter (Bil S. Preston!),
Dianne Wiest of
Edward Scissorhands and
Parent Trap, sexy asses
Jami Gertz and
Jason Patric, a fresh, frightening and formidable
Kiefer Sutherland and maybe the greatest addition of all, that fucking saxophone guy from the beach. That dude was
gettin' it!
The effects, of which I counted perhaps a solitary loner that didn't hold up, were effective even today. The vampire prosthetics are classic 80's cinema and undeniably iconic in retrospect as I realized I'd recognized several scenes from a life spent poring over horror films and horror-adjacent properties. The camera work is fun and frenetic, the action is steady and there is great momentum built up during the first hour.The story is tight with no wasted space but if I had any complaints it would be only that the third act was not quite as strong as the first two. Still a fine finale but it loosened its grip just a little as it wound down. Hell,
they even got me with the twist there at the end. I should have expected it but Keifer was doing such a good job at Big Bad that I didn't even anticipate another in the mix. Top notch!
This is going directly in the Classics of the 80's with other films I loved as a little kid like,
The Goonies, Gremlins and
The Burbs. A shame it took me so long to see it.
8/10
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2023.06.05 07:59 Helpful_Song_4666 I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I apologize in advance for grammatical errors and if this post seemed kind of all over the place.
My (18f) mental health has been rapidly declining in just a few months. I have been through a lot I have 4 siblings I am the youngest. We were abandoned by our father while our mother was pregnant with me. Our mother never really was the caring loving type she got us the bare minimum and called it a day she didn’t like when we would talk to her she would get an attitude when I was younger and yell at me If I tried to speak to her while she was doing anything. She would spank us with objects such as wire hangers belts our toys ect (that kinda stopped tho after we all got older although she still will threaten to “be our ass” from time to time. My mom picks favorites (I am not one of them) she projects her issues onto us if she has a bad day at work she will come home and find the smallest thing wrong and flip out on us call us ungrateful spoiled abusive brats and then she will start to slam stuff and stomp around the house. She’s emotionally neglectful, and when you do go to her with private and sensitive information she cannot and will not keep it to herself. Because of my lack of an actual healthy parental figure in my life it has caused me to be susceptible to grooming. I have recently come to be able to admit that I was being groomed by my best friends uncle. He is 40+yo married with multiple kids. He always gave me such sweet vibes and was very comforting (I met him when I was 16) after a few months of knowing him I got his number and he would give me rides home from work, during these rides he would often grope me and say inappropriate things (even when I would push his hands off and ask him to stop) but I would continue to make excuses for him in my head because I just wanted that comforting parental figure. I was able to distance myself from him after I turned 18 and moved away for college, but I never told my friends or family about what he would say and do. I didn’t want to get him in trouble and I didn’t want to get blamed so I figured it would be easier to just keep it to myself. When I was back in my home town for winter break I was sexually assaulted by a friend of mine. TW I got drunk and he was “taking care of me, I let him sleep in the same bed as me but soon woke up to his hands down my pants I didn’t know what to do I continued to pretend to sleep for a few minutes (those minutes felt like years) when I realized he wasn’t going to stop I sat up and just left the room without saying anything. I ended up only telling 2 of my friends about it one I swore to secrecy and the other well she blocked me and hasn’t spoken to me since. After the assault I felt isolated and alone I tried to push what happened out sm so that at some points it feels like it wasn’t real like it was just a dream or like I wasn’t there (idk how to explain it I know logically it happened but another part of me is just detached from the whole situation). Anyways after the SA I couldn’t really sleep much I was exhausted and frustrated and just full of so many emotions. Because of my lack of sleep and intense emotions I ended up having an over the top mental breakdown over some slightly annoying comment my mom made to me before she went to work. I was sobbing in my room and just couldn’t stop I started to punch myself lin the legs and head and face (I used to do that when I was younger but hadn’t in a while) after a few hours of angry cries and hitting myself I fell asleep and just continued on as I was. I was trying my best to pretend like I was ok but with the feeling of so many emotions coursing through my body I started to cut my hands In hopes to cope, and after that first cut I haven’t been really able to stop I started cutting my palms and then moved onto my thighs. In this time I still pretended I was ok and went on as if nothing was wrong. I went back to college where I met my current boyfriend at the beginning of second semester and I like him a lot but he has pointed out to me some of my self destructive habits and behaviors of pushing him away and then pulling him back in when the fear of abandonment gets a little to much. I have noticed that I tend to go from liking him so much that I feel like I would die if he left to where I want to leave him and ruin him for doing something small like not answering my text fast enough. I don’t understand why I think this way, there will be a slight change in his tone and I will go through a wide range of emotions because of it. I go from hating him to loving him and needing him to be with me always. And because of these thoughts it’s made me look back on my previous relationships types (he’s my first real bf) but with my previous bsf’s I noticed I would act similarly towards them. But yeah I feel like this post is all over the place but I feel like my brain is constantly scattered so can someone please tell me what they think is wrong with me and why I’m so crazy. (I’m currently on antidepressants… I feel like they haven’t been helping tho)
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2023.06.05 07:56 weluvmusic Beatport Top 100 Techno (Peak Time / Driving) June 2023
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Artist: VA Title: Beatport Top 100 Techno (Peak Time / Driving) June 2023 Genre: Techno (Peak Time / Driving) Release Date: 2023-06-03 Quality: 320 kbps / FLAC
Tracklist: 1. Heerhorst, Teenage Mutants, PETER PAHN – Dark Clouds (feat. Heerhorst, Peter Pahn) (Original Mix) (5:55) 2. Bart Skils, Weska – Something More (Original Mix) (6:36) 3. Reinier Zonneveld, Carl Cox, Christopher Coe – Inferno (Space 92 Remix) (5:58) 4. Bart Skils – Roll the Dice (Original Mix) (6:08) 5. Victor Ruiz – Touch The Darkness (Original Mix) (7:33) 6. Charlotte De Witte – Overdrive (Original Mix) (6:48) 7. Enrico Sangiuliano – Physical Change (Original Mix) (9:58) 8. Blinders – Prayer (Part II) (Extended Mix) (6:20) 9. Andrew Meller – Born Slippy (Luca Morris Extended Remix) (6:40) 10. Marie Vaunt – Smile You’re On Acid (Extended Mix) (6:13) 11. Charlotte De Witte – High Street (Original Mix) (6:11) 12. The YellowHeads – Rocket (Original Mix) (4:56) 13. Bart Skils, Weska – Palm Strings (Original Mix) (6:36) 14. Charlotte De Witte, Enrico Sangiuliano – Reflection (Original Mix) (6:46) 15. Jay Lumen – Spacewalk (Original Mix) (6:56) 16. Space 92 – Gravity (Original Mix) (6:05) 17. Above & Beyond – VLEKNO (Extended Mix) (6:46) 18. The Rocketman, VERA – Love & Peace (Original Mix) (6:00) 19. HI-LO – BRAZIL (Extended Mix) (5:51) 20. Adam Beyer, Green Velvet – Simulator (Original Mix) (6:19) 21. Age Of Love – The Age Of Love (Charlotte de Witte & Enrico Sangiuliano Remix) (8:09) 22. Lilly Palmer – Fall In Love (Extended Mix) (5:42) 23. Maddix – Heute Nacht (Extended Mix) (5:14) 24. Township Rebellion – Placebo (Original Mix) (5:41) 25. Members Of Mayday – Mayday Anthem (Thomas Schumacher Remix) (5:03) 26. Eli Brown – Believe (Original Mix) (6:48) 27. Joy Kitikonti, Ramiro Lopez – Joyenergizer (Ramiro Lopez Extended Mix) (5:44) 28. Cosmic Boys, T78 – Laser Bolt (Original Mix) (6:38) 29. Spartaque – Cross the Line (Original Mix) (5:56) 30. Capricorn – 20HZ (Marco Lys Remix) (6:24) 31. Joyhauser – Wasted (Original Mix) (6:05) 32. HI-LO, Space 92 – Mercury (Original Mix) (6:05) 33. Charlotte De Witte – High Street (Edit) (4:33) 34. Jay Lumen – Spiritual Rave (Original Mix) (7:02) 35. Layton Giordani – Phantom (Original Mix) (6:22) 36. Laurent Garnier, 22Carbone – In Your Phase (Original Mix) (8:11) 37. Marco Faraone – Dangerous (Extended Mix) (6:42) 38. Christian Smith – Vortex (Original Mix) (5:20) 39. Gabry Ponte, Sisko Electrofanatik – Seven Days and One Week (Extended Mix) (6:31) 40. UMEK, Sam WOLFE – Mind Of One (Original Mix) (6:40) 41. Bultech, Justus Reim – Infinity (Original Mix) (6:01) 42. Greenwolve – Dispersion (Original Mix) (6:15) 43. Space 92 – Cooper (Original Mix) (5:56) 44. Nonameleft, Flanko – Time (Lampe Remix) (5:56) 45. Enrico Sangiuliano – Pulse Of Progression (Original Mix) (7:33) 46. Veerus – Infinity (Original Mix) (6:00) 47. Beckers – Switch (Alex Stein Remix) (6:53) 48. James Hype – Dancing (Extended Mix) (5:34) 49. Kyle Walker – One Time (Extended Mix) (5:07) 50. Layton Giordani – Life Moves Fast (Original Mix) (6:27) 51. Eli Brown – Make You Freak (Original Mix) (5:47) 52. Mha Iri – Never Go Back to Sleep (Original Mix) (5:50) 53. Danny Avila, Ramiro Lopez – Diablo (Original Mix) (5:55) 54. Boris Brejcha – Level One (Original Mix) (7:50) 55. Ango Tamarin – No Escape (Original Mix) (6:08) 56. HI-LO – PURA VIDA (Wehbba Remix) (5:31) 57. Mha Iri – Further (Original Mix) (6:50) 58. VERA – Timeless (Original Mix) (5:53) 59. Sam Paganini – Body Ride (Original Mix) (5:38) 60. Chris Veron – Bluster of the Moon (Original Mix) (6:17) 61. Marbox – Unconventional (Mozzy Rekorder Remix) (6:20) 62. Balthazar & JackRock – Take Me Higher (Original Mix) (5:34) 63. John Summit – In Chicago (Danny Avila Extended Remix) (5:40) 64. HI-LO, Layton Giordani – Rabbit Hole (Original Mix) (6:37) 65. Nonameleft, Flanko – Time (Original Mix) (6:24) 66. Alex Stein – Pretender (Original Mix) (6:25) 67. Danny Avila (ES) – Notre Dame (Original Mix) (6:11) 68. Greenwolve, Unknown Concept – Squid (Original Mix) (7:37) 69. Marco Faraone – Pressure (Extended Mix) (7:16) 70. Marbox – Green Eyes Speaking (Original Mix) (5:58) 71. Kaufmann (DE) – Unravel Me (Original Mix) (8:47) 72. Amelie Lens – Feel It (Original Mix) (6:05) 73. ANDATA – Play Hard (Original Mix) (6:00) 74. Deborah de Luca – Dreams Machine (Original Mix) (5:43) 75. Dario Nunez, DIAMOND EX – LOBOS Y CORDEROS (Original Mix) (4:57) 76. Fletcher Kerr, 2CD – Don’t Stop (Extended Mix) (5:39) 77. Belocca – Metamorphosis (Original Mix) (6:50) 78. Victor Calderone, Avision – Anomaly (Original Mix) (5:27) 79. Joyhauser – LIBERTY (Original Mix) (6:57) 80. Frankyeffe – Trust Me (Mattia Saviolo Remix) (6:30) 81. Metodi Hristov, Anna Tur – Binary Fusion (Original Mix) (5:58) 82. Sam Paganini – Rave (Adam Beyer & Layton Giordani Remix) (5:48) 83. GAGA, Mateo! – Rainbow Bridge (Original Mix) (6:41) 84. Drunken Kong – Rhythm Motion (Original Mix) (6:11) 85. John Summit – Revolution (Extended Mix) (5:28) 86. William Kiss – Like This (Original Mix) (5:47) 87. HI-LO, DJ Deeon – WANNA GO BANG (Original Mix) (6:20) 88. Karla Blum – Never Be The Same (Original Mix) (5:48) 89. Thomas Schumacher, Lilly Palmer – I Am Machine (Original Mix) (6:17) 90. Deborah de Luca, Robert Miles – Children (Extended Mix) (5:43) 91. Victor Calderone, Avision – Chemical (Original Mix) (6:21) 92. Martin Kinrus – Cosmic Energy (Original Mix) (5:24) 93. Bjørnson – Freddie (Original Mix) (6:36) 94. Nonameleft, The YellowHeads – Psychonaut (Original Mix) (6:40) 95. Eli Brown – Deep Down (Original Mix) (6:01) 96. Boris Brejcha – Up Down Jumper (Original Mix) (7:12) 97. Loco & Jam – We Touched The Sky (Original Mix) (7:02) 98. Space 92 – Reaktor (Original Mix) (6:31) 99. Clif Jack – Somewhere (Original Mix) (6:56) 100. Belocca – God of the Sun (Original Mix) (6:26)
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2023.06.05 07:56 ClingClang29 Delta Monkeys
Although the other nether biomes have unique mobs to fill noches in their natural environment, like the piglins and Hoglins of the crimson forest, the basalt deltas don't have much going for them mob-wise. My suggestion to solve this lack of interesting life is to add another mob to this to complement the magma cubes, as they don't really fit like the hoglins and piglins interdependent relationship.
The delta monkey is a small, grey and black golem-like creature, with a large rectangular head and a long tongue dripping with magma cream, it's favorite food (
a quick sketch for reference). The way it would get around the rocky spires would be by licking the palms of it's large hands and climbing the basalt pillars of it's surroundings. These large fists would also allow it to hunt it's prey by smacking magma cubes off of cliffs to their death, dealing little damage but high knockback.
It can be tamed using magma cream and will attack in the same manner as wolves. They love to relax in shallow lakes of lava (like real world "Monkey Spas)" and can be picked up in barrels to transport them long distances.
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2023.06.05 07:55 Helpful_Song_4666 I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I apologize in advance for grammatical errors and if this post seemed kind of all over the place.
My (18f) mental health has been rapidly declining in just a few months. I have been through a lot I have 4 siblings I am the youngest. We were abandoned by our father while our mother was pregnant with me. Our mother never really was the caring loving type she got us the bare minimum and called it a day she didn’t like when we would talk to her she would get an attitude when I was younger and yell at me If I tried to speak to her while she was doing anything. She would spank us with objects such as wire hangers belts our toys ect (that kinda stopped tho after we all got older although she still will threaten to “be our ass” from time to time. My mom picks favorites (I am not one of them) she projects her issues onto us if she has a bad day at work she will come home and find the smallest thing wrong and flip out on us call us ungrateful spoiled abusive brats and then she will start to slam stuff and stomp around the house. She’s emotionally neglectful, and when you do go to her with private and sensitive information she cannot and will not keep it to herself. Because of my lack of an actual healthy parental figure in my life it has caused me to be susceptible to grooming. I have recently come to be able to admit that I was being groomed by my best friends uncle. He is 40+yo married with multiple kids. He always gave me such sweet vibes and was very comforting (I met him when I was 16) after a few months of knowing him I got his number and he would give me rides home from work, during these rides he would often grope me and say inappropriate things (even when I would push his hands off and ask him to stop) but I would continue to make excuses for him in my head because I just wanted that comforting parental figure. I was able to distance myself from him after I turned 18 and moved away for college, but I never told my friends or family about what he would say and do. I didn’t want to get him in trouble and I didn’t want to get blamed so I figured it would be easier to just keep it to myself. When I was back in my home town for winter break I was sexually assaulted by a friend of mine. TW I got drunk and he was “taking care of me, I let him sleep in the same bed as me but soon woke up to his hands down my pants I didn’t know what to do I continued to pretend to sleep for a few minutes (those minutes felt like years) when I realized he wasn’t going to stop I sat up and just left the room without saying anything. I ended up only telling 2 of my friends about it one I swore to secrecy and the other well she blocked me and hasn’t spoken to me since. After the assault I felt isolated and alone I tried to push what happened out sm so that at some points it feels like it wasn’t real like it was just a dream or like I wasn’t there (idk how to explain it I know logically it happened but another part of me is just detached from the whole situation). Anyways after the SA I couldn’t really sleep much I was exhausted and frustrated and just full of so many emotions. Because of my lack of sleep and intense emotions I ended up having an over the top mental breakdown over some slightly annoying comment my mom made to me before she went to work. I was sobbing in my room and just couldn’t stop I started to punch myself lin the legs and head and face (I used to do that when I was younger but hadn’t in a while) after a few hours of angry cries and hitting myself I fell asleep and just continued on as I was. I was trying my best to pretend like I was ok but with the feeling of so many emotions coursing through my body I started to cut my hands In hopes to cope, and after that first cut I haven’t been really able to stop I started cutting my palms and then moved onto my thighs. In this time I still pretended I was ok and went on as if nothing was wrong. I went back to college where I met my current boyfriend at the beginning of second semester and I like him a lot but he has pointed out to me some of my self destructive habits and behaviors of pushing him away and then pulling him back in when the fear of abandonment gets a little to much. I have noticed that I tend to go from liking him so much that I feel like I would die if he left to where I want to leave him and ruin him for doing something small like not answering my text fast enough. I don’t understand why I think this way, there will be a slight change in his tone and I will go through a wide range of emotions because of it. I go from hating him to loving him and needing him to be with me always. And because of these thoughts it’s made me look back on my previous relationships types (he’s my first real bf) but with my previous bsf’s I noticed I would act similarly towards them. But yeah I feel like this post is all over the place but I feel like my brain is constantly scattered so can someone please tell me what they think is wrong with me and why I’m so crazy. (I’m currently on antidepressants… I feel like they haven’t been helping tho)
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2023.06.05 07:53 leopardita NSV this weekend
We took the dogs for a walk this weekend in a park that has a steep slope to a beach. We tried going there a few years ago and left quickly because I knew I couldn’t make the haul back. But this time I didn’t hesitate to make the trek. I was admittedly sweaty and out of breath on the way back up, but only for a little bit. I felt so strong and I know it was due at least partially to prioritizing daily movement (almost exclusively in the form of walking).
I had a million reasons for getting the sleeve back in January, but one of the biggest was so I could be more active with my husband and dogs. And it just feels so dang good to be there :)
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2023.06.05 07:53 Helpful_Song_4666 I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I apologize in advance for grammatical errors and if this post seemed kind of all over the place.
My (18f) mental health has been rapidly declining in just a few months. I have been through a lot I have 4 siblings I am the youngest. We were abandoned by our father while our mother was pregnant with me. Our mother never really was the caring loving type she got us the bare minimum and called it a day she didn’t like when we would talk to her she would get an attitude when I was younger and yell at me If I tried to speak to her while she was doing anything. She would spank us with objects such as wire hangers belts our toys ect (that kinda stopped tho after we all got older although she still will threaten to “be our ass” from time to time. My mom picks favorites (I am not one of them) she projects her issues onto us if she has a bad day at work she will come home and find the smallest thing wrong and flip out on us call us ungrateful spoiled abusive brats and then she will start to slam stuff and stomp around the house. She’s emotionally neglectful, and when you do go to her with private and sensitive information she cannot and will not keep it to herself. Because of my lack of an actual healthy parental figure in my life it has caused me to be susceptible to grooming. I have recently come to be able to admit that I was being groomed by my best friends uncle. He is 40+yo married with multiple kids. He always gave me such sweet vibes and was very comforting (I met him when I was 16) after a few months of knowing him I got his number and he would give me rides home from work, during these rides he would often grope me and say inappropriate things (even when I would push his hands off and ask him to stop) but I would continue to make excuses for him in my head because I just wanted that comforting parental figure. I was able to distance myself from him after I turned 18 and moved away for college, but I never told my friends or family about what he would say and do. I didn’t want to get him in trouble and I didn’t want to get blamed so I figured it would be easier to just keep it to myself. When I was back in my home town for winter break I was sexually assaulted by a friend of mine. TW I got drunk and he was “taking care of me, I let him sleep in the same bed as me but soon woke up to his hands down my pants I didn’t know what to do I continued to pretend to sleep for a few minutes (those minutes felt like years) when I realized he wasn’t going to stop I sat up and just left the room without saying anything. I ended up only telling 2 of my friends about it one I swore to secrecy and the other well she blocked me and hasn’t spoken to me since. After the assault I felt isolated and alone I tried to push what happened out sm so that at some points it feels like it wasn’t real like it was just a dream or like I wasn’t there (idk how to explain it I know logically it happened but another part of me is just detached from the whole situation). Anyways after the SA I couldn’t really sleep much I was exhausted and frustrated and just full of so many emotions. Because of my lack of sleep and intense emotions I ended up having an over the top mental breakdown over some slightly annoying comment my mom made to me before she went to work. I was sobbing in my room and just couldn’t stop I started to punch myself lin the legs and head and face (I used to do that when I was younger but hadn’t in a while) after a few hours of angry cries and hitting myself I fell asleep and just continued on as I was. I was trying my best to pretend like I was ok but with the feeling of so many emotions coursing through my body I started to cut my hands In hopes to cope, and after that first cut I haven’t been really able to stop I started cutting my palms and then moved onto my thighs. In this time I still pretended I was ok and went on as if nothing was wrong. I went back to college where I met my current boyfriend at the beginning of second semester and I like him a lot but he has pointed out to me some of my self destructive habits and behaviors of pushing him away and then pulling him back in when the fear of abandonment gets a little to much. I have noticed that I tend to go from liking him so much that I feel like I would die if he left to where I want to leave him and ruin him for doing something small like not answering my text fast enough. I don’t understand why I think this way, there will be a slight change in his tone and I will go through a wide range of emotions because of it. I go from hating him to loving him and needing him to be with me always. And because of these thoughts it’s made me look back on my previous relationships types (he’s my first real bf) but with my previous bsf’s I noticed I would act similarly towards them. But yeah I feel like this post is all over the place but I feel like my brain is constantly scattered so can someone please tell me what they think is wrong with me and why I’m so crazy. (I’m currently on antidepressants… I feel like they haven’t been helping tho)
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2023.06.05 07:51 baukochoro same poem from the previous post, just a little elaborated.
The soles of my feet, translucent
White blotches appear like the Orion belt,
Spread across the sole- a night sky,
The whiteness from being pressed out
On veins, blood circulation
From standing at work, on the bus, and on a walk home.
.
A handful of rays from an evening
Slither away from my hold,
Throwing off my shoes on two different sides
Of the welcome mat
The thumps on the dry concrete,
Follow my steps to the little kitchen,
Full of jostled dishes on the sink
A quiet breeze from the large sliding windows,
whistling of the pressure cooker far away, drown
the evening in a collective murmur
The neighborhood plunge into darkness,
So does the kitchen with its bulb-out
Except for the lights from the neighborhood,
shining palely onto the smooth tiles and ceiling.
.
My little kitchen,
sits in silence, with its face on its palm,
Turning its back on me, a few roaches running on it
I touch its shoulder as I insist,
it turns to me at a sound of a switch,
It smiles- the fluorescent tube light flash
.
I take off my socks,
I run the tap water and the same three songs
remain to hum on my lips
a dry spell
desperate to be taken home
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2023.06.05 07:50 PrimarySalmon Is this a coal or what?
| Hi folks. I found this stone on the PNW beach in Washington's Puget Sound. Sorry about the quality of pictures. It's black, though looks more gray in the sunlight. Those stripes are definitely layers. Leaves a black ish trace on the paper. Not real bold, though. Thanks! submitted by PrimarySalmon to whatsthisrock [link] [comments] |