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2023.05.30 00:30 stevetheclimber OPENING the /r/Mindcrack Time Capsule of 2022!

Hello everyone, and welcome to the annual peak back into the past!
It's been another year since the 2022 capsule was posted, and for the 9th time we'll be unpacking all sorts of info that was stored away in this annual tradition. Not only is this a great way to look back on what all changed over the last year, but the time capsule also serves as the most complete recap for the current state of Mindcrack and is the best way to see the entire group's recent overall activity with info not found anywhere else.
We'll be opening the ninth edition of the mindcrack time capsule from 2022. You can also find these frozen moments in time for every year going back to 2014 here: 2014, 2015, 2016, 2017, 2018, 2019, 2020, 2021. Now that all that's out of the way, let's officially open the 2022 time capsule!
Today is the 29th of May, 2022.

General Information

A current concise definition of Mindcrack is "A group of friends and content creators founded in 2010 who come together for gaming content and regular charity events primarily based on Twitch."
Mindcrack currently has 24 official members and around 18 VIPs/Friends active in the group, though there is no official list on who all is a Friend and the linked image is probably missing at least Darkosto and Sapphyrei. Mindcrackers and Friends essentially differ only in name.
The latest member to join officially was OMGChad on the 31st of October, 2014. The latest member to leave was BTC (BlameTheController) on the 12th of November, 2015. The latest Friend to join is difficult to determine, as most Friends have gradually become involved in the group over multiple years.


There have been nine full Mindcrack Marathons to date and a multitude of other charity efforts, both from individuals and the full group. In total Mindcrack has raised an incredible $1,950,563.23 for others through their group fundraising streams since 2013, of which $1,817,090.78 has been for the charity Extra Life (totals missing $0-5K). The latest full marathon was on November 8-14 and ran for 117 hours across a full week for the first time, raising a record $348,565.69 for Extra Life plus Twitch and merch revenue.
A complete list of all totals raised during Mindcrack group fundraising streams can be found here, the source message is pinned in the Mindcrack Discord and regularly updated.
The most recent fundraising event was held less than a month ago for Arbor Day and was Mindcrack's first time supporting Gone West, the UHC raised £6,161 for the company, helping plant over 1,125 trees for the planet. It's been mentioned that Gone West will return in future fundraising events. Mindcrack also raised $15,651.94 for Extra Life last month during the first spring marathon since 2019 which ran for 12 hours. It was followed up by Extra life United's return to Florida just over a month ago, Mindcrack had multiple attendees who also spent several days at Disney together where some of them unfortunately got COVID-19. ELU 2022 featured the return of the Minecraft Building Competition, and Pakratt led team Mindcrack to a 1st place finish against 6 other teams which included Aureylian.
The Mindcrack Patreon has now been supporting Mindcrack's charity efforts for over 2 years, allowing the marathon to grow in size and production quality. A new $10 tier was added in fall which gives monthly behind the scenes updates on charity events. Currently the Patreon has 413 Patrons pledging $3,626 per month, with 88 Patrons on the $25 tier, 1 on the $500 tier, and the rest split between $5 and $10.
Kurt's Far Lands or Bust journey has continued on as always, having just started Season 10 with Season 9 ending a couple months ago after close to a million blocks traveled in a year. He is currently at 5,765,878 blocks traveled towards the Far Lands as of March 28th, 2022, sitting at 45.9% of the way there. The latest episode was #829 on May 28th, 2022. The series has raised $472,939.92 for 7 different charities since 2011, with $4,470.00 raised during Season 9 for Rise Above The Disorder, and $4,600.00 raised for Equality Texas Foundation during the recent FLoB-a-Thon.
MCGamer and the Zeldathon Team have raised $3,064,623 for 11 different charities during their 32 charity events. The latest Zeldathon was Zeldathon Ascent which raised $176,843.00 for St. Jude Children's Research Hospital from December 26th to January 1st, and they just finished the smaller event Piece of Heart raising $20,120 for St. Jude at MomoCon from May 26th-28th. The next Zeldathon will be Zeldathon Daybreak, scheduled to start on August 2nd raising money for Direct Relief.
There's also a multitude of individual charity efforts in Mindcrack; several people in the group hold streams supporting their individual Extra Life campaigns, and there's frequently one-off streams for various charities, such as a few days ago where Justin, McLaffyTaffy, and MyLawyerFriend were in a D&D stream supporting St. Jude. A complete list wouldn't be feasible to collect, but their efforts are appreciated. In total everyone in the group have raised over $5.5 million for charity over the years.

Regular Series

The Mindcrack Podcast is hosted by Sevadus, Guude, and recently Soccer releasing two episodes every week, consisting of a public episode every Monday and a Patron-exclusive episode every Thursday. Additionally, Patrons at the $25 tier can watch the recordings live and discuss in the live chat. The latest public episode was S2E99 which released on May 23rd, 2022, and the latest premium episode was episode 99 released on May 26th, 2022. The 10 year anniversary of the podcast is just a few weeks away.
Cone, Kurt, and Zeekay host the podcast Ran When Parked which releases new episodes every other week, the latest episode was episode 78.
As of tonight Coestar's StreamADay is sitting at Day 3,099, and Phedran's daily streaming streak is on Day 1,702. Coe still holds the second longest daily streaming streak on Twitch.
There have been over 500 collabs within Mindcrack in the last year, but with Mhykol's Discord bot not posting VODs it's hard to track them and get specific numbers. In the last year Monday Group Games, Space Cops, and the Dads have gone on indefinite hiatus, so there's currently fewer weekly series than normal.
The following is a list of the more stable weekly collab series within Mindcrack currently:
  • Armo, Breon, Coestar, and Kingster play PUBG for Sunday Gunday every week, and PUBG also makes frequent appearances throughout the week with other squad combinations.
  • Pakratt's Vintage Story Tuesday with Honney and DireDwarf recently ended after 38 weeks, it's likely TFC Tuesdays in MC 1.18 will replace it in the near future.
  • Coestar and Guude's Two Bananas for Sale continues strong, playing games together or with Patrons every Friday night. Their most recent games include We Were Here Forever, UHC, Traitors in Salem, and Codenames. Their joint Patreon currently raises $625 per month thanks to 36 Patrons.
  • Arkas, Guude, Nebris, and Pakratt have recently returned after a long hiatus to play Divine Journey 2 every other Saturday and just passed their 7-year anniversary playing together.
  • Arkas and Cone just wrapped up another season of Cities Skylines, this one being a challenge to build the best city in 36 hours.


Season 9 of the Minecraft vanilla server is currently ongoing; Amethyst, Guude, his daughter Apple, Honney, Mookake, Pakratt, Phedran, and a multitude of $25 tier Patrons have been on in the last month. The current season started on December 11th, 2021, and the server is running on 1.18.2 with some extra plug-ins. For the first time the majority of Mindcrack is using shaders on the server in a client modpack with other QoL mods. This season has had approximately 765 hours streamed by Mindcrack so far. The most recent event on the server was the Spring Festival held on May 1st and 7th; Amethyst, Guude, his daughter Apple, Honney, Pakratt, and about 15 Patrons attended one of the two.
Mhykol hosts a server map at https://mindcrackmap.com, the map uses BlueMap which was used as a secondary map on the previous season.
The most recent full modded server was Crackpack Season 4, Mindcrack's 7th modded season which was active from November 2019 until January 2020. A more restricted Crackpack 3 server was active for 3 hours every week from May to October last year as part of Monday Group Games.
The Dadcraft Minecraft server reset at the start of December for 1.18, Arkas and Jaaski joined Chiblee, Coestar, Justin, and Pause with others and the server was active for about a month.
Adlington, Arkas, Cone, Dire, Doc, Kurt, Phedran, and VintageBeef all have fan servers for Twitch subs and/or Patrons.

Ultra Hardcore (UHC)

There have been 33+28 (Twenty-seven donation UHCs and S4b) seasons of Mindcrack UHC. There were 8 Mindcrack UHCs in 2021, the most since 2012 with 9 UHCs.
Breon, Coestar, ConeDodger, and Kingster are the winners of the latest UHC season, Season 33, which was streamed on the 26th of February, 2022.
Mookake and SethBling are the winners of the latest donation UHC, the 27th of its kind, which was streamed on the 30th of April, 2022 for Gone West.
PauseUnpause is the most deadly player in regular UHCs with 36 kills, and Coestar is the most deadly player in donation UHCs with 38 kills, having recently taken the lead from Arkas. Nebris and VintageBeef are tied for the most wins in regular UHCs with 9, and Guude and Kurt are tied for the most wins in charity UHCs with 7. (Latest UHC Stats by Guardax)
Seasons can be categorized as follows: 21 teams of four, 15 teams of two, 13 teams of three, 8 free-for-all, 2 PvE, 1 teams of five, 1 teams of ten.
UHCs have been becoming more frequent recently with renewed interest from the group and there's plans for even more in the future, starting with the first ever collaboration between VintageCraft and Mindcrack Patrons with a UHC next month on June 11th.

Individual Members

The table below contains current subscription, follower, and member data for the Mindcrackers' various social media accounts. Each number is hyperlinked to include an image of that member's account as it appears on this day for easy comparison of account contents, videos, and Discord channels:
Mindcracker Twitch YouTube Twitter Patreon Discord Size Discord Messages**
Adlingtont 2,889 35,200 6,405 9 ($71) 44 29,700
AnderZEL 286,781 532,000* 72,995 Twitch sub to join 4,160
Arkas 39,358 86,300*/383 25,712 447 51,640
Aureylian 148,698 267,000* 164,528
AvidyaZen 21,652 274* 353 78(new) 9,090
Coestar 62,880 110,000* 30,709 29 ($79) 1,554 1,943,640
Docm77 128,355 982,000 225,648 124 ($952) Patron only ?
Guude 45,651 366,000 95,260 Twitch sub only 875,670
JSano19 5,103 48,800 14,035 1 ($5) Patron only ?
Kurt 53,293 412,000 57,844 199 Patron or Twitch sub only 180,680
MCGamer 87,722 HIDDEN 36,934
Mhykol 15,793 53,000 25,336 154 17,280
Millbee 55,977 114,000 45,799 545 754,160
Nebris 20,809 134,000*
OMGchad 53,832 119,000*/1,390,000 32,816 2,047 34,920
Pakratt 102,661 50,200 20,929 562 351,980
PauseUnpause 151,562 HIDDEN 947 134,680
Pyropuncher 29,807 HIDDEN 48,857
SethBling 246,113 2,020,000 380,303 330 37,240
Sevadus 412,912 45,600* 57,420 1,875 45,810
Vechs 9,692 171,000 50,404 114 1,061 154,270
VintageBeef 28,405* 1,570,000/13,800/19,800* 197,020 251 Patron only ?
W92Baj 9,548 113,000 43,394 7 Patron only ?
Zisteau 55,408 340,000/981(new) 72,216 91 1,240 400,910
Mindcrack Network 70,390 153,000 50,044 413($3,626) 2,711 262,240
* indicates accounts that haven't been used in the last year ** Discord messages are all messages sent in default channels since server creation.
The following table is the same info for Friends that are content creators, though this isn't an official list so it may have extras and not be complete:
Friend Twitch YouTube Twitter Patreon Discord size Discord messages**
Amethyst 552 852
Breon 2,605 291 1,705 167 49,230
Chiblee 24,332 4,330(new)/1,540(new) 31,923 2,338 473,600
ConeDodger 5,598 9,340 1,423 160 Patron or Twitch sub to join/use 1,006,770
Dahl 458 21,400/25(new) 837 0 Patron to join 51,560
Darkosto 76,839 3,560 6,049 7,947 439,360
DireDwarf 18,335 4,730 3,104 5($56) 372 190,740
Drooo 346 11 446 54 21,150
HCJustin 66,741 13,500 19,144 29($178) Twitch sub to join 1,184,780
HonneyPlay 11,607 3,100 1,259 11 562(shared w/ Pak) 351,980
Jaaski 10,850 458* 2,694 606 220,530
Kingster 390 2(new) 20
Mookake 690 2,360* 244
Phedran 9,470 8,870* 4,900 52($388) 372 89,430
Ryuski 1,383 181 436 75 26,541
Sapphyrei(formerly OnlyBentley) 17,636 58(new)/129,000(old) 12,243 3($19)
Soccer 505 137* 251 Twitch sub to join 440
There are currently about 28 people part of Mindcrack that stream on Twitch regularly, and about 10 that upload to YouTube regularly.
In the last year there were approximately 30,813 hours streamed on Twitch by about 41 Members and Friends, with 2,483 combined hours streamed during last month. During that year there were 792 unique categories streamed, 4,294,294 total views, and 3,863,022 hours watched on Twitch which is equal to 441 years.
The most streamed games in order were Minecraft, PUBG, Escape from Tarkov, RimWorld, and Elden Ring. Minecraft had the most streamers with 37, most hours streamed with 6,278, and most hours watched with 713,580; the category Just Chatting was also among the most streamed and had the most views with 718,610.
Here's a chart showing monthly hours streamed by Mindcrack members from August 2015 to April 2022; here's a similar chart with Friends added from May 2020 to April 2022.
According to the Mindcrack website, the total YouTube subscribers across all official Mindcrackers is 9,042,471(+24,900 in the last year), the total number of videos is 71,787(+1,586), and the total views is 2,418,417,594(+36,497,698). The website hasn't been updated in years so the accuracy of those numbers isn't guaranteed.
The total member count across public Discord servers in Mindcrack is 25,526 which includes significant overlap(13,595 for just Mindcrack Members). In total there's been approximately 9,394,181 messages sent across all 33 servers including from bots, but I don't currently have Doc's or Beef's numbers which would push that number well over 10 million. Coe's server remains heavily active and is poised to be the first to reach 2 million messages in about 4 months.
SethBling is the most subscribed on YouTube with 2.02 million subscribers as well as the most followed on Twitter with 380k followers. Sevadus has the most Twitch followers with 412k followers. Darkosto has the largest Discord server with 7,947 members, and among the Mindcrack Members OMGchad has the largest with 2,047 members.


mindcrack has approximately 45,100 subscribers. Discord servers and Twitch chats are the primary places the active Mindcrack community's interactions are based, so the subreddit sees minimal activity.
The Moderator Team of mindcrack consists of 10 humans and 2 robots: GuudeBoulderfist, pakratt0013, stinusmeret, Zisteau, pajam, Lost-Chord, Compieuter, ArmoAram, stevetheclimber, emilythecool, MindcrackTwitchBot, and CrackBot / AutoModerator.
This is the subreddit today using old Reddit (Picture Version), and this is the same page using the redesign (Picture Version).
Here's the current flair selection, and here are the subreddit's traffic stats which are normally only viewable by mods.


Docm77 and VintageBeef are both also members of HermitCraft, and Arkas, Chiblee, Coestar, Jaaski, Justin, and Pause are all members of Dadcraft.
SethBling currently holds 2nd place for the Super Mario World 0 Exit speedrun with a time of 41.350 seconds. He also holds records for several speedrun categories he created, including SMAS+SMW All Five Games with ACE which he'll be running in this year's SGDQ in July, he currently holds a record of exactly 9 minutes for it.
On the IRL side of things several people in Mindcrack have gone through changes in life; in the last year, Guude and Jess got engaged, Cone and Paint also got engaged and announced they have a baby coming, and DireDwarf got married. There's also been multiple kittens and other pets, at least half a dozen job changes, and several moves, including Soccer living with Guude until earlier this month.
There have been no updates in the last year on Mindcrack's progress towards becoming a non-profit that's publicly been in the works for years.

Community Contributions

u/Omegatron9 has kept his spreadsheet and graphs on YouTube subscribers up to date.
The events of Mindcrack's first 10 years are covered in my History of Mindcrack written in 2020.
Some spreadsheets I have with stats:
Thanks to Guardax, Pellervo_page, and Ageofdune for providing Discord numbers.
And there we have it, another look back into the past is complete as we take a moment to reflect on how we got here amongst the never ending flow of time. Even in just one year there's been countless changes throughout the many people in Mindcrack, both good and bad, and it's easy to lose track of just how much happens with so many different people each living their own lives. Who knows what kinds of changes we'll see as another year passes and we open the 10th time capsule in 12 months.
The 2023 time capsule will be coming soon, there's a lot of info to collect so I'll be asking for help in the Discord, and anyone in the community will be welcome to add their own messages and info in the capsule. For the time being though let's focus on this capsule and all the changes that took place in the last year, and feel free to discuss any of them that stood out to you!
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2023.05.30 00:04 JonTheVGNerd As part of Memorial Day, I wanted to present this vehicle I made in GT7 from Livery Editor as a hero car for the US Olympic Team

As part of Memorial Day, I wanted to present this vehicle I made in GT7 from Livery Editor as a hero car for the US Olympic Team submitted by JonTheVGNerd to olympics [link] [comments]

2023.05.29 23:03 InevitableAd1016 Cate realitati?

Daca as putea incepe sa scriu tot ce gandesc as atinge absolutul comunicarii.
Dar daca telepatia functioneaza si cand te gandesti la cineva si ii spui ceva in mintea ta mesajul se receptioneaza de cealalata parte? Daca nu se intampla asa, atunci inseamna ca totul e mintea ta si asta e atunci o realitate paralela.
Oare cate realitati exista? Cel putin numarul total al oamenilor in viata, al animalelor, plantelor si al tuturor moleculelor ce compun tot. 1 vs 1 la realitati e diferit de oricare alt 1 vs 1 din toate cifrele astea multe. Dar daca toate sunt legate intr-un fel in care "vs" e de fapt "plus" si realitatile nu se ciocnesc, ci se unesc?
Atunci se poate spune ca exista o singura realitate, in care se unesc toate realitatile.
Cate realitati exista de fapt?
Una mare care le cuprinde pe toate sau un infinit de realitati mai mici care se auto-guverneaza?
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2023.05.29 23:02 Simmers2021 Qué es un complejo de superioridad y de inferioridad en los medios

Hola a todos.
Todos hemos oído alguna vez sobre los complejos de superioridad o inferioridad al menos una vez en nuestra vida.
Ya que es algo muy popular en los medios de comunicación.
Pero, ¿Qué es exactamente un complejo de superioridad o inferioridad?
Primero empecemos con el complejo de superioridad.
Según mundopsicologo un complejo de superioridad es:
''Un complejo de superioridad implica que las personas crean que sus habilidades, logros y aptitudes son drásticamente mejores que los demás. Estos individuos, al sentirse superiores a los otros se comportan de forma más condescendiente, engreída o incluso pueden llegar a tratar mal a las demás.''
Pero, ¿por qué algunas personas pueden sentirse superiores a los demás?
Buena las razones para desarrollar un complejo de superioridad son diversas, todas tiene en común que el personaje desarrolla un ego muy elevado de si mismo y se cree superior a los demás si son mejores que el resto en algo.
Como un atleta que cree que por ser el mejor tiene el derecho de ser un idiota con los que no son tan atléticos como él.
O la típica abeja reina de la escuela que por venir de una buena familia y ser bonita puede tratar a los demás como basura, en especial si fueron menos favorecidos que ella.
En simples palabras, los personajes con complejo de superioridad tiene un sentido de si mismo demasiado elevado y son muy arrogantes debido a que creen que sus habilidades, logros o estatus superiores les dan derecho de actuar como verdaderos patanes creídos con los demás.
Eso generalmente es contra producente para el personaje ya que buscan constantemente la validación de los demás, no admiten sus errores o fallas, se comportan como idiotas con los demás, sufren muchos cambios de humor, soy muy egocéntricos, son controladores y se ofenden con relativa facilidad si no son alabados por los demás.
Por otra parte, un complejo de inferioridad es:
''Como un sentimiento de insuficiencia o inseguridad, derivado de una deficiencia física o psicológica que puede ser real o imaginaria. Es decir, se trata de un sentimiento de inferioridad que se usa para remarcar una sensación de ser menos que otra persona.''
Como un personaje desarrolla un complejo de inferioridad varían, pero comúnmente sucede si ha sido victima de abuso o bullying desde la infancia en donde sus logros o habilidades fueron invalidadas por los demás por años.
Eso general que tengan muy baja autoestima y tiendan al auto sabotaje al pensar que son menos que los demás.
Asimismo otras cosas que hacen son: enfocarse repetidamente en pensamientos negativos de si mismos, cerrarse a los demás por vergüenza o culpabilidad, alejarse de los demás (compañeros de trabajo, familia, amigos y demás), denigrar a los demás para hacerse sentir mejor consigo mismo, sentirse culpable de las desgracias ajenas, buscar atención de formas vergonzosas (ejemplo; como fingir estar enfermo constantemente), evitar cualquier tipo de competencia con los demás y sensibilidad extrema tanto a los cumplidos como a las criticas.
Ambos complejos van de la mano, ya que es común que un personaje con complejo de superioridad también padezca de un complejo de inferioridad y viceversa.
Y cualquiera de los personajes pueden tener estos complejos en una historia.
Ya sean villanos, héroes, antagonistas, amigos del héroes o del villano, interesas románticos y hasta personajes secundarios pueden desarrollar estos complejos.
Pero, ¿Ustedes que piensan?
Por favor dejen sus opiniones en los comentarios y denle un voto a favor a a este post.
Muchas gracias😊😊😊😊😊.
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2023.05.29 22:50 Evbdy ¿Soy una culera por protagonizar el accidente de mi hermana?

Yo y mi hermana somos menores de edad. Ambas hemos tenido algunos problemas con nuestros papás pero ella es la más explosiva al momento de que no le permiten hacer algo. Nuestros padres siempre nos han dado mucha libertad, es difícil que nos digan que “no” a algo pero siempre han estado pendientes. Esto a dado dos resultados diferentes en cuanto a nuestras personalidades. Yo considero que ellos si están pendientes de nosotras y que además nos dan una buena cantidad de libertad así que cuando nos toca regresar el favor como no ir a una fiesta para asistir a una comida familiar no tengo problema. Sin embargo, mi hermana siente esta libertad como un abandono y cuando toca asistir a un evento de mi familia que no involucre a sus amigos se pone súper mal y dice que es su vida que ella debería poder hacer lo que quiera con ella. La personalidad de mi hermana la ha llevado a romantizar la sangre, la muerte, la depresión, etc. Ella tiene depresión diagnosticada pero ya va mucho mejor. Ella se autolesionaba y a pesar de que no decía nada ni lo mostraba yo poco a poco lo empecé a notar. No le dije nada de esto a mis papás porque para empezar no estaba segura y segundo no quería meter en problemas a mi hermana. Un día mi hermana quería ir a un desayuno con sus amigos (cabe aclarar que ya los había visto el día anterior). Al no haber nadie que la pudiera llevar y porque tenía escuela no se le permitió ir. Esto enfureció a mi hermana que se fue a encerrar en su cuarto (ya que yo estaba en mi cuarto lo supe porque azoto la puerta y la conversación se escuchaba por toda la casa). Después de unos 5 minutos mi hermana salió gritando de su cuarto y yo solo podía escuchar los gritos de mi mamá preguntándole a mi hermana que que había hecho. Mi mamá comenzó a llamarme y al salir de mi cuarto vi la escena más traumática de toda mi vida. Paredes manchadas de sangre, el piso de madera cubierto de rojo, las manos de mi mamá rojas, mis crocs rosas vueltos rojos por la sangre y mi hermana en shock viendo “la extremidad lastimada” (por temas de seguridad no dire que parte). Todo estaba tan rojo que hasta parecía que la luz que entraba al pasillo también lo era. En mi estado de shock vi la herida e instantáneamente supe que era una autolesión. ¿Alguna vez han partido una arrachera con un cuchillo filoso? Así se veía. Mi hermana es mi mayor adoración y pensar en el daño que se hizo me puso muy mal. Lo único que pude hacer fue marcarle a mi papá (es médico). Mi mamá nos llevo a mi y a mi hermana al hospital. Solo ellas pasaron ya que solo se podía el paciente y otro acompañante. Yo iba sosteniendo su mano y cuando la obligaron a entrar al hospital ella no quería soltarme y pues como de película solo podía verla desvanecerse entre la luz brillante dentro del hospital. Era cegadora ya que la noche estaba muy obscura por la hora. Mientras mi hermana y mi mamá estaban en el hospital yo le marcaba desesperada a mi papá pero el parecía creer que no era tan grave. Cuando por fin llego me permitieron entrar al hospital y vi la cara de horror y enojo de mi papá. A él le toco suturar la herida. Mi hermana estaba muy apenada y avergonzada. Mi mamá y yo llorábamos afuera en la sala de espera. Cuando por fin termino esa pesadilla hablé con mi hermana. Ella me dijo que ya no me preocupara, no había sido su intención hacerse tanto daño “simplemente se le había pasado la mano” que gracias a eso ya no volvería a auto lastimarse ya que había sido un shock muy grande. Hasta el día de hoy a cumplido su promesa de no autolesionarse, se que ella no quiere morir, solo fue un accidente que sirvió para detener el que se haga daño. A pesar de que ella ya haya superado lo sucedido mi familia y yo no del todo. Imagina ver a toda tu familia bañada en sangre y que la persona que más quieres lastimada de tal magnitud. Traumante. Durante un tiempo yo no podía escuchar la historia y me ponía muy mal me mareaba y se me bajaba la presión. Ver sangre aunque fuera poca también me mareaba. Lo peor era cuando íbamos a un restaurante de carnes, al cortar la carne solo podía ver la herida lo que ocasionó que le pidiera a mis papás que ellos lo hicieran. Mi hermana noto estas actitudes y se molestó conmigo. Me dijo que si ella ya lo había superado porque yo no. Que dejara de exagerar y protagonizar SU accidente. Le expliqué que mis sentimientos eran muy fuertes con respecto a eso. Dijo que lo entendía pero que dejara de hacerla sentir mal por yo sentirme mal por su accidente. También dijo que parecía que yo trataba de robar la atención sobre lo que a ella le había pasado y que ya lo superara o que por lo menos entendiera que ella lo había sufrido no yo. Entiendo su molestia pero simplemente no puedo olvidar lo qué pasó y lo que me sigue provocando recordarlo. Entonces, ¿Soy una culera?. Los leo.
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2023.05.29 22:01 PhilipGearSolid ScaleCutter leaking, what should be replaced to stop it?

ScaleCutter leaking, what should be replaced to stop it?
I have a ScaleCutter containesediment trap that is leaking (picture attached). When it started leaking, it was just a little bit of water that would fall into a container I placed underneath and it would evaporate by the end of the day.
I had a plumber come out to flush the tankless water heater and replace the sediment refill cartridge with a new o-ring… and after checking the connections, he could not determine where it was leaking. It eventually started leaking sporadically and now after a year (this week) it leaks daily filling up halfway the Tupperware container placed underneath.
I should note that this was a new construction house around four years ago, and apparently this is an issue a lot of other homeowners in this mixed development community have dealt with. When speaking with neighbors, no one is able to give me a clear answer of what they had done to fix the issue. Some have said their plumbers charged them $700 dollars to fix (not sure if they replaced the entire ScaleCutter system plus labor) and others who’ve called the vendor that installed plumbing for these homes fixed the leaking in 10 minutes (even thought they first suggested just removing the system altogether).
The company that makes the ScaleCutter, sent me a new head part and I plan to have another plumber come out, but was hoping if I could get some insight or any ideas of how I should go about having this fixed.

- Should the new head part be sufficient, or should I also replace the container? And is the container part sold separately by any chance, because I can only find the entire system with all the parts.
- If it’s not the head part, what are the chances it could be the pipes that connect to it? This was a first phase construction home so a lot was rushed (one example, they forgot to glue pipes under the sink that we didn't notice until later).
- How do you think the vendor fixed the leak in 10 mins, do you think something was swapped out, wrap tape was used... what could have "solved" the problem if initially they wanted to just remove it entirely.
- Also, anyone have an idea of how this could happen to so many homes here... defective parts, or just rushed installation issues where they may have overtightened things.
Anyway, any recommendations would be greatly appreciated, so I have a better idea of how I can fix this incessant leaking without making it more expensive than it should be.
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2023.05.29 21:51 Foreign-Network-5148 2003 Camry Alloy wheel covers

I'm struggling to find some generic 16 inch wheel covers that fit alloy wheels. I tried auto zone and O'Reilly's but they both seemed confused and sell them for steel wheels. Any recommendations?
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2023.05.29 17:22 DyonJP El gnc y los "lo instale y me arruinó el auto""

Como va gente? Hoy vengo con este dilema tan popular cuando uno piensa o habla sobre ponerle gnc al auto.
A lo largo de los años me encontré un sin fin de gente diciendo que el gnc arruina los autos y muchos dueños que afirman que desde que le pusieron gnc a su auto, este empezó a tener problemas o dañarse.
Mi viejo por su parte siempre defendió al gnc, hasta lo tuvo en su Civic. Conozco un taxista que lo tiene puesto en una Suran que tiene más de 200k km y si uno google rápido parece que hasta es beneficioso ponerle gnc porque no genera residuos.
Ahora, si es tan bueno el gnc, porque hay gente y dueños, que afirman que el gas les arruinó el auto?
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2023.05.29 17:13 mile3433 Ele terminou cmg.

Sabe oq eu acho... Q seria bom pra vc e pra mim?
A gente terminar Pelo fato de que... Eu tenho prioridade nos meus amigos e jogos Em 1° família 2° amigos e jogos 3° relacionamento
Eu me tornei assim... E eu n consigo mudar... Eu realmente tentei
Eu realmente acho q vc deveria procurar alguém q possa te dar toda essa atenção e carinho de uma maneira correta... Pq eu n sou esse cara... Fora os problemas q eu possuo sentimentalmente... Na minha opinião... O término sério o correto para q ambas as partes possam seguir o caminho q tanto desejam
Eu sinto q eu tô te atrasando e vc está fzd o msm... Msm sabendo q possuo outros propósitos
Eu gosto de vc? Sim... Eu gosto... Mas percebi q n é como uma namorada... Eu te vejo mais como... Como q eu posso dizer isso? Na minha cidade a gente chama de amizade colorida vai... Amizade colorida... É isso... E nd mais
Eu me fechei a mt tempo em relação a relacionamentos... E eu n consigo e n quero ter algo q machuque a outra parte...
Ent... Sim... Estou pedindo o término... Para q você n fique presa a mim... E possa curtir a sua vida e fzr as coisas q quiser... Ficar com vc quiser, jgr com quem vc quiser
Eu priorizo meus amigos... Eles sempre estiverem do meu lado... E eu n vou deixar de ficar junto com eles... Nunca... Minha amizade com cada um deles se tornou quase uma segunda família
Eu espero q vc entenda o meu lado... E eu espero q um dia vc possa ser feliz com alguém q possa fzr tudo isso por vc... Até lá... Eu quero vc faça uma última coisa... Meu último pedido...
Me apague da sua mente... E me esqueça... Isso será melhor pra vc
Bye bye, see u some day.
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2023.05.29 08:53 Fantastic_Screen_615 My Updated collection! My self of number 1-99 is completely full I have 3 elliotts coming in the mail aswell

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2023.05.29 07:48 UpstairsPlastic5427 Garage Assistant Hiring process

Hello guys!
I saw a a job posting for a Garage assistant in my city and i was just wondering if they have a practical part of the interview. I am currently a MHA and I always wanted to be a mechanic because thats what i did a bit prior to the post office,but i spoke around and heard the mechanics and technicians had to do a practical part in the hiring process. I have never worked on an llv as well as my lack of confidence in able to properly replace a part scares me, So I never bothered to try to apply for the mechanic/technician postings. Since Garage assistant is pretty much the most entry level in the Auto tech/mech at the P.O i was hoping no such thing exsist, but if so i would love to know.
Thanks in advance!
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2023.05.29 05:43 AntMax01 Replace the Serpentine belt on a 2012 KIA Optima 2.0L. The Hyundai Sonata 2.0L is pretty much the exact same thing, from what I heard.

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2023.05.29 02:26 SavvyKnucklehead Any nurses here with the job title “denial nurse”? Analysis: Health insurance claim denials are on the rise, to the detriment of patients

Any nurses here with the job title “denial nurse”? Analysis: Health insurance claim denials are on the rise, to the detriment of patients
Millions of Americans in the past few years have run into this experience: filing a health care insurance claim that once might have been paid immediately but instead is just as quickly denied. If the experience and the insurer’s explanation often seem arbitrary and absurd, that might be because companies appear increasingly likely to employ computer algorithms or people with little relevant experience to issue rapid-fire denials of claims — sometimes bundles at a time — without reviewing the patient’s medical chart. A job title at one company was “denial nurse.”
It’s a handy way for insurers to keep revenue high — and just the sort of thing that provisions of the Affordable Care Act were meant to prevent. Because the law prohibited insurers from deploying previously profit-protecting measures such as refusing to cover patients with preexisting conditions, the authors worried that insurers would compensate by increasing the number of denials.
READ MORE: Exploring the health care challenges rural Americans face across 5 states
And so, the law tasked the Department of Health and Human Services with monitoring denials both by health plans on the Obamacare marketplace and those offered through employers and insurers. It hasn’t fulfilled that assignment. Thus, denials have become another predictable, miserable part of the patient experience, with countless Americans unjustly being forced to pay out-of-pocket or, faced with that prospect, forgoing needed medical help.
A recent KFF study of ACA plans found that even when patients received care from in-network physicians — doctors and hospitals approved by these same insurers — the companies in 2021 nonetheless denied, on average, 17% of claims. One insurer denied 49% of claims in 2021; another’s turndowns hit an astonishing 80% in 2020. Despite the potentially dire impact that denials have on patients’ health or finances, data shows that people appeal only once in every 500 cases.
Sometimes, the insurers’ denials defy not just medical standards of care but also plain old human logic. Here is a sampling collected for the KFF Health News-NPR “Bill of the Month” joint project.
Dean Peterson of Los Angeles said he was “shocked” when payment was denied for a heart procedure to treat an arrhythmia, which had caused him to faint with a heart rate of 300 beats per minute. After all, he had the insurer’s preapproval for the expensive ($143,206) intervention. More confusing still, the denial letter said the claim had been rejected because he had “asked for coverage for injections into nerves in your spine” (he hadn’t) that were “not medically needed.” Months later, after dozens of calls and a patient advocate’s assistance, the situation is still not resolved. An insurer’s letter was sent directly to a newborn child denying coverage for his fourth day in a neonatal intensive care unit. “You are drinking from a bottle,” the denial notification said, and “you are breathing on your own.” If only the baby could read. Deirdre O’Reilly’s college-age son, suffering a life-threatening anaphylactic allergic reaction, was saved by epinephrine shots and steroids administered intravenously in a hospital emergency room. His mother, utterly relieved by that news, was less pleased to be informed by the family’s insurer that the treatment was “not medically necessary.” As it happens, O’Reilly is an intensive-care physician at the University of Vermont. “The worst part was not the money we owed,” she said of the $4,792 bill. “The worst part was that the denial letters made no sense — mostly pages of gobbledygook.” She has filed two appeals, so far without success.
Some denials are, of course, well considered, and some insurers deny only 2% of claims, the KFF study found. But the increase in denials, and the often strange rationales offered, might be explained, in part, by a ProPublica investigation of Cigna — an insurance giant, with 170 million customers worldwide.
ProPublica’s investigation, published in March, found that an automated system, called PXDX, allowed Cigna medical reviewers to sign off on 50 charts in 10 seconds, presumably without examining the patients’ records.
Decades ago, insurers’ reviews were reserved for a tiny fraction of expensive treatments to make sure providers were not ordering with an eye on profit instead of patient needs.
These reviews — and the denials — have now trickled down to the most mundane medical interventions and needs, including things such as asthma inhalers or the heart medicine that a patient has been on for months or years. What’s approved or denied can be based on an insurer’s shifting contracts with drug and device manufacturers rather than optimal patient treatment.
Automation makes reviews cheap and easy. A 2020 study estimated that the automated processing of claims saves U.S. insurers more than $11 billion annually.
But challenging a denial can take hours of patients’ and doctors’ time. Many people don’t have the knowledge or stamina to take on the task, unless the bill is especially large or the treatment obviously lifesaving. And the process for larger claims is often fabulously complicated.
The Affordable Care Act clearly stated that HHS “shall” collect the data on denials from private health insurers and group health plans and is supposed to make that information publicly available. (Who would choose a plan that denied half of patients’ claims?) The data is also supposed to be available to state insurance commissioners, who share with HHS the duties of oversight and trying to curb abuse.
To date, such information-gathering has been haphazard and limited to a small subset of plans, and the data isn’t audited to ensure it is complete, according to Karen Pollitz, a senior fellow at KFF and one of the authors of the KFF study. Federal oversight and enforcement based on the data are, therefore, more or less nonexistent.
HHS did not respond to requests for comment for this article.
The government has the power and duty to end the fire hose of reckless denials harming patients financially and medically. Thirteen years after the passage of the ACA, perhaps it is time for the mandated investigation and enforcement to begin.
KFF Health News is a national newsroom that produces in-depth journalism about health issues and is one of the core operating programs at KFF—an independent source of health policy research, polling, and journalism. Learn more about KFF.
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2023.05.29 02:22 dragonagitator Bellingham-Area Mechanics Master Post

Since it seems that no one can be bothered to search the sub for the word "mechanic" before making a new post, I searched it for you and summarized two years' worth of posts below.
TL;DR the recommendation is almost always "Rising Sun Motors" unless you've got an unusual vehicle or situation. Also, apparently XSrcing has spent the past couple years quietly helping poor people fix their cars for free/cheap, so everyone be sure to buy that guy a beer next time you see him.
2023-05-23 Body shops that work on 90s Hondas
2023-05-17 Where's my Subaru Mechanic?!
2023-05-15 Mechanic for an 89 Trooper
2023-05-10 Volvo Mechanic
2023-05-09 Subaru Mechanic
2023-05-04 Chuck's Midtown Motors?
2023-04-29 Anyone know of a good mechanic around here?
2023-04-19 Local mechanics
2023-04-19 Classic Car Mechanic
2023-04-17 Bellingham Automotive is SLIMEY and will steal from you. They tampered with my car then gave me a nasty attitude about it.
2023-04-08 Looking for a diesel mechanic for 97 e350 short bus
2023-03-23 Classic car mechanic
2023-03-17 Pro/Amateur mobile mechanic?
2023-02-27 A trustworthy mechanic?
2023-02-21 ISO mechanic for classic Chevy pickup
2023-02-15 good mechanics?
2023-02-15 mechanics that do free / cheap diagnosis in town ? (not talking check engine lights btw)
2023-02-03 Mechanic Recommendation
2023-02-02 Car Problems
2023-01-30 22re yota mechanic?
2023-01-12 Seeking mechanic recommendations for 10 year old ford work truck. Computer is dying and it needs a junkyard transplant.
2023-01-12 Transmission Mechanic?
2022-12-30 Mechanic recommendations?
2022-12-05 Are there ANY decent auto shops in this town?
2022-11-25 Jurachic Auto
2022-11-11 Suzuki mechanic near bham
2022-10-22 How do I find a good mechanic?
2022-09-27 Garage/Mechanic Recommendation to fit a tall (9-10ish ft) camper van?
2022-09-19 Best Affordable Mechanic in Bellingham
2022-09-15 Is there a car repair shop that takes payment plans in or around Bellingham?
2022-08-29 Mechanic/someone who can diagnose a transmission sound for free, trying to get to a wedding.
2022-08-16 Mechanic shops
2022-08-06 Honest affordable mechanic?
2022-08-02 Oil change for prius
2022-07-20 Any recommendations for a good mechanic to replace a catalytic converter?
2022-06-13 Respectful/honest mechanic?
2022-05-30 Old Chevy Truck 88' best mechanic.
2022-05-30 Trustworthy/not scammy mechanics in the area?
2022-05-19 Anyone have a recommendation on a good mechanic to replace brake pads on an older Subaru? Thanks!
2022-05-04 Looking for a good mechanic!
2022-04-09 Motorcycle mechanic
2022-02-09 Prius mechanic
2022-02-02 Mechanic recommendation
2022-02-02 Auto Repair
2022-02-02 Any mobile mechanics/someone to check out a car tomorrow?
2022-01-22 Mechanic Recommendation
2022-01-20 Need help checking out a used car
2022-01-16 Diverter for exhaust
2022-01-14 Mechanic Recommendations?
2022-01-02 Does anyone here know a mechanic that can come to my place? My car won’t start.
2021-12-21 Car broke down - need advice
2021-11-30 In desperate need of a mechanic
2021-11-28 Car Mechanic Open on Sunday
2021-11-17 Looking for mechanic for '83 Ford ranger
2021-11-12 Subie Mech
2021-11-05 Looking for a Volvo mechanic
2021-10-15 Recommendations for experienced Element mechanics?
2021-10-04 FIAT Mechanic?
2021-09-30 Toyota Service Mechanic
2021-09-19 Subaru owners of Bellingham!
2021-09-13 Seeking car repair recommendations
2021-09-10 Keith Cox Autobahn? Mechanic recommendation?
2021-08-31 Anywhere in town work on Lexus vehicles?
2021-08-11 Looking for Subaru mechanic
2021-07-09 Car maintenance
2021-06-01 Local mechanic shops
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2023.05.29 01:07 TheImmenseGamer Occasional dead battery

I've got an 08 chevy impala. Every week or two, i have to jump it to get it going. Battery reads less than 9v at this time, jumping instantly works. While running, with lights radio and things going, about 13.8/14v. When i turn it off iit drops to anywhere from 12.3-12.8. I do have aftermarket sound system, but its all off after cars off. No chargers plugged in, O'Reilly's and advanced auto test battery as good. New battery terminals. Next step, or could the battery test really be wrong?
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2023.05.28 22:55 Dhull515078 This was a good week for mail. I’m surprised the Hail Melon is already here.

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2023.05.28 22:29 Big-Discount2585 Nomada digital, norte Argentino

Bueno, toda mi vida labure detrás de una computadora (soy editor audiovisual y motion grapher). Nunca tuve muchos problemas con estar adentro, pero creo que llegué al límite y realmente me di cuenta de que, por más que me guste lo que hago, no quiero pasar más tiempo adentro, detrás de una computadora de escritorio. Entonces decidí vender mi PC de escritorio y comprarme una laptop. Es decir, puedo trabajar desde donde sea, siempre y cuando tenga internet y electricidad, ya que trabajo de forma remota. La idea es acondicionar el golsito para poder dormir adentro (sacando los asientos traseros y el del acompañante, jaja) e irme de camping por el norte de Argentina, como una forma de vida, pero no algo para siempre. Calculo que será alrededor de un año. Principalmente quiero satisfacer mi deseo de estar afuera mientras trabajo. También quiero conocer el país y poder elegir un lugar agradable para vivir cuando me establezca. Ahora, las preguntas son las siguientes:
1 - ¿Qué opinan sobre la idea en general y cómo ven la idea de vivir al aire libre? Sé que habrá opiniones extremas y opuestas, pero me interesan los puntos intermedios. Por ejemplo, con respecto al tema del baño, dormir en el auto (acondicionado) o en una carpa, lavar la ropa, cocinar, lavar alimentos y todas esas necesidades básicas, ¿creen que será muy complicado? No quiero que dedicarme a estas necesidades básicas me consuma todo el día.
2 - ¿Qué lugares del norte argentino recomiendan visitar?
3 - En cuanto a la seguridad, ¿qué cosas debería tener en cuenta?
4 - Conexión a internet: ¿qué compañía disponible ofrece la mejor conexión de datos en la mayor parte del norte argentino?
5 - ¿Qué cosas esenciales necesitaria? Mi objetivo es tener la mayor autonomía posible.
En resumen, busco opiniones, recomendaciones, ALVERTENCIAS, etc. Las recomendaciones pueden ser sobre cualquier cosa, tal vez me estoy olvidando de algo y alguien que haya pasado por una experiencia similar pueda iluminarme un poco.
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2023.05.28 22:26 Big-Discount2585 Nómada digital por el norte de Argentina

Bueno, toda mi vida labure detrás de una computadora (soy editor audiovisual y motion grapher). Nunca tuve muchos problemas con estar adentro, pero creo que llegué al límite y realmente me di cuenta de que, por más que me guste lo que hago, no quiero pasar más tiempo adentro, detrás de una computadora de escritorio. Entonces decidí vender mi PC de escritorio y comprarme una laptop. Es decir, puedo trabajar desde donde sea, siempre y cuando tenga internet y electricidad, ya que trabajo de forma remota. La idea es acondicionar el golsito para poder dormir adentro (sacando los asientos traseros y el del acompañante, jaja) e irme de camping por el norte de Argentina, como una forma de vida, pero no algo para siempre. Calculo que será alrededor de un año. Principalmente quiero satisfacer mi deseo de estar afuera mientras trabajo. También quiero conocer el país y poder elegir un lugar agradable para vivir cuando me establezca. Ahora, las preguntas son las siguientes:
1 - ¿Qué opinan sobre la idea en general y cómo ven la idea de vivir al aire libre? Sé que habrá opiniones extremas y opuestas, pero me interesan los puntos intermedios. Por ejemplo, con respecto al tema del baño, dormir en el auto (acondicionado) o en una carpa, lavar la ropa, cocinar, lavar alimentos y todas esas necesidades básicas, ¿creen que será muy complicado? No quiero que dedicarme a estas necesidades básicas me consuma todo el día.
2 - ¿Qué lugares del norte argentino recomiendan visitar?
3 - En cuanto a la seguridad, ¿qué cosas debería tener en cuenta?
4 - Conexión a internet: ¿qué compañía disponible ofrece la mejor conexión de datos en la mayor parte del norte argentino?
5 - ¿Qué cosas esenciales necesitaria? Mi objetivo es tener la mayor autonomía posible.
En resumen, busco opiniones, recomendaciones, ALVERTENCIAS, etc. Las recomendaciones pueden ser sobre cualquier cosa, tal vez me estoy olvidando de algo y alguien que haya pasado por una experiencia similar pueda iluminarme un poco.
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2023.05.28 22:19 Big-Discount2585 Nómada digital?

Bueno, toda mi vida labure detrás de una computadora (soy editor audiovisual y motion grapher). Nunca tuve muchos problemas con estar adentro, pero creo que llegué al límite y realmente me di cuenta de que, por más que me guste lo que hago, no quiero pasar más tiempo adentro, detrás de una computadora de escritorio. Entonces decidí vender mi PC de escritorio y comprarme una laptop. Es decir, puedo trabajar desde donde sea, siempre y cuando tenga internet y electricidad, ya que trabajo de forma remota. La idea es acondicionar el golsito para poder dormir adentro (sacando los asientos traseros y el del acompañante, jaja) e irme de camping por el norte de Argentina, como una forma de vida, pero no algo para siempre. Calculo que será alrededor de un año. Principalmente quiero satisfacer mi deseo de estar afuera mientras trabajo. También quiero conocer el país y poder elegir un lugar agradable para vivir cuando me establezca. Ahora, las preguntas son las siguientes:
1 - ¿Qué opinan sobre la idea en general y cómo ven la idea de vivir al aire libre? Sé que habrá opiniones extremas y opuestas, pero me interesan los puntos intermedios. Por ejemplo, con respecto al tema del baño, dormir en el auto (acondicionado) o en una carpa, lavar la ropa, cocinar, lavar alimentos y todas esas necesidades básicas, ¿creen que será muy complicado? No quiero que dedicarme a estas necesidades básicas me consuma todo el día.
2 - ¿Qué lugares del norte argentino recomiendan visitar?
3 - En cuanto a la seguridad, ¿qué cosas debería tener en cuenta?
4 - Conexión a internet: ¿qué compañía disponible ofrece la mejor conexión de datos en la mayor parte del norte argentino?
5 - ¿Qué cosas esenciales necesitaria? Mi objetivo es tener la mayor autonomía posible.
En resumen, busco opiniones, recomendaciones, ALVERTENCIAS, etc. Las recomendaciones pueden ser sobre cualquier cosa, tal vez me estoy olvidando de algo y alguien que haya pasado por una experiencia similar pueda iluminarme un poco.
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2023.05.28 19:53 Pratical_project298 Eu sou um vagabundo inútil, um parasita e preguiçoso demais pra mudar

Eu sou um completo inútil, um belíssimo vagabundo, eu não faço nada da vida, eu não tenho hobbies, eu não estudo, apesar de que deveria, e não trabalho, não me comprometo à nada, meus dias são tão iguais que parecem que se misturam e eu perdi completamente a noção de tempo, a pior parte disso é que eu não mudo, tanto por preguiça, quanto por conforto. Eu estou confortável demais na minha posição e não tenho que mudar. Eu sou um parasita detestável e ingrato sustentado pela mãe, que, aos 19, quase aos 20, não saiu de casa, só fez um Enem e não entrou na faculdade.
Eu entrei na aula de redação, mas não fiz nenhuma, tem umas 15 e tema de casa, e adivinha se eu escrevi alguma? Eu não leio nada, tento, até tenho vontade, mas não consigo, eu não jogo mais videogames, não vejo séries ou filmes. De vez em quando eu vejo um ou 3 episódios de uma série. Mas sempre repetida, esses dias joguei e zerei o tomb raider de 2013, e até li um pouco de um livro do Manoel Bonfim, mas isso dura pouco, minha vontade morre, de repente eu não jogo mais, fico com vontade e querendo, mas sou tão inútil que não me levanto pra ligar o videogame.
Eu fico dizendo que vou mudar, mas chega o dia seguinte e já sei que não vai acontecer nada.
Eu fico dizendo que vou ler, que vou fazer as redações, dando desculpas, "ah, pq eu tenho que ler um livro antes de escrever algo", e não leio e não faço. Dia após dia isso se repetindo.
Eu só existo, não escrevo, não leio, não aprendo, só saio pra caminhar, não me exército, passo sentado ou deitado, minha coluna já tá completamente fudida.
Gordo, feio, inútil, mal educado, passa o dia na internet, eu sou o estereótipo de um fracassado.
O pior, é que a vida é boa, eu não preciso mudar. Já disse que sou um parasita sustentado pela mãe que, sem querer por qualquer culpa nela, teve uma infância difícil e acho que é por isso que ela me mimou. Eu não preciso mudar, não trabalho, não pago contas, não vivo. Eu posso ficar o dia na internet, mexendo como um zumbi, eu nem uso redes sociais, é como um vício que eu preciso alimentar, no reddit, shorts no YouTube, ouvindo música, fazendo as mesmas coisas, tentando sempre alguma escrita fictícia, só pra fracassar, reclamar no meu diário (que tipo de homem tem diário?), Me preocupar demais com tudo (overthinking tem tradução em português?) E não fazer nada, eu sei dos meus defeitos e não mudo de qualquer jeito, as vezes, acho que não mudo só pra ter motivos pra reclamar e me odiar.
Eu já refleti bastante, já li até livros de auto ajuda, e nada, todas as epifanias e vontades de mudar, momentos criativos onde eu acho que vou conseguir escrever ou criar, tudo isso dura bem rápido, e, no dia seguinte, eu estou de volta à minha rotina miserável.
Um zumbi virtual, incapaz de tomar ação.
Eu não sei mexer em aplicativos ou computador, não sei mexer no Paint, não sei desenhar, não escrevo, não tenho hobbies, me frustro com qualquer coisinha, paciência e capacidade de atenção as mesmas de uma criança de 5 anos (ok, paciência é um pouquinho mais que isso), e, honestamente, a vida é muitos confortável pra um inútil como eu mudar, no final, eu vou ser um fracassado completo e, assim que a minha mãe morrer, eu não vou ter nada, e vou viver a vida miserável que eu mereço.
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2023.05.28 19:36 HJ_Sanchez Contrato para una guerra. Capítulo 37.

‒¿Pero qué demonios?.. ‒dice el cámara que filma la escena desde el helicóptero del noticiero‒. ¿Qué carajos está pasando?..
El tanque volador sobrevuela el centro comercial Perisur. Las ametralladoras GSH–23 escupen fuego y de ellas se desprende una lluvia de plomo que perfora sin el menor esfuerzo autos y transeúntes que se encuentran en el estacionamiento al aire libre del enorme inmueble.
El caos y el terror reinan en ese momento, en ese lugar. Como si fuera un enorme ángel vengador que desata la furia de Dios en contra de los impíos, el helicóptero artillado arrasa con todo. Varios autos explotan y contribuyen con su parte de horror. La gente corre despavorida, tal como si fueran hormigas a plena luz del día después de darle vuelta a la roca que las cubre. La masacre es brutal. Cuerpos mutilados esparcidos por doquier decoran el dantesco paisaje pintado de rojo y humo.
Quienes piensan que en el interior del edificio estarán a salvo no pueden estar más equivocados. También ahí encuentran la muerte. La munición anti tanque calibre .23 mm traspasa la loza, las paredes y los aparadores del lugar como cuchillo caliente en mantequilla.
La carnicería adentro del centro comercial es tan espantosa como la del exterior, en el estacionamiento.
Cansado de accionar las ametralladoras gemelas, el oficial de armas deja caer algunas bombas en racimo, mismas que terminan de destruir la fachada de las tiendas que tienen vista al estacionamiento. Todos los ventanales explotan al unísono, lesionando de gravedad a aquellos que han logrado de alguna manera sobrevivir al primer embate. Por primera vez, el rugido de los turbo ejes es silenciado por la monstruosa explosión.
Aquellos desdichados que tomaron la mala decisión de hacer sus compras en esa plaza comercial, en ese día, a aquella hora; mueren calcinados por la explosión, desangrados por la metralla o decapitados por el estallido de los vidrios.
Las puertas del Infierno se abren en ese preciso lugar.
‒Ricardo, sobrevolamos el centro comercial Perisur, y las imágenes dicen más que cualquier cosa que pueda decirte. Esto es simplemente espantoso. La aeronave que tenemos enfrente es la culpable de estos deleznables acontecimientos. No sabemos quiénes son o de donde vienen, pero estos hechos terroristas nos muestran la barbarie de la que es capaz el ser humano…
Mientras continúa con la descripción de la escena, piloto y copiloto del helicóptero de noticias hacen esfuerzos para mantener una distancia segura y poder proveer de las mejores escenas posibles y solicitar ayuda por radio, respectivamente.
‒¡Capitán! ¡Acércate de frente a este desgraciado! El Premio Nacional de Periodismo es mío este año. Y no tuve que cubrir ninguna guerra hasta el otro lado del mundo. ¡Muérete de envidia Salazar!
‒¡¿Estás loco Gerardo?! ¡¿Quieres que sea un premio póstumo?!
‒¡Gerardo! ‒interrumpe Ricardo desde el estudio de televisión‒. Continuamos en vivo en cadena nacional.
Al mismo tiempo que Ricardo hace la presentación del enlace del evento noticioso que pasa en ese momento, en el master del canal la actividad es frenética. Mientras unos buscan una banda sonora que empate con los hechos, otros llaman a la Secretaría de Seguridad Pública y a la Secretaría de la Defensa Nacional para conseguir comentarios respecto a los acontecimientos.
Por fin, la banda sonora musicaliza el título de la presentación especial que interrumpe la programación habitual de la televisora en todo el país, mismo que reza: “Ataque terrorista en Ciudad de México”. La banda sonora termina y sale a cuadro la persona de Ricardo Torres, presentador titular del noticiero de la tarde.
‒Querido teleauditorio. Interrumpimos la programación habitual para reportarle este impactante suceso. En estos precisos momentos, mientras me dirijo a usted, hay personas siendo masacradas en la Ciudad de México. Un helicóptero artillado de combate modelo Mil Mi–24 de fabricación rusa está abriendo fuego en contra de civiles no combatientes dentro de territorio nacional mexicano. Nuestros analistas en seguridad no pueden más que hacer conjeturas, ya que las Fuerzas Armadas Mexicanas no tienen equipo como éste dentro de sus activos. La embajada Rusa en México ha declinado hacer comentarios al respecto, lo que nos hace preguntar: ¿Está Moscú haciendo con México lo mismo que hizo Japón con Estados Unidos en la Segunda Guerra Mundial, cuando a traición, y sin declaración previa de guerra, atacó las costas de Pearl Harbor? ¿Qué afrenta hizo el pueblo de México al gigante rojo, tan grande e imperdonable, como para que seamos atacados de esta forma? Regresamos en vivo con Gerardo Alcázar desde el helicóptero. Las escenas que estamos por mostrarle, querido auditorio, son muy impactantes, por lo que le pedimos retirar de la habitación a los menores. ¡Gerardo, estás al aire!
‒ ¡Capitán! ¡De frente Capitán! ¡Necesito un primer plano de la nave!.. ¡Maldito cobarde!.. –Gerardo se aclara la garganta y continúa-. Ricardo, hace solo unos momentos que nos movemos del lugar siguiendo a la aeronave militar causante de todo éste horror. Hemos enfilado rumbo norponiente, en dirección hacia ciudad Santa Fe. No podemos más que…
‒¡Gerardo! ‒interrumpe el cámara‒. ¡El helicóptero está dando vuelta!
‒En estos momentos estamos justo frente al helicóptero artillado, Ricardo, amigos del auditorio. Veremos si podemos…
Y sin previo aviso, al igual que hace unos momentos en el centro comercial Perisur, el tanque volador vuelve a escupir fuego y plomo, ahora sobre el helicóptero del equipo noticioso.
‒¡¡¡RICARDO!!! ¡Nos atacan!
Fragmentos de vidrio y metralla salpican a todos los que están en el interior de la nave civil.
‒¡Sácanos de aquí Capitán! ¡Ahora maldita sea! ¡AHORA!
En segundo plano se oyen los gritos desesperados del copiloto mientras el Capitán González pide auxilio.
‒¡Mayday, mayday, mayday! ¡Torre de control! ¡Recibimos fuego de metralla de una aeronave no identificada! ¡Estamos en peligro inminente de!..
La señal de transmisión se pierde y a los gritos de auxilio le sigue un sepulcral silencio, mismo que es “escuchado” en cadena nacional.
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2023.05.28 18:30 Any_Masterpiece_9094 Sou babaca por tentar receber meu dinheiro dessa forma?

Vou fazer um resumo e um breve contexto geral(q eu só percebi ao final q não ficou breve kkkkk), e daí gostaria das opiniões de vcs reddt sobre a pergunta acima.
Resumo: uma pessoa que eu tinha envolvimento me deve um valor alto em dinheiro, porém ela está me enrolando a pagar quase 1 ano (estou tentando amigavelmente e pacientemente receber) e estou pensando em conversar com alguém que possa fazer ela cumprir com o acordo e devolver o valor, como a mãe dela por ex, tenho provas áudios comprovantes e td mais, devo fazer isso como ? (esse dinheiro me faz muita falta e preciso muito nos últimos tempos)
Contexto geral completo:
(Tempo de leitura 3~5min)
Basicamente eu havia conhecido uma garota pela internet num gp de crypto trading (sim, impossível mas sim..), ela (24F) e eu (20H), no qual conversamos por um bomm tempo, convs td dia, call, etc; e nos aproximamos muito, tivemos muita afinidade e intimidade em muitas coisas (em momentos chegava até ser bizarro a conexão p algumas coisas), ela tinha todos os traços que eu sempre desejei/gostei e eu tbm era do dela (o básico do "só acha pessoa incrível longe"). Até mesmo fizemos certos "planos" e estabelecemos metas que estávamos aos poucos cumprindo, tanto "juntos" quanto "pessoais" nós nos ajudavamos muito (lembrem disso), durante e até então não sei até hj se tinhamos algo tão "sério" pq ninguém pediu ninguém em namoro etc, mas a gente tinha um acordo entre si de respeito e responsabilidade etc.., enfim.
Tempo foi passando, cerca de 4 meses nisso, fomos pegando confiança um no outro e nos conhecendo a fundo etc, trocamos presentes, mimos etc.., nisso eu e ela estávamos ainda mexendo com crypto fazendo day trading, e era uma coisa que faziamos bem juntos, em dias ganhavamos, outros não ia tão bem, mas sempre positivos..
Nisso eu fui ficando sem tempo por conta do trabalho, e não conseguia mais operar nem ficar atento ao mercado, só que uma meta muito grande minha era conseguir comprar um notebook, que eu precisava muito de um novo, e a meta dela era continuar estudando p passar em med e ficar "estável" nesse processo (no qual eu fui auxiliando de varias formas q não vou comentar pra ficar extenso) ("estável" pq ela tinha muitos problemas psicológicos/familiares q eu só fui ter conhecimento quase no fim, e q foi quando começou a ficar bem pesadas as coisas)..
Ela foi operando sozinha e td mais com o dinheiro dela, (no qual ela era muito boa, operava quantias altas +$200dol, e tinha semana q fazia 2x/3x meu salário mensal), e nisso ela foi oferecendo pra me ajudar na minha meta também, q era juntar pro not, e como eu já tinha confiança nela, aceitei.., com o acordo de "cavalheiros" de metade do lucro q ela fizesse ser dela, e metade voltar p mim,(50/50) e caso perdesse o capital operar com o próprio até recuperar p me devolver etc.. (oq na época eu julguei ser bem justo, pq daí ela não faria de "graça" e tbm não sairia perdendo..)
Logo após fiz o pix de um valor bem alto q eu estava guardando há um bom tempo, quase tudo na vdd (mas não mais doq ela já estava acostumada a mecher), e q eu achei q seria normal p ela e ela iria conseguir operar tranquilamente.., aí q começou os problemas...
Nos primeiros dias disso ela foi se estressando muito com coisas bobas, e eu tentando acalmar ela como sempre conseguia mas dessa vez ela ficou completamente instável (por conta de remédios psiq q ela tinha forte vício e problemas q a família fazia muita pressão nela), a ponto de comecar com situações bem pesadas (surtar, tentar s_ui_dio com remed, não conseguir manter mais um humor e temperamento como antes, basicamente de uma semana pra outra ela se transformou em outra pessoa literalmente outra personalidade totalmente diferente e agressiva), e eu não conseguia ajudar devido a distância, ligava ela não atendia, ela sumia por muito tempo e voltava td hr de uma forma diferente, uma hora estava "bem/normal" e outra me xingava e agredia sendo q só estava tentando ajudar ela, e nisso eu tentava fazer oq podia mas nunca nada q fazia estava ajudando, e eu comecei a me sentir extremamente mal por isso, ver quem eu gostava tão diferente e com tantos problemas e não conseguir fazer nd me acabava totalmente, literalmente me levou pro fundo do poço aquela situação..
Nesse meio tempo ela foi perdendo oq eu havia enviado, mesmo eu falando p ela parar pq ela não estava bem ela não me escutava e achava q ia sempre recuperar no outro dia.., no fim perdeu tudo.., na época me prometeu horrores q iria devolver quando pudesse/tivesse, pq sabia do nosso acordo de "cavalheiros" e q não ia me deixar na mão, q era uma pessoa honesta e de carátemoral e q sabia q eu precisava do dinheiro pro not novo pra trabalhar e aquele era meu único dinheiro p comprar etc..
Acabou q por conta daquelas situações e ela estar me levando pro fundo do poço (eu tive/tenho depressão há muitos anos, então tbm é uma situação complicada p mim ficar naquela situação p baixo e mal sempre, não conseguir ajudar e lidar com uma pessoa q eu não reconhecia e q era instável a ponto de tirar minha sanidade mental a cada conversa), tive q fazer o mais difícil q era ir cortando contado e "terminando" aos poucos, conversando sobre coisas q não encaixavam mais e como tudo aquilo estava me deixando, e fomos cortando contato.., mas sempre com respeito etc
Fomos se afastando mas mantivemos uma conversa amigável as vezes, até pq eu ainda me preocupava com ela e queria saber se estava bem.. (pq realmente ela era uma pessoa incrível), e nisso ela foi me prometendo pagar, mas sempre mês após mês acontecia um problema diferente.., e nunca me devolveu..; Nesse meio tempo oq eu mais precisava era do dinheiro pois tive que me auto-retirar de casa obrigatoriamente, e para me sustentar arranjei mais 1 emprego e alguns bicos, estava numa situação bem difícil e comentei com ela sobre, mas mesmo assim nada.., nem 1c
Sempre agr com desculpas/falsas promessas mas antes disso de certa forma ela era "bem de vida", pois sempre teve carro próprio, recebia aluguel de apt, e tbm mesada dos pais (oq até se gabava muito e me agredia/usava pra me atacar por eu não estar no mesmo nível), oq só me fazia crer q tudo não passava de mentiras.., onde os meses se passam (+3mes) e toda vez que pergunto ou tento receber ela tem um novo "problema/desculpa" (entre aspas pq não sei oq é verdade ou não), que não recebia mais mesada dos pais e que estava morando com a tia, que estava indo morar sozinha, q tava tendo q dar aula de inglês por aí pra comer, e que daí não sobrava pra nada nem me devolver etc..
Meses depois dnv numa conversa ela comentou que havia passado na melhor facul de eng bio med do Brasil (e q é cara p krlh), e no momento eu só parabenizei ela pela conquista, disse pra aproveitar a nova fase e se dedicar etc, e passou uns dias ela foi me pagando bem pouco, oq segundo ela era oq sobrava da passagem, mas o valor não chegou a 2% do total.. Apos algum tempo ela parou dnv, tentei novamente ctt mas nunca mais consegui de forma amigável receber nem perto do valor total, sempre novas desculpas e promessas que nunca se cumprem e isso já faz um bom tempo..
Estou pensando nos últimos dias, devido a minha necessidade, tentar agr de outra forma receber, tenho contato da mãe dela que pode confirmar ou não oq ela fala, ou pode ao menos me auxiliar a resolver esse problema com a filha já q não estou errado e ela não tem a descencia de cumprir com a palavra.., tenho todas as provas inclusive áudios e comprovantes, prints etc.
Enfim, agr a pergunta do título, sou o babaca diante disso tudo por tentar receber meu dinheiro dessa forma? Sinceramente não quero problemas, mas esse dinheiro me faz muita falta e estou precisando muito ultimamente.
*Sim sei q sou trouxa dms, mas eu tento ser compreensível ao máximo e paciente.. *Não autorizo a utilização desse texto relato para cortes etc
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