Mostly venting- but feedback would help
I’ve experienced GAD for about a decade now. Ive been on Buspar for a number of years, and while it helps with the daily anxiety of being a person, it doesn’t help with things like having to take the subway, or the dentist, so i use Ativan as needed. Due to how stupid our health care system is i had to start with a new office/set of providers. I loved the first doctor i was placed with he had no issue with how i was medicated and no problem filling my scripts. after about 3 visits with him i got a call the he had resigned and i would be placed with a different doctor within the office. Bummer but these things happen. Doctor #2 immediately had issue with my treatment plan and said i should be on an SSRI and no Ativan. I explained that i use it very infrequently, sometimes going months with out needing any, but she was not hearing this and said i should try Prozac. I’ve been very resistant to SSRi’s since an old GP prescribed me Paxil and the first dose sent me to the hospital. I had to convince her to start me on a lower dose the normal, but i was willing to try cause maybe it could make my life better. I took 10 Mg of Prozac for a month and had a horrible tremor, shaky legs, no appetite and feeling like i was communicating badly with everyone around me. The feed back from friends was that “i was upsettingly calm”. At my follow up appointment the doc said this wasn’t good and that i should try something else. She prescribed Pristiq and said to stop Prozac that day and start Pristiq tomorrow. This sounded wild to me considering the side effects i was having. 15 minutes into my 30 minute telemedicine visit she said she needed to cut my appointment short because she had to go to the bathroom. Not that an emergency had come up. Something about the way she was prescribing and cutting my appointment short really rubbed me the wrong way and i asked to see someone else. I was now on to my 3rd doctor at the same place. This new one also did not like my Buspar /Ativan as needed method and we should try some other SSRI’s at low dose. Again, i knew that this kind of thing is trial and error, and maybe it could make my life better so we tried Zoloft. I broke a 25mg tablet in half for a month and i still had a tremor, stomach issues, very jittery, and got lots of feed back that i was kind of being a bitch at work. We moved on to Lexapro-5mg. My coordination s was so off. I would run into things i had just been looking at. I fell down the last few stairs of flight of stairs because i was so dizzy. Abilify 5mg- everything smells rotten and food sucks. Vomiting, restlessness, uncomfortable, could not stay in a chair. I spent a lot of money on things like lotto scratchers. Effexor 37.5 mg- This one was the worst. I would start getting the “rushes” around 4am and would have to get up and do something. So no sleep, increased anxiety, spending hours at the gym and going on long walks to burn off energy. I lasted 8 days on it. The doctor seems to finally be coming around to the fact that i am a very sensitive flower and that these meds don’t really work for me. We are upping the buspar but she it still being very strict about my ativan use (which increased greatly during the abilify/effoxor switch. Im off effexor for 10 days now. Still not sleeping well, but my anxiety does seem to be getting better. I feel like over all shit, but it does seem to be getting better. TL:DR Ive been on 5 different Psych meds in the last 6-7 months, all with horrendous effects Should I see my GP for blood work? I don’t even know what to look for, but maybe something else is up? Is this normal for trying to figure out anxiety? Should I be looking for a new cente doctor?

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Not literally, no spoilers pls.I love this game way too much so I’ve been putting off story, so far it’s my favorite part of the game. Everyone one , literally everyone is telling me the game starts after campaign, but Im worried I’ll get bored. I’m level 48 Act 5 , havent done a single side quest so maybe that’ll hold me up & I haven’t done pvp.
Also I’ve been so fuckin excited bc the edition I bought had a battle pass I thought but where tf is that at? Does new seasons mean more story / quests / locations? Sorry for so many questions

Just want to document this experience down and also share it here to anyone who’s interested. I was there on Day 3 and I had a blast. (It is going to be long.)
First off, setlist. Most of the songs were kept the same from TDS2 (except a few removals like Boom, Diggity, My Youth, Walk With You, Beatbox, We Go Up was played during pre-encore), but we got Drippin’, Rewind and Graduation. Haechan did mention that they didn’t have much time to prepare for this, yet the boys did great.
Some songs had new arrangements and I personally enjoyed them - they did the Glitch Mode domino choreo version with lots of dancers (so dope), Hot Sauce with Jaem taking the center and leading the intro beats with taps and claps, TTF was a band version with Chenle’s incredible extended adlibs at the end of the song (he said he did it jokingly during rehearsal and everyone ended up liking it so he did it during the concert).
Ending it with the sequence Rewind, Dear DREAM, Graduation was genius, esp for older fans like me who has gone through the part where members had to face the uncertainty of not being a fixed unit, to seeing the achievements these boys have reached today - it was an emotional ride.
Secondly, the members. Mark keeps getting better looking by the day! Even though his condition wasn’t great that night (the members mentioned it during instalive after), you can’t tell at all, he gives his 802% throughout. And you can clearly tell Mark loves and dotes on his dongsaeng members A LOT, just so much love in his ments and just the way he looks and interacts with them. Soo endearing to see.
Renjun remains everyone’s Heather, the chemistry between him and the members during stage interaction were so good I always look forward to them. When he had that solo spotlight during ANL bridge, he sounded sooo heavenly. He was in high-spirits that day, literally rolling on the stage and all that. But I thought it was really nice of him to mention the story about a fan who listened to Hello Future and gained strength for her operation during his ending ment. He got emotional and almost cried aww
Jeno is just electrifying on stage whenever he does the cooler tracks like Stronger, Countdown - his energy is unmatched. Yet on the other spectrum he’s such a softie (and cutie of course) when performing the ballads and more light-hearted tracks. Like TDS2, he said “I love you” to the members again that night during his ending ment that caught everyone’s surprised - such an endearing moment!
Haechan is my bias and he keeps proving why he is. His dance is so captivating everytime, his honey-like voice melts in my ears whenever he sings. He absolutely killed that opening of MFAL acapella version when there was no bgm or back vocals but his voice. He’s also such the moodmaker (which indirectly created the chaos where fans ask the members to reveal their abs), showing the 7Dream friendship rings to fans (he also revealed they did discuss to have a design for fans, hopefully this happens!)
Jaemin is another level - I love his stage quirkiness, I love how he calls us “princesses and princes”, I love how real is he when he mentioned our ‘hardships’ at coming to the concert, I love how he isn’t shy to create these cute lovable interactive moments with the fans. Aside from the abs reveal and how his chest was distracting me the whole time, I love seeing how he’s enjoying himself on stage. He’s such a fun one to watch.
Chenle is the member I was looking forward to the most because he couldn’t make it to my country’s stop during TDS2. He did NOT fall under any expectations at all - his passion was radiating, his adlibs, his vocals, his stage presence, how he also knows how to have fun on stage, these just confirm how essential of a member he is to the team and how his energy just makes the concert experience heaps better. I’m so glad I got to finally see him!
Jisung my baby, the only one who teared up during Graduation. His ments were so sincere my heart went soft, esp when he mentioned that this is not forever and wishes to create happy memories with fans as much as he can + he worked hard hoping to not feel our time is wasted. I just wish I could tell him that he is already doing very well! And hearing him sing live this minute and then rap the other, plus how well he nailed every dance solo during BTG, Glitch Mode, Hot Sauce just shows what a versatile and all-rounded idol he is. SM GIVE HIM A SOLO PRODUCTION ALR.
Lastly, some special mentions. I do think some friendships are worth mentioning here based on the concert. Haechan was looking at Mark during Graduation and this sent feels. We all know the emotional rollercoaster ride with the graduation system back then. Jaem and Jeno are practically the inseparable pair at this point - personally I enjoyed all their interactions on stage and those by them are the best for me. Major ‘best friends I wish I had what they have’ energy and vibes (that day was also their decade anniversary of first meeting each other in SM!) Jisung’s unexpected backhug to Chenle during Candy was also a pleasant surprise. And Ten, Kun, Yangyang, Minho came to the concert!
7Dream, though young, you can tell they are a bunch with experience and it shows. I can see their sincerity in every stage, also love how they are able to add their ideas to the stages making everything better. I can’t wait for their comeback this month already. IT’S GONNA BE GREAT KNOW IT.
That’s all!

so I’m a new plumbing 1st and I want to get rid of some rays but no one’s hitting I keep dropping the bid but not a single bite. Any ideas?

I recently moved into a new one room apartment. The building was finished in 2023 and room renovations were finished in march. Literally everything about the place is new and had those stickers that i had to peel off from everything.
I live on the second floor and for a few weeks have started noticing these….peculiar smells that appear in my bathroom. It ranges from rotting food smells, to bathroom ones….. or just straight up the weirdest smell ever.
from what i have read it’s possible that, because i am on the 2nd floor, i am closest to all the sources that could be potentially causing this?
Are there any suggestions on how to keep the smell at bay? It’s starting to get on my nerves, especially since it’s really hot now and the bathroom has a tendency to be slightly warmer than the overall room, meaning the smell is persistent.
Any help is highly appreciated !!

If it wasn’t in the leaked trailer, the answer to your question is “We don’t know yet.”
We don’t know if P3R will have FeMC.
We don’t know if P3R will have the Answer.
We don’t know if P3R will have new S. Links with male party members.
We don’t know if P3R will have the same English dub cast.
We don’t know if P3R is changing Tartarus in any way.
We don’t know if P3R will have anime cutscenes.
Nobody on this subreddit has a secret extended trailer that has any of the answers to any of these questions. We all have access to the same trailer, and if something isn’t in that leaked trailer, we don’t have any hard confirmation about it, so just please be patient and stop spamming this sub.

I know this may sound obvious, but it’s a genuine question. Everyone that I’ve versed in the past had at least one of the better robots (nether, mars, Demeter, that kind of stuff). I haven’t managed to get a single non-Titan that’s relatively new. My most recent is the hover. Is there events on for components of robots? Is there some other way of getting them other than buying them, making components or doing superchests? I’m really struggling with the new meta, most of my robots are quite outdated

I had to move half the way across the world about a year ago - my home country started a war I am completely against, and on top of that I wasn’t safe anymore because of my position on it and because of being part of LGBT. I feel lucky that I was able to get out, but I am not in a good mental space. I miss my family, my friends, my cat - and I don’t even get to talk to them much anymore online because we’re 11 hours apart.
It’s my birthday today, and to be honest I even forgot about it until I got a text from a friend this morning. Only a few of my family members and friends texted or called me, I assume because I’ve been so far so long. And I don’t have friends in my new place yet, so I’m celebrating alone in my favourite restaurant. I thought I would be ok celebrating alone but it hit me like a wall of bricks.
I always tell people that I don’t like celebrating my birthdays, because I feel shy getting so much attention. But today I realised how much I actually need it and miss it.

Somewhere during spring break of last year Cal had ghosted me for something stupid I said. We stayed like that up until November where my mental health was not at its best, I wanted my best friend back and I did just that. Within the time-span of us beginning to talk again Cal began to tell me of how he switched to a new school, and began to tell me about all the people he met. One of them Being his now ex. Jack and Cal met in Art and hit it off, in the time period where me and Cal were ghosting each other he began to grow feelings for Jack. However, due to boundary and communication issues, they broke up, and Cal and Jack remained friends.
When me and Cal began to speak again all Cal could talk about was Jack. To me he was completely enamored by this boy, who I at first despised. To me he sounded stupid, and impulsive. I told Cal I never wanted to interact with him, but one thing led to another and we ended up speaking to one another. I realized that me and Jack had a lot in common. And I mean, ALOT, he’s literally like a guy version of me- Anyways, the two were in this really weird and awkward limbo for a couple months, where Jack would come over to Cal’s house and hang out with him, and do stuff like hug him out of nowhere. Cal would tell me how he didn’t know if Jack still liked him or not, and how he felt like Jack was throwing him for a loop.
I genuinely didn’t know what to do or say because I don’t go to the same school as them or live near them. During this time, Jack had a girlfriend as well. No one liked her, and after several talks with him I found out he had actually been trying to leave the relationship, he just didn’t know how. So I gave him some advice, and the following week he ended up breaking up with her. Cal asked me if he should still pursue Jack, even after everything, I gave him my honest advice and told him to do what he thought was right- that being to detach himself from Jack and finally move on. The two agreed that they were better off as close friends.
Now is where I come to play, throughout the entire ordeal of Cal not knowing if Jack liked him back I was getting closer to Jack. because I obviously want my best friend to be happy, and over time me and Jack began grow close. He was someone that was extremely easy to talk to, and I found myself slowly enjoying our conversations. He seemed to know what to actually say when I told him something, and it’s strange how seen I felt by his words.
Now that him and Cal aren’t talking as much he’s voiced how he wishes to talk to me more. How he enjoys talking to me, he compliments me constantly. I can see what Cal saw in him and apparently Jack was always conflicted on his relationship towards Cal. Mainly because Cal had confessed his crush on him first. And Jack just kinda went along with it. They’re not together, within the time frame I’ve been talking to him they never were. But I feel bad at the fact I’m getting closer to Jack- and kinda crushing on him. Aita?

I have them all. I’ve played them all. I love them all. In the end, I just wanna play Dark Souls.
There’s just something special about the original. I vividly remember the moment Dark Souls “clicked” for me. It was after finally killing that first Black Knight. I’ve never died that much in a video game. I was at the point of rage quitting when my sword finally struck true.
I was addicted after that. I have no idea why because the games are so hellishly difficult. I don’t get frustrated with video games.. but I do with Dark Souls.
I can’t access my PS account. That means, I can’t download the game. Working on fixing it but I think somebody tried to hack it. Won’t know until Sony answers and Sony don’t care about my dumbass.
So, here I am, reminiscing about one of the GOATs of gaming and wishing I could play it.
I do have that new Demon’s Souls remake on here. Maybe I’ll give that a go. It’s the only one I haven’t played yet. I don’t think it’ll scratch this itch though.

does anyone else have unhealthy stimming habits, i’m not sure if this is common because i’m new. I’ve been chewing the skin on the inside of my mount to the point of getting blisters, chewing the skin off my fingers, and picking at pimples to the point of causing scars my whole life. I realized recently this might just be a dysfunctional type of stimming. if anyone else has this problem, how do you stop the distructive behavior? Biting and picking is so commonplace in my life, most of the time i don’t notice I’m doing it until it’s too late.

I spent more money than I’d like to admit trying to get the new Constitution III class ship, but no luck. It made me wonder— what’s the actual mathematical probability of getting a T6 prize drop in one of those R&D packs?

I’m a rising 2nd year at UVA and am gone from the area during summer but I’m gonna be back around August 15th and will have a car to commute to anywhere. I’m looking to get involved with some type of community service project, something that is more than just a 4 hour work day at a big organization. I want to have something on my resume that shows something unique and also that shows commitment. I’m pretty into disk golfing so initially I really wanted to get involved with building a new course and put 4-8 hours into it every week for a few months or whatever it would take, that’s a great example of the type of thing I’m looking for, but they just finished a brand new one last may so I don’t know if there would be another project like that this coming fall. Just wondering if anyone has some ideas of what I could do or if you are working on something yourself or have connection with anyone that could help me get involved somewhere. Again I just want to find something that’s a legit commitment and better than going through the Madison house at UVA where I would just end up doing a few work sessions at cliche organizations throughout the semester, NOT TO SAY THATS A BAD THING, but currently I’m trying to find something different. Thanks In advanced for any advice or help!!!!!

Was in the Provo MTC Jan/Feb 2019 and only stayed in NH for 10 days. Curious to know if anyone was around at the same time.

Just occurred to me that TMG prob owns their separate YouTube page and they just got to 50k+. I hope they get to keep it some how so they don’t have to start over but we should all share their new page every week if they do have to. Let’s all shit our pants together. (Very Tiny Plus side there might be another kiss milestone for sub count tho)

Hey all! is a guild/raid on Wyrmrest Accord, currently recruiting for Aberrus. Formed shortly before the start of Warlords of Draenor, we're looking for a few more players to round out our roster. We got AotC last tier, and will do the same in Aberrus, but have no plans to do mythic raiding.
We are cross-realm and cross-faction friendly. You do not need to join Morally Grey to raid with us, (even though we'd like that). You just need to abide by our rules and join our Discord! Just want to do Mythic+ dungeons with us? That’s fine, too.
We want to progress through content while also being a part of a tight-knit team. We want to foster a friendly, focused, and driven environment while creating lasting friendships that span the boundaries of just one game. We are an LGBTQ+ friendly group.
Raid Schedule >> Wednesday/Sunday, 9pm EST to 12am EST
Role Openings >> We currently have openings for healers and DPS!
Content Focus >> Heroic Raiding/AOTC and M+
What We’re Looking For >> We’re looking for raiders who are great at their class and not standing in fire. We strive to be a fun environment, but one that promotes playing the game well. Have a positive attitude. Whether a new raider or veteran, if you are willing to learn and improve, you're welcome!
We're recruiting all DPS, but have a particular need for a warlock, a DPS monk, and a DPS demon hunter. We'd also consider an exceptional tank applicant, especially if they're a monk or demon hunter, as one of our current tanks likes to DPS, but our standards for tank recruitment would be higher.
We're also open to healer applicants, but you'd likely be DPSing on many fights, since our current raid size hovers around the point where we 3-heal some fights and 4-heal others.
How do I join? >> If it sounds like we might be a fit, head on over to our website to read over our guidelines and fill out a brief application. You can also click here for the app!
Also feel free to send me a PM, comment here, or contact me on Discord (username is Muspel) with any questions!
Guild website and application: mgrey.carrd.co

everybody is so fake and doesn’t care about me like i do them. i ask my “friends” to hangout and they give me the run around every time. but they can hangout with their bfs and everything else. like just say our friendship is no longer a priority and go. it’s so frustrating that i’m expected to carry a friendship. i stopped reaching out but every now n then i have this hope that they’ll wanna hangout with me. but i’m always disappointed. bout to block them all i’m alone anyway so what’s the point?
i’m just tired. i wake up everyday and do the same thing, eat once a day and sit on my phone for hours. too anxious or sad to get out of bed. such a waste of a life. i just need something to take me out of my misery. i joined a community of ppl that play the same game as me thinking that would help me make new friends and every time i think i’ve found someone to be my friend they let me down. or have a million other friends they seem to have more fun with. i give up. even if i died nobody would even notice let alone care. they wouldn’t take me serious if i said how i felt. guess they’re waiting til it’s too late.
i’m feeling so flawed and useless. maybe if i die i’ll come back as something more valuable.

Wanted to spark a discussion about what you all think about the progression of these categories in each game. I’ve played Until Dawn and The Quarry, now playing Little Hope. About Until Dawn, I loved the way the game was designed and had pretty good graphics and it’s about the same tier as TQ for me (no criticism, except for some bugs with The Quarry). I don’t know if UD/TQ are “separate” from the anthology, but with Until Dawn having come out in 2015, and MoM coming out in 2019, there was a significant drop in the quality and graphics from my pov, and I don’t see myself playing MoM in the near future. Little Hope is okay so far, but some of the characters’ movements just seem stiff, I don’t like the way that it’s wide screen, subtitles are in a weird spot, and it’s Times New Roman which I don’t really like (personal preference). When I finish LH, I’ll move on to House of Ashes and The Devil In Me, but I want to hear you all’s inputs about this side of things.