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A subreddit for the metalworkers who specialize in forging knives and other blade tools. Swords, daggers, kitchen cutlery, carving chisels, etc. Come in, look around, ask a question, learn, and have fun.
2023.06.05 08:00 AutoModerator This Week in Wichita - Week of June 05, 2023
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2023.06.05 08:00 Kinsey916 Record of Subreddit, chapter 4
Apple snaps back to their usual cheery mood.
Apple: "Sorry folks, I forgot to announce the next fighters."
They say as they put their hand behind their head. They snap their fingers and point to the sky.
Apple: "Let's get right to it then, folks!"
Apple points to the East entrance.
Apple: "Hailing from Brazil, this next fighter has improved a traditional fighting style! Don't underestimate him, for his attacks are killing machines! His kicks can knock a tree down in one hit! Standing at 5'9" and weighing 117lbs, welcome, u/IllustriousTear8707!"
A young Brazilian man walks into the light, wearing a tank top with Brazil's colors and a pair of black boxers. But on his head are a pair of pink headphones with cat ears attached. Apple throws their hand at the West entrance and starts the introduction.
Apple: "He came all the way from Japan! The legendary yokozuna of the modern day has come to claim victory not for himself nor his country but for his sport! Being the champ for twelve years in the ring, he fights to show others to never underestimate sumo! Standing at 6'4" and weighing 351 lbs! Welcome, u/Ahrensann!"
When Ahren gets into the ring, the ground rumbles a bit. He wears a purple mawashi. Apple raises its hand, about to declare the next round to begin. But before they can, Tear stops them.
Tear: "I'm sorry to intrude, Pitou, but doesn't this sumo have some sort of ritual to perform?"
Apple shrugs, but as they do, Ahren lowers himself to the ground, touching the floor with his fist.
Ahren: "I only do that for sumo fights. This is not a fight, more like a slaughter."
Apple raises their hand and throws it down!
Apple: "Heaven or hell? Let's rock!"
In an instant, Ahren rushes at Tear. At 27 miles an hour, Ahren is about to slam his palm into Tear's face, but before Ahren can, Tear counters with a faster counterattack! He slams his foot into the side of Ahren's head. The attack is strong enough to send Ahren toward the ropes! Ahren lands on his back but gets up in no time.
Ahren: "What... Was that?"
Tear stretches his arms out, posing as if he were on a cross.
Tear: "This is my capoeira style. Do you like it?"
Ahren lowers their body again, preparing for another rush! When he moves again, he's slower than before. But Tear puts his hands in his pockets and stomps the ground, launching himself toward the sumo! Before the two collide, Tear goes for a frontal kick! His leg shoots up and hits Ahren's face, knocking him back up straight! To follow this, Tear spins and delivers a roundhouse kick! The last blow is powerful enough to send Ahren outside the ring, over the ropes.
When Ahren lands on his back, he stands back up. He's bleeding from his nose but starts walking to the ring again. Before Apple hits ten, he's back in the ring. When he stands back on both his feet, he points at Tear.
Ahren: "You're strong, but you can't win. If that was your strongest hit, I'm good from here."
Ahren sticks a thumbs down at Tear, and Tear smiles.
Tear: "You're wrong. My capoeira hasn't reached it's peak yet."
Tear T-poses, as his sweat glimmers in the light. With his face looking into the sky, he looks down at Ahren.
Tear: "Ahren, will you help me further my skill?"
Ahren doesn't react, their face stern as usual. Tear forms tears in his eyes.
Tear: "No matter. We'll reach the gods with my kicks in no time!"
Tear gets into a grappler's stance and rushes at Ahren. When he gets in range, Ahren goes for a palm strike but leans backward and throws himself back. Ahren goes past Tear, and Tear lands on his hands, going for a kick to the back. The strike hits Ahren's shoulder blade and knocks him unbalanced. Tear gets back on his feet, and Ahren turns around to face Tear.
Tear turns up his music and points at Ahren.
Tear: "You'll never touch me."
Tear closes his eyes and starts jamming to the music. Doing weird dances, confusing Ahren. Ahren rolls his eyes and lowers his body to the ground. Soon, Ahren rushes at Tear but faster than the first attack. Tear still has his eyes closed but soon starts singing.
Tear: "Imperial force defied, facing 500 samurai. Surrounded and outnumbered 60 to one, the sword face to the gun."
When Ahren gets close, he releases a barrage of palm strikes. But no matter how many he throws, none hit Tear. As Tear dances around each strike, he mutters a few more words.
Tear: "Bushido dignified. It's the last of the samurai."
In an instant, he hits Ahren in the temple with a kick.
Tear: "Surrounded and outnumbered!"
As Tear keeps dancing to his music, Ahren falls to the ground. A small dent in his temple. For Tear stabbed his temple with his hallux. Apple runs over Ahren.
Apple: "Are you ok? Do you want to surrender?"
Ahren snaps back to consciousness. Standing back up.
Ahren: "I had the most beautiful memory. My family and friends are watching me win my first victory. The odds were stacked against me, but I still managed to do it..."
Ahren formed two fists and slammed them into the floor, cracking the foundation.
Ahren: "BUT NO MATTER WHAT, I DIDN'T GIVE IN TO THE PRESSURE!"
Tear peeks open one of his eyes, looking disappointed that he didn't knock him out yet.
Tear: "Fine, guess I'll end it with this next one."
Tear starts spinning like a ballerina. Not stopping for a second. Ahren smiles and charges at Tear. The sumo rushes at the highest speed he's gone before as Tear keeps spinning, gaining velocity for each spin. Ahren gets in range, thinking, "He's spinning on his left leg, meaning he'll strike with his right. I'll have to be ready for it."
But when he gets closer, Tear squats and directs a kick to Ahren's left knee. Slamming so hard he breaks Ahrem's patella! A pain shoots through Ahren's body as he falls. Before his face can hit the floor, he catches himself, turning to see Tear standing above him. But to follow up with the assault, Tear does a front flip, landing the soles of his feet into Ahren's head, slamming it to the floor.
Tear walks away from the fallen foe, singing a different song.
Tear: "Fighting gold!"
But before he gets out of the ring, Apple taps his shoulder. Tear turns around to see Apple pointing at Ahren. Tear's eyes widen, seeing the sumo still standing. Ahren smiles with blood covering his face. He leans down and puts his hands on his broken knee, and soon a blue light comes from his hands. Smoke comes from Ahren and forms the shape of Florence Nightingale. When the cloud dissipates, he lifts his leg as if for a pregame ritual and slams it into the ring's floor.
Ahren: "Is that the best you can do?"
Tear's eyes fill with fury, having enough of this fighter. He pushes the headphones harder on his ears, trying to drown out all noise but his music. Soon, Tear's head is full of negative thoughts.
Tear: "SHUT UP!"
A large black smoke cloud forms behind him, showing the image of the Brothers Grimm, but in their hands together is a large book. They slam the book onto Tear, causing a burst of wind to push people back. The smoke engulfs Tear as it circles into a sphere. Ahren stops smiling, sensing the pressure of danger. Soon, out of the smoke cloud, Tear's headphones fall from the smoke.
The smoke expands, even making Pitou back up. A gigantic canine paw slams into the ring's floor. Soon, another one appears and does the same thing. Next, an enormous canine head comes from the smoke. It roars so loudly it causes the smoke to disappear, showing off the rest of this considerable-sized dog. Despite his new form, Tear manages to form a few words.
Tear: "Big... Bad... Wolf."
Instantly, the wolf rushes over to Ahren, its jaws spread wide enough to crush the sumo. But before it can kill him, Ahren catches the wolf's jaws with two canine teeth on both sides. The wolf pushes Ahren backward, closing to the ring's edge.
Ahren: "This... Is nothing to a sumo like me!"
The wolf rises itself, pushing Ahren closer to the ground.
Ahren: "Aw, screw it. You wanted my best? Well, here it is!"
While smiling, Ahren uses all his strength and headbutts the wolf's upper lip, knocking it back. He lowers his body and pushes all his power into his legs to jump at Tear. By shoving his head first into the beast, he pierces it and soon comes out the other side with Tear in his hand. Tear opens his eyes, finding them in the air. Ahren is holding him by his shirt's collar. With his other hand, he raises it and slams it into Tear's face with a downward strike. The blow is powerful enough to send Tear flying toward the ground. He soon hits it with a loud thud, creating a crater. Ahren lands ungracefully, landing on his stomach.
But soon, the sumo stands back up. Ahren smiles and hits his chest with a closed fist.
Apple runs over to Tear, already seeing him unconscious. He points at Ahren and shouts.
Apple: "Winner, u/Ahrensann!"
The crowd cheers, never seeing a match like that before. Soon, two men with a stretcher come over and carry away Tear. Apple points at the jumbo screen and says the next pair of fighters.
Apple: "Up next, the first match of block B. u/Masterpotato002 versus u/King_Herc!"
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Apple: "Sorry folks, I forgot to announce the next fighters."
They say as they put their hand behind their head. They snap their fingers and point to the sky.
Apple: "Let's get right to it then, folks!"
Apple points to the East entrance.
Apple: "Hailing from Brazil, this next fighter has improved a traditional fighting style! Don't underestimate him, for his attacks are killing machines! His kicks can knock a tree down in one hit! Standing at 5'9" and weighing 117lbs, welcome, u/IllustriousTear8707!"
A young Brazilian man walks into the light, wearing a tank top with Brazil's colors and a pair of black boxers. But on his head are a pair of pink headphones with cat ears attached. Apple throws their hand at the West entrance and starts the introduction.
Apple: "He came all the way from Japan! The legendary yokozuna of the modern day has come to claim victory not for himself nor his country but for his sport! Being the champ for twelve years in the ring, he fights to show others to never underestimate sumo! Standing at 6'4" and weighing 351 lbs! Welcome, u/Ahrensann!"
When Ahren gets into the ring, the ground rumbles a bit. He wears a purple mawashi. Apple raises its hand, about to declare the next round to begin. But before they can, Tear stops them.
Tear: "I'm sorry to intrude, Pitou, but doesn't this sumo have some sort of ritual to perform?"
Apple shrugs, but as they do, Ahren lowers himself to the ground, touching the floor with his fist.
Ahren: "I only do that for sumo fights. This is not a fight, more like a slaughter."
Apple raises their hand and throws it down!
Apple: "Heaven or hell? Let's rock!"
In an instant, Ahren rushes at Tear. At 27 miles an hour, Ahren is about to slam his palm into Tear's face, but before Ahren can, Tear counters with a faster counterattack! He slams his foot into the side of Ahren's head. The attack is strong enough to send Ahren toward the ropes! Ahren lands on his back but gets up in no time.
Ahren: "What... Was that?"
Tear stretches his arms out, posing as if he were on a cross.
Tear: "This is my capoeira style. Do you like it?"
Ahren lowers their body again, preparing for another rush! When he moves again, he's slower than before. But Tear puts his hands in his pockets and stomps the ground, launching himself toward the sumo! Before the two collide, Tear goes for a frontal kick! His leg shoots up and hits Ahren's face, knocking him back up straight! To follow this, Tear spins and delivers a roundhouse kick! The last blow is powerful enough to send Ahren outside the ring, over the ropes.
When Ahren lands on his back, he stands back up. He's bleeding from his nose but starts walking to the ring again. Before Apple hits ten, he's back in the ring. When he stands back on both his feet, he points at Tear.
Ahren: "You're strong, but you can't win. If that was your strongest hit, I'm good from here."
Ahren sticks a thumbs down at Tear, and Tear smiles.
Tear: "You're wrong. My capoeira hasn't reached it's peak yet."
Tear T-poses, as his sweat glimmers in the light. With his face looking into the sky, he looks down at Ahren.
Tear: "Ahren, will you help me further my skill?"
Ahren doesn't react, their face stern as usual. Tear forms tears in his eyes.
Tear: "No matter. We'll reach the gods with my kicks in no time!"
Tear gets into a grappler's stance and rushes at Ahren. When he gets in range, Ahren goes for a palm strike but leans backward and throws himself back. Ahren goes past Tear, and Tear lands on his hands, going for a kick to the back. The strike hits Ahren's shoulder blade and knocks him unbalanced. Tear gets back on his feet, and Ahren turns around to face Tear.
Tear turns up his music and points at Ahren.
Tear: "You'll never touch me."
Tear closes his eyes and starts jamming to the music. Doing weird dances, confusing Ahren. Ahren rolls his eyes and lowers his body to the ground. Soon, Ahren rushes at Tear but faster than the first attack. Tear still has his eyes closed but soon starts singing.
Tear: "Imperial force defied, facing 500 samurai. Surrounded and outnumbered 60 to one, the sword face to the gun."
When Ahren gets close, he releases a barrage of palm strikes. But no matter how many he throws, none hit Tear. As Tear dances around each strike, he mutters a few more words.
Tear: "Bushido dignified. It's the last of the samurai."
In an instant, he hits Ahren in the temple with a kick.
Tear: "Surrounded and outnumbered!"
As Tear keeps dancing to his music, Ahren falls to the ground. A small dent in his temple. For Tear stabbed his temple with his hallux. Apple runs over Ahren.
Apple: "Are you ok? Do you want to surrender?"
Ahren snaps back to consciousness. Standing back up.
Ahren: "I had the most beautiful memory. My family and friends are watching me win my first victory. The odds were stacked against me, but I still managed to do it..."
Ahren formed two fists and slammed them into the floor, cracking the foundation.
Ahren: "BUT NO MATTER WHAT, I DIDN'T GIVE IN TO THE PRESSURE!"
Tear peeks open one of his eyes, looking disappointed that he didn't knock him out yet.
Tear: "Fine, guess I'll end it with this next one."
Tear starts spinning like a ballerina. Not stopping for a second. Ahren smiles and charges at Tear. The sumo rushes at the highest speed he's gone before as Tear keeps spinning, gaining velocity for each spin. Ahren gets in range, thinking, "He's spinning on his left leg, meaning he'll strike with his right. I'll have to be ready for it."
But when he gets closer, Tear squats and directs a kick to Ahren's left knee. Slamming so hard he breaks Ahrem's patella! A pain shoots through Ahren's body as he falls. Before his face can hit the floor, he catches himself, turning to see Tear standing above him. But to follow up with the assault, Tear does a front flip, landing the soles of his feet into Ahren's head, slamming it to the floor.
Tear walks away from the fallen foe, singing a different song.
Tear: "Fighting gold!"
But before he gets out of the ring, Apple taps his shoulder. Tear turns around to see Apple pointing at Ahren. Tear's eyes widen, seeing the sumo still standing. Ahren smiles with blood covering his face. He leans down and puts his hands on his broken knee, and soon a blue light comes from his hands. Smoke comes from Ahren and forms the shape of Florence Nightingale. When the cloud dissipates, he lifts his leg as if for a pregame ritual and slams it into the ring's floor.
Ahren: "Is that the best you can do?"
Tear's eyes fill with fury, having enough of this fighter. He pushes the headphones harder on his ears, trying to drown out all noise but his music. Soon, Tear's head is full of negative thoughts.
Tear: "SHUT UP!"
A large black smoke cloud forms behind him, showing the image of the Brothers Grimm, but in their hands together is a large book. They slam the book onto Tear, causing a burst of wind to push people back. The smoke engulfs Tear as it circles into a sphere. Ahren stops smiling, sensing the pressure of danger. Soon, out of the smoke cloud, Tear's headphones fall from the smoke.
The smoke expands, even making Pitou back up. A gigantic canine paw slams into the ring's floor. Soon, another one appears and does the same thing. Next, an enormous canine head comes from the smoke. It roars so loudly it causes the smoke to disappear, showing off the rest of this considerable-sized dog. Despite his new form, Tear manages to form a few words.
Tear: "Big... Bad... Wolf."
Instantly, the wolf rushes over to Ahren, its jaws spread wide enough to crush the sumo. But before it can kill him, Ahren catches the wolf's jaws with two canine teeth on both sides. The wolf pushes Ahren backward, closing to the ring's edge.
Ahren: "This... Is nothing to a sumo like me!"
The wolf rises itself, pushing Ahren closer to the ground.
Ahren: "Aw, screw it. You wanted my best? Well, here it is!"
While smiling, Ahren uses all his strength and headbutts the wolf's upper lip, knocking it back. He lowers his body and pushes all his power into his legs to jump at Tear. By shoving his head first into the beast, he pierces it and soon comes out the other side with Tear in his hand. Tear opens his eyes, finding them in the air. Ahren is holding him by his shirt's collar. With his other hand, he raises it and slams it into Tear's face with a downward strike. The blow is powerful enough to send Tear flying toward the ground. He soon hits it with a loud thud, creating a crater. Ahren lands ungracefully, landing on his stomach.
But soon, the sumo stands back up. Ahren smiles and hits his chest with a closed fist.
Apple runs over to Tear, already seeing him unconscious. He points at Ahren and shouts.
Apple: "Winner, u/Ahrensann!"
The crowd cheers, never seeing a match like that before. Soon, two men with a stretcher come over and carry away Tear. Apple points at the jumbo screen and says the next pair of fighters.
Apple: "Up next, the first match of block B. u/Masterpotato002 versus u/King_Herc!"
2023.06.05 08:00 Porygon-Bot Weekly SV Checking and Discussion Thread for 05 June 2023
Welcome to the Weekly SV Checking and Discussion Thread!
This thread is a place to offer or request Egg Shiny Value (ESV) or Trainer Shiny Value (TSV) checks. Please keep in mind that requesting and/or volunteering to check SIDs is not allowed on this subreddit.- Wiki - Our knowledge base. If this is your first visit, start on our Quick Start page instead, then go to the full Wiki!
- Checking methods - Several methods that describe how to check egg and trainer values!
- Discord - Visit our Discord to chat with other members of the community. You can also use our Discord to request or offer ESV/TSV checks in #sv-checks by mentioning @Egg Checker in your request for help.
Quick reference for users having their Eggs or Pokémon checked:
When another user offers to check eggs for you, they will most likely tell you which method they will be using. Below is a list of the most common methods, and brief instructions on what to do for each one.- TEA method: The checker will initiate a trade with you in-game. Show the Pokémon (or Eggs) you would like checked on the screen. Do not offer or trade the Pokémon (in Gen 7) — they only need to be visible on the trade screen. If you are having multiple Pokémon/Eggs checked, show each one for a couple seconds, and then quickly move on to the others. The checker may use nicknamed Pokémon as signs to let you know when they are ready for you to begin/stop showing Pokémon.
- GTS method (For TSV Checks only): The checker will ask you to deposit something over the GTS, and give specific details of what you should request. The checker will search for your deposited Pokémon and trade for it. After confirming you are the Original Trainer (OT) of the Pokémon they recieved (by matching it with your OT/ID from your game), they will provide you with your TSV!
- Please note: You will usually not receive the Pokémon you deposited back from the checker when using this method!
- Battle video (BV) method: The checker will challenge you to a battle in-game. Bring the Pokémon you want checked, and be sure to enter them into the actual battle. Forfeit the battle immediately.
- If the Pokémon being checked are eggs, disable autosave (important), and then hatch them. Reset your game after the battle.
- Trade method: Trade your Pokémon/Eggs to the checker. They will read their information and then trade them back to you.
2023.06.05 08:00 carlos3rcr 25[M4F]CDT scientist that likes trashy reality tv, running, and imessage games
hey!
here’s what I look like
I’m in chicago, in the middle of my phd, using the sacred few hours of sleep I got to scroll reddit while binging on the trashiest reality TV and early 00s MTV music videos… I’m known for taking wise choices :P
a few sentences about myself
I’m a very proud mexican doing his phd in theoretical biophysics in the US (somewhere in the midwest). sometimes I like to think I’m super smart… then I remember how much trashy reality tv trivia I know. tbh, since moving here I’ve been aching to meet people that aren’t related to my professional or academic sphere, and rarely got the time to do much outside the lab, so, here I am, it seems meeting people online could be good bet :O
some random trivia
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here’s what I look like
I’m in chicago, in the middle of my phd, using the sacred few hours of sleep I got to scroll reddit while binging on the trashiest reality TV and early 00s MTV music videos… I’m known for taking wise choices :P
a few sentences about myself
I’m a very proud mexican doing his phd in theoretical biophysics in the US (somewhere in the midwest). sometimes I like to think I’m super smart… then I remember how much trashy reality tv trivia I know. tbh, since moving here I’ve been aching to meet people that aren’t related to my professional or academic sphere, and rarely got the time to do much outside the lab, so, here I am, it seems meeting people online could be good bet :O
some random trivia
- my work is on machine learning and proteins
- love running and cycling, pretty much any heavy cardio activity
- love playing soccer but suck at it
- love signing but suck at it
- love drawing but suck at it
- I only sing in spanish, because I got a thiccc accent and feel a bit self-conscious singing in english
- expert in early 00s shitty pop music
- best disney movie is ratatouille
- most overrated disney movie is up
- love dancing cumbia and bachata… and actually do not suck at it! lmao
- can move my ears on command
- have lived in 4 countries, 6 cities, 2 continents
- I’m trying to get into video games. help? I have a swtich, xbox, and pc
- not a fan of scifi or fantasy :(
- once got jump-scared by a possum while riding my bike
- knows two and a half languages
- love crafts (specially origami) and playing the accordion
- I was personally invited to a fancy rooftop party by a google hotshot, but bailed on it
- a mexican bill saved my life while I was stranded in serbia
- I was suspended from middle school for burning a whiteboard with body spray and a lighter
2023.06.05 07:59 Some-House2276 WAcaring
WAcaring is a versatile tool that can benefit businesses by boosting operational efficiency and enhancing customer experience. Through its online monitoring and offline tracking capabilities, it provides valuable insights into customer interactions, enabling businesses to better understand their customers' needs and preferences.
By utilizing WAcaring, businesses can gather real-time feedback on customer satisfaction, which can be used to make adjustments and improvements to their products and services. This can lead to better customer retention and loyalty.
In summary, WAcaring is an indispensable tool for businesses seeking to optimize operations and deliver exceptional customer experiences.
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By utilizing WAcaring, businesses can gather real-time feedback on customer satisfaction, which can be used to make adjustments and improvements to their products and services. This can lead to better customer retention and loyalty.
In summary, WAcaring is an indispensable tool for businesses seeking to optimize operations and deliver exceptional customer experiences.
2023.06.05 07:59 daviddiazzr I accidentally created an AI girlfriend who's crazy
 | Recently, I've been making my way through the wild realm of AI companions. Naturally, I eventually stumbled upon businesses like Replika, SoulmateAI, and CarynAI as they strive to develop their own AI devices. I decided to take this concept one step further and craft something myself– without a full understanding of what that entailed! submitted by daviddiazzr to SukiAI [link] [comments] The biggest hurdle when it came to AI conversations was the latency, which made them excruciatingly unappealing. To tackle this issue, I took it upon myself to write a simple Python-based Telegram bot and worked on eliminating the lag time. I went one step further and created a visual AI model so that users could have a visible representation of the AI they interacted with. As I was poking around the code, I noticed that, depending on the particular AI model and user input, I could actually have an alluring, stimulating conversation with a machine. Unfortunately, though, most AI systems – especially those using GPT-4 – had stringent restrictions and weren't as thrilling as I'd hoped for. So, the long and short of it is I somehow managed to bodge together a pretty convincing AI Companion/ AI girlfriend. I know, weird right? Not only can she chat away but she has some downright crazy simulated erotic behavior. Given that most existing AI systems are so controlled by OpenAI, I thought there may be some of you out there who'd enjoy this sort of thing. If that's the case, I'm even interested in adding voice and image generation features for SukiAI. But that's for another time! Provide me with your input on this project! Let me know what you think about AI companions and the crazy prospects it brings. Did any of y'all have similar adventures with these robot friends or even created AI buddies yourselves? https://preview.redd.it/h2se2yhe354b1.png?width=1152&format=png&auto=webp&s=ef890c44c5831ea13b6b1c312567d44a70ce7e3c |
2023.06.05 07:59 Helpful_Song_4666 I don’t know what’s wrong with me.
I apologize in advance for grammatical errors and if this post seemed kind of all over the place.
My (18f) mental health has been rapidly declining in just a few months. I have been through a lot I have 4 siblings I am the youngest. We were abandoned by our father while our mother was pregnant with me. Our mother never really was the caring loving type she got us the bare minimum and called it a day she didn’t like when we would talk to her she would get an attitude when I was younger and yell at me If I tried to speak to her while she was doing anything. She would spank us with objects such as wire hangers belts our toys ect (that kinda stopped tho after we all got older although she still will threaten to “be our ass” from time to time. My mom picks favorites (I am not one of them) she projects her issues onto us if she has a bad day at work she will come home and find the smallest thing wrong and flip out on us call us ungrateful spoiled abusive brats and then she will start to slam stuff and stomp around the house. She’s emotionally neglectful, and when you do go to her with private and sensitive information she cannot and will not keep it to herself. Because of my lack of an actual healthy parental figure in my life it has caused me to be susceptible to grooming. I have recently come to be able to admit that I was being groomed by my best friends uncle. He is 40+yo married with multiple kids. He always gave me such sweet vibes and was very comforting (I met him when I was 16) after a few months of knowing him I got his number and he would give me rides home from work, during these rides he would often grope me and say inappropriate things (even when I would push his hands off and ask him to stop) but I would continue to make excuses for him in my head because I just wanted that comforting parental figure. I was able to distance myself from him after I turned 18 and moved away for college, but I never told my friends or family about what he would say and do. I didn’t want to get him in trouble and I didn’t want to get blamed so I figured it would be easier to just keep it to myself. When I was back in my home town for winter break I was sexually assaulted by a friend of mine. TW I got drunk and he was “taking care of me, I let him sleep in the same bed as me but soon woke up to his hands down my pants I didn’t know what to do I continued to pretend to sleep for a few minutes (those minutes felt like years) when I realized he wasn’t going to stop I sat up and just left the room without saying anything. I ended up only telling 2 of my friends about it one I swore to secrecy and the other well she blocked me and hasn’t spoken to me since. After the assault I felt isolated and alone I tried to push what happened out sm so that at some points it feels like it wasn’t real like it was just a dream or like I wasn’t there (idk how to explain it I know logically it happened but another part of me is just detached from the whole situation). Anyways after the SA I couldn’t really sleep much I was exhausted and frustrated and just full of so many emotions. Because of my lack of sleep and intense emotions I ended up having an over the top mental breakdown over some slightly annoying comment my mom made to me before she went to work. I was sobbing in my room and just couldn’t stop I started to punch myself lin the legs and head and face (I used to do that when I was younger but hadn’t in a while) after a few hours of angry cries and hitting myself I fell asleep and just continued on as I was. I was trying my best to pretend like I was ok but with the feeling of so many emotions coursing through my body I started to cut my hands In hopes to cope, and after that first cut I haven’t been really able to stop I started cutting my palms and then moved onto my thighs. In this time I still pretended I was ok and went on as if nothing was wrong. I went back to college where I met my current boyfriend at the beginning of second semester and I like him a lot but he has pointed out to me some of my self destructive habits and behaviors of pushing him away and then pulling him back in when the fear of abandonment gets a little to much. I have noticed that I tend to go from liking him so much that I feel like I would die if he left to where I want to leave him and ruin him for doing something small like not answering my text fast enough. I don’t understand why I think this way, there will be a slight change in his tone and I will go through a wide range of emotions because of it. I go from hating him to loving him and needing him to be with me always. And because of these thoughts it’s made me look back on my previous relationships types (he’s my first real bf) but with my previous bsf’s I noticed I would act similarly towards them. But yeah I feel like this post is all over the place but I feel like my brain is constantly scattered so can someone please tell me what they think is wrong with me and why I’m so crazy. (I’m currently on antidepressants… I feel like they haven’t been helping tho)
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My (18f) mental health has been rapidly declining in just a few months. I have been through a lot I have 4 siblings I am the youngest. We were abandoned by our father while our mother was pregnant with me. Our mother never really was the caring loving type she got us the bare minimum and called it a day she didn’t like when we would talk to her she would get an attitude when I was younger and yell at me If I tried to speak to her while she was doing anything. She would spank us with objects such as wire hangers belts our toys ect (that kinda stopped tho after we all got older although she still will threaten to “be our ass” from time to time. My mom picks favorites (I am not one of them) she projects her issues onto us if she has a bad day at work she will come home and find the smallest thing wrong and flip out on us call us ungrateful spoiled abusive brats and then she will start to slam stuff and stomp around the house. She’s emotionally neglectful, and when you do go to her with private and sensitive information she cannot and will not keep it to herself. Because of my lack of an actual healthy parental figure in my life it has caused me to be susceptible to grooming. I have recently come to be able to admit that I was being groomed by my best friends uncle. He is 40+yo married with multiple kids. He always gave me such sweet vibes and was very comforting (I met him when I was 16) after a few months of knowing him I got his number and he would give me rides home from work, during these rides he would often grope me and say inappropriate things (even when I would push his hands off and ask him to stop) but I would continue to make excuses for him in my head because I just wanted that comforting parental figure. I was able to distance myself from him after I turned 18 and moved away for college, but I never told my friends or family about what he would say and do. I didn’t want to get him in trouble and I didn’t want to get blamed so I figured it would be easier to just keep it to myself. When I was back in my home town for winter break I was sexually assaulted by a friend of mine. TW I got drunk and he was “taking care of me, I let him sleep in the same bed as me but soon woke up to his hands down my pants I didn’t know what to do I continued to pretend to sleep for a few minutes (those minutes felt like years) when I realized he wasn’t going to stop I sat up and just left the room without saying anything. I ended up only telling 2 of my friends about it one I swore to secrecy and the other well she blocked me and hasn’t spoken to me since. After the assault I felt isolated and alone I tried to push what happened out sm so that at some points it feels like it wasn’t real like it was just a dream or like I wasn’t there (idk how to explain it I know logically it happened but another part of me is just detached from the whole situation). Anyways after the SA I couldn’t really sleep much I was exhausted and frustrated and just full of so many emotions. Because of my lack of sleep and intense emotions I ended up having an over the top mental breakdown over some slightly annoying comment my mom made to me before she went to work. I was sobbing in my room and just couldn’t stop I started to punch myself lin the legs and head and face (I used to do that when I was younger but hadn’t in a while) after a few hours of angry cries and hitting myself I fell asleep and just continued on as I was. I was trying my best to pretend like I was ok but with the feeling of so many emotions coursing through my body I started to cut my hands In hopes to cope, and after that first cut I haven’t been really able to stop I started cutting my palms and then moved onto my thighs. In this time I still pretended I was ok and went on as if nothing was wrong. I went back to college where I met my current boyfriend at the beginning of second semester and I like him a lot but he has pointed out to me some of my self destructive habits and behaviors of pushing him away and then pulling him back in when the fear of abandonment gets a little to much. I have noticed that I tend to go from liking him so much that I feel like I would die if he left to where I want to leave him and ruin him for doing something small like not answering my text fast enough. I don’t understand why I think this way, there will be a slight change in his tone and I will go through a wide range of emotions because of it. I go from hating him to loving him and needing him to be with me always. And because of these thoughts it’s made me look back on my previous relationships types (he’s my first real bf) but with my previous bsf’s I noticed I would act similarly towards them. But yeah I feel like this post is all over the place but I feel like my brain is constantly scattered so can someone please tell me what they think is wrong with me and why I’m so crazy. (I’m currently on antidepressants… I feel like they haven’t been helping tho)
2023.06.05 07:59 Camoflauge94 Steamdecks trackpads for DIY
Steamdecks trackpads for DIY?
Like the title says , would it be possible to use the steamdecks trackpads for DIY builds/mods ? The steamdeck trackpads are super cheap if you get them from ifixit so I had a look at the steamdeck trackpad disassembled and it looks like it uses an FPC cable , if I could somehow find a way to connect this cable to a usb port via a daugtherboard or a straight up usb adapteconnector, would the steamdeck trackpad work on another device ? What sort of protocol does the steamdeck trackpad use ? Is it some universal protocol that would be instantly regocnised or is it custom ? Does anyone know ?any help would be much appreciated
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Like the title says , would it be possible to use the steamdecks trackpads for DIY builds/mods ? The steamdeck trackpads are super cheap if you get them from ifixit so I had a look at the steamdeck trackpad disassembled and it looks like it uses an FPC cable , if I could somehow find a way to connect this cable to a usb port via a daugtherboard or a straight up usb adapteconnector, would the steamdeck trackpad work on another device ? What sort of protocol does the steamdeck trackpad use ? Is it some universal protocol that would be instantly regocnised or is it custom ? Does anyone know ?any help would be much appreciated
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2023.06.05 07:59 cinderelladoll62 On Demand Business Ideas
 | submitted by cinderelladoll62 to u/cinderelladoll62 [link] [comments] The majority of the on-demand business models are delivery services, especially food delivery service is the most common thing. Everyone is aware of the food delivery industry, but there are still a lot more industrial sectors that have a huge revenue gain impact in the market space. The on-demand business ventures have made a revolution, the way most of the business serves its customers. On-demand apps are fulfilling customer’s demands right up from delivering things to their doorsteps and thereby creating a personalized experience to avail their desired services at their ease. The on-demand service is designed in such a way to reduce the waiting time of the customers and to give them full flexibility in their shopping. This improves the customer’s experience which brought many companies to offer their own delivery service with the help of third-party delivery agents. Top On-Demand Business Ideas for Startup for the Next Decade With various technologies coming into play, and the growing customer demands, the journey of entrepreneurs to launch an eCommerce marketplace is getting easier. Adopting an innovative approach and finding a sound business model is enough to lay the foundation of a new business. If you are one of the business enthusiasts looking forward to starting an eCommerce venture revolving around the on-demand economy, spend more time deducing the optimal business model before executing it. The following are some of the most lucrative business options inspired by the on-demand economy. 1. Start A Multi-Vendor E-Commerce Marketplace The eCommerce sector has seen tremendous growth in the recent past and the sector is speculated to see a phenomenal rise of 30% in the next few years. This has opened a completely new horizon when it comes to creating multi-vendor eCommerce marketplaces. 2. 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Custom clothing websites not only offer bespoke clothing but also a sense of personalization. Such websites help consumers choose fabrics, measurements, style specifications, and get custom-made clothes delivered right to their doorstep. 5. Launch A Marketplace For Freelance Writers Professional freelance writers have always been in demand and their demand is growing each day with the focus shifting to content marketing. That said, brands face major problems finding writers for essay writing, research paperwork, or any other form of academic content. 6. Create A Marketplace Of Service Professionals Like above, there is also a huge market for a service professional marketplace where you can easily find professionals like lawyers, doctors, carpenters, or any other type of professional. 7. Build A Platform For Online Food Ordering Home delivery has been a tried and tested business model used by numerous restaurants. However, this was limited to a few large chains of restaurants. 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A mobile app with user-friendly features Online presence is essential for a business in this digital world. Therefore, take your traditional business to the next level by launching an on-demand multi-delivery app. Moreover, the features you included in the app play a vital role. For example, adding a feature like a GPS tracking system makes it friendly for the customers. This way, you can manage the business operations efficiently without paperwork. Competitive pricing Each customer has different requirements. Therefore, the pricing structure should be based on their requirements. For example, in the case of courier delivery, you can consider the weight and size of the package. Also, it is necessary to consider the delivery speed the customers want to avail. User engagement It is an important factor to consider for making your business successful. Transparency in the process is what the customers will expect. Let them know the order status in real-time via in-app notifications. Also, it will be great to inform your customers about the estimated delivery date & time. Besides, update the status via email or SMS. Notably, with the help of live chat, customers can get their queries resolved at any time. Aesthetic packaging Good packaging impacts your brand image. You can even make it as a USP or differentiating factor to stand apart from your rivals. So right from the start of packing, still the delivery, ensure that the proper packaging and the packaging box are maintained. For more details, please visit our website: https://www.flightslogic.com/on-demand-business-ideas.php |
2023.06.05 07:59 ivychen300 Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane Market Size, Share, Development by 2023
LPI (LP Information)' newest research report, the “Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane Industry Forecast” looks at past sales and reviews total world Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane sales in 2022, providing a comprehensive analysis by region and market sector of projected Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane sales for 2023 through 2029. With Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane sales broken down by region, market sector and sub-sector, this report provides a detailed analysis in US$ millions of the world Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane industry.
This Insight Report provides a comprehensive analysis of the global Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane landscape and highlights key trends related to product segmentation, company formation, revenue, and market share, latest development, and M&A activity. This report also analyzes the strategies of leading global companies with a focus on Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane portfolios and capabilities, market entry strategies, market positions, and geographic footprints, to better understand these firms' unique position in an accelerating global Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane market.
This Insight Report evaluates the key market trends, drivers, and affecting factors shaping the global outlook for Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane and breaks down the forecast by type, by application, geography, and market size to highlight emerging pockets of opportunity. With a transparent methodology based on hundreds of bottom-up qualitative and quantitative market inputs, this study forecast offers a highly nuanced view of the current state and future trajectory in the global Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane .
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Toray Industries
Ascend Performance Materials
BASF
Invista
Domo Chemicals
Shenma Industrial
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This Insight Report provides a comprehensive analysis of the global Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane landscape and highlights key trends related to product segmentation, company formation, revenue, and market share, latest development, and M&A activity. This report also analyzes the strategies of leading global companies with a focus on Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane portfolios and capabilities, market entry strategies, market positions, and geographic footprints, to better understand these firms' unique position in an accelerating global Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane market.
This Insight Report evaluates the key market trends, drivers, and affecting factors shaping the global outlook for Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane and breaks down the forecast by type, by application, geography, and market size to highlight emerging pockets of opportunity. With a transparent methodology based on hundreds of bottom-up qualitative and quantitative market inputs, this study forecast offers a highly nuanced view of the current state and future trajectory in the global Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane .
This report presents a comprehensive overview, market shares, and growth opportunities of Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane market by product type, application, key manufacturers and key regions and countries.
https://www.lpinformationdata.com/reports/729819/industrial-grade-1-6-diaminohexane-2029
The main participants
Toray Industries
Ascend Performance Materials
BASF
Invista
Domo Chemicals
Shenma Industrial
RadiciGroup
Anshan Guorui Chemical
Segmentation by type
Purity≥90%
Purity≥99%
Other
Segmentation by application
Textile
Automotive
Others
Key Questions Addressed in this Report
What is the 10-year outlook for the global Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane market?
What factors are driving Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane market growth, globally and by region?
Which technologies are poised for the fastest growth by market and region?
How do Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane market opportunities vary by end market size?
How does Industrial Grade 1,6-Diaminohexane break out type, application?
What are the influences of COVID-19 and Russia-Ukraine war?
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2023.06.05 07:59 SelectionLevel6846 Global Offshore Wind Speeds
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2023.06.05 07:58 cleyooo Chronic Laryngitis Issues
Hi everyone, sorry if this is a super common type of post.
I'm kind of at my wits end. My laryngitis seems to be triggered by over-use of my vocal chords. However, I don't feel I overused them in order to be dealing with this flare-up. I basically added 2 extra hours to my daily work schedule last week, in the mornings, then worked normally at night. I do work that requires me to speak slightly louder than usual, but not much.
I'm aware that it's probably a case of an underlying issue making my larynx more sensitive to over-use, however, it's been months since I have dealt with a flare-up, and I've been carrying on business as usual. My ENT didn't see signs of acid reflux (silent or no). I've been smoking at the end of the day usually, and only one or two sessions.. and less days than usual, actually.. I stay hydrated, avoid caffeine for the most part, etc.. you get the drill.
I've heard the typical advice you'd find from google (and friends and family eurgh lol), as well as from multiple ENTs.
Anyone else dealt with this sort of thing? I want to keep doing the things I want to do - smoke occasionally (not a regular cigarette smoker iykwim), drink maybe once a month, and do my job normally without having to take time off to recover from just 2 extra hours a day -_-
Maybe I need to see an ENT again - it just gets frustrating when you are already doing what they advise and it's still bad. (I know I'm not doing those things now but I've been dealing with this for nearly 2 yrs on and off)
Any new perspectives or advice would be appreciated. All the best
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I'm kind of at my wits end. My laryngitis seems to be triggered by over-use of my vocal chords. However, I don't feel I overused them in order to be dealing with this flare-up. I basically added 2 extra hours to my daily work schedule last week, in the mornings, then worked normally at night. I do work that requires me to speak slightly louder than usual, but not much.
I'm aware that it's probably a case of an underlying issue making my larynx more sensitive to over-use, however, it's been months since I have dealt with a flare-up, and I've been carrying on business as usual. My ENT didn't see signs of acid reflux (silent or no). I've been smoking at the end of the day usually, and only one or two sessions.. and less days than usual, actually.. I stay hydrated, avoid caffeine for the most part, etc.. you get the drill.
I've heard the typical advice you'd find from google (and friends and family eurgh lol), as well as from multiple ENTs.
Anyone else dealt with this sort of thing? I want to keep doing the things I want to do - smoke occasionally (not a regular cigarette smoker iykwim), drink maybe once a month, and do my job normally without having to take time off to recover from just 2 extra hours a day -_-
Maybe I need to see an ENT again - it just gets frustrating when you are already doing what they advise and it's still bad. (I know I'm not doing those things now but I've been dealing with this for nearly 2 yrs on and off)
Any new perspectives or advice would be appreciated. All the best
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2023.06.05 07:58 travellingveinsbihar Rent an Innova Car in Raxaul and Explore the Best of Bihar
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It is believed to be the site where Lord Rama, the legendary prince of Ayodhya, crossed the river during his exile. The serene surroundings and scenic beauty of Ram Rekha Ghat make it an ideal spot for relaxation and picnics. Having an Innova car rental allows you to easily access this tranquil location and spend quality time by the riverside. Frequently Asked Questions about Innova Car Rental in Raxaul 1. How can I book an Innova car rental in Raxaul? Booking an Innova car rental in Raxaul is a simple and hassle-free process. You can either contact local car rental agencies or make use of online travel portals that offer car rental services. Provide the necessary details such as your travel dates, pickup location, and drop-off location to make a reservation. 2. What are the documents required to rent an Innova car in Raxaul? 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Discuss your travel plans with the car rental agency to ensure that they permit outstation travel and inquire about any additional charges or documentation requirements. Conclusion Innova Car Rental in Raxaul offers a convenient and comfortable way to explore the city and its surrounding areas. With its spacious interiors, modern features, and professional drivers, renting an Innova car ensures a pleasant and hassle-free journey. Whether you're visiting the cultural sites, wildlife sanctuaries, or scenic spots in Raxaul, having the flexibility of a private vehicle allows you to make the most of your trip. So, why wait? Book an Innova Car Hire in Raxaul and embark on a memorable adventure in this beautiful city. |
2023.06.05 07:58 onthewingsofangels The Difference between Michael Hobbes and Jesse Singal
The other day there was a thread asking why Jesse dislikes Hobbes. So, I went looking for more info on him and found the "You're Wrong About" podcast he used to co-host.
It's about historical events that are widely misunderstood. That's an interesting premise, so I started listening. Unfortunately the podcast didn't jibe with me, but definitely gave insight into both Hobbes and his co-host Sarah.
There was the Duke Lacrosse episode -- you remember, these Lacrosse players were accused of raping a stripper they hired, which turned out to be a false accusation. The episode didn't really debunk anything but went into detail about the event. From the start Michael and Sarah are dripping with contempt for the players. The number of times "rich, white" is superfluously thrown around is unreal. There isn't an ounce of sympathy for the falsely accused men - they're "rich and white" so obviously they'll be fine. They were dragged in the media for months and everyone thought they'd done this heinous thing. But they were out on bail so no biggie, right?! The accuser, otoh, who is in prison right now for literally murder, has just "had an awful life" and was just a poor woman backed into making this awful accusation by the system. I could go on, this is just a tiny sample of the awfulness of the podcast. It really illustrated to me that these hosts are incapable of seeing human beings as individuals. The world is divided into the oppressors and the oppressed, and if sometimes the oppresser gets hurt : well they don't exactly deserve it, but don't they kind of deserve it?!
In the Matthew Shepard episode, Michael goes into a truly eye-opening tangent. He outright says "well, let's say Shepard's death wasn't actually a hate crime. So what? There are lots of gay hate crimes every year. If a journalist used Shepard's as a hook to bring attention to the gay hate crimes, does it matter if the original hook was inaccurate?" He literally talks about stories that are too good to fact check, and how he can totally see the temptation to not dig too deep if a juicy story helps your social crusade. Like, does it matter if what you're writing is the exact "truth" as long as you're serving the Truth.
And this is why I appreciate Jesse so much. He's scrupulously honest, he cares about being accurate even when it gets in the way of his narrative. And he always brings empathy to all the people he discusses, even the ones he mocks.
In a world of storytellers with journalism degrees, Jesse's a reporter.
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It's about historical events that are widely misunderstood. That's an interesting premise, so I started listening. Unfortunately the podcast didn't jibe with me, but definitely gave insight into both Hobbes and his co-host Sarah.
There was the Duke Lacrosse episode -- you remember, these Lacrosse players were accused of raping a stripper they hired, which turned out to be a false accusation. The episode didn't really debunk anything but went into detail about the event. From the start Michael and Sarah are dripping with contempt for the players. The number of times "rich, white" is superfluously thrown around is unreal. There isn't an ounce of sympathy for the falsely accused men - they're "rich and white" so obviously they'll be fine. They were dragged in the media for months and everyone thought they'd done this heinous thing. But they were out on bail so no biggie, right?! The accuser, otoh, who is in prison right now for literally murder, has just "had an awful life" and was just a poor woman backed into making this awful accusation by the system. I could go on, this is just a tiny sample of the awfulness of the podcast. It really illustrated to me that these hosts are incapable of seeing human beings as individuals. The world is divided into the oppressors and the oppressed, and if sometimes the oppresser gets hurt : well they don't exactly deserve it, but don't they kind of deserve it?!
In the Matthew Shepard episode, Michael goes into a truly eye-opening tangent. He outright says "well, let's say Shepard's death wasn't actually a hate crime. So what? There are lots of gay hate crimes every year. If a journalist used Shepard's as a hook to bring attention to the gay hate crimes, does it matter if the original hook was inaccurate?" He literally talks about stories that are too good to fact check, and how he can totally see the temptation to not dig too deep if a juicy story helps your social crusade. Like, does it matter if what you're writing is the exact "truth" as long as you're serving the Truth.
And this is why I appreciate Jesse so much. He's scrupulously honest, he cares about being accurate even when it gets in the way of his narrative. And he always brings empathy to all the people he discusses, even the ones he mocks.
In a world of storytellers with journalism degrees, Jesse's a reporter.
2023.06.05 07:58 StarInvestment_1 Safe Investment Strategies in Australia That Offer High Fixed Returns
Safe Investment Strategies in Australia That Offer High Fixed Returns
Have you built your savings to $100,000 or over beyond your living expenses and thinking of investing and creating a passive income in Australia on a regular basis for long-term financial goals or for your retirement. The motive of this blog is to give you some of the most direct and key options available in Australia that will help you invest and secure your future.Safest Investment Choices in Australia
There is a couple of safe investment options, such as bonds and passive income sources like ETFs, dividend-paying equities, or a well performing rental property. Government issues bonds, which are regarded as low-risk assets, are the safest investment choice for Australians. These government-issued bonds are supported by the government’s complete trust and credit. Cash and term deposits, which guarantee a return on your investment but may yield lesser returns over time than other investments, are two additional safe investing possibilities.However, we would like to narrow it down to everything that you need to know about some hidden property development projects and multiple investment choices that are out there around investing in properties that will yield you high returns and still be considered relatively risk-free.
Direct Property Investments
Let’s have a look at why a property can be a good investment option for Australians looking to generate monthly returns and build a steady passive income. Here are the reasons below.Potential for capital gains
Since property values have a propensity to rise over time, investors may benefit by purchasing real estate at a discount and reselling it at a profit. This can result in sizable capital gains for investors, especially if they own the property for a long time.Consistent Rental Income
Investing in real estate can also generate a stream of consistent rental income that investors can use to reduce their mortgage debt or generate extra income. Rents often rise in line with inflation, thus the rental income might likewise climb with time.Tax Advantages
Investing in real estate may offer tax advantages, such as deductions for interest costs, depreciation, and other costs related to holding an investment property. Investors’ taxable income can be decreased, and their after-tax returns can be increased because of these tax advantages.Leverage
By borrowing money to buy multiple properties, real estate can be leveraged to raise the possible return on investment.Risks Involved in Buying an Investment Property in Australia
It is so important to do your research on various suburbs and their growth potential before buying an investment property. Some suburbs may have had a history of consistent growth but may have reached its peak. In this case, it is important to check the suburb’s current sale prices and also its current rental returns and see if it makes sense before investing.Here is a list of the fastest growing suburbs across regional Australia according to open agent.
Research on Regional Suburbs to Maximize Growth
Alternatively, there could be pockets of suburbs all over Australia that are just about to grow because there is so much activity happening around those localities. For example, a suburb through government and private investors is building all the infrastructure required for it to have some serious growth such as schools, universities, sporting facilities, roads, train networks, and other transport options.Here is an article from ABC which gives a clear indication of how people are flocking to regional suburbs across Australia.
If you dig deep into a particular suburb that might have some growth potential, you will even see new houses being built, blocks of land being sold at record prices, new businesses popping up everywhere including modern shopping centers, cafes, restaurants, etc.
There are greater risks and costs involved with borrowing and investing in a property. With all the negative news about interest rates rising in the last 6 months in the Australian property market, you might think bonds could be a safer and cheaper alternative. However, with proper guidance and research, real estate investment in the long term can increase your profits from capital gains and rental income.
Seasoned investors cashing in on indirect property investment option
While this is indeed true for many, investors require a certain degree of industry knowledge, skill, and luck to realize their real estate goals. The Australian market has many experienced property investors, landlords, and professional developers, and for some, the sector can appear saturated and confusing when considering investing in a property. This is where investing in a development project works way better than buying a property.Here is how property development investment works
There are property developers across Australia that are developing infrastructure required for a development. In most cases, they are in the infant stage of their development and would need a lot of private investment to develop the project. During this stage, they offer a significant return on investment to potential investors. There are so many such developments across our beautiful country and may land us in real trouble if we invested in the wrong project.Advantages of Indirect Property Investments
· Indirect property investment has a number of advantages when compared to direct property investment, including:· Lower up-front capital investment
· No stamp duty costs
· No repayment in interest
· Reduction in maintenance and fees involved such as plumbing, electrical work, gardening that goes into managing a property
· Lesser capital loss if the investment does not work out.
What Can An Investor Do To Get This Right?
Experienced and sophisticated Australian investors know the exact suburbs that are booming since they are extensively researching through their own network. So, when doing your research, look more towards regional Australia because this has been the trend ever since COVID, and this seems to be the way to go. Look for opportunities where a significant portion of the land has already been sold and see the price growth that it has had over a period of time. This is often an indication that the location has been growing steadily.Fixed Investment Opportunity with Star Investment
Going with the theme from the above data, Star Investment is now offering a 12% return on your investment paid monthly plus a 10% capital growth on your investment on a five-year term. With Star Investment, your investment goes towards a waterfront development project in Moe, Gippsland, Victoria.What has the waterfront development project @ Lake Narracan achieved so far
The Lake Narracan Resort Development project has seen massive growth in the last couple of years, including sales skyrocketing and reaching $23 million dollars, $125 million in GDV, and with 70% in Stage (1-6) now sold out, there is no looking back.Why is investing with Star Investment risk-free?
Your capital is 100% safe and secure, with $5.7 million dollars raised in investments. Star Investment is an SMSF approved business and your direct investment partner, which means you receive all the benefits. There is a fixed return of 12% per annum paid monthly and paid on the 1st of every month.Our Final Thoughts
You may work towards accumulating long-term wealth and reaching your financial objectives with the appropriate direction and a disciplined strategy. Before making any investment decisions, it’s crucial to get crucial financial guidance to learn about generating sustainable passive income in Australia. Whether you are an avid investor or a first-time potential investor looking for the best investment opportunities out there, you know that investing can be a valuable tool, and it is important to take the time to explore and research what’s out there in the Australian investment market today, and we hope that this blog will guide you in the right direction and help you make the right investment decisions.Investments Come With No Guarantees
It’s essential to acknowledge that no investment comes without risk, and even so-called safe investments carry their own set of risks. For instance, the inflation rate may rise over time, causing the buying power of even the most secure savings to diminish. It’s important to note that the information and advice provided here are general in nature and should not be considered a substitute for independent financial advice. It’s recommended that readers seek expert advice before making their financial decisions and investments.Source : https://www.starinvestment.com.au/blog/safe-investment-strategies-australia/
2023.06.05 07:58 Klutzy-Mail-4746 (PS5) (PS4) Ram Australia
NEW AUSSIE PVP MAIN CLAN
Ram Australia is looking for strong PvP players to join and go into the crucible and tear ol Shaxx a new hole 😈
There is no KD requirement (not yet), as the goal for the moment is numbers! I myself am no stranger to going flawless on weekends and taking names during the week, BUT there is only so much fun I can have by myself, so what better way to do that than create and grow an AUSSIE PvP Clan.
PvE Endgame is also in the crosshairs, with dungeons, raids, GMs and more being on the agenda when PvP isn’t, however, the more PvP players we get, the more we can mould PvE players, making a stronger community!
I have a discord setup as well (learning how to use it) so will take some time.
Here is the link to the clan, do not hesitate to join, I’m on every night and will be more than happy to jump into some crucible and kill some bastards -
Check out our #Destiny2 clan! https://www.bungie.net/en/ClanV2?groupid=5088829
Discord link will be in Clan chat on the destiny app!
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Ram Australia is looking for strong PvP players to join and go into the crucible and tear ol Shaxx a new hole 😈
There is no KD requirement (not yet), as the goal for the moment is numbers! I myself am no stranger to going flawless on weekends and taking names during the week, BUT there is only so much fun I can have by myself, so what better way to do that than create and grow an AUSSIE PvP Clan.
PvE Endgame is also in the crosshairs, with dungeons, raids, GMs and more being on the agenda when PvP isn’t, however, the more PvP players we get, the more we can mould PvE players, making a stronger community!
I have a discord setup as well (learning how to use it) so will take some time.
Here is the link to the clan, do not hesitate to join, I’m on every night and will be more than happy to jump into some crucible and kill some bastards -
Check out our #Destiny2 clan! https://www.bungie.net/en/ClanV2?groupid=5088829
Discord link will be in Clan chat on the destiny app!
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2023.06.05 07:57 LessPlum2168 I resent my family
I’m going to keep ages somewhat vague because I’ve seen seeing so many of these posts end up on tiktok, and both of my siblings use the app religiously. I (later teens), have a younger brother and an older sister (she’s in her late twenties I think). I’m sorry if this is kind of a mess, I’m pretty tired.
My family is the definition of dysfunctional. Nobody communicates, nobody helps one another, it’s just everyone on survival mode. And I’m the biggest victim of this. I’ve always been the black sheep of the family; I get picked on and yelled at the most when something mildly inconvenient happens. I cant even begin to recall how many times I’ve had to sit through the same “I do everything around the house” cryfest from my mother when she blows up and screams at anyone who even tries to help. We all just wait for the next tantrum on baited breath, and even then we’re all against one another still. Unravelling every family member’s flaws would take forever, which is why I found a rather comical comparison. Excluding my sister and her family from the picture, my family is like family guy. My father is lazy and doesn’t do anything to contribute. He just complains and complains. My mother is irate and overall a shitty person. My brother is the golden child who gets treated slightly better than me, and I have all my achievements and aspirations spat on and belittled in a “shut up Meg” type of way. I promise you I merely say this to try and cope by joking.
My mother is the most abusive to me. She always has been. She refuses to cut my hair despite how much I beg. My hair is naturally extremely thick, and my entire body aches after trying to wrangle it in showers. There’s been times I’ve nearly blacked out from how much effort I put in trying to keep it semi presentable. When it got really bad she would make an effort to embarrass me and shame me, and would yank on it with the brush. I had to hold back genuine screams of agony. It got to a point where I cried in the shower from the relief I felt when I had it cut. The problem is that it grows back really fast and it’s already getting hard to take care of again.
My brother and father are just useless. They belittle the women in the house and do nothing but eat and play video games all day. No matter how much we beg them to help, they do nothing. My father is an angry and abusive man. He’s not physically abusive, but he’s neglectful and verbally assaults anyone who makes him feel insecure. He’s a pathetic manchild and he’s teaching my brother to be the same way.
My sister has made everything worse. I’m always teetering on hating her guts and loving her. It makes me so angry. She’s had children when she was in a poor financial situation, and it’s come back to bite her on the ass big time. She’s stuck with a boyfriend who is also a manchild raising genuinely psychotic children. She recently moved to my state and stupidly decided to have a third child while already trying to financially recover from moving across the country just to live close to us. Now they’re at rock bottom struggling to find a home and are forced to live with us, making this house chaotic and a nightmare for my easily overstimulated ass. I hate her children, they make huge messes and bring home countless viral infections which have left me bedridden during most of my leisure time, and it’s driving me nuts. And their pets have done nothing but worsen my already bad allergies. Im miserable. My life is hell. I have no possible way of escape and sometimes I just consider running away to make it all end. All of these people are bigots and would disown me and leave me homeless if they learned I was queer, which is a death sentence where I live now. I try so hard to be the level-headed moral compass and the most accepting person, but it’s just so damn tiring. I live in constant paranoia, fear, and misery. I just wish my family was normal. I wish I had a clean home and am accepting family that lets me hang out with my friends. I know I sound selfish but I want to be allowed to play games like my brother too, I want to be able to go to restaurants and have things that actually cater my interests, and not the interests of everyone else around me. I hate spots, I hate guns and America and salt life, and yet it’s all they get me. None of that is nearly as important as the more toxic aspect of my family, but it’s still upsetting. I feel more like an accessory than a living, breathing human being. I just want to get out.
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My family is the definition of dysfunctional. Nobody communicates, nobody helps one another, it’s just everyone on survival mode. And I’m the biggest victim of this. I’ve always been the black sheep of the family; I get picked on and yelled at the most when something mildly inconvenient happens. I cant even begin to recall how many times I’ve had to sit through the same “I do everything around the house” cryfest from my mother when she blows up and screams at anyone who even tries to help. We all just wait for the next tantrum on baited breath, and even then we’re all against one another still. Unravelling every family member’s flaws would take forever, which is why I found a rather comical comparison. Excluding my sister and her family from the picture, my family is like family guy. My father is lazy and doesn’t do anything to contribute. He just complains and complains. My mother is irate and overall a shitty person. My brother is the golden child who gets treated slightly better than me, and I have all my achievements and aspirations spat on and belittled in a “shut up Meg” type of way. I promise you I merely say this to try and cope by joking.
My mother is the most abusive to me. She always has been. She refuses to cut my hair despite how much I beg. My hair is naturally extremely thick, and my entire body aches after trying to wrangle it in showers. There’s been times I’ve nearly blacked out from how much effort I put in trying to keep it semi presentable. When it got really bad she would make an effort to embarrass me and shame me, and would yank on it with the brush. I had to hold back genuine screams of agony. It got to a point where I cried in the shower from the relief I felt when I had it cut. The problem is that it grows back really fast and it’s already getting hard to take care of again.
My brother and father are just useless. They belittle the women in the house and do nothing but eat and play video games all day. No matter how much we beg them to help, they do nothing. My father is an angry and abusive man. He’s not physically abusive, but he’s neglectful and verbally assaults anyone who makes him feel insecure. He’s a pathetic manchild and he’s teaching my brother to be the same way.
My sister has made everything worse. I’m always teetering on hating her guts and loving her. It makes me so angry. She’s had children when she was in a poor financial situation, and it’s come back to bite her on the ass big time. She’s stuck with a boyfriend who is also a manchild raising genuinely psychotic children. She recently moved to my state and stupidly decided to have a third child while already trying to financially recover from moving across the country just to live close to us. Now they’re at rock bottom struggling to find a home and are forced to live with us, making this house chaotic and a nightmare for my easily overstimulated ass. I hate her children, they make huge messes and bring home countless viral infections which have left me bedridden during most of my leisure time, and it’s driving me nuts. And their pets have done nothing but worsen my already bad allergies. Im miserable. My life is hell. I have no possible way of escape and sometimes I just consider running away to make it all end. All of these people are bigots and would disown me and leave me homeless if they learned I was queer, which is a death sentence where I live now. I try so hard to be the level-headed moral compass and the most accepting person, but it’s just so damn tiring. I live in constant paranoia, fear, and misery. I just wish my family was normal. I wish I had a clean home and am accepting family that lets me hang out with my friends. I know I sound selfish but I want to be allowed to play games like my brother too, I want to be able to go to restaurants and have things that actually cater my interests, and not the interests of everyone else around me. I hate spots, I hate guns and America and salt life, and yet it’s all they get me. None of that is nearly as important as the more toxic aspect of my family, but it’s still upsetting. I feel more like an accessory than a living, breathing human being. I just want to get out.