So I'm not sure if I told anybody this, but I have finally made the decision to quit making gacha content all together. (yes, I had made gacha content in the past, don't attack me please.)
Now some of you who might have seen my content before may be wondering why I have made the decision to quit. Well, I have my reasons, and I am going to be listing them all here, and also why I do not like the gacha community by this point.
BEFORE YOU GET UPSET: I have nothing against anyone that still wants to make gacha content (whether it'd be gacha life, gacha club, etc.) The types of gacha creators that I will be talikng about are ones that have damaged not just how people view gacha, but gacha as a whole.
Also huge trigger warning for mentions of the following:
NSFW, abuse (including animal abuse), pedophilia, incest, SA, Fetishes, Mysoginy, Sexism, Homophobia, ableism, suicide, self harm, mental illness, and just a bunch of other gross stuff.
Reason 1: The unnessicary amounts of pornography
As some of you know, there is this thing whithin the gacha community known as "gacha heat" (which for those who don't know... it's basically gacha porn.)
Now, from my understanding, it's sligltly ok for maybe one or two pieces of nsfw to pop up in a fandom (it's the internet, happens all the time), But if there's HUNDEREDS OF THOUSANDS of nsfw content relating to this, you've got a problem, mainly concerning that gacha is rated under the ESRP (which rates games based on how appropriate they are for younger audiences) as a KID'S GAME (Rated E - E 10+ specifically). What makes this worse is that a good majority of the fandom are under the age of 18 (where I live, that makes you a minor), and some are as young as NINE YEARS OLD seeing or even making this kind of content, which, in my opinion, kinda gross, especially since pedophiles lurk around the internet all the time and might find that content likeable. To top that off, some of these "heaters" make fetish content (ex: Inflation, vore, farting, BDSM, pole dancing, and even going as far as PEDOPHILIA, RAPE AND INCEST) and get a lot of clout from it. and worst of all, Heat is a female animal's period, causing them to act abnormal (I know this becasue I've raised cats that went into heat before), and it's gross how it's frequently sexualized, which brings me to by next reason.
Reason 2: the awful amounts of romantization
I was in the gacha fandom since 2019 up to now, and if there is anything i have to say: there is a lot of stories of characters getting abused to the point of suicide or self harm, getting raped and dealing with the trauma of it, someone's oc absing a cat to the point of killing it... just a bunch of stuff.
Something i would like to point out:It's important to spread awareness of these topics yes, but I do NOT think that it is okay to even be making this content or any content related to it AT ALL, even if it's "Trendy". I was emotionally abused by my mother back in 2021- early 2022, and thankfully it has stopped since then, but it still shocks me how this kind of stuff is normalized and romanticized in the gacha fandom (even back when the fandom started back in 2017). It's also disguting how mental illnesses (like Depression and drug addiction) are also romanticized in this fandom. I do not think romanticizing this kind of stuff is okay concerning that people actually have to go through mental illness, and are even hospitalized over it (I was and it wasn't fun at all). These kinds of things are not a joke, and I wish the fandom would understand that. Disabilities are not an exeption either, and there are so many ppl in the gacha fandom saying they wished they were disabled (ex: people making fake sexualtities that romanticize disabilities like autism, ADHD, etc) and it sucks because these ppl do not know that disabled ppl have to face not just the downfalls a disability has, but also stigma and ableism on the REGULAR, which brings me to ny next reason.
Reason 3: Ableism, Homophobia, Racism. etc.
Outside of all the pornography and abuse stuff, some gacha creators post content that is considered "problematic". For example, I have seen a post saying that boys should date girls, and vice versa (Homophobia), and a post talking about how "autistic people are stupid" and making an oc that describes autism as a "zombie" (ableism), and even a post saying that dark skinned ppl are villans (racism). If this type of content is being made in the community on the regular, we got a problem. A fandom is supposed to be inclusive of all people regardless of who they are (unless they're pedos or anything related to that), and this type of content is not just harmful to the fandom as a whole, its also harmful for anyone on a minority group that encounters it. Like genuenly, KEEP YOUR HATEFUL OPINIONS TO YOURSELF, JESUS CHRIST...
Reason 4: Content theft
Some of you might be framiliar with those "BEST GACHATUBER" accounts on youtube that accuse popular gacha accounts of tracing artwork and claiming it as their own only to reveal it's the other way around that truly happened. Content theft is a pretty big problem in the gacha fandom. whether it's artwork or an oc, or really anything, content can get stolen pretty easily, especially since not a lot of people know how copyright works. Even content from other fandoms isn't safe. someone on twitter had said how some gacha creators take videos off of youtube and use it in "reaction" videos, which are "just essentially just a way to avoid getting called out for theft" as they said.
Before you comment: Yes, I am aware that it's not just the gacha fandom, but i feel like this should also be a problem within the gacha fandom to point out.
Reason 5: The way the fandom handles controversy within itself
The amount of controversy within the gacha fandom is enough to shock someone that hasn't heard about it yet, but the way the fandom handles anything that happens within it does not help whatsoever. One too many times have I seen someone literally been harassed to the point of quitting or even suicide over something they posted, and it still shocks me to this day how that is the way contoversy is handled to this very day. Sometimes, these people post controversial gacha content and don't even know it's bad, so it would be better to educate them about it than to literally send death threats and dox them over the post they made. Unfortunately, from what I've seen, not everyone in that fandom seems to understand or even care about that at all.
Reason 6: it just got boring.
After seeing a lot of the controversy in the fandom, I've gotten really bored of making content within that fandom knowing very well it's not that worth it anymore. On top of that, It also takes up WAY TOO MUCH space on my phone and computer to make just one video, and I quickly lose motivation sometimes.
Listen, Gacha WAS fun while it lasted, but sadly, i think this era of my content has to come to an end. I do genuenely hope the fandom gets better and hopefully all of the controversy can die down in the future, but for now i would not like to further associate myself with a fandom that has gone as bad as it is now.
To anyone that has contact with lunime studios or luni himelf: I hope that they can address the problems and controversy with gacha and hopefully fix some of it on their side. Gacha is a game made for creativity and fun, and I want people to be able to have fun with it.

Gary Gensler at the SEC announced today a new lawsuit against the American Kennel Club (AKC). The suit alleges that the Kennel Club played the major role in promoting and breeding Shiba Inu’s and other dogs, from which a large number of crypto tokens - unregistered securities - have been inspired and developed. These have included Dogecoin, Baby Doge, BONK, Nano Dogecoin, Shiba Inu, Safe Inu, ‘and a bunch of other shitcoins.’ Gensler was quoted as saying, “their dogs may be cute, but the Kennel Club needs to come in, sit down with us and register their organization if they want to keep breeding and showing canines, particularly the Inu varieties, as they’ve been the main reason that the evil of crypto meme coins even exists.” “These coins and tokens have bred out of control, much like the mongrels that the American Kennel Club loves so much. They need to start taking responsibility for misleading the American public by pretending that they don’t have a role in this.”
In response, a confused AKC had immediately delisted Shiba Inu breed from its list of recognized dogs, and announced that they would be moving their headquarters to the United Arab Emirates.

I (20 F) was dating a guy (20 M), we’ll call him A, for 4 years. We met online when we were 16 and he was from another state but we started dating anyway. And then I decided to become best friends with his best friends, we’ll call them F and W. W always had a girlfriend and I would help him with his relationships and F and I would just talk about random stuff. Anyway, so A moves to my state when we turn 18, and then when I finished highschool we moved in together.
Now that relationship was my first everything. I didn’t realize how toxic it was at the time, but he yelled at me a lot for like taking too long shopping or falling asleep during a movie or doing the dishes because he thought I was doing them out of spite. He’s even gotten mad at me for attending college classes instead of hanging out with him and for cleaning the house when he was home. The intimate life made me think I was asexual as well, and I’d get drunk just to be able to do that with him. We got in fights if I didn’t do it with him everyday.
Anyway, so W started dating a girl, 1 year younger than him, A, and I, the same age as F. So now she’s (19 F). They had started dating about 2.8 years ago. They had a lot of issues, fought daily because she let her parents control her life, and he wanted her to help him with bills and stuff and she wouldn’t. Her and I became best friends. We’ll call her B.
So about a year ago, B and W moved into my three story house that my parents bought me for college that A and I were living in. She decided to go to college with me and he got a job down here and they wanted to live together. And everything was going great, I dragged them all over the place to waterfalls and to parks and parties and clubs. I was the one planning everything, I got a second job to buy everyone’s Christmas gifts from everyone, I didn’t even put my own name on half of them, I did everything to make sure everyone had a good experience. Then, A told me that W cheated on B. And I thought B had cheated on him too, because she went back to her home state for a surgery (she left in January and is still there) and hungout with another guy, but I didn’t say anything to either because it’s not my circus not my monkeys. He figured out about her, and got super mad, but didn’t tell her what he did. And he also had sex with her other best friend back in September as well, so he cheated on her in October and September.
Anyway so it’s March, I get in a fight with her because she let her other best friend threaten to fight me and all this because she thought I ratted her out. She’d been not really talking to me and I was just so frustrated with her and done with A because he was barely working, smoking 🍃constantly, and played video games for 8-10 hours a day. So when A would work his 3-11 shift at the hotel, W and I would hangout. And then the vibe started changing, he started calling me instead of B and never really talked to her and we started watching a lot of tv together and stuff, and then I laid on his lap and he played with my hand for like 2 hours and all this. So then we were like okay we have to end things with B and A. Because we were making plans to sneak around and stuff, but we hadn’t kissed or anything like that. After Easter, I end things with A. It was bad, he got mad, grabbed me by the throat and threw me on the bed and all this stuff. Accused me of leaving for W, but I had been unhappy and he had cheated on me 4 times. I finally got him to leave the house and know that we were over. And that night I fell asleep cuddling W on the couch. The next day W and I went on a date to a waterfall. He was waiting to not seem sus before he ended things with B. I fell asleep in bed with him that night, and I remember him kissing me when he thought I was already asleep. Just on the forehead and stuff. He had been talking about how he doesn’t know how B hadn’t started realizing he had feelings for someone else. Oh also, F and B had started hanging out and cuddling because W told him to do it. So W and I thought they’d get together soon. W broke up with B the next day. Her and F planned a date and she blocked W. W and I started going out on dates and stuff. Then B unblocked W. They talked, he admitted he cheated on her but didn’t mention me. This was a week after they broke up, and him and I had already gone on about 4 dates. In total we went on like 8 or so. And had been sleeping together and cuddling and sleeping in the same bed and basically acting like a couple but we wanted to wait to date because we wanted to heal and be our own people as well. I’d been getting lunch with him at his work, met his best friend, we’d gone on a waterfall picnic and gone to the movies and I bought him some cute clothes and Monster energies and did his laundry and cleaned the house everyday. Oh, also A moved back in for a couple weeks to find his own place, realized W and I were sleeping together, and got super mad and threw a whole temper tantrum and said he never wanted to see W again. W had been done with him, so was F. They chose to be friends with me instead because A had treated them badly.
Anyway for some reason I thought I was able to justify what I was doing to B because they had a horrible relationship, he’d cheated multiple times, she seemed like she was going to date F, and I just thought that maybe she’d actually figure out how to be happy on her own if I got her out of that relationship. Now I feel like that wasn’t my place, and no matter the circumstances I should never have started stuff with him.
So after their talk, he started wondering if they could make things work and so did she. He lost his job, and decided to go back to their state for 2 weeks to work for his dad before starting his new job here. He took his cat with him and I agreed to babysit his rat. We still called and sent pictures and stuff like that, but after he got a ticket up there and had to go to court and stuff, he just never came back. It’s been a month and a half now, he got sick and his court date got extended, we stopped “talking” after his third week of being there, he told B about us but I’m not sure what he said, she can’t even hear my name without storming off and getting upset, she blocked me on almost everything, and now I just, I dont know. I feel like I was horrible and in the wrong, but sometimes I’m like well she was about to go on a date with his best friend so is it justified? But also, I should be better than this. And now I just lost two best friends. (He didn’t block me on anything we just haven’t talked really for a bit.) I just wish things could go back to normal. I want her friendship back, and I want him and I to just be best friends again too. I lost feelings for him, sure it was nice while it lasted, and he helped me with some of my Trauma from A, so I think things had to unfold the way they did so I’d learn that I’m not asexual and get over some of my trauma. It also gave me that final push to end things with A.
I did apologize to her in an email, saying there’s no excuse for what I did, that I know I didn’t show it but I still love her, that I worry because I don’t want her to be isolated (she has no friends anymore or family really, because her family hates W for how he made her cry everyday, he even told her he wished her mom was dead and that he’d deface her mom’s grave), and that if she’d ever want to talk I’d be more than willing to be there for her. I don’t know how she forgave him for sleeping with both of her best friends and cheating on her with a random stranger, or how they managed to get into a relationship again after all of that, but they did. I just wish I could be friends with her again, because I miss her, and because I know he’s controlling and the only person he really let her do whatever with was me because he knew he couldn’t tell me what to do and because he trusted me to make sure she didn’t cheat and to make sure she was safe.
Now that I think all the facts are there, I accept my judgement. But what should I do? Should I try again to reach out to hex should I wait to see what happens when he comes back to get his stuff? I’m just not sure.

Hi guys. After 8 years I started to play Skyrim Se again.
For my mods I use "MO2" "Nemesis" "Loot" "Bodyslide" (FNIS)
After my first try with the mods my game crashed every 2 minutes. So I reinstalled everything. 15Hours later everything was set up and fine.
My game looks very good, new animations and so on.
I was able to play it, but it is not perfect.
Here are my MAIN PROBLEMS.

1. ks physics does not work. I used Bodyslike to implement them. (Hair physics)
   
2. CBPC equipment physics does not work.
   
3. I can't activate many mods ingame in my MCM, like "Smooth cam" settings or presets are not saved.
   
4. outfits and cloaks have no physics either. ( tries to implement them with bodyslide)
   

I have tried many things but I don't know what to do. I am frustrated
Here is my mod list.
​
#Mod_Priority,#Mod_Status,#Mod_Name
"0000","+","Creation Club: ccQDRSSE001-SurvivalMode"
"0001","+","Creation Club: ccBGSSSE037-Curios"
"0002","+","Creation Club: ccBGSSSE025-AdvDSGS"
"0003","+","Creation Club: ccBGSSSE001-Fish"
"0004","+","DLC: HearthFires"
"0005","+","DLC: Dragonborn"
"0006","+","DLC: Dawnguard"
"0007","+","Nemesis Unlimited Behavior Engine"
"0008","+","Precision"
"0009","+","KS Hairdos - HDT SMP (Physics)"
"0010","-","TK Dodge RE-OnlyDodge"
"0011","+","Caliente's Beautiful Bodies Enhancer -CBBE-"
"0012","+","XP32 Maximum Skeleton Special Extended"
"0013","+","Simple Dual Sheath for 1.6.629 and newer"
"0014","+","CBPC Equipment Physics"
"0015","+","CBPC - Physics with Collisions"
"0016","+","All in one"
"0017","-","TK Dodge SE"
"0018","+","MCM Helper SE"
"0019","+","SkyUI_5_2_SE"
"0020","+","DynamicAnimationReplacerAE v1.1.3 for Skyrim 16629"
"0021","+","CBBE 3BA"
"0022","+","Animation Motion Revolution"
"0023","+","Payload Interpreter"
"0024","+","Papyrus Ini Manipulator"
"0025","+","dTry's Key Utils SE"
"0026","+","Elden Power Attack"
"0027","+","oneclickmodified v"
"0028","+","Attack MCO-DXP"
"0029","+","All in one (Anniversary Edition)"
"0030","-","IFrame Generator RE"
"0031","+","SCAR - Skyrim Combos AI Revolution"
"0032","+","SCAR AE Support"
"0033","-","Combat Pathing Revolution"
"0034","+","Behavior Data Injector"
"0035","+","Enhanced Enemy AI"
"0036","+","No Recoil"
"0037","+","Bash Behaviors Overhaul"
"0038","+","TrueHUD"
"0039","+","True Directional Movement"
"0040","+","Disable Turn Animation SE I AE"
"0041","+","Combat behavior improved"
"0042","-","Retimed Hit Frames"
"0043","+","1"
"0044","+","Valhalla Combat"
"0045","+","Behavior Data Injector Universal Support"
"0046","+","Skyrim Priority SE AE"
"0047","-","(Part 1) SSE Engine Fixes for 1.5.39 - 1.5.97"
"0048","-","PapyrusUtil SE - Scripting Utility Functions"
"0049","+","PapyrusUtil AE SE - Scripting Utility Functions"
"0050","+","IFrame Generator RE AE Support"
"0051","-","(Part 1) SSE Engine Fixes for 1.6.629 and newer"
"0052","+","Unofficial Skyrim Special Edition Patch"
"0053","+","Odin 2.0.1"
"0054","+","MergeMapper"
"0055","+","powerofthree's Tweaks"
"0056","+","Spell Perk Item Distributor"
"0057","+","Resistances and Weaknesses - Main File"
"0058","+","TDF Equipment Restriction v2_6_8 SE"
"0059","+","Magic Sneak Attacks"
"0060","+","Airgetlam -Modern Magic Sounds Rework- 4.1 Redesigned"
"0061","-","Finally First Person Magic Animation"
"0062","+","Embers XD"
"0063","+","ENB Light"
"0064","+","Visual Animated Enchants"
"0065","+","Goetia Animations - Magic Spell Casting"
"0066","+","Goetia Animations - Enchanted Staves"
"0067","+","Conditional Armor Type Animations - CATA"
"0068","+","Goetia Animations - Sprint"
"0069","+","Animation Queue Fix"
"0070","+","Goetia Animations - Female Idle Walk And Run"
"0071","+","Deadly Spell Impacts"
"0072","+","1. Ultimate HD Fire Effects SSE - Ultra Resolution"
"0073","+","Spell Rune Retexture - Full SSE Port - 2k"
"0074","+","Realistic Skin and Hair Shaders - Giants"
"0075","+","Arctic - Frost Effects Redux"
"0076","+","Realistic Skin Shaders- Falmer and Hagraven"
"0077","+","powerofthree's Papyrus Extender"
"0078","+","Mysticism - A Magic Overhaul"
"0079","+","Simple Scroll Transcribing - Mysticism"
"0080","+","Equipable Spell Tomes - Redone"
"0081","+","Simple Wearable Lanterns"
"0082","+","Frozen Electrocuted Combustion"
"0083","+","Wizard Hats - Full"
"0084","+","Archmage SE - Johnskyrim - 2k"
"0085","+","Battle Mage Armour"
"0086","+","Skyrim 3D StoneWalls"
"0087","+","Fortified Whiterun"
"0088","+","ENB Helper SE 1.5 for SSE 1.5.97"
"0089","+","Water for ENB Particle Patch"
"0090","+","EVLaS"
"0091","+","Less Distracting Blowing Snow Effects 1.0"
"0092","+","Obsidian Mountain Fogs 1.01.zip"
"0093","+","Ennead Banners 2K.7z"
"0094","+","RUSTIC SOULGEMS - Special Edition - 2K Unsorted"
"0095","+","Point The Way"
"0096","-","EEKs Renthal Flora Collection"
"0097","+","Cathedral - 3D Lavender - Vanilla Size"
"0098","+","TB's Metal Chains 2K Performance SSE Variant"
"0099","+","Medieval Spirits"
"0100","+","Riekling Barrels SMIM"
"0101","+","Rudy HQ - More Lights for ENB SE - Soulgems"
"0102","+","SMIM Barrel Expansion - Mead Barrel - Oil Barrel - Butter Churn"
"0103","-","4K SMIM Carriage Seat"
"0104","+","Static Mesh Improvement Mod"
"0105","+","Particle Patch for ENB"
"0106","+","Cathedral - Weathers"
"0107","+","Lanterns Of Skyrim II"
"0108","+","Skyrim Horses Renewal SSE 1.0.1"
"0109","+","Skyrim 3D Windmill"
"0110","+","Blended Roads"
"0111","+","Simple Sacks SE"
"0112","+","ETHEREAL CLOUDS SE - 2K"
"0113","+","Waterplants - lily only"
"0114","+","tanningrack001 real skin"
"0115","+","Holy Cows - 4K (Performance Version)"
"0116","+","Purple Tail Fix for Skyrim Horses Renewal SE"
"0117","+","Campfire Backpack HD"
"0118","+","Campfire 1.12.1SEVR Release"
"0119","+","A Quality World Map - Classic with All Roads"
"0120","+","Cutting Room Floor"
"0121","+","No Snow Under The Roof 3.2"
"0122","+","Cutting Room Floor - No Snow Under the Roof"
"0123","+","Rudy HQ - Falling Leaves and Needles for ENB SE"
"0124","+","Skyrim 3D Furniture"
"0125","+","Water for ENB"
"0126","+","Windy Grass - Multiplier 7"
"0127","+","Cathedral - 3D Mountain Flowers"
"0128","+","Origins Of Forest - 3D Forest Grass"
"0129","-","Folkvangr - Grass and Landscape Overhaul"
"0130","+","Rudy ENB Cathedral Weathers ADDONS and REQUiRED Files"
"0131","+","Wonders of Weather"
"0132","+","Smoother Skies"
"0133","+","Fluffy Snow - 2K"
"0134","+","Enhanced Blood Textures"
"0135","+","Skyrim 3D Rocks"
"0136","+","Bent Pines II"
"0137","+","2K Ulvenwald 3.1 - Forest Overhaul"
"0138","-","Northern Grass"
"0139","+","JK's Riverwood V1.3d - SSE"
"0140","+","DynDOLOD Resources SE"
"0141","+","DynDOLOD DLL SE - Scripts"
"0142","+","DynDOLOD DLL SE - SKSE64 Plugin - Skyrim Special Edition 1.6.40"
"0143","+","Xyn's Elemental Cloak Spells"
"0144","+","BURP Spell Tomes"
"0145","-","Majestic Mountains Darkside"
"0146","+","BodySlide and Outfit Studio -"
"0147","+","Simplicity of Snow"
"0148","-","HDT-SMP for SSE 1.5.97"
"0149","+","Faster HDT-SMP"
"0150","+","RaceMenu Anniversary Edition"
"0151","+","Bijin Warmaidens SE"
"0152","+","Bijin Wives SE 1.1.2"
"0153","+","Bijin NPCs SE 1.2.1"
"0154","+","High Poly Head SE"
"0155","+","Greek Goddess - All in One"
"0156","+","Expressive Facegen Morphs SE"
"0157","-","Hvergelmir's Aesthetics - Brows"
"0158","-","Northborn Scars"
"0159","+","Female Makeup Suite - Face - 2K"
"0160","+","(3) Community Overlays 1 - Main - CBBE 2K"
"0161","+","KS Hairdos SSE"
"0162","+","Better Female wrists hands ankles and leg ratio twists for XPMSSE"
"0163","+","SkFO SE -Skin Feature Overlays- 4K"
"0164","+","Wood elf K preset for bijin"
"0165","+","SE SG Brows"
"0166","+","Improved Eyes Skyrim"
"0167","+","The Eyes of Beauty SSE"
"0168","+","Bijin Skin - CBBE"
"0169","+","Northborn Scars - High Poly Head"
"0170","+","More Scar Sliders for High Poly Head"
"0171","+","The Great Cities - Resources"
"0172","+","SmoothCam - Modern Camera Preset"
"0173","+","Real Mountains - fomod"
"0174","-","Wearable Lanterns 4.0.3 Release"
"0175","+","Immersive Fallen Trees SSE"
"0176","+","Immersive Patrols (11 vs 11 Battles)"
"0177","+","Run For Your Lives"
"0178","+","Immersive Fallen Trees Patch"
"0179","+","Better Jumping SE"
"0180","+","VolcanicHeatHaze-by-fadingsignal.rar"
"0181","+","Immersive Citizens - AI Overhaul"
"0182","+","Immersive Laundry 1.0d SSE"
"0183","+","Flying Crows SSE ESPFE"
"0184","+","Morning Fogs SSE - Thick Fog"
"0185","+","Book Covers Skyrim SE - Desaturated.7z"
"0186","+","ElSopa Big Backpack"
"0187","-","Wet and Cold SE"
"0188","-","Artesian Cloaks of Skyrim"
"0189","+","Sexy Skyrim SE Statues"
"0190","+","2k-4k. New Statue of Talos SE 1.2.1"
"0191","+","JContainers SE"
"0192","+","Base Object Swapper"
"0193","+","Diverse Dragons Collection SE"
"0194","+","Elevated NPCs"
"0195","+","Cloaks Of Skyrim Retextured 2k"
"0196","-","Cloaks of Skyrim SSE"
"0197","+","ScaleformTranslationPP"
"0198","+","Whose Quest Is It Anyway"
"0199","+","Nocturnal Moths"
"0200","+","Volumetric Mists"
"0201","+","Immersive Wenches SE"
"0202","-","Blowing in the Wind"
"0203","-","Immersive Equipment Displays for 1.5.39 - 1.6.353"
"0204","+","Immersive Equipment Displays for 1.6.629 and newer"
"0205","+","Civil War Battlefields"
"0206","+","Footsteps Sounds Overhaul"
"0207","+","Northgirl Armor UNP"
"0208","+","TL_ElvenArmorSA - SSE CBBE-NEW-2-Slider.7z"
"0209","-","Wind Ruler Armor - Female helmet no hair SE"
"0210","+","1WRSE"
"0211","+","DX Dark Knight Armor - My Final Version by Xtudo SE CBBE"
"0212","+","SkyTEST - RealisticAnimals and Predators 1_65_02 - CCSM (CreationClub Survival Mode)"
"0213","+","Eviscerate"
"0214","+","Daedric Cloaks"
"0215","+","Footprints 1.6.1"
"0216","+","Skeleton Replacer HD"
"0217","+","NORDIC UI - Interface Overhaul"
"0218","-","Wearable Lanters Fix"
"0219","+","Night Skies - Natural Fantasy (8K) - No Cross Stars"
"0220","+","Better Dynamic Snow SE"
"0221","+","Skyrim Remastered - Glaciers and Ice Quality Version"
"0222","+","Skyrim Bridges"
"0223","+","Rudy HQ - Nordic Ruins SE version"
"0224","+","Kurone CBBE Body"
"0225","+","Wood Elf preset A High poly"
"0226","+","Expressive Facial Animation - Female Edition"
"0227","+","Kala's Eyes"
"0228","+","Diamond Textures CBBE v2 based on FSC"
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Best part of having to come home from a vacation, (after getting to sleep in my own bed lol) is opening up the mailbox and seeing all the amazing envelopes from amazing people. Many thanks to:
u/AppleCritter723 how sweet of you to send such a thoughtful card in return! I hope your trip went well to the Smokies. I am just as happy as you when I don't have lots planned, but also love to know where my next trip will be :)
u/catnatomy thank you for the thank you postcard. I totally get the wanting to keep carding fun and not a chore. Glad you have found a way to keep it as a fun hobby. Enjoy your birthday plans and your summer!!
u/chibi_haiku thank you for the Brunch postcard. Glad spring has finally arrived for you. It was a long time coming for us as well. Now it already feels like Summer!!
u/feellikebeingajerk thank you for exchanging Bee cards with me! Your card is adorable, love all the bee facts. Thanks for the amazing stickers too.
u/fieldofcabins thank you for the thank you postcard. Hope your Dad has fully recovered now from his car accident.
u/jaimekj thank you kindly for the Istanbul postcard - so fun to get a surprise card with a Joyful message
u/KK6321 so glad you liked my card, hope your new job is all you wanted it to be! Love the hummingbird seal on the envelope, and thanks too for the stickers; love the manatee holding a sunflower - adorbs
u/Layleez AWWW thank you so much for the Bee bundle! love everything, the card, the stickers, card within a card within a card!, the Bee fun Facts and the bee wax seal to cap it all off is just perfect!
u/libertyprogrammer x 3 thank you for the Serpent Mound postcard. Who knew?! I have just added that to my day trip list. Secondly, thank you for the Cincy Art Museum pc, always a good place to go to escape the heat. I was in LA during the high temps and it was cold!! Always love to find free postcards. And lastly, thank you for the amazing foldout panel card. So very pretty, and I can reuse it too. LA was great, highly recommend both Sequoia and Joshua Tree NPs!!
u/MarineWife0922 thanks for the apPEACHiate you postcard, so cute. You are most welcome, hope your friend likes the card :)
u/melhen16 thank you for the positive affirmation card. Always good to hear these great things to always keep in mind. Thanks too for the wide range of stickers!!
u/Moose-Maleficent thank you for the Disney Paris postcard, sounds like you had a wonderful time there, thanks for reminding how awesome the parks are! What ended up being your favorite ride?
u/nahboiz thank you so much for thinking of me, I LOVE the Asian Fairy bluebird postcard. I have become obsessed with a bird app called Merlin - everywhere I go I pulled it up so I can add birds to my Life List. These blue birds would be my favorite if I lived where they do. I have a family of bluebirds that I see about every day throughout the winter.
u/New_Year_Baby x 3 thank you for the three postcards. What a great idea, I have so many, this would be a great way to share them! I would love to know the name of the tulip farm you went to near Niagara Falls. We drive through NY a few times a year and that sounds like an amazing place to pop in. The porcupine postcard is so cute. I have not seen the Book Club movies, I will put that on my "to watch" list. Thanks for the GoT pc too. I remember watching Pentatonix on The Sing Off - our whole family was rooting for them. They really started an a cappella craze!! Do let me know how they are in person.
u/ninajyang thank you for the rose postcard, it has been so hot here I am wishing for a cold summer! Hope your summer slows down for you.
u/ReasonablePositive thank you for the catch up postcard. Sounds like you have been really busy, I wish you all the luck on your Etsy store and your new home. Better to be too busy than bored for sure.
u/stephkempf thank you for the random floral thrift card. Always great to find special cards while thrifting and actually use them!
u/tigerlady13 thank you for the Arkansas thank you postcard. I love sending Happy/Surprise Mail! I am starting to make my travel plans for the summer this week. So far I have booked trips to Greenville SC and Ogdensburg/St Lawrence River NY. And am working on trips to Upstate NY, Myrtle Beach and Atlanta in the fall. Not to mention my Alaskan trip next June!! My username tells it all.
Thank you to the following for not one but two Arizona MeetUp postcards, fun to think I made it on to two different mailing lists for the same event lol. u/todayisfab, u/sebisrude, u/PinkPengin, u/KeenEvergreen x 2 I am sure you all had a wonderful time meeting each other in person!

I (25t) am a cocktail server at an upscale gentleman’s club in my city (Vegas). I am not anti-stripping at all (I have never done it but I support those who do). However, for my fiancé’s (29m) bachelor party I asked that there be no strippers (just something I wasn’t comfortable with, yes I see the irony!).
So, his friends respected my request, but asked that I participate in a trick - at the party they would make it seem like a stripper was coming, but I would come out, wearing my server outfit (it’s very revealing but not crazy). I thought it was a cute idea so I did it. It was all in good fun, he and the guys laughed, I took a few pictures with him and the guys and left. No big deal.
Well, one of the wives texted me the next morning saying she saw the pictures, and that it was totally inappropriate to appear around the guys at the party like that. I told her it was a lighthearted thing, and that it wasn’t my idea, the guys had requested it. She asked for an apology! Which I have not given.
How should I handle this? Was this a lapse in judgment?
Tl;dr: I showed up at my husband’s bachelor party and one of the wives is mad.

I am a cocktail server at an upscale gentleman’s club in my city (Vegas). I am not anti-stripping at all (I have never done it but I support those who do). However, for my fiancé’s bachelor party I asked that there be no strippers (just something I wasn’t comfortable with, yes I see the irony!).
So, his friends respected my request, but asked that I participate in a trick - at the party they would make it seem like a stripper was coming, but I would come out, wearing my server outfit (it’s very revealing but not crazy). I thought it was a cute idea so I did it. It was all in good fun, he and the guys laughed, I took a few pictures with him and the guys and left. No big deal.
Well, one of the wives texted me the next morning saying she saw the pictures, and that it was totally inappropriate to appear around the guys at the party like that. I told her it was a lighthearted thing, and that it wasn’t my idea, the guys had requested it. She asked for an apology! Which I have not given.
AITA? I feel stupid now. Was this a lapse in judgment by me?

All I ever wanted was for my wife and I to live comfortably. But the longer we stayed together, the higher our bills increased. We’d already fought off debts from college, barely scraping by. Even after we paid them off, we were only able to afford a tiny apartment on the outskirts of New York City.
Sidewalks laid cracked everywhere while condemned buildings sat sadly against their crooked foundations. Crooked lampposts would hang only by electrical wires. Graffiti marked every street corner in bland art that existed without rhyme or reason. Homeless people could be found on every street corner, a constant reminder of what would happen if my wife and I failed to keep up with our payments.
However, I managed to make somewhat decent money as a plumber. But even then, it sometimes wasn’t enough to deal with loan sharks, the hefty utility bills, food prices, and gas money. I was willing to do anything to get us out.
And that is where I encountered gambling. I was willing to take the risks. I’d take any chance to obtain a reward, even just a small one. It started out with just a handful of poker games. Then I moved on to scratch tickets and slot machines. All I needed was enough to get by. Unfortunately, obtaining a payday from the casinos was impossible. I started growing desperate, which only led to more debt. The whole cycle sucked me down like Odysseus’ ship in Charybdis’ maw. And just like that, my relationship with my wife began to tear us apart.
My wife and I were once so close together. Before we married, there would be days where we’d work together at wood shops, creating 3D prints of various sci-fi characters and video games. Other times we’d study the components of circuits and use them to create elaborate lighting displays whenever Christmas arrived. Our wedding day was supposed to be the greatest day of our lives. Instead of relying on the help of others back like we did in college, we relied on ourselves.
But my actions tore all that apart. I didn’t know what else to do, either.
—
A few nights ago, I arrived at my shitty apartment, having completed a ten hour shift fixing the drains of several upper class folks. I rested my hand on the knob, expecting the worst from my wife. Sighing, I pushed the door. The moment I did, she was already in the front hall. Her eyes were scrunched and she was holding a bank statement, smacking it for emphasis.
“Care for an explanation?” She demanded.
I rubbed my temples, removing my scum covered overalls and plopping them right into the nearest laundry hamper. We locked eyes. Breaking eye contact with her would only ignite her anger further. She was holding another piece of evidence of my failures. My failure to strike it rich. All I could do was stand there sheepishly, tail tucked behind me, and wait to get ripped a new one. No words could come out of my mouth.
She marched up to me, holding it in my face. “Frank, you wasted three-thousand dollars at the casino AGAIN?!” my wife bellowed.
I set my tool box down and washed the pipe gunk from my hands, looking down just for a bit.
“Turn around and look me in the eyes.”
Resting a hand on my eyes, I glanced over at her petite frame. Then, I began to speak. “We can live comfortably if you just give-“
“Enough of the excuses! We nearly lost our apartment twice by you betting on slots, you wasted our heating money on roulette, and now this!”
I held up my hands reassuringly. “Look, just let me figure this out! I’ll think of some way to get the money!”
“You’d better. Otherwise we’re getting a divorce. Got it?”
Without another word, I put on a casual outfit, exiting for some fresh air. Shutting the door behind me, I gazed back at the unpolished apartment number on the frame. Wincing, I clenched a fist and descended the rickety stairs. Eventually, my boots hit the cracked pavement, and I headed off.
---
I had only made it a few blocks from my apartment, when I noticed shadows lurking in one of the alleyways. Picking up my stride, I try to evade the figures. They drew closer and closer. My stride changed into a sprint. Another alleyway comes into my sights. I make a break for it, hoping for an opportunity to escape. Only a dead end greets me. Before long, the figures cornered me. The light from a street lamp illuminated two shady faces. Loan sharks. Before I could react, the duo held me up by my throat.
“What the hell are you guys doing?!” I strained, feebly kicking back one of the thugs. He jammed a fist right under my rib cage. My lips pursed as I lost my breath. The other grabbed me by the chin, grinning like a maniac and revealing his tobacco rotted jaw. I gulped.
“Frank, calm down. Take it easy,” every word he said ground my inner ears. Brown saliva sprayed on my cheeks. “We just want to have a little talk…” I didn’t have the courage to speak up. All I could do was let them tell me everything.
“Your landlord is getting rather impatient with your payments. We just came to send a little message. He has some demands.” The other guy snarled.
I tugged on my collar. “What…demands?”
“The landlord wants you to cough up $18,000 for your next payment!”
My hands grew clammy. Were they out of their minds? I was a plumber, not a heart surgeon! I didn’t have that kind of money! Besides, the rent was only $500 a month.
“You have until the end of the month,” one of the goons croaked.
That was only two weeks! I couldn’t have made that kind of money with such constraints! I’d barely be able to afford food and electricity! Negotiating was out of the question. God knows what would have happened to me if I dared speak up.
“The landlord has given you chance after chance to pay up. But you’ve never followed through. He’s let it slide for three months. You haven’t paid shit in that time frame. Do you realize how much he has to pay for his own apartment? If you fail to pay at that time, there will be consequences…” He makes a capiche gesture.
I nodded. The moment I complied, they released me, disappearing into the smog.
—
I stood outside a graffiti covered subway station, pacing around, hands in my pockets. My fists constricted as I pounded a nearby wall. There’s no way I would have been able to make that kind of money! Craps were too unpredictable, arcade machines were always rigged, and roulette was too high in stakes. Seeing red, I screamed and kicked a wall as hard as I could. My foot throbbed and once I was done with my fit, I broke down sobbing. The sidewalk darkened with my tears. I pressed my head against it, clawing at it until my fingernails turned crimson.
Then, I felt a tap on my shoulder. Wiping the tears away, I glanced over my shoulder. A card was lying on the floor. Its borders were covered in green dollar symbols. The rest of the card was a silver color shiny enough to reflect my face in it. Written in gold letters were the following:
ACES HIGH CASINO
WIN ONE ROUND OF BLACKJACK
AND EARN FIFTY MILLION DOLLARS!
NO MONETARY WAGER NEEDED
TABLE 777
My eyes lit up. All I had to do was win one game of blackjack, and I’d be rich? Dimples formed on my cheeks and I pumped my fist. I nearly clicked my heels in joy, but decided against it. I’d already caused enough of a scene already, and I wanted to make sure nobody knew my secret. When I flipped it around, it had an address also written in golden letters.
---
Despite the address being in an unknown area, I still managed to pull it up on my phone’s map and arrived without any struggle. The casino itself was a pigsty, to say the least. Smokers polluted the air in the prison gray interior. Slot machines with broken lights clicked and whirred while cheap dice clattered against tables with peeling felt. Meanwhile, the concrete floor was covered in colonies of roaches while neglected beer bottles sat against the rungs of several tables. The only thing that was kept well was the bar and a room draped with navy blue curtains with golden sashes. Emblazoned above the doorway was the number 777.
This was the first time I had entered a casino smiling. For once, I thought that this was my lucky night.
When I pushed the curtains away, they revealed a room with ornate black wallpaper, an assortment of oak desks and other furniture. The walls were covered in fine Baroque paintings. On the floor was a single blue carpet covered in opulent tapestry. I followed the back wall to a single dealer table coated in green felt. Two seats were present with one patron taking the seat on the left. He was shaking with what I assumed was excitement.
Behind him was the dealer, a trim man with long blond hair and a top hat over his nose and eyes. He wore a dapper tuxedo free of blemishes that shimmered in the light of a single hanging glass lamp. His skin was pure and free of moles, glistening with slight amounts of glitter.
“Why, hello there…” The man spoke in a voice slicker than the gel in his hair. “Are you here to win big?” Unlike the loan sharks, his teeth were cleaner than a freshly washed plate.
“Yup. Deal me in.” I said, straightening my back, shuffling into the last seat. The other player had his jaw locked together. His eyes were drooping and bloodshot. Sweat pooled around his brow like glass beads. Just like him, I always felt nervous about losing, so their reaction was understandable.
“You know the rules of blackjack. I deal out cards. You can say ‘hit me’ if you want more cards. Get closest to twenty one without going over. Dealer only draws two cards. And you can also surrender your cards for half your bet. When you don’t want any more cards, say the word ‘stand.’” The dealer said, shuffling the cards through his hands and manipulating them like a sculptor with a ceramic pot.
I double blinked. Wager? “What do I bet with?”
The mysterious man just focused on passing out his cards. First, he brought out two cards for himself and dealt two more to each player. Instantly, he flipped over his cards. A jack and a king. Twenty.
I clutched the velvet backed cards, seeing what I was dealt.
A ten and a seven of hearts. I forced my face into a neutral smile. My stomach twisted. There was no way I could get twenty one that easily. “Surrender,” I said, pushing my cards to the dealer. All he did was reshuffle the cards and toss me two more. They didn’t even bother looking back up at me during the process.
The other player started clutching his stomach. My smile vanished. I carefully looked over the left guy’s cards. A seven and a two of clubs.
“Hit me…” the guy on the left choked out. An ace of spades. A total of ten. Sweat trickled down his head like a shower in April. His eyes welled up with tears while foam developed around his mouth. I raised a brow, wondering what his deal was.
I knew the stakes of gambling, but my sixth sense kept telling me something was just not right. No. That couldn’t be true. Even if there was some kind of string attached or fine print I didn’t read, I couldn’t risk giving up that money. Besides, this might have been my only chance to obtain such a vast award without much risk.
“Hit me…” The man wheezed. A five of hearts. His teeth chattered.
While I waited for my turn, I stood up and walked around the room, getting a closer look at all the ornate gadgets and such. My eyes focused on a painting on the leftmost wall. It resembled a man in rich military regalia. But something made my hair stand on end. Their upturned white mustache looked damp, and their face sagged like they were crying. Linear, stick-like shadows were cast on the sleeves. Edging forward, they came into focus.
Hands. I followed their forms outward, which extended into oily, dripping arms.
“Husssssssssh…” A faint noise echoed from somewhere in the room.
“What?” I mouthed, turning an ear to the source.
“Husssssssssh…” It came from the painting. I backed away, hands out at my sides. Was someone dragged in that painting?
“Where are you going? You forgot to pay up!” The dealer yelled back, hands slamming on the table and pulling out a sack of navy blue poker chips.
I double took. “I thought the card said there was no monetary wager needed?”
“There isn’t.”
Then, I looked at the ground. There was a second rug on the ground. The tapestry matched, but its patterns didn’t match with the other rug. It was off center from the rest of the decorations, like someone didn’t even bother setting it up properly. Taking a closer look, I could hear faint whispers coming from it, too. When I looked back up, the guy on the left was gone. I rushed over, checking his cards. A total of twenty five.
Swallowing saliva, I stood in confusion, wondering what to do next. I scraped my fingernails against my palms. I needed that money. If I didn’t get it, I’d lose my wife and my apartment. And what about the loan sharks? Only God knew what would happen to me if I didn’t pay up. What was I going to do? What would happen if I lost? Would I turn into another object just like the other guy? Or would I be in for a worse fate?
“That’s because there isn’t a MONETARY wager. I’m still taking half of what you owe.”
A sharp pain punched my left side. My left side felt heavier than before, like my veins were replaced with tungsten. I grabbed my fingers around my chest. The area around the pain almost felt solid like a tumor. Brushing around the area, I could make out a cylindrical mass. I tried to inspect it some more, but the pain overwhelmed me, and I crumpled to the ground.
I crouched down on all fours, trying to get back to my seat, but the pain froze me in place. Reaching out a hand, I called out for help. Nothing.
Slithering away, I pulled back the curtains to the entrance of the casino. I spat on the ground from the bludgeoning pain.
“Don’t feel out of luck. You can still surrender once more and you still have two chances left!” The dealer smiled, adjusting his hat. It was only a glimpse, but I caught a look at his upper face. His eyes were on his hat and his forehead was blank. The dealer looked like they were plucked straight out of an Alice in Wonderland book. What or who was this dealer?
“Think long and hard about this. I saw you arguing with your wife. And those ruffians nearly killed you.”
I clambered back to my seat. I still didn’t know what that dealer did to me. Something in me forced me to get back up and keep playing. More questions ate at me the longer I played. How did he know that information?
Then, I remembered feeling a tap back at Grand Central Station. And the card that brought me here. He couldn’t have been human. Was he some kind of demon? I didn’t bother asking. There wasn’t any way he would spill the beans about his nature.
After what seemed like hours, I managed to writhe back into my seat, slumping over the table like I’d just had the worst hangover.
“Ready to try again?” The charming man said, resting his chin on his interlocked hands.
Reluctantly, I gave him a thumbs up. He took back the cards and began manipulating the split deck once more. I analyzed every move he made. None of the cards were tricked. He wasn’t second dealing and didn’t have any aces up his sleeve. Never revealed anything under the table, either. The only thing that brought me reassurance was that he was honest. Still, keeping an eye out was critical.
The dealer revealed his cards. Two tens again. One of spades, one of hearts. His face was harder than diamond and glowed like one, too. Not a pleasing glow, but one that would hex anyone that dared gaze at it for too long.
I looked at my cards. An ace and a seven. Eighteen. Gripping my lower abdomen, I stayed crumpled in agony. The odds of getting a blackjack were slim and the stabbing pain skewed my thoughts.
“Surrender…” I wheezed. The words slipped out of my mouth like the dying breath of a wounded soldier. The dealer smiled, holding a pile of blue poker chips around him. He waved his hand over the mound and made an inaudible chant. Then, they vanished.
I held my hands over my face, bracing myself. Suddenly, the pain doubled, shifting to my right like a mudslide down a hill. Now I knew everything the previous player was going through.
I vomited out something hard and blue. A poker chip. Suddenly, my guts turned and another seven spilled out. My esophagus wound itself into knots more contorted than cobwebs. “I…forfeit!”
The man started to smile. “Without these?” With a thud, the hat faced dealer pulled out a jar filled with a kidney and a piece of liver. They still were oozing with blood that plumed and fit their containers. I remembered how the dealer said that there was no monetary wager. He never said there wasn’t a wager at all. My wager…was my organs.
“You want them back? Win them.” He set them back on the ground.
Now there was no choice. My fate was sealed if I tried to leave. I started to shed tears. If I didn’t get these organs back and fast, I was done for. Even if someone saw me passed out on the floor, finding donors for organs wasn’t guaranteed. And even then, I’d be put further in debt. Nothing would be solved. Then again, was trying to beat this guy even worth it? No. The reward was too great. Taking a few deep breaths, I sat back down. Reluctantly, I asked that he proceed.
The dealer drew out cards just like before. He took the cards and gave them a good shuffle. Plucking two cards out of the stack, he revealed them. A king and a nine. Another poker chip tumbled out my throat. I spat it out in a red and blue plastic heap. Not paying attention to the mess I made, he handed me two cards. A jack and a two. Twelve.
“Hit…me.” An ace. Aces could count as one or eleven depending on what other cards were drawn. I still had a fighting chance.
“Hit me.” A five.
His dead stare tore at my soul. I scratched against the felt, the wounds in my fingers reopening. From the corner of my eyes, I could see him frowning. “Are you going to play, or do you want all that money to go to waste?”
I gritted my teeth. “Shut up…Hit me…” Swallowing saliva, I watched the dealer play out my last card. A queen.
“You lose.” The dealer said coldly, grabbing a pile of poker chips and holding them close. He waved his hand over the mound and made another incantation. Then, they vanished once more. Everywhere at once, burning pain sears my skin, making me blackout.
---
When I wake up and feel my arms, they are covered in something hard, blue and plastic. My clothes were gone. I examined my extremities and my torso.
My skin was missing and replaced with poker chips. They were shaped to fit every part of my body. Cracks filled with blood gushed out with each slight movement I made. Horrified, I spilled my guts. More poker chips slid out my throat. Piles of skin laid clumped on the side of the table in hideous pink and blood red sheets.
“I think you know what’s at stake now. One try left. Better make it count. You want to end up in an object for an eternity?” He taunted.
The rigidity of my plastic coated skin made each movement expose more of the cracks, searing my muscles. I groaned as I raised myself up. Crimson liquid dampened the table. I pounded at the table. This was it. I either walked out with my money and saved my marriage and tied up all those knots. Or I lost and suffered a fate worse than death. Giving up was not an option. I gave the mysterious man a death glare, not even bothered by his resistance.
He plucks out two cards. A nine and a ten. This was my chance.
Then, my cards were revealed. A ten and a two. Fingers rattling, I took a deep breath and let calmness seep into me.
“Hit…Me…” I sputtered. Another two.
Huffing, I opened my mouth to speak again. The dealer just stared into me, tilting his head like a vulture waiting for roadkill. The poker chips rattled again, grinding against each other.
“Hit…” I paused for a moment, recollecting my thoughts. At a value of fourteen, I needed at least a six to beat the dealer. But an eight or higher would result in disaster. Gulping down another chaser of saliva, I spoke. “Hit…me.”
To my chagrin, a five slipped out of the hand. I was now tied. Staring at the pile of skin and my other organs, I closed my eyes and shook in horror. An ace or a two were the only cards I could draw in order to win. I looked down at my cards, sweat dripping on the table. With a quick glance, I gazed at the eyes on the man’s silk hat.
“Don’t keep me waiting.” The man demanded.
I’d begun hyperventilating. His stare grew more intense the longer I waited. His confident smile turned into a frown of irritation. Eyebrows and mouth twisted into a hideous snarl. He rattled his fingers against the dealing table. The cacophony made my ears go numb.
Then, I whispered my answer.
“Hit…me…”
The man darted up, smiling back in anticipation. “I’m sorry, what was that?”
I closed my eyes, expecting the worst.
“HIT ME!” I screamed at the top of my lungs.
Then, the last card was revealed:
A two.
I’d won!
My mouth dropped. The sheets of skin unfurled themselves and flattened over me. Two organ jars spilled over, their contents rising in a beam of white and torpedoing back into my body. Immediately, I yelped at the top of my lungs, skipping my heels and doing a jig. I regained my strength, instantly looking around for traces of my prize. For several minutes, I wasn’t able to uncover anything. Staring directly at the dealer’s face, I asked him to reveal my prize.
“I don’t have it with me.” He said, blankly.
Not listening, I scrutinized every inch of the room, looking behind his station, checking under the table, everything.
I searched everywhere for my prize, my happiness dissipating. With each step I took, my smile faded even further, twisting into a frown. My nose crinkled. “Where is the fifty million?” I demanded, overturning the table, ripping off the ornate paintings and yanking the tasseled rugs off the floor. “You promised me fifty million dollars if I beat you! Do you realize what’s gonna happen to me if I don’t get that money, you charlatan?!”
The strange man just stood there, not even acknowledging my pleas.
“YOU PROMISED ME MONEY! You’re a thief!” I roared, pointing an accusing finger at him. “I only did this for my wife, to save my marriage! I almost gave up my life trying to help my family out! How can you take that away from me?!”
The demon stuck his hands behind his back and shook his head. He rolled his eyes back in thought. Something was up with him. “You aren’t like the other gamblers.” He said.
“Other gamblers?” I said, stepping back.
“They all wanted the money for worthless things. A mansion with fountains and a view, hookers, a trip to Tahiti…” He paced around me. His face was rather relaxed and calm. Never once did he lose eye contact with me. “But you had so much determination to help your wife out that you would risk it all. I admire that. It took me a while to figure out that you were actually a kind hearted person.”
I saw red and tried to punch him. He grabbed my fist, shoving it back.
“Listen to me. I understand your rage. There never was a prize in the first place. It was nothing but a lure to capture those that wasted their lives away. But there is one thing that you don’t understand.”
I saw red and I thrusted my hands back. “You nearly killed me all for nothing?!”
“Yes, but that was before I saw you the way you really were. Listen to my words.”
Slowly, I relaxed my posture, but still remained firm. “Why should I listen to you?”
“I can help you out of your situation.” The man said.
My nostrils flared. “You owe me money you snake!”
“You never needed the money in the first place.”
Taken aback, I retreated. “What do you mean?” My arms relaxed once more.
“You are a plumber, aren’t you? I saw you come home from work, just barely catching a glimpse of your schedule. Forty hours a week for thirty-eight dollars an hour for five days a week. That’s $15200 a week for two weeks. You already have everything you need.”
“But you don’t understand. They need $18000!” I pleaded.
He wouldn’t budge. “Trying to earn this money via dumb risks and chances will not get you anywhere. Look at all the things that you’ve done wrong.”
Tears began to well up. “And I want to change that.” I wiped my eyes. “But what am I supposed to do now?”
“The only way you can earn that money is through grit and spit,” He said, walking around me. “You aren’t going to find solace through good luck alone. You have to work for it. And you already have the tools that some people don’t have. If you give up now, you might as well have lost. Think about it.” With those last words, he raised his hand and snapped it, disappearing without a trace. Slowly, I gathered my things and walked out of the casino, head hanging low.
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The following day, I sat outside an old woman’s faucet, inspecting how to fix a leak. I wondered what the demon’s words meant to me. Before I stuck the wrench up to a U trap, I remembered my pay. If I worked the same amount of hours as before, I’d only make $15200. But if I pulled off some overtime and worked several extra hours, I might just be able to pay off my debts.
I started staying up much later than before. Not long after, my wife started to become suspicious. Eventually, she confronted me.
“Frank, you’ve been staying up late. Are you going back to the casinos again?” she asked, hands on her hips.
I closed my eyes. Instead of fear, calmness filled my veins and my blood stilled. “Not this time. I’ve been working overtime.”
Her face loosened up for just a moment before hardening back up. I held my hands up and motioned my palms downward. “Listen, I have been horrible lately. All my gambling did was drown us in deeper debt.”
Her expression began to soften up again, her frown vanishing.
“I want to change things. We used to work so well together, doing everything to help each other. Instead of fighting against each other, it’s time we made peace. And we bring us out of our debt, together.” I held out my hand for her to shake it. She kept her arm pulled back and folded like the pincer of a mantis. Inch by inch, she extended it and took it.
The following day, my wife convinced me to go to therapy to get out of my addiction, which I gladly obliged. Simultaneously, she decided to start up another job working as an electrician. Day by day passed and we pooled all our resources as one. Before our eyes, bills were paid and debt disappeared faster than eye floaters. Our financial status wasn’t the only thing that changed. Her once crusty mood lightened up and she began to smile more. She began to believe my words and began to respect the changes I made.
And then, we paid off our rent. We got a letter from our landlord, saying that we now were even. The moment that letter came in, we embraced each other. The only question now was, what were we going to do with this extra money?
Not too long ago, we ended up earning enough money to create another 3d project, this time of a Companion Cube. Day after day, we created more projects. Although we weren’t as happy as our days back in college, we still could make the best with what we had. In retrospect, the hat-faced man put up a good fight, but I managed to come out of a casino with more than I came in with. It wasn’t exactly money, but it wasn’t worthless, either.

Hi there! We are a cute, fun, sexy couple that are looking for other fun couples or ladies that want to get together and have some fun. We are down for just about anything but are very selective. Not judgemental or anything, we can hang out and get along with anyone but when it comes to getting naughty we aren't getting down unless it's beneficial for all! Thinking about Club Eden tonight, hit us up. No single men...

Brethren.....
ew. ew. ew. Maggie's boyfriend gave me the immediate ick. I watch their vlogs occasionally (usually just the travel ones), and anything about his character I've learned from here.
So I watched the Miami vlog, and that's the first time I really witnessed his presence.
He literally just Mooches off of Maggie. Why in her vlog when they were on the plane, he was looking like one of those girls that get "flown out". Just the way he was sitting in the chair (like yeah bitch, look at you reaping the benefits of being a bare minimum boyfriend), and you can absolutely tell Maggie does everything. That's probably why she barely posts anymore or why people have been having issues with the quality of her content. Girl is tired carrying around dead weight, because he is probably stressing her out at every breath.
Lastly, I wanted to punch that little dipshit in the gut, because the moment Maggie wanted him in to be in the vlog when they were at the Ritz on the balcony, he didn't even give her the courtesy to turn around and wave. He didn't want to be on camera.
Then the moment Maggie is looking cute as hell, feeling herself, make up done and is sharing her outfit THEN his bitch ass wants to walk past her all in the way, have the tv on loud as hell, and starts screaming like a banshee interrupting her.
Not to project, but based on what was said about him here and what I saw in the vlog, I get heavy insecure vibes from him. Because he knows Maggie is waaaaayyyyy too good for him. Hopefully he's not emotionally manipulating her.
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I was 23 when we had our first LO. My husband has a history of depression and had serious struggles. We both lost our jobs while I was pregnant, so finances were bleak and scary which added stress. I was able to find work online that paid well, but his depression prevented him from holding a job for the first year or so of her life. She wouldn't take a bottle, hated pacifiers, and she cried. all. the. time.
When I was pregnant he was even more excited than I was. He was obsessed with cooking and us eating a healthy diet to build a healthy baby. We took daily walks together. When she was first born he would hardly let me change a diaper for the first few days, he was over the moon. "No, no, you rest, I'll take care of it!" He was so excited to be a dad. He'd pick out her outfits and say "Look! See how her little pants match her onesie? See how cute that is?" I have tons of pictures of him watching her do tummy time with adoration in his eyes.
Then after the "babymoon" newborn phase, once the "screaming for hours with no discernable cause" phase started, he felt betrayed. He would try all the things - she was fed, clean diaper, not tired (wouldn't nap), and still she would scream. He has the most sensitive hearing of anybody I've ever met, and it was just murder listening to her cry. We had a tiny house at the time and we both felt like there was no escape. He just kept as much distance from her as he could. I felt so angry when she would cry, it bordered on postpartum rage.
On top of this, he felt like nobody was in his corner. He had no safe space to vent. If he tried to express his frustration, everybody would shut him up or scold him. "This precious phase is so short, enjoy it." He couldn't help change her diaper because he couldn't handle the screaming, so our family members essentially told him he was a bad father. A deadbeat dad. He felt like suddenly our friends and family were in love with this baby, and hated him. Like she usurped him. Nobody wanted to hear about his interests or hobbies anymore, they only wanted to talk to him about how he needed to hold her more and be more involved as a dad. He was afraid to share his feelings because "Moms can feel postpartum rage and people are sympathetic. If dads feel postpartum rage, they're a dirt bag and society hates them and thinks they're a danger to their family."
This cocktail of emotions continued to spiral. The more people dumped on him, the more he felt resentment about being a dad. "Her crying bothers you? What's wrong with you? Daddies are supposed to be in love with their little angels! If you don't like the crying then go outside." His parents live far away and were also in a stressful time, and they gave in to fear and stress and said some very hurtful things. He was never violent. He never stopped loving her. He just wasn't able to be involved when she was crying.
We tabled the idea of ever having another child. "It's just not in the cards for us. We're just not cut out to be parents of babies." I believe I would have struggled with the crying even if he hadn't, but the stress of it all made me struggle almost as bad as he did. I felt so angry when she cried. I remember wanting to scream at her.
Now our LO is 6 years old and she's a blast. The two of them are growing in their relationship massively now that she can communicate and he can teach her things. She's his little buddy. He's working how. We have a MUCH better support network than we did then, and a much, much better situation financially.
We decided to try for number 2. We are apparently very good at procreating because again, less than a month off birth control and I am expecting a new little nugget.
All of this to say, we had struggles. I know that we will have struggles. I'm not going to be blindsided this time. I know that we need a lot of support, and I intend to ask for it.
But I'd also like practical tips and encouragement. We both work from home, which was one of the issues last time, it's hard when you never get a break. Now we live in a larger house which is helpful. We bought noise-canceling headphones and Loop earplugs but I'm sure even the combination of both will not block the noise entirely.
What are your best tips and suggestions for surviving the PURPLE crying? Devices we should own? Strategies to have in place?
He is and has always been a great dad. He was just a great dad under too much pressure without any support last time. I want things to be different for him this time. He deserves to enjoy the baby phase.
I'd love to hear from other families if moms or dads had similar struggles. It's not something that gets talked about much!
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Hey y'all, thanks for being here, I want to thank my parents, my friends.. Oh, sorry, I don't know how to start writing those things, so I guess I should start from the beginning? Here I go:
It was a sunny day in 1998, when a sweet young lady had a contraction and... oh gosh, sorry again. I will fast forward a bit.
Sooo, a bit about me.. I’m a 25 year old guy looking for someone to help me finish all the tea I make every day. I come with an endless supply of terrible jokes and random snacks. I love art and music. Jazz clubs, museums, and concert halls are where my heart lives. I like visiting new cities, trying new cuisines, and finding moments of tranquility amid the chaos. Also, I absolutely love movies. We can talk about movies for, like, 30 minutes then I (or you more probably) will get bored and change the subject but you got the idea. Physically, I'm tall, my eyes still work, and girls have said I have a nice butt.
I have a cute hamster too so if you read all this and thought "omg he is so boring, I can't stand him anymore" then just bear with me a little longer and you can see Captain Hamsterstein in all his glory once you pm me.
As I'm still kinda not sure about this app and have no idea how anything really works, I'll keep my options open for whatever. So, if you're looking for a friend, I'm your man. Need a shoulder to cry? Still your man. Memes exchange? Hell yeah! Relationship? Tell me what kind of restaurant would you like for our date. Wedding? The suit is ready. Just nonsense flirting? Count me in. Serious talks? Let me grab my smart face. In short, up for whatever and whenever, keep it colorful!
You read this far? Omg, get a life! But seriously, feel free to message me and let's see how it goes. Just behave yourself cause I am legally allowed to handcuff you.
Looking forward to hearing from you!
In the meantime, have a lovely day or night or whatever and take care!
PS, please don't text me if you're only interested in my kidneys.

Hellooo everyone, I'm back with another interview with a GC character 😊 For those who don't know: there's this section on VK where fans can ask a GC character some questions, and the most interesting one(s) will be illustrated by artists. The answers are considered to be canon, as they are issued by the author of GC himself 😄
NOTE: I am not a professional translator. I only used both Yandex and Google Translate. You may add corrections to this post if there are any mistranslations 😊
Alright, let's get into the interview with Paulina…
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DATE POSTED: July 18th, 2022
(LINK TO THE ORIGINAL POST)
❗All information is official, and issued by our favourite screenwriter Dmitry❗
Friends, the beautiful Domina Paulina has come to us with answers to your questions. 🥰
1. Can the beautiful domina share some cute or funny story from her childhood?
"Almost all of my childhood memories are somehow connected with Dad. I especially remember one moment well when I decided to please him for the first time with a delicious hot wine with spices. For some reason, I decided it would be a good idea. As a result, the wine was spoiled, although dad tried not to show it and sincerely praised me. But his face gave him away 😄"
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2. What helps Paulina herself in difficult times? How is she holding up?
"When you are surrounded by people whose fate is much worse than yours, faith is the only way to hold on. The belief that one day something can be changed. The belief that now you can ease someone else's suffering. Probably these are the things that move me. For evil, you don't need much - to answer someone sharply, to drive someone away. I was lucky, but what would have happened if I had been born into another family? Would they treat me well? But, as now, I would be looking for warmth and kindness."
3. How did such a rational and cold-blooded Cassius have such a tender and sensitive daughter?
"I know him differently... For me, he is the most loving father who will always help and surround me with warmth and care. He doesn't need to be cold-blooded and rational inside the family. We are his small fortress, where he can give free rein to his love, of which he has a lot. ❤"
4. Would you be happy if Rix gave you flowers? What kind of flowers do you like?
"Let him take me to a blooming meadow better 😅 I love fresh flowers that you can take care of. In this I find some kind of harmony and peace... I really love violets ❤"
ARTIST: Alice/Alisa - vk.com/zintazamelmao
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That's it, everyone 😊 Unfortunately, yes, Paulina's interview is the shortest. But overtime, the interviews are getting longer, since more GC characters are being interviewed. Translating Cassius' interview will be the biggest pain in my ass 🤣🤣🤣 Anyway, I will be posting Labelle's interview tomorrow 😃👍
(LINK TO HOTCH'S INTERVIEW)
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I had it working for a little bit but it stopped working. Now it will appear in MCM and none of its features work. I've tried moving it around my load order in Mo2, I've tried uninstalling and reinstalling, and I've tried updating to the newest version but nothing seems to work.
Here's my mod list if it helps
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