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2023.06.05 05:00 zh_harry Moving to the USA from Canada, looking for Credit Card
Hi folks!
Just moved to the USA for work, my SSN is coming soon, and I'm gauging which credit cards I can get. I already have a US Bank account for bill payments and direct deposits.
CREDIT PROFILE
- Current credit cards you are the primary account holder of: I started my application for AMEX Gold (through NovaCredit or Global Transfer), 90k+$200 SUB
- I have a 1% no-FTF CC, 5x MR Points (with FTF 3%) on dining, groceries (AMEX Cobalt) both in Canadian, and CC with 4 PriorityPass
- FICO Scores: Probably no credit score/history at all. I have a Canadian Credit score equivalent to ~800 here.
- Annual income: $100,000+ (Silicon Valley)
CATEGORIES
- OK with category-specific cards?: Yes
- OK with rotating category cards?: No
- Estimate average monthly spend in the categories below
- Mostly Dining then Groceries (whatever is near me, then Costco), around 1000/mo combined
- In the future more travel
- Any other categories: Maybe public transportation
- Rent by credit card? Not a big factor right now
MEMBERSHIPS & SUBSCRIPTIONS
- I have a Canadian AMEX Account (Credit Card Only)
- Don't want Business Cards
PURPOSE
- Travel Rewards or Cashback
- In Canada I use MR points and Aeroplan (Air Canada/Star Alliance)
- Here in US, I'm looking for MR, UR, or a good recommendation for transfer partners
- Any Cards I'm looking at:
- Well, AMEX Gold (Rewards) or Zero-AF AMEX (Build Credit) card because they can use Foreign credit score
- Chase Freedom Unlimited or Preferred (Not sure if they will accept someone with no credit history and/or just got one AMEX Card, but I want to start on the chase 5/24)
- Citi Double Cash
- I'm not looking for anything that is purely for building credit score, and I'm not looking for anything that has a 1% cashback rate as my Canadian Credit Card with 0% FTF is already 1% back on everything
Open to any suggestions, or comments.
My current plan is to start with AMEX Gold, then see if I can get a Chase Freedom Unlimited or Preferred card next (should I get the Chase card first if I can?). Then I'm looking at the BILT Mastercard, AMEX Plat, Venture X, or Chase Reserve once I have a better credit score.
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2023.06.05 05:00 Diligent_Water_6145 [Online] [5E][EST] Looking for player
Looking for 1 player to join my existing party of 5 in my homebrew world. A player had to drop out due to unfortunate circumstances. Games so far are set to take place on Saturday at 4pm EST. We will be using Foundry VTT and dnd beyond, mic is required. If you're interested feel free to DM me via discord for additional information. My discord name is Calumbus #7082
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2023.06.05 04:59 JoyfulJourneyman Public Journal To Fix My Life Day 6 of 90
Good evening, everyone! I hope you all had a great day. As always, here's a summary for new readers:
This journal is intended to keep me accountable on my journey of healing and self-improvement. I'm determined to climb out of a deep hole, and I believe this journal is a crucial step. I can't promise that reading this will be interesting or fun, but it will be real.
With that said, let's begin. Today was pretty normal. I didn't go anywhere, yet I feel I made good progress. I started the day as usual with meditation, then proceeded to start editing the pictures I took yesterday.
I ran into a little setback because the SD reader I bought didn't work with my PC, so I had to do the boring task of transferring over 200 pics to my phone and then to my PC. Anyways, I spent most of my morning editing, and I'm really happy with the results. I realized I haven't lost my skills; I just need to regain my confidence, and I intend to do that by practicing over and over.
After editing, I posted the pictures on Instagram, and I'll be honest, I felt discouraged because I didn't receive as many likes as I used to. But I quickly reminded myself that I create art for myself and shouldn't seek validation. If I like what I created, that should be enough. Searching for validation is toxic and will do me more harm than good.
After posting the pictures, I encouraged myself to create a blog about what happens during my photoshoots. I named it "Behind the Lens." I aim to write a blog post every time I go out to take pictures, narrating what the photoshoot was like, sharing curious facts about the monuments/statues/places I photograph, and maybe offering a tip or two. It keeps me creative and helps me expand my knowledge about the stuff I photograph.
After finishing the blog, I took a break and spent about three hours on social media. Then I realized how much time I had wasted and decided to study communication skills, a topic that has been of interest to me lately. I watched a couple of videos about the importance of asking great questions to have better relationships.
In one of the videos, I had an 'aha' moment. I realized that my social anxiety is from always trying to appear as the smartest person in the room because I thought that was the key to making people like me. In reality, the key to being liked is not for me to talk about myself, but to them to talk about themselves (if that makes any sense, lol).
This realization was a game-changer for me as an introvert. So when I heard my roommates having dinner, I went downstairs and engaged in a great conversation simply by asking questions. Throughout the dinner, I spoke no more than two sentences, yet everyone felt it was a fantastic conversation. For me, that's a huge win.
But not everything is perfect. I still need to practice a lot, especially my tone of voice, and I need to practice with strangers as well. Maybe I feel comfortable doing it with my roommates because I'm already familiar with them and feel safe around them.
Then I tried the same approach with another roommate whom I don't talk to much, and it felt awkward. I bet she noticed because it was unusual for me to start a conversation. My mind was filled with thoughts like "What if she thinks I want something from her?" "What if she doesn't want to talk?" "What if she misinterprets?" and so on. I ended up going straight to my room after the topic ended, and I felt a bit cringe. But hey, I guess it's part of the process. I'll keep doing it, and I'm sure it will become less and less awkward over time.
That's all for today. I'll now read a book and prepare myself for another week. See you all tomorrow!
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2023.06.05 04:59 Enough_Inevitable_68 I think my neighbor is killing the strays in our shared alleyway
I think my neighbor is killing the strays in my alley
Hi. I have literally never used Reddit to post before but this makes me worried so much I decided to make a post about it. I’m under 18, live with my mom in a shared apartment building and we have a lady who lives across from us. I don’t know if she’s a single mother or the dad just isn’t around, but she’s a drunk and lets her kids run around with no supervision. In our neighborhood, we’ve always had an abundance of stray cats. They’ve never done anything unusual or caused any damage anywhere, quite frankly I think they helped clean up the place by eating the trash that my neighbor throws out. Lately, they’ve been going missing. My mom went over to the house earlier this month after finding that the lady had set live traps and was catching the cats to ‘send to the pound,’ Just now, me and a friend were sitting outside when we heard a horrible meowing sound, like multiple cats stuck together. After looking around, turns out they were in a box in my neighbors yard. We didn’t cross the area, just kind of stood around thinking what to do, because we totally would take care of and find these cats a new place to live, (I have family in the country), but this lady opens the door and is incredibly rude to us asking and talking disrespectfully about ‘if she could help us?’ And ‘no, we can take care of it, im sick of the stray cats in the alley, we’re sending them to the pound.’ The cats were basically screaming in this box at that point, so I went and told my mom, because I’m pretty sure if they cared about the cats enough to send them to the pound she wouldn’t have them tied up in a box. My mom goes out to look, and just as she sees and hears the meowing, my neighbor takes the box and puts it inside her house. My mom is a total animal lover, so she goes to our animal loving upstairs neighbor. They neighbor then goes on to basically say she’s seen and has videos from her security camera on her balcony of the lady walking into her shed with a shotgun and an empty trash bag, and walks out with a full one. Either that, or she leaves them in the live traps long enough for them to die from heat or starvation. I believe it. The question is, should I do something about it? I have outside cats and learning more about this situation is making me fear for them. I also just don’t want to live next to a potential psychopath. I have somewhere I can put the cats. I don’t want her ‘disposing’ of them, pound or not.
TLDR: my neighbor is a douche and I think she’s killing the stray cats in my alley after learning about her and encountering the situation myself
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2023.06.05 04:58 Idkwhatthisisijust I hate my cousin
For anonymity purposes I’ll call her h.
I hate h. She acts like a 5 year old even though she’s 6 months younger than me, and sometimes she’s so immature I feel like I’m talking to a toddler. And she’s so spoiled. She keeps bragging about how she’s getting a new Apple Watch, and a new phone, and new AirPods, and how her parents are paying for all of it. And yes, while I nights also have an Apple Watch, and a phone, I payed for it. I worked for it. And she keeps bragging about how she’s so much richer than me. It’s driving me insane. And not only that, but she’s the family angel. She acts like a sweet girl in front of my family, but in private she’s a huge bitch. She swears at me in private, and she’s been acting super awfully towards me ever since I revealed to her that I was pansexual, as a secret. But of course, she told her parents, who told my heavily conservative parents. And this has ruined all of the trust I have for her. But anyways, she also blames everything on me. When she swears at me, she soon after runs to her parents crying and tells them how I called her a bitch or something. And of course, everyone believes her, which has made me into the family outcast, because not even my own parents believe me over her. And she never makes conversation to me in front of anyone else. She keeps sitting on her phone, watching god knows what, and then running to my parents to tell them how I was the one sitting on my phone and blowing her off. For context, I never touch my phone when I’m near her, and I never bring it near her, because she’s guessed my password and looks through my private shit when I turn around for one second. And yes, maybe I don’t talk to her, but that’s because every time I’ve tried, she’s twisted my words to make me look like some kind of bitch.
Anyways, does anyone have some advice? Bc I’m sick of her, and I don’t know how much longer I can handle her.
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2023.06.05 04:58 Trauma-dumpie Update: My mom kicked me out when I was 15. Now she’s homless and I won’t let her live with me
its apparent that nobody gives a fuck what happens to my brother besides me. cps said “we cant take him just bc his mom is poor” when she’s literally SMOKED CRACK in front of him, doesn’t have him enrolled in school (she “homeschools” him but mostly only reads the bible and tries to teach him spanish while not knowing spanish herself). so i had him living with me in my apartment since like the beginning of May. cps said the only thing i could do is file for “emergency custody” which sounds fake as hell. so youre telling me you cant put the kid in foster care but a random family member can just take him if they want for apparently no reason ?? okay ig. so i went to the courthouse and got the papers (on wednesday) but literally the very next day as im coming back inside i see my sister leaving with him and he has his suitcase and a bag. i was literally so fucking confused then my sister says that he was supposed to tell me that mom is taking him. nobody told me anything and like where the hell is he even going ??? my mom DOESNT HAVE ANYWHERE TO LIVE thats what initiated this whole fucking thing anyway ???? she took him back to our home city thats 45 minutes away from where we live now and put their belongings at a family friend’s house. apparently while they were there my mom renewed her nursing license with money she got from one of her tricks and found an apartment there that she plans on getting when she gets her nursing job back.
the thing that bothers me the most though is my sisters attitude towards the whole thing. because i was in the middle of filling out the paperwork for getting custody of him and she just takes him back to OUR ABUSER ??? then she says the plan the whole time was for mom to get her stuff together so that our brother could go back to his mom. ummmm NO THE FUCK IT WASNT that was NEVER the plan. SHE WAS WITH ME WHEN I GOT THE CUSTODY PAPERS. she says that as long as he goes to school in the fall it should be fine. NO NO NO. this woman let us get SA’d and beat up since we were 3 years old. SHE DOES NOT NEED TO BE AROUND KIDS PERIOD. and she still spends the majority of time with her sugar daddy and with her tricks instead of with her own son. these people barely even pay her. i know i definitely do not have to means to take care of him but i’d rather him be poor and safe with me than with her and potentially get SA’d or beaten by whatever sleazy men she has around.
right now theyre sleeping at my mom’s friend’s house around the corner from my place, so i went to go see her and my brother and i got pizza for them from the place i work at bc my mom was trying to make my brother split the price of a pizza with her. shes scum to the core. like youre supposed to be the parent and take care of your kid and youre making him scrape up whatever change he has to feed you ???? shes a piece of shit. my sister came with me and cried because my mom cut up the collar of her vintage shirt… you know when i cried ?? when the bitch took my brother and i literally didn’t sleep for 3 days after that. like i empathize about the vintage shirt, i would have cried too, but the fact that she didn’t even cry about our brother and just delivered him to our mom ??
im here just to post about trauma and i try not to talk to heavy on my twin sister bc shes been through a lot and most of it is nobody’s business but i feel like i want to document all the shit she’s done to me too. this is not the first time shes done some shady shit like this and i almost want to call her an abuser too. she scares the absolute shit out of me.
i hate everyone and everything right now.
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2023.06.05 04:58 JoyfulJourneyman Public Journal To Fix My Life Day 6 of 90
Good evening, everyone! I hope you all had a great day. As always, here's a summary for new readers:
This journal is intended to keep me accountable on my journey of healing and self-improvement. I'm determined to climb out of a deep hole, and I believe this journal is a crucial step. I can't promise that reading this will be interesting or fun, but it will be real.
With that said, let's begin. Today was pretty normal. I didn't go anywhere, yet I feel I made good progress. I started the day as usual with meditation, then proceeded to start editing the pictures I took yesterday.
I ran into a little setback because the SD reader I bought didn't work with my PC, so I had to do the boring task of transferring over 200 pics to my phone and then to my PC. Anyways, I spent most of my morning editing, and I'm really happy with the results. I realized I haven't lost my skills; I just need to regain my confidence, and I intend to do that by practicing over and over.
After editing, I posted the pictures on Instagram, and I'll be honest, I felt discouraged because I didn't receive as many likes as I used to. But I quickly reminded myself that I create art for myself and shouldn't seek validation. If I like what I created, that should be enough. Searching for validation is toxic and will do me more harm than good.
After posting the pictures, I encouraged myself to create a blog about what happens during my photoshoots. I named it "Behind the Lens." I aim to write a blog post every time I go out to take pictures, narrating what the photoshoot was like, sharing curious facts about the monuments/statues/places I photograph, and maybe offering a tip or two. It keeps me creative and helps me expand my knowledge about the stuff I photograph.
After finishing the blog, I took a break and spent about three hours on social media. Then I realized how much time I had wasted and decided to study communication skills, a topic that has been of interest to me lately. I watched a couple of videos about the importance of asking great questions to have better relationships.
In one of the videos, I had an 'aha' moment. I realized that my social anxiety is from always trying to appear as the smartest person in the room because I thought that was the key to making people like me. In reality, the key to being liked is not for me to talk about myself, but to them to talk about themselves (if that makes any sense, lol).
This realization was a game-changer for me as an introvert. So when I heard my roommates having dinner, I went downstairs and engaged in a great conversation simply by asking questions. Throughout the dinner, I spoke no more than two sentences, yet everyone felt it was a fantastic conversation. For me, that's a huge win.
But not everything is perfect. I still need to practice a lot, especially my tone of voice, and I need to practice with strangers as well. Maybe I feel comfortable doing it with my roommates because I'm already familiar with them and feel safe around them.
Then I tried the same approach with another roommate whom I don't talk to much, and it felt awkward. I bet she noticed because it was unusual for me to start a conversation. My mind was filled with thoughts like "What if she thinks I want something from her?" "What if she doesn't want to talk?" "What if she misinterprets?" and so on. I ended up going straight to my room after the topic ended, and I felt a bit cringe. But hey, I guess it's part of the process. I'll keep doing it, and I'm sure it will become less and less awkward over time.
That's all for today. I'll now read a book and prepare myself for another week. See you all tomorrow!
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2023.06.05 04:58 Fun-Animator-6240 I need help figuring out how to deal emotionally with poor and homeless people
I can't really run of it, everyday I get in direct contact with poor people because of my path to college, they're everywhere, sitting on the floor, sleeping in the middle of the sidewalk...And to see this just fucks me up emotionally really really badly, everyday I come home incredibly depressed and guilty, I wonder why do I have access to things and other people not, and I keep ruminating through the day, when I eat something good I can't enjoy fully because I feel guilty or when it's a nice day of rain I can't feel happy because I'm thinking about the homeless outside, I'm not being able to balance my societal duty that is helping them and living my life normally, it's like I'm stealing the place of someone that is in this condition that could do so much more than I am doing now. So last week I was thinking about using my headphones and look the other way when they're somewhere near me, I don't want to ignore them and their needs, never, but I don't know what else to do to scape this dense feeling everyday.
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2023.06.05 04:58 JoshAsdvgi The Maze
| Elder Brother lived in the maze and the reason why he lived in the maze was because ... I think how I'm gonna say this ... magician or oh, medicine man that can disappear, and that can do things, heal people and things like that ... that was Elder Brother ... Se:he ... they called him ... he lived in there ... but he had a lot of enemies so he made that, and to live in there people would go in there but they couldn't find him ... They would turn around and go back. But in real life ... when you look at the maze you start from the top and go into the maze ... your life, you go down and then you reach a place where you have to turn around ... Maybe in your own life you fall, something happens in your home, you are sad, you pick yourself up and you go on through the maze ... You go on and on and on ... so many places in there you might ... maybe your child died ... or maybe somebody died, or you stop, you fall and you feel bad ... You get up, turn around and go again ... when you reach that middle of the maze ... that's when you see the Sun God and the Sun God blesses you and say you have made it ... That's where you die. The maze is a symbol of life ... happiness, sadness ... and you reach your goal ... There's a dream there, and you reach that dream when you get to the middle of the maze ... that's how I was told, my grandparents told me that's how the maze is. submitted by JoshAsdvgi to Native_Stories [link] [comments] |
2023.06.05 04:58 callmehoneypie Why they gang stalk virgin women.
Gang stalking victims who are virgin women are usually censored.
Virgin women who don't have tattoos, piercings, are homely, religious, and in shape, don't do drugs or smoke are at great risk for being placed on the list.
They'll send men who perform witchcraft on the victims to sexually arouse them. Most people will say hormones are normal. It's true. But this isn't a normal kind of sexual arousal.
They'll use spells against the virgin women to make them obsessed with them. These witchcraft spells send dopamine to the woman's brain. The men want the woman to pair bond with them and they're not able to do that to virgin women unless they're sending dopamine to their brains.
These men also has third party situations to attempt to set the virgin woman up to be sent to jail or a mental institution. It's easier to traffick someone and kidnap someone who is locked up. They hope the witchcraft will make the woman so obsessed with the man that she'll develop limerance and harass him.
I've seen virgins begging these men to take their virginity. I've also seen other virgins crying about being arrested and sexually assaulted by men who want to harvest for sexual innocence and purity.
They tried to arrest me when I was younger and do witchcraft against me. It didn't work because I've never masturbated before and my hymen is intact. Which means even if I was really aroused or mentally obsessive with a guy, it wouldn't work.
Especially if I don't really want to have sex with those men. I'll know something is off which is why they try to gaslight you into feeling "mentally ill".
My biggest advice is to not interact with these men. Be aware that third party situations means that they're using powerful spells to try and make you go against your free will. This means they'll invite another woman into the situation to make you feel emotions of jealousy, hurt, hatred, and betrayal. These men are not your friends, your boyfriend's, or your lovers. Some of them don't even like women.
We need more virgin women to speak up about gang stalking. Being a virgin increase your risk for being gang stalked (especially as you get older).
How many young, healthy, and fit women over the age of 21 are virgins without any tattoos or piercings and who don't drink and do drugs? If someone were buying organs off of the dark web, they'd be more likely to want the virgin.
Don't let these people destroy your identity. Become more strong. Ignore them. Learn to pick your battles and handle your emotions.
Don't let them lie to you. They told me plenty of times evil things. I don't believe it. I'm still healthy and happy. Thank you.
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2023.06.05 04:58 hurtfulandhurting Wife gave me her ring and said she's done. Now she's warm again. What next?
Background: In our 30's. Together several years, married 1 year. We had a big fallout when dating, but decided the relationship was worth repairing (we're wonderful together, really!). We went to counseling together, rebuilt, and ultimately married. The past few months have gotten rough - we argue frequently and neither of us felt heard - and we're in counseling again to try and improve the ways we interact when we are stressed or frustrated.
A few days ago, near the end of a vacation, we were talking over dinner about plans and priorities for when we returned. She shifted the conversation longer term and said she wants kids. This isn't a new topic, we've both talked about wanting to build a family. I agreed, then said I want to keep rebuilding our relationship first. "Let's make sure things are stable between us, because if we keep arguing every few days it won't be the best environment for raising kids." Yes, I'm certain I made my point poorly. She took it very hard. "Ok, I'm just an awful person then." I attempted to reassure her that it's not at all what I meant, and quoted our therapist who said the relationship is the real client. She's not awful in the least - I just want to continue improving the relationship between us.
The conversation devolved quickly and I can't quote much of it directly. It continued as we left dinner and went back to the hotel. We had both been drinking (significantly more than normal - it was the only day of our vacation that we actually got drunk). I remember she was being very hard on herself and turning everything into a statement that she was awful, while I tried repeatedly to reassure her that was not at all what I meant, felt, or intended to communicate. I'm sure that I phrased things badly. I'm sure that I didn't handle the conversation as well as I could have. I'm also sure that I did not raise my voice, insult her, or demean her.
Basically, I tried my best (which I'm sure wasn't very good) to calm her and de-escalate while she had a mental breakdown. She ultimately handed me her ring and said she's done. She said we'll pack up, go home, she'll find a place to stay, and we'll figure out how to divide things up. I didn't know what to do. I said that's not what I want - I want to work things out. She told me to go away. I tried to clarify whether she wants me to sleep somewhere else, and she said she'd be fine, she'd get a different hotel room. I said she didn't have to do that. That I wanted us to stay together and work things out, but if she really wants me to leave then I'd find a place - she didn't need to go find another hotel room. She then curled up and sobbed - wailed, really, I don't know how else to describe it - while chanting "I'll be ok I'll be ok I'll be ok" on repeat.
I didn't sleep much that night. I didn't know what to do. I set her ring on her bedstand next to her phone, and she fell asleep. I had never really considered divorce and now it was crashing down on me.
Next morning I asked if she still felt the same way. I didn't get a clear answer and tried asking another way. She asked for a hug. I tried to clarify: "Last night you handed me your ring and said you were done. Do you still feel as though you are done?". She told me she had - just now - asked for what she needs and was being told why she couldn't have it. I told her I'm just trying to figure out where I stand, then offered that hug. Eventually she said she loved me. She kinda acknowledged that she'd been out of control the night before, and was drunk and frustrated. That acknowledgement is her form of an apology, and I chose to interpret it that way.
Since then she's been warm and loving and we haven't talked about it. Part of me wants to say "Hey, that was really painful. Can we talk through it to help make sure it doesn't happen again?". The other part of me is scared that if I bring it up we'll have another big argument, and I should stay positive, warm, reassuring, and loving in response to her warmth. The third option is to try and revisit it with our couple's counselor. If I do that, I need to bring it up to her very soon to prepare her for the conversation, because it would be pretty crappy of me to spring it on her by surprise in the therapist's office.
Uh, how would you navigate this? It seems serious enough that I shouldn't just let it be and hope things remain warm. I also know that if I do a poor job revisiting that evening it could blow up into a big fight.
TL;DR a drunken argument turned into a mental breakdown with my wife very clearly saying she's done. Since then she's been very warm, says she loves me, and we're trying to go back to normal. How do I have a conversation about that night and talk about how to avoid having that happen again?
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2023.06.05 04:58 Comfortable_Bat127 At the end of day 3 and wanted to share my experience
I’ve taken 10 mg Lexapro for the last three days. I was prescribed it following the worst week of anxiety of my entire life. I’ve always been an anxious person, and getting prescribed something was a long time coming. I want to note that I have no depression whatsoever, I was purely prescribed lex for anxiety/panic attacks.
I have had far less anxiety throughout the first three days. It isn’t completely gone, but I noticed an immediate impact. I have been feeling slightly above numb. I wouldn’t call it bad or good explicitly, but it’s better than what I was feeling before. I drank 3 beers tonight and WOW is it hitting me hard.
Did anyone else feel “high” during their first week? I have felt this spaced out feeling throughout the first three days. It’s like a mild THC high but more spaced out.
Also, my digestive system is a total mess. It was never great in the first place, but I’ve spent a lot of time in the bathroom over the first few days. I’m trying to ride it out. This probably sounds like a manic/rambling post, but I wanted to share my experience.
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2023.06.05 04:57 Alarming_Sport3165 Is it only me or do you also have headaches hunting on Summer Court?
Summer Court has some major advantages: amazing xp, good loot, near depot, creatures doesn't have debuffs (like drunk, paralyze), etc.
However, all those constant flashlights... That fire bombs flashing all the time along with my holy spells....
I can't hunt there for more than 1 hour. I have headaches. I know, it's probably a medical condition that I would need to treat but, do you also feel that it has too much "strobing lights"?
Summer Elves remembers me of this meme:
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2023.06.05 04:57 fm123455 30 [TF4TF/ENBY] Poly Trans gal Looking for friends (or more) in Philly
Hey y'all, this is the first time I've done something like this but I figured it probably doesn't hurt to try.
I am:
I'm a recent Texan Asylum seeker who ended up in Philly somehow. I've got no friends in the area, and it's just me, my ace partner, and my dog.
I ended up getting hurt during the move and am feeling super lonely. I used to live in the area, but before actually being me. I tried going to pride today, but ended up rolling my ankle on my injured leg twice thanks to some uneven roads.
Roughly 6'0 280lbs.
I'm demi sexual lesbian, so if we hit it off as friends maybe we could do some more? I'm a Service top leaning switch.
Fun wise, I really like: playing games: Elden Ring and Souls titles, Spelunky 2, and coop games. Competitive multiplayer not so much, because I get really competitive 😅😅
Reading manga and other graphic stories, mostly Yuri, but I enjoy a lot of fields from Isekai to fantasy and romance I'm a fan of cooking and food but I haven't been able to recently bc of everything 😭
I've been dying to go to the museums near me but between the injury and social anxiety I've been too torn to go
Looking for:
Some cool friends to adopt me and hang out and do low key fun stuff. I don't know how long it'll take before I can heal proper, so I won't be able to climb mountains or top cuties for days.
That said, I'm generally willing to experiment with both sexy and non sexy stuff. I'm pretty much brand new to this world and am a COVID baby gay.
Generally speaking, I'm only interested in people who'd consider themselves Lesbians, which could include butches, femmes, women and enbys.
Men I'm not really into unfortunately thanks to some not great experiences. That said, if you're chill about it maybe, though I would still have a long preference with lesbians, then bi folk, straight trans Men/masculine enbys, then cis men are a pretty close hard no unless you're really chill.
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2023.06.05 04:56 Available_Option3912 How would I include this on my resume + Am I too late?
Hey there reddit!
I am trying to apply for a Business development representative (BDSDR) job in the USA (I am a citizen).
My questions are:
1) On my current resume, for some of the companies I previously applied to, I did not mention the company I was working for (Ie: I tried to apply to Google in October, but didn't mention that I worked for my current company for around 4 months). The reason why I did this was because, originally, I didn't think I was going to stay (I was hired as a BDR at this company as soon as I turned 18, was trained during the summer, before heading to college in D.C). I had to leave college because of my father's health condition and went back to work effective January of 2022.
A) What would I do here? Should I still apply to these companies? What would happen if I were to apply to one of these companies and they were to note that my current resume is different (not mentioning prior experience) to my previous resume?
B) Would I have a chance to explain to the company (via phone call or email) the reason i didn't mention my prior work experience after they, lets say, reject my application because they think I am lying (would that make a difference, post rejection)? How about if were to (or should) mention it to a recruiter during an interview, assuming they didn't notice the change (how would they react)?
2) I used to work on a large family YouTube channel centered in the Middle East. I had worked there for 2 years. In those 2 years, I had grown it from 1.6 million subs to 3.4 million subs and by 100 million views. I had decided to resign due to ethical issues and, with that, they are unwilling to provide verification of my work. Notably, I wasn't paid a salary and they are centered in Jordan.
A) How would I go about including this information on either my resume or in an interview? Should I? I am worried that I might include this info and then, when verification time comes around, I will be flagged for not being able to verify my experience!
B) I did apply to a few companies with this on my prior resumes. With that in mind, What would happen here? Will I ever be asked questions about why I didn't include this on my current resume, be seen as suspicious, or be required to have this experience verified?
3) I was speaking to a recruiter Thursday morning when she gave me an email that prompted me to include my resume so that she can submit it to a company. I wasn't able to submit it Thursday or throughout the weekend due to a family emergency. I still need to make edits (the information gathered from this post) and then plan to post it on Monday morning.
A) Do you think I still have a chance of being taken seriously or having the recruiter understand why I was late to submit my resume? What should I say or do?
4) Assuming I don't include my picture (or job title near my name), does this look like a good resume template for someone interested in a BDR tech job on the West coast? How about any BDR job (not tech) in the U.S?
A)
https://www.canva.com/p/templates/EAFIBif6GP0-blue-white-retro-copywriter-resume/ Thank you all for your responses, I can't wait to read and respond back!
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2023.06.05 04:56 jeffh19 YTTV/RZ/Sunday Ticket ?'s before I order
Cliffs/actual question: I can order YTTV+Sports Plus(RZ)+Sunday Ticket and outside of the primary home on Sundays watch Red Zone via YTTV/Sports Plus on 1 TV, and still have 2 Sunday Ticket streams to use outside of the home (on my 2nd TV)
Long Version: I currently pay for Spectrum TV for my dad 75 miles away. Problem is the app is trash and they lock the account/password all the time and is damn near unusable for him. I'm planning to change to paying for YTTV for him. He will only watch 1 device at a time. I'm assuming his name/location will be the primary acct/home location for the account to not have any issues on his end ever. I previously used his login to watch RedZone on one TV at my home, and my Sunday Ticket on the other(s)
I'm wanting Sunday Ticket for me. I'm assuming with him being the primary home, if I added Sunday Ticket to his YTTV I account (I pay for), I'd be limited to 2 Sunday Ticket streams at my house. I'm only asking because you can get $100 off by adding YTTV and ST together on the same account. On Sundays I have RZ on one TV, and Sunday Ticket quad box on the other.
I suppose I could get YTTV+Sports Plus (for RZ)+Sunday Ticket all on his account, watch RZ on one TV through YTTV, and then have 2 "outside of the home" streams for Sunday Ticket here. 1 for the quad box and 1 extra if I add another TV or iPad. Usually the 3rd screen I used on Sundays was for a big game that was local/blacked out on Sunday Ticket. I sold the iPad I used for this anyway so I may not even need the 2nd stream. Anyway, I'll stop rambling.
Thanks for the help!!!!!
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2023.06.05 04:56 Historical_Maize3857 Im alone
First off this is gonna be a little long, it’s kind of my way venting…
I’m 19(M) and I’ve reached the breaking point of pretending to be fine being alone
Ever since middle school I rarely talked to friends outside of school. I would maybe sometimes play some basketball with people but they weren’t necessarily looking to hang out with me. Same thing happened in high school. And y’all know that adult saying “your not gonna be talking to all those friends after high school, but you’ll have a couple real friends”. Well I ain’t have any.
But for a good amount of time I was having that mindset of “I don’t need anybody else, I’m chillin alone, working out, and getting money”. I was starting to gain muscle, was dressing up better, and my confidence was at an all time high. I legit ain’t give af in a good way, I was truly at peace.
Well I have no real friends, the one person I do talk to(We’ve known each other since we were little because of our moms) always makes excuses when I try to hang out. And just yesterday he said he was going to the lake and I was like “that’s great, maybe I’ll try to go” and he said he would lmk which lake. So today I called and I said “yo Watcha doin” and he said he was going to the lake and I asked which one and he said “idk” so at point I was a really bummed out, and tbh a little pissed off. I really wanted to hang out with him because he’s moving to the other side of the country so I was trying to have that last hoorah.
I got pissed off to the point that I’m thinking about cutting him off because he’s never really invited me anywhere, I’ve even once told him that if he’s ever hanging out with his other friends that it would be awesome if he invited me, because than I could make more friends. But everytime I ask if he wants to hang out he says “ahh nah sorry man, imma be hanging out with some other people”. So I’m just thinking in my head “well damn I can’t hang out with y’all”
Ok now is the thing that really f*cked me up
Just a month ago I met a girl online and we started hanging out on a couple of dates. And it was my first time going on a date so I was really nervous. The first two dates went well, we even cuddled on the 2nd one at the movies. She was even sending me snaps without me having to initiate the convo. So I felt good.
But than we had the 3rd date and I asked if she wanted to watch the sunset, and tbh I fucked up with that decision because I suck at talking a lot, and that requires a lot of talking. And I didn’t make a move because I didn’t want it to feel forced. So the next day I asked if he wanted to hang out and she said she’s busy the rest of the week and she would let me know at the end of the week. Now I wasn’t mad at her for saying she’s busy, but it was just because of how the 3rd date ended. So those next couple days I just couldn’t sleep because the whole time I was thinking “what did I do wrong? Did I seem like a creep? I shoulda just made a move”. The days went so slow. I stopped going to the gym, I lost 10 lbs because I wasn’t eating. I wasn’t eating, and I couldn’t think straight when I was at work.
So than came Sunday and she texted me saying she was able to hang out, so I was thinking “SWEET”. So I set up the date and we were gonna go Tuesday. So the whole time before I was still a little nervous but I promised myself that I was gonna make a move. Than came the next day and she sent me a snap, now don’t think I’m weird for saying this… but she sent me a pic of her wearing a swimsuit. So I was thinking “holy sh*t she’s definitely interested”.
So the next I picked her up and we just went for a quick bite at some ice cream place. But man the date was a little awkward. I ruined it because the whole time I was thinking about making a move so there would be moments of silence. We were maybe at the ice cream place for like 15 min. Than we left and I finally decided to make a move in the car and we held hands. Than that feeling of peace finally came back and the the pain in my chest went away. We were even singing “Don’t go breaking my heart” my Elton John together 😅. Than we got to her house and I gave her a hug and a kiss on the forehead. Than I left and she sent me a “:)” text and man was I hyped up. I was yelling in the car like Ric Flair yelling “WOOOOO”. So I’m just thinking that I’m about to have the most fun summer ever.
Than the next day came and I asked if she wanted to hang out on the weekend, she didn’t respond right away. But than during the night time I was just having a normal convo with my dad and than I got a notification saying “____ is typing” so I was thinking “YAY she’s texting” but than 20 seconds went by and I was like “oh no she’s still typing🫤”. And she said that it wasn’t gonna work out and that she’s not ready for something serious and that deserve somebody that puts the same amount of effort, and that I’m super sweet and that I did nothing wrong. She also said that she was gonna be busy with family and friends. And I quickly agreed with her, because I didn’t want to beg for her to hang out. But it was still tough. And after that text I just left home and started balling my eyes out. I cried like an infant, and I don’t think I’ve ever cried like that before.
Ever since that day I’ve been feeling so alone. And it sucks because I experienced for the first time that somebody was actually interested in hanging with me. And holding her hand made me the happiest guy on earth, but just a day later and I was the saddest guy on earth.
I just wish I could rewind so than we could just become friends. Because tbh, I’m not looking for just a girlfriend, I rather just find a really good friend. And I feel like that was the best opportunity to make one without having to force it. And I sometimes wish that I never met her because I woulda been vibin if we didn’t meet.
So yea that’s pretty much it… I wish I could find that peace of being alone. But it doesn’t feel peaceful anymore, it straight up feels lonely.
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2023.06.05 04:56 Ok_Emu6325 Looking for companies with ML focus that hire SWE
Hello! I'm a rising senior majoring CS and math at a fairly good university. I'm planning to enroll in a 1-year master program so will be looking for my final internship next summer. I'm interested in coding and SWE works but under an AI/ML context/project/team.
I have a couple of past internships, including two FAANG. I'm working in one of the FAANG right now and realized that I'm not as interested in my current project (very SWE, distributed database related) as my previous project (mix SWE/ML, build apps that support AI features). A lot of my friends are going into quant. I'm jealous for the pay but not interested in financial industry at all.
I'm thus looking for somewhere that allows me to work as an SWE intern/full-time in a ML-heavy project and maybe even get involved with cutting-edge research/publications. Since I'm not planning to get a phd, I'm not gonna make it for research scientist or research intern positions.
The ideal places I want to be at are companies like OpenAI, Deepmind, Meta Research, Google Brain, etc., but it seems like they don't specifically hire interns that are not research-focused. I'm looking for more recommendations as I'm doing researches on where I should apply next year. Please do let me know if there's any places I should definitely apply to! Thanks a lot!
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2023.06.05 04:56 Content_Ad_5215 Auto shop recs?
I have a 2000 Ford Ranger that stopped reversing last week. After checking in a few places, they said that I need a new reversing band. I don’t know ANYTHING about cars, ending up going with the cheapest option, now the shop won’t pick up any calls. I swung by to check in since they said it’d be done by this weekend, they hadn’t even started and cussed me out. Does anyone have any good affordable recommendations in town that could solve this? Faka treated me like shit and I’m scared of leaving the truck there now 🤣
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2023.06.05 04:56 Fair_Recipe_126 I have to break up with my girlfriend. But I don't think I have the strength
It's been a long and at first, healthy, relationship up until this point. Or rather, up until a few months ago. That's when I began to notice things the rose colored glasses hadnt let me notice before. She would barely text me, when she did it was one or two word answers. Mostly "yeah" and "hmm" That's not a big deal, sometimes you're busy or just don't like texting. I just don't know when the late night phone calls stopped, or the good night I love yous. I told her that what mattered most in a relationship was open and honest communication, as well as loyalty. Everything else branches from those. But I can't say I've received either of these things. When she's upset she clams up, and will choose to even talk to her exes, and go hang out with them in order to have someone to comfort her. People she promised not to talk to. And lie about it afterwards. Nothing is ever "wrong" it's always "fine". Even when she's visibly upset, either at me or something else. And when I have confronted her about things that upset me she told me that I disappointed her too. And that she wasn't trying to play victim but that she was hurt. It's not that she doesn't talk to me, she will. But the vast majority of the time it's short responses. When she does talk it tends to be unmeaningful conversation, she almost seems to dodge it
I just don't remember when I stopped smiling when I saw her. When we would go on a date and she seemed completely uninterested. At least for part of it. I would have to coax her out into at least having small talk. I don't find any enjoyment about telling her about my day because she just doesn't seem to care at all. I love to hear about whatever happened that day but it just tends to be "the usual". She also seems to forget important things like... Getting a new tattoo.. or her going out places.
Recently it got better, for a few days. She was having good conversations again and seemed genuinely happy to see me and seemed like she cared again. Random calls throughout the day so we could talk. But it started again, one word responses.
My self esteem has began to plummet, I don't even feel attractive, or like I even matter anymore. Even she seems to not really find me attractive. She always seems... "Happy" for sex but it almost feels like shes reluctant and just going along with it.
She's shared with me her depression and I can't help but feel like this is part of it, but how could I possibly know? She won't tell me anything. I also am fairly certain she would end her life if I broke up with her. Which. I know is not my responsibility, I just can't bring myself to do that.
I don't really know anymore. I feel so empty and worthless. I know I should just break up with her but I don't even feel like I have the energy to text her. Just typing all this through tears has me exhausted. I just want to rest. I want to be cared for. That's all I want. Just someone to listen to me. And who I can listen to.
Is that too much to ask?
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2023.06.05 04:55 empathydoc Today’s game
Is it just me, or is the home plate ump’s strike zone tight as hell? I swear, the pitch had to be down the pipe to be called a strike in favor of Iowa, but when batting it didn’t seem reciprocated.
It just seemed like there were moments that the game could/should have changed. Having what looks like a obvious walk turn into a out makes a difference. Having a strike called a ball that would have been an out, makes a difference.
Obviously, hitting damn near 10 batters and a timely error is a sure fire way to lose a game. I can’t understand throwing a clearly struggling pitcher in deep shit for 2-3 innings. ISU was in a position to blow the game wide open all night. Iowa was doing a pretty good job of beating themselves while hanging around. The true home team didn’t need extra help from the ump.
Honestly, the same crap happened against UNC. There is such a large argument for an automated strike zone. It helps with the purity of the game, screw the tradition crap.
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2023.06.05 04:55 TheGr33n3stPotato Can a 16 year old try shooting at a gun range?
I am a 16 year old Canadian who is going to Atlanta, Georgia alone for a couple of days. I want to know if it is possible for me to find a way to shoot a gun at a gun range? I will unaccompanied by a parent or guardian. If so, could you recommend a good place?
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