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2023.06.08 11:10 Lunayeahs Wondering if players should stay less in groups and start talking with different people they don't see very often
I love Baghera/ForeveBBH trio but because they're always together and sharing everything only between them, I wonder if the plot might not be stuck at some point.
People on the server are playing differently and at different frequency but I've seen that some french players are getting interested in the lore now.
The big problem is they can NEVER interact with others and have important discussions. First of all because they don't come as often as some players so they're not trustable yet, but mostly because the trio is taking so much space I notice sometimes it's difficult for french players (other than Baghera) to be part of the story. They have to wait until almost everyone is gone to be able to have deep conversations and understand things more.
I've sometimes seen Etoiles or Aypierre wondering were are the others and wanting to join them but getting ignored because they are talking about secret stuff and don't want to include them because they don't trust them.
But if you don't talk to them more how can you start trusting them?
One day they were ALL gathered to talk to Sofia and Aypierre was the only one left alone. Thanksfully he decided to follow where they went to be included and that's how he met the "computer".
It's frustrating to watch as a viewer because I think it could create even more lore/drama to include more people but right now it's always the same players who got to investigate and it's sad to see the others so out of it. (especially since now they want to understand more)
So I've been thinking if they shouldn't create some events to force them to have some time with another player they don't talk to very often. It will be easier to create bonds/stories and include those who are not yet in the lore.
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2023.06.08 11:10 LeagueOfChesster Unlock Your Potential with a Friendly and Affordable Coach - Over 1,000 Successful Sessions in 2022 Bundle Discounts Available Free Consultation, Analysis, and Sessions Limited Openings for June.
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I started the entire coaching thing during season 7 when one of my friends asked if I wanted to help him get out of that Diamond 4 hell. Ever since then, I was having a consistent number of sessions on a weekly basis, with my network of people slowly increasing(One of them actually gave me the idea to advertise on Reddit, which I did eventually accept!) I've coached more than 700 individuals ever since I started and I can proudly say I've had more than 500 sessions this year alone! So, if you are looking for someone who is around for more than 5 days actually add me. Some of my personal coaching achievements include
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2023.06.08 11:10 Electricitytickles How much of a agar dish do you guys put in each jar?
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2023.06.08 11:10 DikwamJeg09 First time dads
I am wondering how first time dads (either from their perspectives or if their partner wants to comment then that’s awesome) have felt once they’ve become a dad?
My son is 3 weeks old and the labour was hard. It lasted 25 hours and ended up being an emergency c-section and since then, my wife has had shingles and cold sores. She struggles with anxiety and often spends nights crying because she doesn’t think she’s good enough, even though she’s been incredible. From my POV, I’ve been driving her to appointments, giving her breaks (feeding bub at 11pm and then 6am to give her unbroken sleep), supported her, taken time off work, cooked all the meals and completed all the chores. I think I’m doing everything in my power to be there for her but haven’t told her how I’ve felt. The labour was obviously traumatic for her and I was with her the whole time but I wanted to know how other dads have felt since their child was born? I feel bad for admitting I felt like an outcast during the first couple of days after the birth by hospital staff as they never really included me in decisions, offered me food/drink or offered much support. They were fantastic with my wife and she obviously went through so much so I feel bad even thinking I should’ve been considered. Since being home, I haven’t been able to tell my wife how I’ve felt (exhausted, run-down, full of anxiety) because I worry she will become upset again. Are these similar thoughts new born dads have had?
I love being a dad, my son is amazing and I love my wife. I am very happy in general but I wanted to see how other new born dads have felt.
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2023.06.08 11:09 sleepbunny22 You know the phrase “you can’t pour from an empty cup”?
Well at this point I’m melting the cup so at least something still drips out.
I’m exhausted physically, mentally, and emotionally. To start, my five month old has hit a lovely sleep regression. She won’t go to bed until 11pm or midnight and she wakes up at 2-3am. Half the time I have to wake up at 4am for work so I’m not getting much sleep. Even if I’m off or go in later I still have to wake up decently early to pump. My anxiety has gotten so bad but I don’t have the time or money to talk to someone. I’ve been doing my tried and true method of just pushing all my feeling down so we’ll see how long that lasts before I end up having a full blown mental breakdown. On top of all that both my bunnies died yesterday. Idk what happened as the one wasn’t very old. I know the air quality has been shit thanks to Canada but idk. I woke up to my younger one already past and my older one was got before the day ended. I’ve always had bunnies ever since I was 5 or 6 but idk if I’ll ever get more because it just hurts too bad at this point. I just want to curl up into a ball and drink myself into a coma but I can’t because I have a baby to take care of.
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2023.06.08 11:09 CalendarNo8521 I want it work but I think it's slowly dying.
I (35M) have been married to my wife (30F) for 6 years, together for 10. We haven't had sex in 4 years, and I basically have had to beg for any kind of physical touch for the last 2 years. We don't sleep in the same bed, have vastly different schedules, and she brushes off any major conversations and my concerns about our marriage and intimacy. I want to make it work but I don't think she notices that I've been absolutely starved of ANY physical or sexual attention, because she's so wrapped up in her own issues. She does suffer from moderate to severe depression and it's been honestly worse for her since WFH was a thing but she'd never admit it. I have suggested couples therapy in the past and she rebukes me pretty forcefully that we don't have any problems/therapy doesn't do anything/it's a waste of money. Neither of us leave the house but I genuinely only see her maybe 20 minutes a day, and we talk for maybe 15.
I can however pinpoint three major events that do/have had a major impact on her mental health and her lack of desire to be intimate:
1) I'm sure she either cheated on me or got raped by one of her friends at one point in '19, and I think it's the latter. After the incident in question she pretty much flipped a switch and stopped all sexual intimacy, which I believe to be PTSD, she quite frankly turned me down more than 50 times until we did it ONCE, about two months after the event, and haven't had sex since. She's never told me anything, never filed a report, the usual PTSD signs of rape.
2) WFH. She has since moved into our guest room and lives her entire life in a 9x13 room that she only leaves to pee and get drinks. She sleeps, eats, works, games (we're both avid PC gamers), everything in that room. It's gotten to a point as well, that she can't/won't really function so the garbage is just piling up around her in there.
3) I finally relented after hearing every few weeks up to the 8 year mark on the idea of swinging with our ONE partner. Not one at a time, one, partner to pursue any sexual interests or whatnot. She's only had sex with 2 people, and I'm one of them (not counting the assumed rape above.) We had rules when I relented, she followed the rules. It's been 2 years, I haven't 'used my coupon' so to speak, but after her first experience with the guy she decided she wanted to do that with, he basically got in her pants and said 'fuck off.' That's not my problem I guess, maybe she should've vetted the one partner better. This was 2 years ago though, and she won't even so much as touch me now. She touched my leg at the restaurant while eating dinner recently - that was the most she'd willing touched me since probably the beginning of 2022.
tl;dr Wife has completely shut down any form of intimacy or physicality. I want it to work, but she refuses to have conversation, doesn't believe in therapy. I'm lonely, miserable, and just want to feel fucking loved but I'm not sure if it's her depression, being a victim of rape and pushing me away, or if she's just checked out and doesn't want to be alone but fuck my feelings on the matter. I basically live with a super awesome roommate who I tell 'I love you' to, but I don't know how to get her to engage with life again. She's amazing in literally every way except being my wife, being intimate, and showing me she cares.
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2023.06.08 11:08 GuaranteeUnique Textbook date setting by a 24x Reader
Her- Good morning! I’m well and yourself?
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2023.06.08 11:08 sanpedro12 Buspirone - How Long Does It Take To Notice The Anxiolytic Effects?
I just started to take Buspirone for my anxiety issues. Do you notice the effects of Buspirone right away or does it need to build up in your system for a few weeks before any effects are detectable (like SSRI)?
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2023.06.08 11:08 professor_tinkerputt My ex bf and I had an amicable breakup. Now he’s talking badly about me on social media.
My ex bf got evicted earlier this year (when we were still together) and I let him stay with me and only charged him 1/4th of rent so he can save up money and get his own place.
We eventually broke up 5 months later because he was not only making absolutely no progress in getting his own place, but he stopped paying rent altogether or really putting effort into anything. He was failing community colleges classes while I was getting full ride scholarship offers for my masters, he started taking less and less hours at work while I secured a job that was double his salary, he was spending more and more time playing video games while i was scheduling more volunteering time, etc. I checked in constantly while he was living with me to see if he was depressed, if he needed anything, and how I could support but he always told me he was fine.
When we had the conversation and he told me he wanted to end the relationship to focus on getting back on his feet I was extremely supportive. I told him not to worry about owing me the last two months of rent and utilities because I would take care of it so he can one less thing to worry about. I also gave him as much time as he needed to move his things out and let him know over and over again that I loved and supported him and that I would miss him so much.
Overall, it was a pretty decent breakup but I still made the decision to go no contact for at least a month so I could truly process this and accept that things were over.
We never unfollowed each other on social media and he still watches all my stories so one day last week I decided to check his Twitter and, to my surprise, there’s a slew of negative posts subtweeting me. Multiple posts claiming I “fumbled” him, that I wasn’t kind or supportive, that I wasn’t worth his time, etc.
To say I’m furious is an understatement. I haven’t told anyone but my closest friends about the reasons for the breakup because I didn’t want to embarrass him so seeing him trashing me publicly when I not only accepted the breakup and gave him his space but also showed empathy, understanding, and love AS I WAS GETTING DUMPED is messing with my head. I feel like I’m being framed as a bad person and an unworthy or unvaluable partner for no real reason by someone I have genuine care for.
I am SO, so tempted to break no contact just to set him straight, but that feels like such a dumb reason to break no contact—especially when I’m so deep into the healing process.
I’m just so, so upset about this and I cannot bring myself to stop thinking about this. I keep bouncing between feeling like I want to scream and crying into my pillow. The whole thing makes my heartbreak so much worse because I would never do something so immature and mean-spirited to him. This makes me feel like we were never even friends which makes all of this feel so much worse.
I hate to admit it but this is bothering me so much I’ve been thinking of responding to his tweets with the real reason we broke up or making my own petty tweets calling him broke, unsuccessful, etc but I’d hate to kick him in a time where he needs to be uplifted.
Any advice for how I can move past this?
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2023.06.08 11:08 katelovesmeiu A Professional Challenger Coach Verified Metafy Partner Seven Years of Proven Coaching Expertise Over 6.500 Sessions Held Over 3.000 Individual Clients US Collegiate Coach Guaranteed Improvement Personalised Coaching Plans Shelbion#8832
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As a coach with over 6.500 hours of experience, I have a passion for helping others improve and reach their goals. By studying the techniques of renowned coaches such as LS and MagiFelix, I have developed my own unique coaching approach that has helped countless individuals and over 20 teams advance their competitive play across 5 different continents, including members of various College and University E-Sports Teams.
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2023.06.08 11:08 Cold_Strategy5165 I think I assaulted a friend when I was six
I don't remember much. My memory is quite hazy but I feel horrible. I must have been around six years old (I am in my mid-twenties now) and I had my best friend over and we were playing. We were in the living room, I think, and then we went to my room. There I think I told him to lay on the bed and I kissed his exposed stomach with my pants unbuttoned. We stopped after that.
However, I think I would have gone further. I feel like I knew what I was doing and I don't think he really knew. He may have said that he wants to stop and so we stopped, I honestly don't know. I am bisexual, I did not know that back then, but did I do this for sexual gratification? I have no contact anymore with him but I wonder how he is doing (from the outside he seems to do well. I know that he is quite successful) how negatively has this impacted him? I, a child, basically molested him. I feel like a predator. I also feel incredibly self-centered and self-absorbed. Pretty much every sentence I havbe written starts with 'I'. He is the one I did that to, but all I seem to care about is myself. I don't think about this constantly, but everytime I do think about it I am consumed by guilt. I would love to apologize to him. However, I think that may just be another selfish thing I am doing. How much does he remember? Would an apology even help him? I have been diagnosed with anxiety and depression and my depression often likes to tell me that I am a horrible person but I think this is genuine proof that I am a horrible person. What sort of a six year old does that? It is not normal. It is never normal, of course, but especially for a young child. I am sorry, this is all over the place. I have never told anyone.
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2023.06.08 11:08 Downtown-Force-9075 When did you start working out again?
Got my bisalp done 21 of January. Healing went well. I didn't run since January and I was thinking about starting again slowly. I ran today and I'm experiencing some internal light pain where tubes are supposed to be. Is this normal? Is this even related to the fact that I went for a Run?
For fellow runners, how much time did you give your body to properly heal before you came back on track ? In my case it has almost been 5 months I thought it would be OK.
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2023.06.08 11:08 anieshark new to selling to depop
i was wondering why so many sellers pay directly will paypal rather than purchasing through the depop app? is it so that the depop fees don't apply? if so, how can i start doing this in a safe way
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2023.06.08 11:07 sobakablack HOW BIG WAS CARRINGTON'S SUNSPOT?
HOW BIG WAS CARRINGTON'S SUNSPOT? If you want to have a bit of fun with ChatGPT, ask it the following question: "How big was Carrington's sunspot?"
ChatGPT's response: "The exact size of Carrington's sunspot is not known with certainty since direct measurements of sunspot sizes were not possible during that time." (Other sample responses: #1, #2, #3.)
Carrington must be turning in his grave. The astronomer made accurate measurements and beautiful drawings of the sunspot, shown here in a figure from Carrington's report in the Monthly Notices of the Royal Astronomical Society:
See website for images
Carrington was widely known in 19th-century London for his work with sunspots. Supported by his father's beer-brewing business, he spent almost every sunny day in his well-appointed private observatory projecting an 11-inch image of the sun onto a screen and drawing what he saw. On Sept. 1st, 1859, two kidney-shaped beads of blinding white light appeared just above a giant sunspot he had numbered "520." He had never seen anything like it.
"Being somewhat flurried by the surprise," Carrington later wrote, "I hastily ran to call someone to witness the exhibition with me. On returning within 60 seconds, I was mortified to find that it was already much changed and enfeebled." They watched the lights fade away.
Head to the website for more details.
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2023.06.08 11:07 TONgoinghome I didn't deserve to feel like that
Today, I looked back on my two attempts in March. I'm severly depressed, have entered the 'severly' territory back in Januray when my cat, my best friend in the whole world, passed away. I went through a breakup too but my cat's passing was the ultimate trigger. He passed away because i'm poor, couldn't afford to take him to the vet, and the night before he came to me and cuddled me while purring so loudly. I gave him all the comfort i could give. He disappeared the day after and i never saw him again. I was too sad to function. I let my hygiene go to shit, i neglected my studies and uni work, i think i only attended 15 classes in total this semester. I tried getting my ex back, failed miserably and got slapped across the face to the point i went half deaf in one ear, and went home and tried to hang myself. Today, i stood in front of the doorway where i once stood on a chair and wrapped a noose around my neck, sobbing my heart out as i tried my best to kick the chair but couldn't. I couldn't believe that i reached that point. I didn't deserve to feel like that. I didn't deserve to flirt with death so often to the point i attempted TWICE. My only goal in life is to have a comfortable one. I was raised poor, have been poor my entire life, watching my peers get everything they want while i begged my parents for a shitty computer for school work. I am brilliant, i am intelligent, i am creative, all traits a good programmecompsci engineer should have (which is what i'm doing). I want to live a good life, i want to take care of a soul properly and not have to watch it wither awayin my arms while i stand there unable to do anything, I want to give my parents a taste of a good life. No matter how much they pissed me off, no matter how much i hate them for bringing me into this world and giving me a shitty life, I want to spoil them and give them a great comfortable life after everything we've been through. Life will be good to me. I will make it good to me. Today i am in no better place than the one i was in back when i attempted. I failed so many classes and am retaking exams in hopes that i pass this year. I'm still severly depressed, i barely eat or shower, but i'm trying my best. A good life is all i want, and i decided that i will find that balance where i work for it and put myself first. I will one day have enough money to enjoy my life, to forget the horrors i faced during my formative years, to be a good person. I want to be a good person. I want to help people, but i have to help myself first, because as much as i appreciate my loved ones who are always there for me, no one will do it better than me. March me wrote an apology to present me, saying he's sorry because i will have to fix everything that went wrong while we were just trying to survive, and it breaks my heart that he has to apologize for that. I will not blame myself. The world is cruel enough to me, i can't add to my own pain and suffering. He doesn't deserve that. He was just trying to be a good person to himself. If he didn't try, I wouldn't be here today, reflecting and sympathizing. I am not perfect. I hurt people, i hurt everyone i love, i hurt myself, but i am constantly trying to better myself. I am human. And i am kind to myself.
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2023.06.08 11:07 lukappaa If Timi added a game mode where all players are permanently immune to hindrances, who do you think will break it or suck?
I'm curious and I actually want to see that happen for obvious reasons. The first rule of any Zoro main is that Full Heal will never last enough regardless of how much the duration is buffed, so might as well just go all out.
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2023.06.08 11:07 kj_morse How much would these seats go for?
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I have these seats in my dx hatch but when I search dx hatch seats these aren’t stock. So I’m just curious how much I could get out of these as well as what civic they came out of? submitted by kj_morse to JDM [link] [comments]
There are no holes they are in really good condition.
2023.06.08 11:07 Manoa00000 How does it feel when one of your friends, out of nowhere without any explanation, start mistreating you from everyone else that she knows? How does it feel to be discriminated this way?
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2023.06.08 11:07 pw144 Pulling low canine without elastics
On my bottom teeth I have a canine that is very low due to crowding. I've read about Invisalign successfully pulling high canines into place, but was wondering, whether it is effective for low canines as well? Does anybody have experience with that and if yes, was it possible without elastics (only attachment)? How long did it take?
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2023.06.08 11:07 _Ky-uss_ Springboard eligibility living in NI?
Hi all, I've applied for Springboard using my parents' address in the Republic, I am from Dublin originally and still work/pay taxes in the Republic but I live just over the border. Springboard requires you to be living "full time" in the Republic. How like are they to check this?
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